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ind. selc josie saltzman of the CW's legacies and tvd universe

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i don’t know if anyone really care’s much over here but if you want my josie again she’s moved officially to @hxrns it took a while but she’s there :D 

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so , i’ve come to the realisation that i need to move josie to a multi to be able to mentally play her again , i adore this little siphon and one day she may return to her own blog but for now she will be moved to a multi i have in the works 

link will be provided when the blog is up and running <3333

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my plans for the next couple weeks : catch up on legacies properly not just watching bits here and there and zoning out and finishing my major assignments then i shall return while we are in hiatus , i have seen some finale spoilers and all i can say is WHAT THE HOLY HELL 

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hopefully i’ll catch up on legacies (im 2 episodes behind but ive seen spoilers so yea) after my assignments and ill be mentally stronger to be on josie more often again , i had a major setback and i needed to write on more mentally stable characters to help support myself 

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thricebred‌: 

“wait, what’s wrong with your sister?” hope would love to have said she was asleep, but honestly, she was on netflix. a hand rubs over her eyes and she nods. “ right.. yeah, come in.”

it was nerve wracking , asking hope if she could stay in her bedroom , considering the secret about her old crush was out , she had just worn her mom’s dress in a pagent josie wanted to participate in , but she needed a familiar comfort that night . “ something is off about her , she is snapping at god knows what and when i try to push all she does is shut me out . ” josie sighed softly , scurrying into the tribrid’s bedroom and moving towards the large bed in the centre , it was weird to see a dorm with only one bed in it . “ hope , i’m sorry if all i’ve caused you is pain . i appreciate you letting me stay here . ”

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stonedgilbert‌: 

“If I will be going anywhere, I shall find my way there,” the Hatter said simply, giving a small shrug of his shoulders, because surely, that was the explanation. “And everywhere I didn’t mean to go along the way will be an exploration. I hardly think directions are ever necessary. They take all the fun that is to be had, away.” He shifted on his feet, head turning away from the girl, eyes more than a little distant as he got distracted by a passing sound. It took more than a moment for him to focus on her once again, and when he did, he blinked at her. “What was it we were doing, again?”

“ now are you sure sir ? you seem a teensy bit lost and i know this town incredibly well , even studied the blue prints . i know where everything is and i am sure i can help you on your way , ” the princess sighed softly , if the man didn’t want to be helped , belle couldn’t force it upon him , but she wouldn’t stop the offer . “ i guess i can get behind that logic , ” but she wouldn’t . belle needed to know where she was going at all times , to understand and study her world . and how the world they lived in didn’t feel right , it felt like they were all part of something much bigger . “ you were saying you didn’t need help with where you were going ? ”

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diabolusdilexit‌: 

❝ Caroline will be home soon, she’s off trying to find kids who need help. ❞ The more he told the lie it was easier it became. One day he and Caroline would tell them of the merge but for now the lie it was. ❝ I don’t want me looking out for her to become a problem for our family. ❞

“ sometimes that’s all we need dad , is someone there for us . we miss mom , and we need you , lizzie won’t always admit it but she is the same . ” there was something in her father’s eyes , a flicker of falsity as he spoke about her mother , she wasn’t off just helping people . no . there was more too it , but josie wasn’t going to push . “ hope isn’t a problem dad , i promise . ”

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dcnouement‌: 

rafael chuckled softly, “you don’t have to really like… turtle.” he told her, “i don’t think people are going to be shoving microphones in your face though. i think you’re safe to keep your talents quiet.”

“ no raf , sometimes it’s best if i do . being in my shell is safer than being out in the world . i don’t think i’ll sing in front of a large crowd again for a while , but maybe intimate showings are on offer , ” giggling softly , josie crossed her arms , wanting to hide and shy away . “ perfect . ”

[tariqah]

Love for all my Muslim brothers and sisters, especially those in New Zealand and Australia presently.

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PSA

so I have moved Josie to medium to low activity but still an active muse, she has taken a lot mentally out of me, I find she is very similar to me mentally and I need to keep myself separate from her every now and again, but this is not me on hiatus or anything, I will still be active just less active then I was previously, hope you all can understand, I love Jojo and I just don’t want to be burnt out 

[bcnoist]

♪ Always, always. ♪

bonus:

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abrokenwitch‌: 

“Maybe the slugs showed your true self. You said it yourself. I don’t know the real you.“ Okay maybe she shouldn’t have quoted what her sister told her too. But maybe it’s the truth. “I know you would never say such things. But maybe in some way you are right. Maybe I am a terrible sister.”

“I don’t even know if I know the REAL me, Lizzie. She’s somewhat of a mystery to me.” Josie sighed softly, she felt a pang of heartbreak as Lizzie used her own WORDS against her, but maybe it was for the best. “But you are also the best sister I could ever dream of having.” 

