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I regret to inform you I’m #mercymorn the first trash.
The fact that god says “there is no such thing as forgiveness” is actually a very big deal for the Space Catholics and ought to be discussed, probably at length.
wassup locked tomb nerds! i present you with a fresh fic, overripe plums and peeling paint, where i have chucked john, mercymorn, and augustine into the mountain goats' 2002 album tallahassee. take a look if you wish, though it is on ao3 and marked as registered users only.
Ajajowegj MAN... I love when my brain is somehow smarter than I am??
I've had a headcanon for a while that M— had two younger sisters, just based on Vibes. Not quite forced into the role of raising them but not entirely not that, always expected to set a good example, the go-to babysitter in her teens, often roped in on the blame when they got in trouble or otherwise lumped in with them. I have a mini hc within that that her sisters once begged for a puppy, and M— didn't want one because she understood they were so much work, but got outvoted, and then wound up being the one mostly taking care of it because "you girls wanted it" and "oh come on, they're younger, help them out", etc.
And I'd settled on two of them so it wasn't a huge family but they could be closer both in age and socially to each other than to her, so it could be extra unfair and she could feel ostracized even at home. This was, again, all purely Vibes, especially with thoughts toward Harrow, and how... She feels to me like someone who was The Weird Kid, with the eventually-nun potentially being her first and for a long time only close friend, to a point that getting close to John and some of the others there was the most she'd ever felt like she belonged socially within a whole group. (With even A— being adjacent to "at least I'd had your full attention." 😔) ...Only for it to eventually turn out Like That.
But I just realized.
In the first round of Lyctors, Mercy had "two sisters"; Cyth was way younger, and Cassy's a toss-up but we know Mercy's older than John and G1deon at least so it's a solid possibility, and even if not it still overall works. (It being a pointed thing that Pal is so young to lead his House and parallels between him and Cassy just in what little we have could also be points in favor of her having become a lawyer pretty young. Overachieving energy passed through her House and all.)
And of course immediately after the second of those is dead she gets two more, both unfathomably younger this time.
Fucking cycles man.
So yeah I just accidentally got even more attached to this headcanon and thought I'd share.
Make a meal. Read a book. It's the little things...
wyd when the three worst people you know are in a toxic codependent situationship but also one of them is God the Emperor, Necrolord Prime, the Kindly Prince of Death and they’ve been together for 10,000 years
I love you Mercymorn Mercymorn I love you you’re such an awful person you dear sweet inferno of grief and rage, tell me how you will never be able to stop grieving because the impetus of your immortality is loss, tell me how you have spent 10,000 years being told to get over it, to stop mourning, to let that love go, but you can’t, you can’t, you can’t, it’s all you have left, it is all that’s inside you, it is you, without the grief and the hatred of that lost love you are nothing at all, an empty shell in shining robes
the face of a woman who is having the world’s most normal time, she is not about to devote the next ten thousand years to revenge no not at all
i don’t think we as a fandom face the absolute enigma that is harrowhark as critically as we should
she is made up of 200 souls? ok cool, what affect has that had on her necromantically? why can she use necromancy in the river and at her absolute physical and mental lowest, when it is made clear by the lyctors AND god that both of those things are near impossible for a necromancer akin to harrow? how did harrow capture and preserve multiple souls from the river and keep them in a bubble completely subconsciously? why is she compared to anastasia at every given moment by those that knew her? how did harrow single-handedly break every single meticulously placed and tailored ward into the locked tomb in adolescence?
skill only goes so far, something else is present within her and i wish so badly to find out what it is
this is harrow on the erebos. to me
got the GtN name pronunciation guide on my dash, so now I'm thinking about how the way this is worded ("Ianthe and Corona were 'Cainabeth and Abella'", the deliberate placement of Ianthe first) has always made me wonder if Ianthe was/is intended to be Cainabeth and Coronabeth is Abella.
I only noticed that now but I find it interesting how in that guide the names don't switch one but every time they are brought up. "Goodtwin" and "Badtwin" but next it's "Badtwin and Lessbadtwin", the words are in reversed order... Either it means something or it's deliberately designed confusing so that it's hard to conclude who is supposed to be who
As per this interview on Reactormag, Ianthe is confirmed to have been originally Abella!
