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[junetheraccoon]

i knew one day you’d get tired of me and all my shitty feelings.

[deadnow-deactivated20250507]

"what are your goals for 2025" honestly, to not kill myself but I don't wanna bring the room down lmao

[flaglore]

Normies would be shocked, but for a BPD, that's a basic, fundamental goal. Keep it simple, you know?

[yourgirlinpieces]

i hate that kind of sadness where your chest physically hurts

[stargazers-satellite]

btw guys managing your symptoms also means apologizing for things you didn't mean to do. sometimes you do things because of your disorders that you genuinely didn't mean to do, but if it hurt someone you still have to take accountability and make up for the hurt you caused

[secrets-ofsilent-earth]

my heart hurts so much

[thatdiabolicalfeminist]

No one is doomed to abuse people. There isn't an "abuser gene" or "evil chromosome". There aren't "cursed bloodlines".

There's a culture that frequently enables, romanticizes and eroticizes abuse, and individual human beings who choose to take advantage of that, or not.

Even someone who has abused others in the past has a decision about whether or not to continue that harm. Further abuse isn't inevitable, it's a choice.

The idea that abusers can't help it just further enables abuse culture. If someone is abusive, they are making a choice.

[secrets-ofsilent-earth]

my mom passed this morning

[escuerzoresucitado]

Ánimas Trujano (1961), Ismael Rodríguez.

[aropride]

trying to tell your mother that her actions actually do affect you somewhat on occasion

[lionfloss]

by mauro_roberto__

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[theangelslullaby]

You clearly want to see me burn

[valentina-poem]

“Sometimes you are so emotionally drained that even sleep doesn’t do anything anymore. You wake up still tired. And it just doesn’t go away.”

— The Poetic Boy

[abnormall]

its ironic how my fear of abandonment has caused me to push everyone away

[shebloomedbutwontforgethepast]

And after a while you just stop. You stop watering your plants. You stop watching netflix. You stop reading. You stop replying to your friends as fast as you used to. You stop buying yourself nice things. You stop putting an effort into how you look. You stop taking care of yourself like you used to. You stop sleeping. You stop eating healthy foods. You stop petting your dog. You stop socializing.

You stop with everything. You find yourself sitting in your room for hours on end, without doing a single thing. Days feel like years. And you think you can’t do it for much longer.

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[notdesignedforthis]

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