As Long as I Have You (Pt1. CinderxKai abuse): Kai realizes that Cinderâs past is worse than he realized)
Anxiety (CinderxKai, modern au): Cinder and Kai have been dating for months but she never told him about her anxiety. But a New Years party will change that)
Through Silver Tears (Thorne and Cinder lots of emotions): Thorne and Cinder need a shoulder to cry on)
Dizzy(Kaider):Stubborn Cinder insisting that she isnât sick.
Iâm Whole(Thorne and Cinder): Thorne starts having some doubts.
Magisterium
How Did It All Change (Alastair Hunt): Alastair Hunt reflects on the similarities between his childhood friend and his son
An Old Friend (Tamaraâs human friend): Thomas was Tamaraâs best friend but now sheâs different and will anything be the same?
Echoes of Friends (Jasper misses Callum): Jasper listened to people insult Call but he canât take it anymore. He needs to see one of his best friends.
Can Never Go Home (Alastair Hunt): Alastair tries to deal with his new life, but cannot stop himself from mourning all that he lost.
Happy and Drunk:Â Tamara does not handle alcohol well. Luckily Call does.
Through Thick and Through Thin:Â When Call's leg starts hurting Tamara and Aaron are there for him. They learn how his leg prevented him from making friends and promise that his leg doesn't change anything
CH2
How Long Has it Been?:Â In the dark cells of the prison, Call remembers Aaron. He remembers the good and the bad.
A Court of Thorns and Roses
My Life, My Rules
CHAPTER ONE -- CHAPTER TWO-- CHAPTER THREE-- CHAPTER FOUR-- CHAPTER FIVE--CHAPTER SIX
I walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known [A Dark Artifices Fanfic]
(Donât know where it goes, but itâs only me, and I walk alone.) When she learned her brotherâs secrets, Livvy made herself a promise; she wasnât going to let Julian do everything on his own anymore. Or that LoS AU where no one dies, but things are still messed up anyway.
I want to write a fic so bad fixing up that lil whatever it was in Emberâs POV because by god I am a die hard Nessian Stan and I just canât with this shit anymore.
( I just needed to fixit fic it up. Now I can go to bed and stay delulu)
~*~
Nesta finished her breakfast with Ember, joking about Bryce and listening with ease at all the horror stories her mother brought up. Bryce as a young girl, willful and stubborn. Bryce as a teenager, even more so, and then with more agency to cause trouble. She did not miss the worry that crossed Emberâs eyes every so often when speaking of her daughter, nor did Nesta miss the dull ache it spiked in her own chest as she remembered her mother would never have mourned her in such a way.
Never would have worried for her or stood up for her in the way that Ember Quinlan had done in a heartbeat for Nesta. Rhysandâs anger had not been misplaced. In her heart she knew that, however much ire his disposition on the whole issue had riled up in her.Â
It wasnât new but it was still irritating. Being at such odds with everyone because of one risky decision sheâd made.Â
Sheâd acted without thinking. Acted with her heart and some phantom voice in her mind guiding her to trust Bryce Quinlan. A voice that sounded suspiciously like the Mother. But Nesta knew even without it, she would have given the mask to Bryce.Â
She remembered a time when she had been human once, begging for the Mortal Queens to save them. Save the humans should the war in the Fae lands spill over to them. She had recalled that helplessness sheâd felt.Â
Even though Bryce Quinlan was no longer human, even though she was much like Nesta as a new Fae, it was that same pleading look on her face, one Nesta had worn once, that had her handing it over.Â
A better world.Â
That was what Bryce was fighting for. It was admirable and honorable and Nesta respected her for it.Â
But she was a liar if she didnât admit it had bothered her. Not Rhysandâs anger or Amrenâs condescending attitude. She was used to it. Hell, they were used to it.
But Cassian hadnât uttered more than a few words to her in the past day. It had been he who had found her in their living room, right before Rhysand had winnowed in, portal just closing and a shocked Ember and Randall left behind. Sheâd quickly explained what had happened in regards to Bryceâs parents. But the news about the Mask had not landed as softly.
âYou didnât,â heâd whispered, horror covering his face.
She hadnât known what to say. How to respond to the emotions on his face, quickly turning to anger. Anger at her.
Rhys had briefed swiftly and it had all gone to hell from then on. Even after being dismissed last night from his study and the threat of continuing their argument that morning hadnât fazed her. It had been Cassianâs silence. When Rhysand had laid into her and heâd positioned himself equally between them. She hadnât missed the uncertainty in his face, the unease of the decision on who to hold back and who to protect should things get physical. She told herself it didnât mean anything. That it was an impossible decision, to choose between a mate and a sibling.Â
But Nesta knew deep down that wasnât true. Because should it ever happen, not that it ever would, Nesta would choose Cassian. Over Feyre, over Elain, over Emerie or Gwyn. And the thought should have bothered her more so, that she could so easily turn on those she called sisters for a male sheâd only known a mere three years. But she would.Â
For him, she would.
