blehhh here we are. questions help sometimes
🌸 - how many alters do u have? do u consider yourself to have a high headcount?
we have at least five. unsure if the ones that show up for an hour then dip are like,, fully fledged Guys but if you count those thennnn like ten? still figuring out whos a Being and whos a train of thought (adhd makes this extra confusing) and where the distinction even is
🧩 - do u have any subsystems? if so, how do they work?
we think that teal, red, and i might be smth like that. unsuree. were more similar than the others and its easier to flip between us. if im not freaking frontstuck (i am right now)
🍧 - are there any alter(s) who u would consider the “core”? if so, are they the host?
💞 - do u have an innerworld? how complex is it?
i do believe we have an innerworld, though ive only seen a teeny loft and the surrounding room. idk how complex it is
💧 - how does fronting work for your system? do u have a “front room”?
were some kind of median monoconsious. best we can describe is sentient masks lol
🍀 - how do u communicate with ur headmates?
internally or talking aloud. writing notes is smth were working on a lil but but its not the one we usually do
🍡 - do u use alter roles/labels? which ones do u use?
im the host, but not in a "this is my house" way more like in a symbiote. way if that makes sense. red and r purple are protectors because thats what they try to do, i think orange tried to be a manager of sorts but theyre soo riddled with anxiety that it was mostly just panic. havent heard from em since
🌺 - who fronts the most? who fronts the least?
i front the most. getting me away from front is a fucking miracle. and even then im lurking
the least? not my trio for sure uhhm. r purple fronts a relatively medium amount prolly anyone else
❄️ - how often do ur hosts/fronting patterns change?
🥝 - how often do u switch?
iiiiidk. esp bcus im sealed off rn
🪷 - do you co-front with other alters often? is co-fronting easy or difficult?
im usually Always here. it can be hard but its also really nice to have company
🌷 - how long does it take for u to switch?
depends. sometimes theres a noticeable dissociation period where i can pull myself back if needed and sometimes its an "oh im x"
🌨️ - do ur alters have specific voice claims for what they sound like in headspace?
🌱 - do u have any introjects? what are their sources?
we might have two. one is more confirmed than the other
💐 - do u have any hosts? co-hosts?
im (magenta) the host! red used to be cohost a while back
🍃 - if u have an innerworld, can u see into while you’re fronting?
usually if i attempt the innerworld it takes All of my focus
💗 - do u use any origin/-genic terms? what are they?
🌿 - do u have any npcs in your headspace?
🍬 - has ur system created any rules ur alters are expected to abide by?