(Of course, this still leaves at least some room to question who's Badtwin and who's Lessbadtwin, though my money in generally on Corona being Badtwin, personally!)
got the GtN name pronunciation guide on my dash, so now I'm thinking about how the way this is worded ("Ianthe and Corona were 'Cainabeth and Abella'", the deliberate placement of Ianthe first) has always made me wonder if Ianthe was/is intended to be Cainabeth and Coronabeth is Abella.
The Locked Tomb in an image
Gideon the Ninth naming system notes appreciation post
Given that she was originally “Cainabeth” I feel like I don’t see enough speculation about how Corona will prove herself to be the worse twin.
The problem in speculating about Corona is that her motivations often feel inscrutable, so trying to make predictions about what she's gonna do is just plain iffy. We simply don't have reliable sources as to who Corona actually is deep down. We mainly see her through the narration of Gideon, Nona, and Judith, none of whom are unbiased reporters at the best of time, and all three have too many feelings about her to make an accurate character judgement, anyway. Ianthe tells us plenty about Corona, but not only is she majorly biased, too, the twins spend so much time manipulating each other and covering for each other's lies as to make either of them an untrustworthy character reference for the other, whether intentionally or not.
Some things we do know about Corona:
she is not above abusing people she has power over
she has quite a bit of experience pulling off a con
if she's loyal to anybody, she's loyal to Ianthe -- but I don't think we can actually say for sure she's loyal to Ianthe, so, in effect, she's loyal to nobody
she has plans of some form involving Judith Deuteros
As for what that means going forward? Idk. She'll be up to something in AtN. I suspect it will be Bad. But I don't even know that for certain.
She s fascinating. The way I see her, for what's worth, is as someone with a life-long identity crisis—someone who's been asked to only ever be what others need to be, and who therefore views her own inner desires and needs as more dangerous and hard to grasp, as she's had to keep all that in the dark and hasn't had appropriate people with whom in interact in a healthy way that would help her define her own self-understanding. Her sense of self tremendously unstable unless she finds some social niche she can inhabit, or some role to play with someone.
(This is a trait often associated with BPD, which in this context unavoidably reminds me of that meme that goes “yes i have bpd. beautiful princess disorder.”)
She's aware of this! As Yet Unsent, while filtered through Judith (who is at least trying not to be “discursive”), contains some very interesting nuggets:
“Save me, Jody. Bind me to you, or who knows where I will go? What throne will I mount, if you don’t bind me down?”
There's a recurring idea she brings up—that she was meant to rule, and that she's afraid of “what throne” she will mount.
“She said she had groomed herself for something and all it had done was make her unfit for the purpose. What purpose?”
And then, closer to the end:
I said I was just an administrator; she was a princess. A king. She said there was no king but the Emperor. I said her problem was a lack of job opportunities. She laughed a little and said, Too right.
She has been groomed for one thing, and that is leadership. She always seeks others that she can contrast with herself to develop as a person, but she is also incapable of not trying to get power over them, which surely leads to decreased stability?
At the same time, she's derided by both Judith and Ianthe for caring about other people and being easily moved by greater notions of ethics—she wants thinks to be better, and she wants to be in charge of that. She has a rich relationship with leading and following, and couples with cavalier standards she probably envisions herself as leading in a “servant to the people” way (whereas Ianthe just wants the boot, and she wouldn't have the charisma to pull off anything else).
Her main conflict is that she lacks the strength to pursue that path on her own so long as Ianthe is there, and she seems to be troubled by her own capability for evil.
I fully expected her arc to go somewhere like making her a big BoE leader tbh. After all, she's already risen in their ranks from hostage to double-agent and leader of Troia cell, which is a subsection of Ctesiphon wing, which after the events of NtN will be the faction of BoE that succesfully carried out Wake's plan to open the Tomb. BoE could do with another very impassioned, charismatic leader.