She hadnât come to his bed that night, opting to sleep in her old bedroom when sheâd first come to the House of Wind. She hadnât missed the fact that he did not seek her out as he often did when they fought in the past. Did not stay outside her door for a few moments before walking away, if only to let her know that he was here. That they may be angry at each other and would likely not speak for a few more days, he was still here.
It had marked a shift in them. He had been cold and quiet even as heâd flown her up to meet with Rhysand. Silent still for the second verbal lashing sheâd gotten in Rhysandâs study and again before Ember had needed to intervene.Â
The bond had been eerily quiet between them and neither she nor Cassian had attempted to pull on it. Cassianâs reasons were foreign to her at this point but she knew sheâd never yield first.Â
He wanted to be pissed at her? Fine. She stood by her choices, reckless as they were. And if Bryce survived the onslaught of the Asteri and freed her people, it would be all the more worth it.
 She left Ember and Randall in her library after leading them through the House and its various rooms. Ember was taken with each of them, gasping with delight at the magic the House seemed to be putting on display for her. Nesta knew deep down it had something to do with her own will to impress Ember. To treat her as a guest after the kindness sheâd shown. The kindness that she knew had been passed onto Bryce as well.
She had just finished polishing Ataraxia, allowing the repetitive motion to soothe her frayed nerves and center her mind. Rhys had avoided her for the entirety of the day, perhaps no longer interested in another fight with her. Perhaps he knew that she may indeed bite back today after taking it far more graciously than she was used to.
It was then that Cassian appeared, just as she placed Ataraxia in its sheath and put it to the side of the room they slept in. He hurried in, intent with every step he took, and she knew he had not seen her in the corner of their room.
She also knew exactly when he did. The abrupt stop he made three steps from his desk, the tensing of his muscles in his back, his arms, and the way his wings immediately flexed in. He made a point to stiffly reach his desk and take whatever parchment heâd run in to retrieve.Â
She could not read his expression when he finally faced her.Â
Such vast space between them it threatened to swallow Nesta whole. Yet it was only a mere fifteen paces.Â
It was Cassian who first yielded.
âIâm going to Illyria for a quick meeting with some of the Generals. Do you want to stop by and see Emerie?â
Nesta blinked. Whatever sheâd been expecting him to say, it had not been that. She told him as much.
âThat was weak. You could just go back to ignoring me. Better than offering favors you donât mean.â
He stiffened. âI meant it.â
She laughed, dark and low. Couldnât help it. âI doubt that. Youâve been avoiding me all day. Even last night. I donât know how to break it to you Cassian, but you could just yell at me and get it out of your system. Rhysand certainly did.â
He grunted. âIâm not here to pick a fight.â
Well she was itching for one. Needed it to get to the end of this. Get rid of this festering hurt and resentment she was starting to feel.Â
She didnât give into it though. Not yet anyways.
âSo I suppose youâll wait for Rhysand to start it then. Finish it too no doubt.â
That was it. She noted the muscle tick in his jaw, flutterering as if his words themselves were pulling back from being spoken. From the damage they may cause.
âYou think his anger is misplaced then.â
Not a question. No she didnât, but she didnât say that.
Instead, Nesta shrugged flippantly, knowing it would send him seeing red. Let him think her aloof and careless of the consequences. Sheâd made her feelings on the entire matter known already. If they wanted to stay stuck on the same nonsensical loop, sheâd gladly let them.Â
It did the trick. He snarled ever so softly, but it was there.
âAnd what then? What now? If she dies, you are never getting the Mask back.â
Nesta snorted, adjusting her sword against the wall before walking up to him.
âHavenât you heard though? The Daglan will likely bring it back to me right before enslaving all of us.â
âYou think this is a joke?â Fury blazed in his eyes. Good. Better than that silent nothing.
âOf course,â she answered coldly. âHow could I possibly possess the ability to understand what my decisions mean, should things go wrong? After all, you are right, and I am as always, on the wrong side of everything.â
Cassian sighed tiredly. As if she were the biggest nuisance of his day. âNobody said that, Nesta.â
âYou did,â she accused. She hated the slight crack in her voice. But she pushed on. âYouâve been punishing me with your silence since yesterday. I thought you would understand me. You always do.â She bit her lip, forcing the water that had filled her eyes to tamp itself down. âBut you didnât,â she whispered dejectedly.
Understanding filled his face and for a moment, Cassian was hers again. He saw her, all of her, and everything was right. He stepped closer and ran his warm hands over her arms, willing the tension in them to release. Comforting her.
âI understand why you thought you were right Nesta. But it was dangerous. Is dangerous. You know this, I know you do. Rhys is right to be angry about-â
She scoffed, pushing the comfort of his hands away. He startled but caught himself quickly.Â
âRhys again,â she spit out. âSometimes I wonder if its brotherly love or something more that has you running to his defense at every moment.â
Cassian snapped, âWhat the fuck is that supposed to mean?â
âIt meansâŠâ She stopped herself short. Surveyed his beautiful face. That unrelenting gaze that was convinced she was the problem. And she spoke anew.
