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Senyum tawaku tidak seanggun dimata sang pemimpi

[wnq-writers]

“Be kind to me November, let me find the love I deserve.”

— soleilhoney, writing prompt #66: Write about November

[fake-protagonist]

Lately I haven't been feeling like myself, where my emotions were all over the place, I was in an emotional mess. Where I would outburst suddenly.

Which I hated it so much, because it reminded me back to the dark place which I never wanted to return to. The pain was inevitable and is too much for me to handle. I was alone, confuse, frustrated, sad and disappointed, but mostly, I always feel like I am at the losing end.

I don't know where I should go from here, but I always believe that I am supposed to be where I'm at, I am feeling stagnant not because I have no effort ,but because I am given the time to heal, to feel all the emotions only to learn to let go, one by one. To rise after each burnt.

Allah probably is giving me the time to get to know myself better during this time, to get to know Him even better in order for me to heal. My soul is tired, Ya Allah, but show me how easy this life would be when I include you, My Lord in every decision making, situation and in every steps that I'll be making.

Hold me tight and never let me go, though at times it seems like I'm absent though I'm present.

[fake-protagonist]

Ada, ada manusia yang sampai dia tutup mata pun hidup dia tak senang. Tapi kalau dia redha, maka destinasi terakhir dia pasti indah.

Tak senang ehh nak hidup dalam dunya yang selalu kena compete dengan orang lain just to prove your existence here, tapi zero effort to make ourselves known diantara penduduk langit.

They said it’s 2021, but to me tak kisahlah kita di zaman apa sekarang ni, yang pasti dunya is just tempat persinggahan. Tempat dimana kita collect points for our “report book” dekat sana nanti.

They also said that they envy me because I am so laid back, tapi percayalah yang terlihat tenang itulah yang paling banyak merasakan kekalahan.

Bukan kerana dia tak usaha, tapi hati dia dah tak lagi tercipta untuk dunya.

[businesskadmurah]

TIP BERBISNES

Buat bisnes hati kena bersih.

Kalau dulu kotor. Kita bersihkan.

Buat bisnes tak boleh dengki tengok orang maju. Kita kena gembira bersama dia.

Buat bisnes tak boleh nak bash orang sana sini. Kita pun tak power mana. Sekali Allah bash makan tak habis nanti.

Buat bisnes tak boleh malas. Orang bisnes kerja lebih teruk dari orang lain.

Buat bisnes tak boleh berlagak pandai. Ilmu ni DIA yang punya. Kalau dia kata esok brain dead, jadilah ia.

Buat bisnes tak boleh cepat give up. Buat sampai habis. Ini karakter kuat orang hebat.

Buat bisnes kena kuat berkawan. Buat apa nak tambah musuh. Buat penat otak je nak stalk fb dia sepanjang masa.

Buat bisnes kena berguru. Kalu belajar sensorang nanti setan datang teman.

Buat bisnes tak boleh banyak bagi alasan. Bisnes takkan maju kalau hidup penuh dengan alasan.

Buat bisnes kena bersyukur. Nanti dia tambah lagi banyak.

Faham ke faham ?

[niihiiil-deactivated20210913]

إِن يَعْلَمِ اللَّهُ فِي قُلُوبِكُمْ خَيْرًا

If Allah knows there is anything good in your hearts,

يُؤْتِكُمْ خَيْرًا مِّمَّا أُخِذَ مِنكُمْ

He will give you better than that which has been taken away from you,

وَيَغْفِرْ لَكُمْ وَاللَّهُ غَفُورٌ رَّحِيمٌ

And He will forgive you. And Allah is Forgiving, Merciful.

— Surah Al-Anfal [8:70]

[haraff]

People don’t appreciate you. So, you walk away. 

Thinking everything would be fine, but then, they blame you. For what? For standing up for yourself.

I’m sick of being the only one who gives the most. I’m tired, so I walk away. Tell me, am I the wrong one? You would hate it too if you were in my place. If I treated you like an option.

It’s funny when you did bad things to me never once did I complain. And when I gave up on you, you keep saying I hurt you, making me the bad guy. Ha. Don’t make me laugh.

I have people who care for me as well, genuinely. It’s only right if I go to them and not you. Oh yes, memory. We have memories together. They definitely mean something to me. Who knows. And for sure, they don’t mean nothing.

I am really not the type to make enemies. May Allah guide us.

[lostflwrs]

“Aku penat. Penat nak jaga hati orang. Penat nak pura-pura kuat depan orang. Penat nak nampak okay.”

“Then stop it. Berhenti menjadi kuat, and let them know.”

“Tak boleh. Aku tak nak orang simpati dengan aku. Terlalu banyak aku pendam, hadam, dan telan seorang diri. Tak sangka begini kuat seorang aku, walaupun hakikatnya tidak.”