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diabolusdilexit‌: 

❝ Honey, it isn’t a coven you want to be a part of. It never was, even back then. ❞ Jo admitted honestly. How could she want that for her daughters? A coven where twins are forced to kill one another for the leader position? She smiled softly listening to Josie, hearing her call her momma was all she could have wanted. ❝ It will feel right in your heart and your head. Nothing else will matter, the problems you feel will just sort of dim in comparison. You’ll know, I promise. ❞

“But momma, it’s the LIFE I should have lived, with you and dad, in a coven who would start to LEARN about siphoners. Learn how we are different but beneficial to a group. You should see what Lizzie and I can achieve with the right POWER.” She wished she was a part of something BIGGER than she was. Josie wanted to feel connected, the community of the witches at the school wasn’t enough, they were all typical, Lizzie and her were DIFFERENT. Sometimes too different. “I hope I will, cause Penelope is toying with my heart in ways I didn’t know it could be PLAYED with.” 

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diabolusdilexit‌: 

❝ Lizzie has been very OPEN about the fact that she does not like my time spent with Hope but you, you never say anything. Does it bother you as much as your sister? ❞ He was simply trying to look out for the girl, she needed someone in her corner. He never meant to risk his relationship with Lizzie or Josie but it seemed to be a growing conflict. One or the other but never both. ❝ I will always be in your corner, I’d be dead before that happened. ❞

“I don’t say anything dad because Hope also DESERVES someone like you, I can deal without seeing you for a while because I know EVERYTHING you do will protect us. Sometimes I just miss you, but I also miss mom.” Josie breathed in deeply, opening her real heart up took COURAGE she didn’t realise it had. “Yes, it can BOTHER me sometimes dad. I know you are daddy, I love you.” 

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So I haven’t had a chance to watch the latest legacies episode, so some replies will be done in the next day or so but I need to watch the episode and I don’t get a chance till after uni tomorrow :) 

[historindies]

cruel intentions → sentence meme

CONTAINS GRAPHIC LANGUAGE AND SEXUAL REFERENCES

❝You amaze me.❞

❝God forbid I exude confidence and enjoy sex.❞

❝Do you think I relish the fact that I have to act like Mary Sunshine 24/7 so I can be considered a lady?❞

❝I’m the Marsha Fucking Brady of the Upper East Side, and sometimes I want to kill myself!❞

❝So there’s your psychoanalysis, Dr. Freud. Now tell me, are you in…or are you out?❞

❝What shall we toast to?❞

❝Silly rabbit. My triumph isn’t over them. It’s over you.❞

❝You were very much in love with them. You’re still in love with them.❞

❝It amused me to make you ashamed of it.❞

❝You gave up the first person you ever loved because I threatened your reputation.❞

❝Don’t you get it? You’re just a toy. A little toy I like to play with.❞

❝Tastes good.❞

❝So I assume you’ve come here to make arrangements? But unfortunately, I don’t fuck losers.❞

❝Most people are sheep. Who are you to criticize something you’ve never experienced?❞

❝I just don’t think people should experience the act of love until they are in love.❞

❝Are you a lesbian?❞

❝I didn’t meant to offend you. I just picked up on a little bit of that lesbian vibe.❞

❝The only reason I let him keep up the charade is because the man has a mouth like a hoover. Oof!❞

❝This sure doesn’t take like an iced tea.❞

❝Yup. Then I fucked your daughter.❞

❝I’m impressed.❞

❝Well, I’m in love.❞

❝They told me they loved me, and I believed them.❞

❝Would you cut your psycho-babble bullshit!❞

❝There’s pictures of me on the internet!❞

❝My advice is to sleep with as many people as possible.❞

❝But that would make me a slut, wouldn’t it?❞

❝Fucking idiot…❞

❝Well I know this sounds corny, but whenever I feel the temptation of peer pressure, I turn to God and he helps me through the problem.❞

❝I don’t know what I could possibly say that would rectify the harm I’ve caused you.❞

❝The truth of the matter is that being with you was the only time I have ever been happy.❞

❝My whole life has been a joke. I prided myself on taking joy in others’ misery.❞

❝I succeed in hurting the first person I ever loved.❞

❝Please give me another chance. I’m a wreck without you.❞

❝You spend all your time preaching about waiting for love. Well here it is. Right in front of you, and you’re going to turn your back on it.❞

❝But you are going to have to live the rest of your life knowing that you’ve turned your back on love.❞

❝And that makes you a hypocrite. Have a nice life.❞

❝And how are things down under?❞

❝E-mail is for geeks and pedophiles.❞

❝That little wager of yours? Count me in.❞

❝ What are the terms?❞

❝In English? I’ll fuck your brains out.❞

❝Because I’m the only person you can’t have, and it kills you.❞

❝You’ve got yourself a bet, baby!❞

❝Everybody loves me, and I intend to keep it that way.❞

❝Why can’t we be together?❞

❝You wanna know why? Because I don’t trust myself with you.❞

❝You could be a model. It’s too bad you’re not sexy.❞

❝I can be sexy!❞

❝Keep your legs together. This isn’t Jamaica.❞

❝Introduce them to your world of sex, drugs and… what else do you do?❞

❝My God. You are completely pussy-whipped.❞

❝What happened to us?❞

❝You’re in love with them, you don’t love me anymore.❞

❝Hmm, quite the predicament you’re in.❞

❝Well let me tell you something, people don’t change overnight. You and I are two of a kind. At least I have the guts to admit it.❞