âIt means just stood there. Letting him rip into me like that. You watched. I can guarantee you one thing Cassian. If you ever spoke to Feyre the way he spoke to me today, he would never have tolerated it. You may think youâre family, but heâs High Lord when it suits him.â
âThatâs bullshit,â he spit out. But there was a tremble in his voice. Even he didnât believe himself. But before he could get in any excuse, any reason for his silence, she volleyed again.
âHe wanted me to kill her. Your precious can-do-no-wrong brother, wanted me to murder her. I know you all have considered me evil and cruel and heartless.â She thought on it, the truth of the words and her past misdeeds. âAnd perhaps I am,â she admitted quieter now.
âBut I am not capable of that. Never. You may all me think me some reprehensible monster but that is where I draw the line. I will not butcher an innocent female whoâs only goal is to fight for those who cannot fight for themselves.â
He bared his teeth. âDonât take that tone about him. He is trying to protect us while you have endangered us all with your actions. You-â
She bared her teeth right back. âI will not apologize for it.â
They were almost nose to nose, him leaning down to glare at her. Her, almost on the tips of her toes, meeting him in ferocity.Â
Nesta almost didnât recognize the cold voice she spoke in then. âMy morals and his are not aligned. One day I will undoubtedly do something he will not be able to only yell about. Heâll just kill me like heâs threatened to do before. And even then you will silently allow it.â
Such rage filled his hazel eyes then, spurring her further.
âOr perhaps heâll ask you to do it,â she crooned coldly. âAnd for precious Rhysand, of course you will.â
âEnough!,â he growled, the sound reverberating through her very bones.
âHow can you even say-.â He narrowed his eyes at her. âHow could you even think that would happen? I would never, youâre my mate. But more so, he would never hurt you.â
âSo when he said heâd kill me last spring and you had to fly me out of the city, he didn't mean me harm? He just said it? For no reason? No real threat, just words?â
She cocked her head at him, trying to get a read. âDo you believe the words you say Cassian, or do you just say them because you so desperately want to believe theyâre true?â
Cassian looked horrified. Whether it was what her words implied or something else she didn't know. She didn't wait to find out, turning on her heel and leaving him behind.Â
Nesta had almost made it to the door when she felt him tug on their bond, scrambling for purchase. Finally heâd reached out. But it was not enough. She tamped down hard on the bond, crushing that connection until she was ready to let him in. She heard his gasp, heard the half-choke heâd made at her denial. As if it had physically pained him. Perhaps it had.Â
âForget Rhys,â she spoke quietly, with deadly calm. âIf it were you, and FeyreâŠhell anyone, spoke to you in that way, demeaned and pulled rank on you, Iâd rip their fucking throat out.â
~*~
Cassian lay awake all night. Nesta had gone down to the Library, likely to talk to Gwyn and she had not returned. She likely had stayed there for the night, sharing the priestessâ room instead of coming back to the vast House with him in it.Â
It had unsettled him, the whole fight. Mostly because, while he knew they were somehow on the outs with each other, mostly of an unspoken sort, he hadnât known how deep it had gone for her.
Heâd felt it last night. When Rhys had snarled and stepped a little too close for comfort towards Nesta, heâd felt a wariness arise. A hum of energy to do something. Heâd positioned himself just so, equally in between the two, neither here nor there. He didnât believe Rhys would ever hurt Nesta. Not truly. And he also knew Nesta could fight her own battles.Â
But perhaps that didnât mean she should have to. Clearly, that was her affront with him. It had nothing to do with the mask and everything to do with him. And how his family reacted to her.Â
Heâd told himself it would change. With time, the more they got used to each other, things would change. Improve. And they had, to some extent. Rhys and Nesta had their moments of clarity- of sibling rivalry that somehow did stay harmless enough for it to be familial. Yet at times like these, they tested each other, and Cassian wondered which direction he would be pulled.Â
While Nesta, his beautiful mate, had misplaced her trust, and possibly her judgment, her reasons had been good. Good and fair and honorable, just as she was.Â
How many times in the past centuries had he tested the boundaries and limitations of his world? Taken grand risks that could have ended disastrously but didnât. How many times had the rest of his family? Azriel. Mor. Amren.Â
Too many. And yes, while Rhys was harsh and angry, he never lashed out the way heâd done to Nesta these past two days.Â
And it didnât sit right with him, not one bit.
Even when he woke the next day from a fitful sleep, it continued bothering him. When did they draw the line? Where did he draw his own?
Nesta was nowhere to be seen that next morning but he could guess whose company she would seek out if not his own or her friends.
His hunch proved true when he found her at the River Palace with Ember and Randall, eating breakfast. And they werenât alone.Â
Feyre turned first and waved as he entered the cozy dining room. Nyx gurgled and he tickled his nephewâs stomach as he fussed in Feyreâs lap.
Nesta made a point to not look at him. Fair. And earned. He let it go, sliding into a chair between Randall and Feyre.
