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negative thoughts makes me feel good! :* mae.30.simple.coy.God fearing. introvert! ♥writing.playing guitar.singing. listening music.westlife.ed sheeran. mickey mouse.CYF! LOVES a person who loves her also, and that is YOU!!!

[sedmae]

THIS IS THE END...

(feb.23,2020)

just right in time

she wants you to be her mine

the bonding moments

captivates one longing hearts

hoping and praying

but she think, this is ending!

a thought is just a thought

like a battle that you've being boycott

wanting to fight and survive

yet only one of you has the vibe

so please stop and just give up

for ending reminds us to move on and stand up!

it makes the heart too heavy and painful

knowing it is not you he wants on his table

having the heart beats for him

but not for you to grip

maybe then, this is what she commend

to surrender and call it, THIS IS THE END!

[sedmae]

MY KIND OF LOVE

how i wish i don't have this soft sensitive heart

making me realize i always don't have that part

of being able to love and be loved.

how i wish there will be no evenìngs

escaping undeserved heartaches and feelings

which should have never been experience.

how i wish busy schedules should be given

helping me forget the things i ever written

that i want someone someday in my life.

how i wish love has not reached my senses

where i could have time defending my offenses

and neglect you in the first place.

but what i want to realize and experience is:

i want a heart whose ready to have you!

i want most of my nights hugging you!

i want my time with you all through the day

i want you to know that i always wanted to meet and tell you that i'm so deeply in love with you.

[vomitingwords]

I killed

the part of me

that needs you,

in order to save

the rest of myself.

Before I lose it completely // ma.c.a

[sedmae]

laban

[sedmae]

dear future someone, this is your future someone who is not in the run but is feeling left undone. where on earth did God put you now? are you really been created just for me or still not yet born to this world? uplifting my life is very very very hard for me because my mind is always thinking that i could be better of if our path crossed by then. how i long to have you in this living world. to experience life with ups and downs and to face whatever circumstances will lead us as we journey our life together especially in God. i wrote this one giving me patience and courage to have the mind of waiting and still waiting if there will be that you, that one person who is created for me. who will one day appear and share that love God has endowed unto us. this is my one and only long time ago supplication from God, that He will someday give me a man whose intention in life is to acknowledge my care and great love for him. how i long to share my not so moody behavior, my understanding in every situation and my ever coy attitude. guess, these characters includes the real me plus yours, it will be sum up, close to what we deserve. this long time waiting of yours is a sign of dedication for a lifetime. just like music meets heaven. i know someday, we'll meet then! patiently longing and waiting, your future someone! https://www.instagram.com/p/BnsilqXFNrG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nmouhjyk3qy8

[reflectionsoflove]

A Heaven’s Tale

We met long ago in a time far from what our world has come to be known as today.

Two souls each holding no human form finding one another in a place created by the Heaven’s; enriched in peace and love.

Here is where our love story would begin.

Our spiritual entities of our two souls came together dancing under the glorious skies of both the sun and moon …  

They made love, not in a sexual way, but in the sense of two separate entities coming together creating both a sanctuary and home for the other.  

We would live our lives as twin-flames burning as one - until the time came that the light of our two souls were to take a human form.

We traveled separately to this new world, each born into very different circumstances, however, from a very young age, I felt an unknown drawing force to love - to the skies … none of it ever making any sense to me;

Until I met you.

From the moment that my eyes looked into yours, I knew for the very first time in my life that I had actually found the other half of my human heart and the missing part of the soul that had loved you light years before.

Our human forms have each loved and experienced others, however, neither of us have ever found a home — until finding each other…

and because of this is why I am bonded to you and you to me.

So I wait, until your soul looks at mine and can remember all that we shared in the precious skies that live above us … and you come home.

