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This is not a pro ana account but it IS triggering. Currently relapsing ~ I don’t reblog weight loss spells, u r welcome.

[anxietyproblem]

[noodlearmsmcgee-deactivated2025]

i'm so confused. like am i getting better or worse? what do i want to happen, exactly?

[secretskinnydreaming]

Just reblogging this AGAIN

[secretskinnydreaming]

Last night I got pretty drunk with a friend but she probs had more than me idk but she started throwing up

And I legit got jealous that she got rid of a lot of the calories but I didn’t

Like pls brain what is wrong with you

[aidashakur]

I’m an overthinker so if you don’t give me an answer, I’ll come up with one.

[noodlearmsmcgee-deactivated2025]

i'm so confused. like am i getting better or worse? what do i want to happen, exactly?

[secretskinnydreaming]

Ik skinny love isn’t an Ed song but it’s so closely connected to the worst parts of my life it affects me more than any other song tbh

That one and medicine by daughter hurts fr

[secretskinnydreaming]

This isn’t where I thought I’d be a year ago

How fucking sad tbh

[siickangel]

do you feel like a second choice to everybody or are you normal

[rosieforever]

[secretskinnydreaming]

Been a slow ass week but I’m finally down below 65 kg.

[secretskinnydreaming]

At this point I’m back to wondering if I’m the problem

The people I care the most about always act the same

I always write first

I always ask to hangout

I always put in the effort

After they’ll tell me that they’d love to hang out or talk but they never initiate it

I feel unloved

[secretskinnydreaming]

Hihi

@dumpsterfirebil - not me

[secretskinnydreaming]

Does anyone actually know of any way to prevent excessive hair loss with out yk eating

[secretskinnydreaming]

The guilt I felt yesterday is honestly enough to keep me from eating a lot today but I have to have breakfast which I hate bc ik working and don’t want to like pass out

[secretskinnydreaming]

I slipped up hard today but I’m hoping it’ll kick start my metabolism again idk if that’s even true but I’m just hoping it is rn

[secretskinnydreaming]

I’ve lost 1.8 kg these last 5 days, 3.9 lbs :)

[secretskinnydreaming]

HELLO?!!

Frozen peas litterally exist I’m so happy