âSo, Bryce is your only daughter, and youâve adopted a son recently?,â Feyre asked, picking up from whatever conversation theyâd just had.
âYes,â Ember answered, eyes alight with joy. âCooper is our new addition. I never thought Iâd have a son yet heâs perfect.â She reached to stroke Nyxâs cheek and his nephew cooed at the touch. Feyre smiled, looking down at her son.
âMe neither,â Feyre whispered softly, kissing his soft head.
Ember turned to Nesta then. âAnd you? I didnât ask yesterday butâŠâ
Nesta looked startled. âNo,â she said rushed. A nervous laugh bubbled out of her, so unlike Nesta. âNo children,â she said quietly. She accidentally met his eyes.Â
âNot yet,â she added softer, holding his gaze. Then turning to Ember. âBut one day. Maybe in a century or two,â she added with a laugh.Â
He couldnât help the burst of joy in his heart. Whenever she was ready, whenever she wanted, heâd happily take that next step with her. He could see it in his mind if he tried. A girl with Nestaâs face and his eyes, hair like Cassianâs and all the mannerisms of her mother. Children, their children, with wings. He would-
The door opened and Rhys strode in, going straight for Nyx and Feyre. He dropped a kiss on both of their foreheads before appraising the room.
To Ember, he nodded before speaking. âDo you know what your daughterâs plans will be by now? If she would have reached her goal by now or not?â
Ember shook her head. âNo. It could be a day, it could be a week. It is a war after all. And even then, time could be moving differently between our worlds. Iâm really not sure.â
Cassian saw the apprehension in his eyes. The worry at the unknown. Heâd already begun making plans for later that day to visit Illyria again, and check up on some of his more advanced aerial legions. Should it come down to an invasion, theyâd need to be ready at a momentâs notice.Â
âOf course,â Rhys added with lethal quiet, plucking invisible lint off of his jacket, âwe wouldnât need to worry about any of this if Lady Archeron here hadnât thrown away a precious weapon to a stranger who is for all intents and purposes, not to be trusted.â
âNo offense,â he added offhandedly to Ember.
Feyre hissed.
Nesta spoke with similar quiet, but it was not of the same variety as Rhys. âI wanted to help her. She needed my help.â
He looked at her, really looked at her, and there was guilt on her face. For all her bravado, for all her fierceness with him last night, she truly wasnât happy with what had occurred. And fuck if it didnât break his heart to see her look so weary. So uncertain.
âIt was very kind of you. And brave,â Ember noted softly, patting Nestaâs hand.Â
Rhys snapped, âNo. No it was actually very selfish. And reckless. Everyone in the world needs help. We cannot put our world at risk for every creature that passes through the cosmos and sees us. Sees our powers and weapons. Weâd be dead within the week.â
Cassian didnât care for how loud Rhysâ voice was getting. Neither did Feyre from the look on her face. They were clearing speaking mind to mind, and Rhys did at least wince and look apologetic. To Feyre at least.
âNo,â he bit out, to Feyre alone. Then to Nesta again, voice dange. âI donât care if you were trying to be a hero and save her life. I donât care that their world is in danger. You have put us in danger. My family. Feyre. Nyx.âÂ
Nesta clenched her hands into a fist on the table but said nothing. But he could see it in her eyes. The worry but most of all the blow that had landed from Rhysâs words.Â
My family. Not hers. Not ours.Â
Heâd heard enough.Â
Cassian surprised himself with his speed. One minute heâd been sitting at the table, and the next he was around it, blocking Rhysâs view of Nesta.
âThatâs enough,â he said quietly, shocking even himself. Heâd never heard his voice like this. Certainly not with this much danger laced through it. But something had snapped in his self control.Â
Rhysâs words combined with that look on Nestaâs face that made him want to die. Such sadness. All this time sheâd complained and worried to him that she felt she did not belong in his family. Heâd treated it lightheartedly, explaining it off to different personalities clashing. Needing more time to adjust to each other. But it was never that. They, Rhys especially, had never seen Nesta as one of them. Heâd never wanted to.Â
Rhys went shock still.
âYou said your piece, now move on. Theres nothing more to be done,â he added.
Rhys growled. âNot true. Sheâs still fighting with me on this with all this self-righteousness. We let her have the Trove because she could use it. Not to pull stunts like this.â
Cassian didnât let it go this time. âIt is her Trove. She wields the Mask, the Harp, and the Crown. Any lesser Fae would have died trying to temper it. Their mind would have melted from trying. Itâs her to control and hers to decide what to do with. Not yours. Not mine. Hers.â
Rhys shook his head, laughing humorlessly as he sidestepped Cassian. âAnd what will I do when she goes and does something we cannot salvage? Bryce Quinlan may survive yet. May. But a victory today doesn't mean she doesnt doom us again in the future. She needs to learn control. To not act on every fucking whim just because her heart desires. If you were anyone else, I swear to the Mother NestaâŠâ Heâd all but roared at her.