Given Ianthe has been telling us since GtN that she's been looking into the Resurrection, many of us believe her intention is to replace God. Ianthe presumably wanted to discover lyctorhood for the both of them—and then she spends HtN trying to figure out other ways to induce stasis and keep tissue immortal. In NtN, they're “closer to the goal than ever before” and Ianthe says “I fully intend for us to be us, together, now… but I have the framework for it.” And Ianthe has been looking at the use of planetary souls…
Tamsyn said she has one “magnificently shitty” thing left to do in Alecto:
“Ianthe will be awful. Ianthe will reach new heights of being absolutely goddamn dreadful. […] I was thinking about one specific magnificently shitty thing Ianthe does in Alecto, just, the dumbest and pettiest thing I am setting her up to do, and although she is still bad in Nona — spoiler: you do get to spend some time with Ianthe in Nona — I would say her badness, although grim, is within expected parameters of Ianthe.”
(Here's also a bunch of useful posts @lady-harrowhark collected about Ianthe probably being half-dead and how Corona staying alive might have been necessary for her to stay alive too?)
Back to As Yet Unsent,
“I’m still fighting myself. Wait and see who wins.” As though it were a duel.
Ultimately, I think the big question for Corona is—will she dare to abandon Ianthe? Cain betrayed Abel. Will Ianthe have devoted her entire life to their plan, and given up her own sense of self, only to be rejected at the finish line? Or will Coronabeth betray Blood of Eden and everyone in the universe to stay with Ianthe?
The one other person Coronabeth consistently cares about, too, is Judith. If Judith has survived her last brush with Varun and figures in Alecto, I suspect she might play an important role here. Between Ianthe, Blood of Eden, and Judith, who will Corona betray?
So many ways to be a monster.
ABSOLUTELY all this. Another extremely telling bit for Corona's characterization comes from Nona, who is famously very good at reading people.
When she looked at Palamedes, Nona was suddenly struck by the idea that Crown wasn’t happy at all, or grateful—and yet she obviously was, hungrily and thirstily grateful; she put Nona in mind of Noodle, suddenly, wanting to go out but wanting to stay in the basket, wanting to run around outside but wanting to come back.
And this is further emphasized with another much subtler point that's very interesting once you see it:
Corona has thus far arbitrated every single duel in the series. She's someone who wants the final say, is confident asserting her authority over others, and ALSO someone who is constantly on the fence, rather than on either side. Marta says arbitrating for Babs would be a conflict of interest and Corona ignores it, but she does judge it fairly. She's always the diplomat and always someone torn between conflicting wants.
And then there's...
“If Camilla hears you said that, she’ll be furious.” “That’s probably why I said it,” admitted Crown, with genuine contrition. “I have a ripple of evil running through my soul—I know I do. But it wasn’t that bad a lie, was it, Nona? Don’t you think it’ll raise Cam’s status? Don’t you think I’ve done her a favour?”
She believes herself to be "evil" on some level, which damn sure lines up with "What throne will I mount if you don't bind me down?" Yet Nona, who can read intentions so well, also sees genuine remorse here. And yet, she still did say it in part to bother Cam, and then she turns around and wants to justify it, wants Nona to tell her it was okay and absolve her of fault.
Which... Yeah. Man... It's not even just all the constant "king" (much more than "queen") imagery around Corona or the implications Ianthe wants to make her a new God. She and John just have loads of parallels in general. Association with the sun, but not truly: Corona more accurately the moon (one of her first descriptions being Ianthe's "illuminated reflection"), John having stolen his light as well. They both sincerely want to do good and want to care about other people, but are egocentric by nature and struggle to get outside of their own head, so often assume their way is best, struggle to follow any plan they didn't help come up with or take anyone's advice if it pushes against what they wanted. I could go on, and could of course list a lot of differences too, they're far from the same character. But as many parallels and foils as their are all over this series, it's sometimes useful to compare and contrast a different character's traits and struggles to help frame things, so figured that was worth offering.
(I've also rambled before about my read of the twins through a mental health lens, in which. Disclaimers first: (1) I'm in no way claiming it's a definitive diagnosis or even that I think it was necessarily intended, but find it to be a useful lens to examine them through. And (2) there is no such thing as Magically Makes You Evil Disease and I'll fight anyone who treats anything that way, especially NPD and ASPD which tend to get the worst of the worst stigmatization, which isn't to say other "Scary Disorders" don't also get it fucking bad. But yeah, all that said, I do personally read both the twins with NPD. And I really love them both as sympathetic and nuanced characters who are capable of being very toxic, still also capable of good, clearly struggling with the traits you can read as symptoms, and have a lot they need to work on but have room to improve a lot if they ever did. Like will either of them ever? I'm not holding my breath lmao. But I appreciate that they have all those complex facets and are still likeable as characters even now. 🙂↕️)
But yeah. Yeah.