“Simpati is the worst thing kan, tapi kadang benda tu okay je. Kita je rasa tak selesa. Kau kuat dan kau harus kuat.”

“Ya, aku harus kuat. Dan kau tahu, Tuhan adalah sebab kenapa aku masih berdiri teguh. Tanpa dia mungkin aku sudah lama jatuh, rebah ke bumi.”

“True. Kita semua kuat sebab Allah. Allah yang menguatkan hati-hati yang sudah mulai rapuh. He knows better.”

[lostflwrs]

I need to keep away from people who makes me overthink and makes me feel bad for being myself. I’m so sorry, I’m done with you guys. This is the best decision that I can make for my peace. I know it won’t feel better, but enough is enough. Stop ruined my life. Stop being there. Just stop it.

Need to focus back. I need to be positive person that I always wanna be. I can do it. Ya Allah, please help me… ease everything for me.

[haraff]

People don’t appreciate you. So, you walk away. 

Thinking everything would be fine, but then, they blame you. For what? For standing up for yourself.

I’m sick of being the only one who gives the most. I’m tired, so I walk away. Tell me, am I the wrong one? You would hate it too if you were in my place. If I treated you like an option.

It’s funny when you did bad things to me never once did I complain. And when I gave up on you, you keep saying I hurt you, making me the bad guy. Ha. Don’t make me laugh.

I have people who care for me as well, genuinely. It’s only right if I go to them and not you. Oh yes, memory. We have memories together. They definitely mean something to me. Who knows. And for sure, they don’t mean nothing.

I am really not the type to make enemies. May Allah guide us.

[selembutbayu]

“I have so much of you in my heart.”

— John Keats, “Letter to Fanny Browne,” 8 July 1819 (via wordsnquotes)

[taufikaulia]

Our 10 Years Challenge

Sepuluh tahun bukan waktu yang sebentar. Sepuluh tahun cukup untuk melunasi cicilan KPR dan tabungan haji.

Sepuluh tahun berlalu, dan kita telah banyak berubah. Selamat, kamu makin cantik, ganteng, dan siap bereproduksi! Tapi apa yang sebenarnya kamu lihat dari sepuluh tahunmu.

Perkara fisik, kamu ‘diamkan’ saja, tubuhmu tetap akan tumbuh. Masa pubertasmu tetap akan datang tanpa perlu diundang. Tapi perkara hati dan pikiran, ia akan lusuh dan berkarat jika kamu diamkan.

Mari barang sebentar kita selami hati dan pikiran. Apa yang dibungkus oleh raga nan sempurna ini? Seonggok sampah atau sebongkah berlian?

Sepuluh tahun ini, berapa persen waktu untuk mengaji, berapa persen untuk nonton TV? Berapa banyak buku yang dikhatamkan, berapa episode drama yang ditamatkan?

Sepuluh tahun ini, adakah perbedaan signifikan dari surat-surat pendek dalam shalat-shalatmu? Ataukah masih itu-itu saja?

Sepuluh tahun ini, sedewasa, sebijak, secerdas apa kamu telah menjadi? Masih sering bermasalah dengan temanmu? Masih sering mengeluh atas kesulitanmu? Masih sering julid dengan hidup orang?

Sepuluh tahun ini, sebanyak apa kamu mendekat pada-Nya? Atau selama ini kamu sudah melangkah, tapi ternyata malah semakin jauh?

Astaghfirullah.

— Taufik Aulia

[chuyakasim]

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[husnulqarihah]

awak rasa, saya mampu ke, hidup jauh dari awak?

awak fikir saya mampu ke hidup jauh dari awak?

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“How many times can you break my heart before I finally walk away?”

-Day 399

[cikpuan92]

Keistimewaan Seseorang

Keistimewaan seseorang itu terletak pada 3 perkara.

1. Ketika dia miskin.

Maka dia menyembunyikan kemiskinannya. Sehingga orang menyangkakan dia seorang yang kaya. Kerana sifat “iffah” yang dimiliki.

2. Ketika dia marah.

Maka dia menyembunyikan kemarahannya. Sehingga orang menyangkakan dia sedang redha.

3. Ketika dia susah.

Maka dia akan menyembunyikan kepayahannya. Sehingga orang menyangkakan dia dalam keadaan senang.

–Imam Syafi’e

[ummomarr-deactivated20180716]

If you don’t get up and do something about yourself, Allah will teach you and show you lessons through people around you. Don’t wait around for your own fatal fall. Watch and learn from other people’s mistakes.

The way Allah warns you .. SubhanAllah

[akhirnyapulang-deactivated20240]

dada kita menjadi sempit pada setiap perkara yang di akhiri dengan penyesalan “kalaulah..”

bukankah lebih lapang sekiranya semuanya kita redha dan ucapkan “alhamdulillah” ?

0344 //

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