Cassian snarled then, pushing back in front of Rhys. The threat to Nesta. The confirmation that she was all but barely tolerated by Rhys, and only because of her association to Feyre and himself⊠it hurt. But mostly it enraged him.Â
âSheâs not a dog on the street, sheâs my mate. Lower your fuckng voice when you talk to her.â
Rhys gaped at him in shock. Only for a moment before collecting himself.Â
âIs that a threat?,â he asked coolly.Â
âYes,â Cassian spat out, without hesitation. âNesta is my family. Sheâs my mate, sheâs your mateâs sister. And sheâs here to stay for the rest of our lives. Weâve all fucked up once or twice in this family. Yourself included. If you canât tolerate her, I canât change that. Iâm disappointed as hell in you for it Rhys, but I canât do anything about it. But you will respect her.â
âAnd if I donât?,â he challenged Cassian. The asshole didnât even look flustered.Â
Cassian laughed, just as cold and unnerving as before, unsettling himself yet again. At the lethal menace in his words directed towards his brother. âIf you were anyone else, I swear to the Mother Rhys, Iâd rip your fucking throat out for it.â
He held his brotherâs stare. Let him see it, all of it. His anger, his disappointment. And his love. So much love for his mate it shouldnât have been possible. No words were said but he set the line that Rhys would never cross again. Nesta was his and she was in this family. She would be treated with the respect she was owed. Not because she was his mate or the High Ladyâs sister, but because she had earned it. And heâd be damned if he didnât remind Rhys of it.
It could have been centuries or mere seconds but finally Rhys back up a few steps. Backed down.
He said no more as he left the rest of them to their breakfast and Cassian didnât have much more in his for the rest of their meal either. He didnât miss the constant looks Nesta sent his way. Nor the fact that while she did not tug on it, the bond between them was open and shining brightly, willing to connect.
They finished their breakfast and after bidding a quick goodbye to their new human guests, Cassian made his way to his small office in the River House. He didnât fail to notice Nestaâs lingering presence ten paces behind him.Â
She followed him into the office, shutting the door with a soft click behind them. Cassian didnât comment on what had happened between him and Rhys. In fact he didn't speak at all, knowing Nesta had followed him because she had something to say.
âI don't want you to fight with your family because of me,â she finally said, leaning her hip again the chair facing his desk. âThat was never my intention. I was justâŠâ she struggled.
âHurt,â he finished.
She didnât say anything.Â
âSad,â he added with a snarl he couldnât help. âDisappointed.â
Nesta didnât even move, but he knew heâd hit the mark right on the head with the way her eyes glazed with moisture.Â
âI get it,â he nodded, finishing stacking the reports he needed before coming around towards her. âI would be too if I were you. I knowâŠâ he blew out a breath. âI know it hasnât been easy. Nothing has been easy for you these past few years. I was stupid to think things would just change immediately because we mated. I love my family, but they can be assholes sometimes. And they need someone to tell them that every once in a while.â
Nestaâs lips quirked but he could still see some worry crease her brow. âEven so, I didnât want-â
He silenced her with a kiss. One she gladly met him with, stroke for stroke. Even as they pulled apart for air, he let his forehead linger on her own, sharing the air in which their breaths mingled.Â
âRhys is a big boy. Heâll survive. He needed to hear it. You are what Iâm concerned with now.â
Nesta pushed closer, snuggling into his chest, and he dropped a kiss onto her forehead as his arms instinctively came to wrap around her.
âDo you think Bryce will make it?,â she asked in a small, shaky voice. Of course she was also worried about Bryce. The strange Fae from the strange world whoâd somehow become a sort of friend with Nesta. Even barely interacting with her, Cassian could tell the two females were similar. They had the same spark in them to protect, defend, and fight.Â
He kissed the crown of her head again before answering.
âSheâs a lot like you, from what I can tell. So I have no doubt sheâll be just fine.â
Nesta snorted, her cheek against his heart. âLetâs hope so. I donât think I could stand it if I had to tell Rhys he was right all along.â
Cassianâs laugh rumbled through his chest and soon Nesta joined in.Â
She looked up at him suddenly, silver-blue eyes churning like a storm. âCan you forgive me? Rhys aside, I know you werenât too happy with me after everything that happened. I know I acted irrationally-â
âNo,â he cut her off. âI canât forgive you.â Her brows creased with worry.Â
âBecause I am sorry Nesta. You should know, no matter however it ends up turning out, I think you did an amazing thing. Maybe it doomed us to certain death,â he laughed, and Nesta smacked his chest. âBut it was still an honorable, amazing, kind thing that you did. Because you have a good heart Nesta. And I am so proud of you for it. Never lose it.â
She kissed him then, a small smile still playing on her lips from his words. And it was so much love when she kissed him. So much love when he pulled her tighter into him, that nothing mattered. Cassian didnât care what may or may not lay in their nearby future. All that mattered was his mate in his arms, content and loved, forever by his side.Â
Tags: no tags. I made this on a whim. I finished a long, LONG book, read all the bonus chapters, lost my shit, and had to write this down as inspo struck (I was upset and needed to retcon. Donât judge me).
spoilers for any blood and ash book (including a fire in the flesh)
ok so i might be like insanely off but weâre like 95% sure that Poppy is Sortoria. I mean Sortoria means my pretty poppy , and that was the same song that was sung to her before.
ok so is there any chance that Casteel can be Attes? Because thereâs like a different god of war and accord in their time but what if he didnât die. we know he knew sortoria so instead what if he chose to be reborn in order to be with her. also both of their horses were names setti
Call didnât know how long he had been in prison.
