↪ 𝑨 𝑺𝑼𝑴𝑴𝑬𝑹 𝑹𝑶𝑺𝑬 . (a collection of sentence starters from chapter one of r.h. sin’s poetry collection “ she fits inside these words ” . adjust phrasing as necessary . triggering themes may be implied . )
staying makes no sense .
you’re taken , but you’re alone .
i wish you smiled at me that way .
come on , you’re kidding yourself .
it’s like you’re waiting to be loved .
you’re here every night , aren’t you ?
i’ll be honest , i’ve lied to myself .
listen , i know you hate being alone .
you don’t need to turn the volume down .
why do we make each other wait for love ?
i have found myself being in awe of you .
it made ruins of my heart , loving you .
you left , and i grew stronger without you .
i’m sorry , i don’t want to come off as rude .
a part of me hates the idea of finding true love .
i wish i could promise some fashion of salvation .
your heart was never meant to carry this sadness .
am i wrong for believing i could be right for you ?
i hate the way i fumbled my heart into your hands .
the silence was always the loudest coming from you .
your eyes are always so sad in every photo you post .
i have been searching for you while being distracted .
i felt it . the moment we began to lose one another .
we lose so much time holding on to lovers who hate us .
it’s strange ; my heart is heavy and empty at all times .
be a mess when it’s over , if that’s how you really feel .
maybe it’s none of my business , but i’ll take my chances .
you’ve been wasting those restless 3am’s on the wrong person .
your heart is a sanctuary , the way you have me on my knees .
when you’re ready to choose someone other than yourself , choose me .
crazy to think that i was hoping you’d silence my demons , but they were you all along .
don’t tell me ghosts aren’t real when i can see you but you’re obviously no longer here .
i didn’t want advice , i didn’t want a solution . i just wanted you to hug me . that was it .
it’s like you’re trying to forgive yourself for all the shit that he did to you . that’s not right .
i hate the way i could muster up the courage to care for someone who was never brave enough to fall for me .
i guess i care way too much about something that has nothing to do with me , but that won’t stop me from saying all of this to you.
