I've been thinking on something for awhile and I strongly feel I should post this.
I've been getting some new followers lately and I am honestly thrilled. More than you would at first believe. But the why is a story I will not tell.
But, because of the way my life has been and current events, I would feel better if I posted some kind of disclaimer.
I'm going to be blunt. I suffer from serious depression, anxiety and PTSD from multiple traumas. I have been admitted twice into the acute psyche ward for suicidal tendencies and did a five week stint last October/November so I could get my depression under control because I honestly couldn't do it myself, even with medication. I will have good days, and I will have bad days. Some days I'll be the biggest clown you will ever meet, others im the one trying not to cry in the corner. I will flux, sometimes rapidly. I can be fiercely independent one moment, the next I don't fit in and I desperately want to bombard someone about my feelings and issues. I've learned to not actually do that anymore, but the feeling of needing to is there.
Also, I am an Army veteran. I was in the Military Police corps. I have many army buddies who I am still in touch with. I am proud of my service, and what I did. And every year, if I am up to it, I will honor current troops, veterans and those who lost their lives along the way.
Lastly, I have childhood trauma that I still struggle with. So some issues I am very passionate about. I try to keep a lid on those. Thing is, its a part of me and always will be.
Now, from here on out, you know what to expect from me. If this is something you can not or do not wish to deal with, then I kindly ask that you back away and leave me alone. I don't want pity. Nor am I posting this for attention.
I'm posting this so there is a clear understanding from the beginning that I'm a fucking walking psychiatrist text book on mental issues and if you can't take the bad with the good, then perhaps I'm not the right tumblr for you to follow.
