Sometimes it felt like he had just seen Aaronâs dead body.
And sometimes he couldnât remember what shade of green Aaronâs eyes were.
Sometimes he felt Tamaraâs laughter next to him.
And sometimes he couldnât remember what Tamara or Jasperâs voices sounded like.
âHow long has it been?â Call asked out loud.
How long had it been since he saw his best friends?
How long had it been since he went to school?
How long had it been since he was home?
He shifted slightly and managed to catch a glimpse of an ant across the room.
Call didnât know why he did it, but he knew that someone had to hear the story.
âOnce upon a time, there was a boy and his two best friends.â Call looked to the ceiling as he told the ant of the adventures he had been on.
He told the ant how the boy had been accepted into a magical school and how he made two best friends. Call told the ant how they managed to defeat Master Joseph and Drew.
He talked about the copper gauntlet and how the group realized that Constantine Madden was among them.
Call revealed the mysteries and killings of their Bronze year before finishing the story with the betrayal of Alex Strike.
âAnd then the boy died.â He brought the story to an end with a muffled sob. âHis name was Aaron. Aaron Stewart.â This wasn't his story.
It was Aaronâs story.
Aaron with a heart of gold.
Aaron who never doubted Call.
Aaron who was dead.
FOUR MONTHS AGO
âCome on Call you need to wake up.â Aaronâs unreasonable cheerful voice floated through the room. Call just hauled out the pillow from under him and thrust it over his ears.
âWake Tamara first.â Call grumbled tiredly. Over the last two years, Tamara and Call had learned that Aaron was the perfect alarm clock. Aaron woke up with the sun and he was the perfect tool to use to wake up the late risers.
Namely Call and Tamara.
âI already woke her up Call,â Aaron said patiently.
Call had planned to flop back in bed and hoped that Aaron would leave him alone.
He didnât expect Aaron to dump a bucket of water on him.
***
Call hadnât expected that.
He had been so angry at Aaron for doing that.
Now he would do anything to joke around with his friend.
so I'm back from the dead in order to write another magisterium fic, so if anyone is still here enjoy
Call knew what a bad day felt like. He knew the pain that would erupt in his leg the second he left his bed and he knew what the burn in his ankles meant. Call wasnât unaware that he could just sleep the day away. Master Rufus would surely excuse him, understanding that getting up every morning wasnât as simple for Call as it was for anyone else.
But that meant admitting that something was wrong. In his lifetime so many things had been held away from him due to his leg. Football, jumping, field trips to parks, recess. He wouldnât let his leg take this away from him as well. Then he remembered the first time we used air to support his leg to walk. That had been heavenâŠ
I can do this, Call thought as he heaved himself from his bed and held on to the dresser to prevent him from collapsing. He only managed one shaking step before pain shot through his leg and he crumbled to the ground, gasping in pain. But Call had been through worse, he had walked after surgeries, after doctors gently told him to never imagine a life of running and jumping. He had still walked. He could do this.
Call pulled himself up and immediately used air magic to support his leg, the pain still burnt through his calves, but Call showered and got ready at record speed. One glance in the mirror told Call that there was no chance in hell that he would be able to hide his pain from anyone today.
Aaron and Tamara were normally the only ones who could recognize when Call was in pain, but today even a stranger could probably see the pain displayed on his face. His lips were pursed tightly, his eyes were red, and Call couldnât stop himself from clenching his teeth and his fists. But he had already got this far, there would be no point in admitting defeat now.
Call opened his bedroom door and only got about two steps forward before Tamara was gasping in horror and Aaron was beside him pulling Callâs arm around his shoulder. Call didnât bother fighting his blonde friend as Aaron dragged him to the couch. âWhat in the world are you doing out of bed?â Tamara demanded sitting near Callâs feet.
âGoing to class,â Call said defiantly, even as Aaron groaned at the words beside him, âyou canât stop me, this is something that I need to at least try.â They were both silent and Call thought that they were about to tie him down until Aaron began to speak, âIf you feel tired, sick, or like youâre about to pass out you need to promise that youâll tell as soon as you can and let one of us help you back to your room to sleep.â
Call felt a wave of affection light up inside of him as he comprehended Aaronâs words, there was nothing more irritating than someone else dictating your own chronic pain. And both Aaron and Tamara seemed to have understood that.
Tamara picked herself up from the ground and settled herself next to Call, lightly tilting his head until it hit her shoulder. âRest,â she demanded lightly, âweâve got you, weâll wake you up when itâs time to leave.â Callâs protest died down the second that Aaron placed his warm hand on his aching leg and the warmth enveloped him. Before he knew it, he was fast asleep surrounded, by his friends.
