We are very nervous! Tone tags are appreciated but aren't 110% necessary at all times :-)! We do see comments but may not always reply!
This is a personal blog! It may feature venting and talk of intrusive thoughts and triggering stuff. will be tagged but just warning. feel free to reblog whatever though
Main DNI: Bigots (racist, queerphobic, ableist, antisemitic, etc), under 13. Nothing else immediately comes to mind, but I'll block as I see fit :-)
Mostly just. pretty please don't harass my mutuals n respect their DNI if dey have one. I just don't want them to be upset. I aint care about discourse, just don't bother my friends.
We have our SimplyPlural in our intro but if we don't know you we're unlikely to give you permission to view our stuff, so please tell who yu are in a message!
We are very forgetful so feel free to remind us of things! We are also very nervous as previously stated, so it's preferred if you handle things w/ us in an ask or dms. We follow back a lot of the time, wanting to have mutuals albeit we are very avoidant so keep that in mind! We may be anxious about new friends but I swear it's nothing to do with you!
We are also paranoid. If we don't answer something, that is usually why. It's not personal.
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𖦹 .ᐟ EXTRA
ASK FOR PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY! We are likely polyfragmented and have a heavily cycling array of fronters, so things are confusing!
𖦹 .ᐟ DISCLAIMER
WE HAVE A LOT OF OC INTROJECTS. Many of them are "problematic" but still want to interact and talk about their source. We do not condone things done in our source.
Many of our ocs/stories are used to cope with/process our trauma and thus feature themes of abuse and violence. We try to tag things but often forget, just ask us to tag if needed!
it is hard to describe the weird like. how it works n feels having almost majority oc introjects & also talking about our ocs all the time on account of ocs being our special interest. its complicateddd. its a weird confusing mixture of concerns with how we are perceived and the inherent concern of being accused of faking because of how much stuff lines up with stuff we make and on one hand thats never happened to us but on the other its like. i dont thjnk thats an entirely baseless worry with how introjects r treated
this is especially considering our rough case of a lot of "chicken or the egg" scenarios where it's entirely impossible to tell if the oc came first n influenced a fragment or the alter came first and subconsciously shaped the oc.
as oc introjects many of them are very source connected and a lot of our characters r like. also godawful i cannot lie. it feels strange n frustrating cause there's a feeling of not being allowed to be source connected because that source is "evil and bad" and there's the additional element of having made that character. my dr. moreau introject(s) i have in mind specifically in this regard. some of my alters are cruel and scary and cold and do not feel anything for most people at best. i dont know where im going with this im just yapping
dominic's in a qpr with mr. pippin which is particularly funny to me because mr. pippin is basically like. kaleidoscope's "child" and a fragment of itself so thats like a fragment of in infinity. the closest analog is liek. actually jesus is not accurate enough pippin isnt human to any degree. qpr with the holy spirit