It's so hard to say what the hell Corona might do because she so genuinely has no idea what she wants herself.
Or rather, she wants a lot of things. But does she? She wants to be close to Ianthe. She wants Ianthe out of her life. She wants Judith to love her. She's exclusively interested in people who don't want her. She wants Camilla to look at her the way Cam looks at Nona. She absolutely can't stand being told what to do or treated like a child. She wants to be the ruler of everything. She doesn't want to take sides. She doesn't want to hurt anyone and she's also incredibly comfortable using Babs as a literal chew toy and also probably was the one to put the rapier through his heart.
She's so all over the place and that's entirely the point and I love her so very much, but damn I wish we had any idea what to expect. Wild card character here for real.
my contribution to the tlt fandom (click for better quality)
GRIDDLEHARK AND CAMPAL ARE OPPOSITES BUT ALSO PARALLEL TO EACH OTHER AND IT MAKES ME SO INSANE
6th House is on mercury and 9th House is on pluto so they're on the opposite ends of the dominicus system
9 is 6 uspide down and 6 is 9 upside down
the Ninth House and the Sixth House are religion vs science
Gideon and Harrow are (were) childhood enemies, Camilla and Palamedes are (were) childhood friends. Gideon and Harrow had a hard time trusting each other, Camilla and Palamedes trusted each other with everything.
Gideon and Harrow are all about forgetting ("But I don’t even remember about you most of the time", the whole lobotomy situation), Camilla and Palamedes are all about remembering ("I’ve carried you, Warden. And I’ve carried your memory … I’d rather carry you", "Palamedes remembers everything: That was his problem. I always remember him. That’s mine")
Gideon and Harrow are water (the Pool Scene, Gideon being in the "well" in Harrow's mind, Harrow deciding to stay in the River and Gideon "dying" in the River), Camilla and Palamedes are fire (Palamedes's first death, Palamedes and Camilla's lyctoral ascention)
in griddlehark's case the necromancer carried their cavalier's soul, in campal's case the cavalier carried their necromancer's soul
Gideon and Palamedes sacrificed themselves, Harrow then carried Gideon's sword even though it was killing her and Camilla carried Palamedes's bones even though boe electrocuted her for it
Gideon and Camilla are both "devotion's casualties"
Harrow and Camilla risked permanent brain damage to save the souls they carried
Gideon barely had any training for her position and Camilla trained her whole life, but they both didn't normally use their rapiers and were both set on fighting rather than on traditional duelling
the 6th and the 9th are both poor, underestimated, dying houses. Harrow and Palamedes have been leading them since they were very young and they do anything to try to improve the situation
Harrow fell in love with the Body when she was 10, Palamedes began writing to Dulcinea when he was 8. both into old dead chicks (as Gideon phrased it) while also loving their cavaliers
Camilla watched Gideon impale herself to force Harrow's ascention, Gideon watched Camilla light herself on fire during her and Palamedes's ascention
"This was your shell but it was all filled up with me" & "It's not you. It's me wearing you"
"I keep turning around to find you, and there’s nobody there." "I know the feeling." & "You’d touched that letter, and I—you know it was killing me twice that you weren’t there, right? You must know it was destroying me to be there in your body, trying to keep your thumbs on, and I couldn’t even hear your damn voice?"
"Kiriona Gaia was staring politely at the side of the truck, as though there were something really interesting on the paintwork" & "Even Camilla, who had turned away to politely investigate something on the opposite wall, wasn’t there"
"It was just her and Harrow and Harrow’s bitter, high-boned, stupid little face" & "Palamedes said, and now Nona knew he wasn’t speaking to anyone else in the universe"
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there's probably more, that's just from the top of my head. but yeah, they make me insane and i'm foaming at the mouth.