***
It was lunchtime, and Call was already contemplating his existence, he could feel the exhaustion and pain weighing him down as he lay slumped on the lunch table. Callâs leg was hurting enough that he was willing to display his pain for the whole school to see. He was seeing stars and couldnât be bothered as Tamara whispered anxiously to Jasper and Aaron nudged a pate to him. Call simply turned his head away and closed his eyes to avoid Gwendaâs worried gaze.
Even Master Rufus, seemed worried as he taught them, sticking to theory and not saying anything when Call laid his head between his arms in the middle of the lesson. Every time he did so, the man seemed compelled to instruct Call back to his room, so before he could even try Call lifted his head from his arms as pain seemed to radiate from his whole body.
Call heard the bustling and noise as students got up to return to classes and Call couldnât help but let out a pained moan at the thought of putting weight on his mangled leg. Call felt a hand grip his shoulder and pull him up, and Call met the worried brown eyes of Master Rufus, âThatâs enough Callum. Youâve tried hard enough. Now itâs time for you to rest. Tamara, Aaron you are both excused from classes today along with young Callum.â
Call didnât bother to protest as Aaron and Jasper stood on either side of him and basically carried him back to his room as Tamara fluttered nervously beside them. Jasper helped Aaron deposit Call on his bed, before pulling out a heating bed and leaving the room after patting Call lightly on the head.
Call couldnât find himself to be angry about the pat not as the heat was placed on his aching leg and the fiery red hot pain disappeared for a more manageable aching pulse sensation. Before he knew it Tamara and Aaron climbed into the bed and settled on either side of him. âYouâll be okay, just rest,â Tamara commanded stroking her fingers through Callâs raven locks.
âYouâll feel better in the morning,â Aaron comforted and even though Call knew that the statement probably wouldnât be true he felt comforted in that moment surrounded by his friends and a new life where his leg didnât limit him, and instead of being irritated everyone, even his enemy were willing to do whatever it took to ensure his comfort.
And in the blissful, quiet moment Call felt himself drift off to sleep.
so I'm back from the dead in order to write another magisterium fic, so if anyone is still here enjoy
Call knew what a bad day felt like. He knew the pain that would erupt in his leg the second he left his bed and he knew what the burn in his ankles meant. Call wasnât unaware that he could just sleep the day away. Master Rufus would surely excuse him, understanding that getting up every morning wasnât as simple for Call as it was for anyone else.
But that meant admitting that something was wrong. In his lifetime so many things had been held away from him due to his leg. Football, jumping, field trips to parks, recess. He wouldnât let his leg take this away from him as well. Then he remembered the first time we used air to support his leg to walk. That had been heavenâŠ
I can do this, Call thought as he heaved himself from his bed and held on to the dresser to prevent him from collapsing. He only managed one shaking step before pain shot through his leg and he crumbled to the ground, gasping in pain. But Call had been through worse, he had walked after surgeries, after doctors gently told him to never imagine a life of running and jumping. He had still walked. He could do this.
Call pulled himself up and immediately used air magic to support his leg, the pain still burnt through his calves, but Call showered and got ready at record speed. One glance in the mirror told Call that there was no chance in hell that he would be able to hide his pain from anyone today.
Aaron and Tamara were normally the only ones who could recognize when Call was in pain, but today even a stranger could probably see the pain displayed on his face. His lips were pursed tightly, his eyes were red, and Call couldnât stop himself from clenching his teeth and his fists. But he had already got this far, there would be no point in admitting defeat now.
Call opened his bedroom door and only got about two steps forward before Tamara was gasping in horror and Aaron was beside him pulling Callâs arm around his shoulder. Call didnât bother fighting his blonde friend as Aaron dragged him to the couch. âWhat in the world are you doing out of bed?â Tamara demanded sitting near Callâs feet.
âGoing to class,â Call said defiantly, even as Aaron groaned at the words beside him, âyou canât stop me, this is something that I need to at least try.â They were both silent and Call thought that they were about to tie him down until Aaron began to speak, âIf you feel tired, sick, or like youâre about to pass out you need to promise that youâll tell as soon as you can and let one of us help you back to your room to sleep.â
Call felt a wave of affection light up inside of him as he comprehended Aaronâs words, there was nothing more irritating than someone else dictating your own chronic pain. And both Aaron and Tamara seemed to have understood that.
Tamara picked herself up from the ground and settled herself next to Call, lightly tilting his head until it hit her shoulder. âRest,â she demanded lightly, âweâve got you, weâll wake you up when itâs time to leave.â Callâs protest died down the second that Aaron placed his warm hand on his aching leg and the warmth enveloped him. Before he knew it, he was fast asleep surrounded, by his friends.
***
It was lunchtime, and Call was already contemplating his existence, he could feel the exhaustion and pain weighing him down as he lay slumped on the lunch table. Callâs leg was hurting enough that he was willing to display his pain for the whole school to see. He was seeing stars and couldnât be bothered as Tamara whispered anxiously to Jasper and Aaron nudged a pate to him. Call simply turned his head away and closed his eyes to avoid Gwendaâs worried gaze.