©tyler anzan cota

[sedmae]

lovin' it! #inspired

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shortquote101 #journal #forYOU #writing

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been a pleasure meeting this guy! i may not know him a lot but despite of that i am thankful having camaraderie with you in just a bit of time! continue to share God’s indescribable talent you have. keeping those memories with you is a remembrance that once i met a man who wants love that is not reciprocated (ops! is that so?) kidding! i mean i will kept those memories with you when i still get old. THANK YOU! 😘

[reflectionsoflove]

A Conceding Heart.

I don’t think I will ever be at peace with the acknowledgment that I must release you. 

After all, how does one tell their heart to unlove someone, when I have looked for you my entire life?

The painful reality remains that you will never allow yourself to be mine. 

Yes, I am aware of the reasons that separate us, yet knowing, makes things even harder to walk away  .  .  . 

Why? Because each of those reasons are not because you don’t or couldn’t love me … 

The truth remains that if given a chance, I would give you each of my days and all of my nights, for as long as my heart held life or for as long as you would have me.

You’re precious and what you represent as a woman and human being, I know I will never find again…

So if I must release you, I ask of you only one thing… 

That one day, in one of your private moments, if you could sit gazing upon the dancing hues of a sunset …  

and think of me and tell your heart that somewhere, I too, am watching the colors of love in the skies and remembering all that I loved …

remembering “you.”

©Tyler Anzan Cota

pic taken by me with thoughts of you.

[sedmae]

special someone

i want to experience holding other's hand

walking around the street

figuring out what people might say something

that you and i had.

i want to stay up late with you

accompanying each other's time

trying to cease everything for a while

making every moment the best time of our life

i want to walk and talk with you

beyond the darkiest night

giving and sharing sweet words together

that enlightens our feelings and thoughts

i want someone who accepts me as me

being the not so pretty lady yet sooo sexy

the shy type and too old school one

and understand the moody attitude i have

i want someone who is too special

to hang out and to travel with

experiencing happy and sad times

enjoying every moment passes by

so now, i want someone who will be there

not just for me but for us from all eternity

the one who will say i love you too

when i will lovingly say, i love you so much!

[sedmae]

how can someone love you when in the first place you are not capable of handling yourself and you are not able enough to face any difficulties in life. what you are supposed to do now?

sedmae

[sedmae]

these words says it all! 😁😁😁 you are imperfect, permanently and inevitably flawed. and you are beautiful. ~ Amy Bloom

[sedmae]

happy me! 😍

[yourbigsisnissi]

I think people would make much better decisions when it comes to dating if they stopped focusing on things like weddings and babies and instead focused on things like funerals and disappointment. What I mean is when I think about who I want to marry, I can’t just stop at who I want to meet at the altar. Because when you’re thinking about the person you want to spend your natural life with, that means the person who will be by your side when life is hard. When your parents die. When you lose your job. When your child is hurt. When bill can’t get paid. And when all of those painful moments come, you have to think “is this the person i want by my side? Is this the person who will be generous and giving when I’m in need? Is this the person who will find the words to soothe my aching heart? Is this the person that when I look across the room through tearful eyes, I want to, need to see their face?”

What I’m saying is when you’re thinking till death do us part, you really have to listen to the whole vow. The commitment is more than just walking down the isle. Its who you want to walk through life with.

[sedmae]

just wow!!!

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when you give your all, you shouldn't count what you give instead just give and give and give. afterall, it is you who will be blessed. 😉

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can you add the last three lines?

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more and more and more... #findingrelief #tumblr #THANKYOU

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life101

my life is too good but not to be true. know why? it is because i made it bad. we may do what we want to do because it's what we have want to achieve and made it our life more better. but halfway, i'm almost there yet i have it back and surrender it. it's like i'm taking a lead but i'm just too afraid to take risk. i'm too coward and not responsible for everything He ought to give to His people. i may like to cease from this life because all i know is i can never do it on my own. i know i have my family and friends (maybe), but i cannot utter to them even a single word of what was going on with my life. but inspite of surrendering, everything i feel pain i always prayed to Him to please heal me and make me strong to surpass it.