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[seenbitterdaze]

Master Fic List

Tokyo Revengers Series:

The Dirty Work

Relationships: Rindou Haitani/Reader

Update Schedule: Every third Monday of the month unless otherwise stated

Tags: Toman | Tokyo Manji Gang (Tokyo Revengers)Future Timeline: Bonten, (Tokyo Revengers)Bonten, Porn With Plot, Canon-Typical Violence,Established Relationship, Smoking, Flashbacks, Blood and Injury, Mild Gore, Arguing, Lemon, Possessive Behavior

[wvterways]

cannot find the og post on here but saw this on pin and yeah this is so real

[seenbitterdaze]

Maybe an inside thought but-

My dad had another stroke this past weekend and still cannot move his left side. Which is quite unfortunate considering he’s left handed. Me and my sisters just get small updates from our bio-grandma who my father is currently living with as he has refused to talk to me or my sisters since early February of this year.

He’s clearly depressed and I can understand why after his addiction has caused him to lose, quite literally, everything. At the same time he refuses to seek out professional help from therapists which is what he truly needs to understand and combat his addiction.

The plus side? He has been sober for the first time in over a year but unfortunately he isn’t much healthier at all. According to my bio-grandma, he rarely leaves his bed except to eat and use the restroom. And last I heard he was drinking, on average, 26 cans of pop a day. Good lawd is that unhealthy but it’s his addictive personality and that oral fixation that he can’t get past without the help of a professional.

And me and my sisters are not professionals and have no foundation for him to lean on.

My bio-grandma has said that he has been talking about moving to Mexico so he can be by himself.

I didn’t go visit him in the hospital this time around and neither did my siblings. I know my dad well and I know he wouldn’t have wanted any of us to see him in this condition anyways. My sisters agreed with this sentiment as well.

Anyways- it’s really strange. He wasn’t the best dad growing up but he definitely wasn’t the worst. He made it to nearly every game, recital, and concert that me and my sisters had and I can’t think of a lot of positive talks we had but there are a few very heartfelt talks that I remember him having with me as I cried my eyes out in my loft bed as a teenager. However, since my mom divorced him back in 2012 he has held little to no contact with us; basically me and my siblings entire adult lives. He’s the stereotypical dad that says “the phone works both ways”. Very very strange concept to me that a parent can seemingly stop caring for their own children.

This is most definitely such a TMI of an update but it’s been very hard for me to wrap my head around my relationship with my father these past 5 years or so. The past three years he has ended up in the hospital due to his addiction and the effects it has had on his body.

The first hospital trip- withdrawal.

The second hospital trip- drinking bender ending in a stroke from head trauma. (He was wasted and fell head first onto a sidewalk).

The third hospital trip- a second stroke from a “brain bubble”.

I don’t know a lot about strokes honestly but I’ve been doing my research this past week trying to learn more and prepare myself for why my father’s future may look like from here on out. After a couple of near death experiences and one life watch via helicopter I would have thought that he’d try harder to turn his life around but he just doesn’t seem to want it.

I apologize for the cryptic update. Obviously I’m still writing. It really is the one thing that keeps me sane but it’s been a little difficult to focus on work plus all of the strange emotions I’ve been having here recently.

I’m currently trying to throw all of my energy into eating well and creating my new illustration portfolio.

I’ll continue to work hard and as always I will continue to write my thoughts down as I move forward ♡

[theunfairfolk]

the spirit is unwilling and the flesh it feels not so good also

[naoyasfemme]

TikTok’s Jjk fandom hates to see a real antagonist fucker. The always beg for more villain lovers but the moment you say you wanna have sex with Naoya AND naobito, you’re the anti-Christ reincarnated and they’ll hang you publicly. 🫩

[seenbitterdaze]

[seenbitterdaze]

I think I’m going insane. May or may not quit my job on the spot tomorrow.

[m-a-d-e-l-e-i-n-e]

Not even 24 hours in and the richest man in the world just did a Nazi salute in 2025 on national television

[strawlessandbraless]

So this was concerning…

[jup1txr-deactivated20251012]

not only is the action itself incredibly disturbing but the fact that it happened twice, on live national television, and nobody in the audience looked even a little bit shocked should be a MASSIVE red flag not only to people in the states but also to the rest of the world, and unfortunately for some it simply will not click and they will not register it.

while i do entirely understand wikipedia may not be the most reliable source in the world, i do want to make a point of how truly easy it is to open your phone and type in a couple key words. you type in "seig heil orgin" or "nazi salute" in a search engine and this is what you'll find, an immediate wikipedia link that makes it clear what you are seeing or hearing or reading about. we are living in a facist oligarchy. everyone understands that is was not a "roman salute" and if that's something you genuinely believe you need to sit down and attempt to educate yourself. take the time to read about what is currently happening in the world and what has happened in the past. do not let yourself succumb to facist propaganda and do not accept living in a facist state.

[seenbitterdaze]

So that clock app “ban” was totally a political ploy, huh? And a really dumb one at that. You will NEVER catch me licking the boots of the orange guy downstairs.

I’m going to try to post here more often. But I’ve been really busy with my desk job lately. I really wish I wasn’t so slow at drawing. Maybe I’d get more done on the weekends. Anywho~

I took next Monday off of work so I really just need to push through these next five days at the office.

Annnd I’m behind again in my writing. I have been writing I swear but I’ve had terrible writers block >_<

[seenbitterdaze]

I feel so sick today (╥﹏╥)

[seenbitterdaze]

It's them, your honor! They'll always love each other no matter what.

[seenbitterdaze]

Next chapter of TDW will be a bit late. I missed a few days of work due to being sick last week. It’s fourth quarter so I’ve been having to work non-stop during the days to catch up so I haven’t had any time at all to edit.

Sorry in advance <3

I made little reaction pics of myself for the Christmas cards my sisters and I send each other so please enjoy this little me as a little treat.

[seenbitterdaze]

I don't know if ya'll follow the AO3 sub on reddit but holy moly. Some people comment the rudest things on fics.

Luckily I've never received any harsh comments but I have come across terribly written fics but I just don't comment on them ?? Like, stop reading it if it's so terrible. Why even bother commenting?

People are so weird.

[seenbitterdaze]

omfggggg chapter 9 of TDW has been so difficult for me to write. I have a terrible case of writers block.

I've been going back and forth between writing chapter 9 and the last chapter (☍﹏⁰) The last chapter is quite emotional and I've been more invested in writing that than the chapter I need to upload in two weeks -_-#

Please bear with me will I struggle to fill in the gaps lol

[seenbitterdaze]

I am not against slandering my favorite Haitani brother and y’all shouldn’t be either! One is an alcoholic and the other definitely has commitment issues.

[seenbitterdaze]

Chat, are we seeing this?

Hot take? But it makes way more sense that Rindou would have naturally black hair.

New hc unlocked that since he started dying his hair he absolutely hates his natural hair color and prefers himself with blonde hair.

The second he gets released from juvie he’s bleaching his hair over the bathroom sink.