❝Not only will you ruin your reputation, you’ll destroy theirs.❞

❝I know how to alleviate menstrual cramps, thank you very much.❞

❝It’s not like you have a husband - unless you’re married to Jesus.❞

❝It’s not you, it’s me…I’m completely fucked up.❞

❝I thought I was in love with you, but it was just a lie.❞

❝I just wanted to see what you were like in bed.❞

❝I wanted it to work, but unfortunately I feel nothing.❞

❝You’re such a coward! Look at yourself!❞

❝Don’t touch me! Don’t touch me! Don’t fucking touch me!❞

❝I can’t stand that holier-than-thou bullshit, and yet, I’m completely infatuated.❞

❝It’s okay. You can laugh. I promise not to tell anyone.❞

❝Okay, let’s try it again only this time I’m gonna stick my tongue in your mouth, and when I do that I want you to massage my tongue with yours. And that’s what first base is.❞

❝They took down my pants and started writing the alphabet with their tongue.❞

❝I’ve been very well-informed of your reputation.❞

❝You promise people the world in order to get them into bed with you.❞

❝Relationships seem too distracting. I’d rather concentrate on my studies.❞

❝Get your ass on the bed and prepare for the fuck of your life!❞

❝How can someone so charming be so manipulative?❞

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thingsmissedisms‌: 

𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐎 𝐈𝐓 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐔𝐏 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.  Rafael should have been Josie’s, Lizzie had made things worse just sleeping with him without even asking her sister who she was into. She didn’t exactly know that her sister had kissed Rafael though, she hadn’t known completely that her sister liked him because she never said anything. When Lizzie said that she liked him, curled into her sister for comfort, Josie hadn’t said that she liked him too. plus, Lizzie thought Josie was pinning over that witchy crop top satan witch named Penelope. The wipe of Josie’s eyes breaks her heart, her words are all tied up in her mouth, nothing was coming out the way she wants it to be. I didn’t KNOW. Oh, jo.❝I am a black hole Jo. I take from you without even trying to do it.❞ She is quoting that witch without even caring she is. hopefully, Josie doesn’t recognize that line from one of her times with Penelope. Coming out was hard, Lizzie hasn’t exactly told her sister that she is bisexual, has always talked about guys that she liked instead of the girls because at fifteen she had just felt confused and now that they were early sixteen she still was but she was learning. ❝Get out while you can. Let me sink or swim on my own. You deserve to swim, Josie. You shined at the talent show, you can shine out from beyond my shadow but Jo…I didn’t know you liked Rafael, I didn’t know that you have felt this way. I can’t be your rock if I am not knowing what you are feeling. this is partly my fault, I never ask you questions.❞ She just assumes her twin would tell her things. She assumes that Josie would come to her when she needed her. ❝When I slept with Rafael…I didn’t know you liked him.❞ It would have mattered for sure, she wouldn’t have slept with him. She would found someone else. if Josie used her voice if Lizzie asked questions instead of assuming Josie would do what she does and go to her when she needs something. 

It was FAR from easy for Josie to be standing up to Lizzie, to be telling her all these horrible things, far from any INTENTION of causing pain. It only brought the brunette more internal pain, shown by the tears in her eyes. She liked to keep things like this BOTTLED up, it was easier to deal with. However lately that just balled into fire that she wanted to explode, ANY chance she got. She may not have liked Rafael the way Lizzie did, but she STILL kissed him, even if it was to siphon magic out of him, so she could free them from the spider webs. Josie needed a rebound after the HEARTBREAK caused by Penelope Park, who was still spinning her own little web around Josette’s heart. That hit her, the black hole. It was true to a DEGREE, the twins would bite at each other with every word in anger, but they’d always make up, but that left STRAIN on one’s heart, body and soul. Like the black hole that had been sucking out the confidence in the Saltzman siphon.  “You NEVER mean to do anything, Lizzie.” Her voice was shaky, not a STITCH of anger behind her words, because she knew that Elizabeth never intended to hurt her. “I don’t WANT to leave you alone, Lizzie. You’re my twin and we go through life together, the talent show, was just something I NEEDED to do for my own CONFIDENCE. But I don’t want that, I don’t want to be on the honor council for the witches, that SHOULD be you. Not me. No, you don’t ask, but you shouldn’t HAVE to.” All the times she had slipped up, all the times that Josie had fallen down and picked herself up, right BESIDE her sister. That was when it hurt, but she knew that Lizzie had so much going on that she didn’t expect anything from her twin. “I don’t know what I feel anymore, Lizzie. If there is anything with Rafael, I doubt that. Because Penelope Park still has her claws entangled in me, I don’t know HOW I feel anymore...”