Even Master Rufus, seemed worried as he taught them, sticking to theory and not saying anything when Call laid his head between his arms in the middle of the lesson. Every time he did so, the man seemed compelled to instruct Call back to his room, so before he could even try Call lifted his head from his arms as pain seemed to radiate from his whole body.
Call heard the bustling and noise as students got up to return to classes and Call couldnât help but let out a pained moan at the thought of putting weight on his mangled leg. Call felt a hand grip his shoulder and pull him up, and Call met the worried brown eyes of Master Rufus, âThatâs enough Callum. Youâve tried hard enough. Now itâs time for you to rest. Tamara, Aaron you are both excused from classes today along with young Callum.â
Call didnât bother to protest as Aaron and Jasper stood on either side of him and basically carried him back to his room as Tamara fluttered nervously beside them. Jasper helped Aaron deposit Call on his bed, before pulling out a heating bed and leaving the room after patting Call lightly on the head.
Call couldnât find himself to be angry about the pat not as the heat was placed on his aching leg and the fiery red hot pain disappeared for a more manageable aching pulse sensation. Before he knew it Tamara and Aaron climbed into the bed and settled on either side of him. âYouâll be okay, just rest,â Tamara commanded stroking her fingers through Callâs raven locks.
âYouâll feel better in the morning,â Aaron comforted and even though Call knew that the statement probably wouldnât be true he felt comforted in that moment surrounded by his friends and a new life where his leg didnât limit him, and instead of being irritated everyone, even his enemy were willing to do whatever it took to ensure his comfort.
And in the blissful, quiet moment Call felt himself drift off to sleep.
cassandra clare might be able to convince me that demon hunters with tattoos exist, but sheâll never be able to convince me that lucie and cordelia were meant to be parabatai
Needless to say, I have binged watched Wednesday and it was amazing!!! Wednesday and Xavier have become my new OTP and I couldnât help drawing them together because I love them that much and I needed to get my obsession with them out of my system somehow! Anyways hope you enjoy this and I hope Iâm not the only one on here who contributes to the Wednesday and Xavier loveâ PLEASE! đ€đ
My younger sister talked about how annoying and bitchy my mom was acting for an hour
Immediately after that my mom talked about how everyone made her the villain in the house
I had to tell my mom that my sister was in the wrong and she definitely should not chose what she gets to wear as a sixth grader(heavy sarcasm included).
I had to listen to my mother reminiscing about how sweet my sister was when she was younger
I had to act as my father because why be a serious father when you just make jokes?
And that is a day in my life as a 24/7 therapist who does not get paid, acknowledged, a break, peace of mind, etc.
Dark Jason Grace where he the Grace siblings were the first to be born after the vow.
Where the seven arrive in Camp Jupiter and upon seeing Jason.
Every Roman demigod salutes.
New or old, serving or not.
They all recognise the boy before them, have heard the stories of their camps lost hero.
How he fought for them, and damn near died for them.
Jasonâs bitter expression falls when he sees them, he gives a watery smile and salutes back. "She kept your story alive" said Hazel softly, Frank nodded in agreement. Jason raised an eyebrow "she?âŠyou donât meanâŠ." Shock coloured his features before he was running. Everyone blinked and followed though Jason was fast.
For someone chained and bound and whoâs joins creaked when he walked as if they hadnât been used in years, he was fast.
And as he ran Jason lept on all fours, it was weird to think he looked so much more natural moving that way. The air seemed to gently push him forward, as if he couldnât get their fast enough.
And than all at once he stopped.
Reyna blinked, hearing something coming and readied her weapon for battleâŠ.and froze.
Both of them stood in silence staring at the other.
"ReynaâŠIâŠ."
Jason didnât know what to say, already tearing up and she wasnât closed behind.
Reyna ran towards him, pulling him into a hug and he instantly crumbled into her embrace.
He hadnât been held in so long.
"HowâŠhow are youâŠ?"
"I told you didnât I, Iâd wait for you." Sniffled Reyna with a watery smile, cupping his face in her hands.
Just seeing him, breathing his presence in that he was here.
"Your as beautiful as the day I lost you" said Jason, crying softly. Overwhelmed with emotion, that she was here. That she had gone through her own personal demons and everything alone for yearsâŠall just to wait for him.
When neither knew if he would truly return.
"Partial Immortality does that to you, and yet your still taller." She said with a scoff and he snorted, eyes lighting up and she smiled.
This was her Jason.
Jason rested his forehead against hers and Reyna smiled, resting hers against his.
"Oh sure just donât say hi to me why donât you, Iâll be over here." Said Octavian, but even saying that didnât make his fond smile waver as he looked at his friends together.
Jason smiled, reaching a hand out that he took and all 3 of them hugged.
Explanations would be had, a quest would be made, he was still bound and chainedâŠand yet all that mattered right now was them.