Darkness, Madness & Chill

Male / misanthrope / kinda asexual. Plotting the destruction of the world, full of darkness & passion. Shitposts, fiction & aesthetics!

[sentimental-darkness]

About me...

Just to give you some idea about this blog and myself!

-- It's going to sound different from 98% of blogs and users out there... and it's not narcissism talking here, it's just experience.

-- However, I don't have anything against a healthy dose of narcissism tbh = a person gotta know their own worth and embrace their selfishness, no?

-- A vast range of interests, no specific occupation, but I'm certainly someone to have open-minded conversation with... and I'm not mincing words either... the vast majority of humans are somewhere in the range of stupidity or being utterly stuck, unable to see what's right in front of them, subjected to easy brainwashing and wishful thinking, and even the brainwashers are probably mostly stupid and cliché. So how about it? Wanna talk? I don't bite!

-- If you're already brainwashed and wired a certain way, obsessed with certain causes or certain groups or certain "identities"... you better watch out because I'll probably "offend you" because "I am being rude." Oh no, how could it be! But seriously, I appreciate individuality and hate stupidity, as simple as that, which is sometimes far too complex for most.

-- In an ideal world: destroy all present day religions and temples. Erase national and ethnic identities. Erase most of the fragmented identities created in the last decade that most users of Tumblr have proudly in their bios - so we can finally put the whole weight behind being an individual who describes themselves in their own unique way. Shocking, no?

-- The previous paragraph is highly unlikely in practice and such a world-changing endeavor would require a bit different approach, but I shared it anyway just because.

-- I am "evil" and "rude", yes, but also very sympathetic and emotional. I will sometimes reblog silly things and lovely animals. Come and cuddle with me! Still, I will also make fun of military conflicts and surrounding drama. It sucks but war has been part of human history for millennia, there is no justice and nothing pretty in it. (Except when I feel like an image of a city raised to the ground is kinda... charming. But no worries, I don't really post stuff like that)

-- I have my own problems and worries, things are far from ideal. But there is zero tolerance policy for utter weakness and stupidity here, and I don't think highly of it. You guessed it. You can go back to your unoriginal depression-obsession blog and cry yourself out, if you want. But I tell you, it won't help and you do yourself a disservice. Stop taking those pills maybe. Evolve. Life can be entertaining if you let it. But don't take it to heart because my zero tolerance policy doesn't prevent you from following my blog. You could secretly think of me as your sensei if you want. Fine with me.

-- I love music. Seriously. But it's mostly orchestrated scores and gaming music, giant no to everything else. Music calms me and inspires me. Ethnic, inspiring and dark with a kick. Have some random samples because why not: A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K, L, M, N, O. Anything catches your fancy?

-- My other obsessions are probably creativity, fantasy, history, and overall - consuming "worlds" and stories. In games, decently done open worlds and RPGs in particular, but I'm no stranger to other genres on occasion.

My chat and asks are open, my email remains open too. In truth, I'm waiting for a kindred soul but I've never been greeted with a better conversation than basic "hi, what's up" or anon hate. Oh well, maybe you'll be an exception, my reader?

[insert-some-url]

Hey, regarding Iran and the people, if the "peace deal" happened (like just an excuse for Trump to stop air strikes I guess) and Pahlavi made the call because the timing was right, do you think the people of Iran are able to go out and fight, this time? Like not protest, but straight fight against the remnants of IRGC/militias/IRGC women and children on trucks? How do you judge the mood inside the country now? Naturally, may your family and friends in Iran be safe! Hopefully the regime falls completely soon enough (although yeah, posting that, a bit ironic now, because IF there was going to be a fight... well, not ENTIRELY safe, but perhaps might be quick and painless if things align well)

In my opinion the people can’t fight those IRGC terrorists empty handed. IRGC fans are followers of a death cult and they don’t show any mercy towards anyone man woman or child. So either the people should be armed or boots on the ground must come to their aid or else I’m afraid another January massacre will happen.

[sentimental-darkness]

I heard there is supposedly some local resistance groups and they're armed somewhat, and we've also heard that story about US trying to smuggle in weapons, but yeah, it's not like every Iranian can be armed that way. The problem is, realistically, no one can expect boots on the ground by the US in number sufficient enough to eradicate all the terrorists in their holes, targeted ops at best but that won't cover every single militant. Unless Israel can do more, since everyone hates them anyway, although they're still busy locally with their ground forces. With any luck we hear from regular army soldiers... and maybe they'll fight back against IRGC tugs

[startrek-themed-barmitzvah]

All the self hating americans and antisemites and sino simps celebrating the "iranian ceasefire" or "aMeRiCaN sUrReNdEr" and touting the iranian demands as concrete, agreed upon points, is very funny tbh but proves how little most people know about reality and how it works

Nevermind that these "talks" wont last till the weekend, or maybe early next week, since iran already broke it and bombed Israel again, is hysterically trying to keep them from fighting their terror proxy scumbags in lebanon, and is pretending their keeping enriched uranium is on the table 🤡

[sentimental-darkness]

It's funny but honestly it's bad, very bad. It's so bad I thought I knew of the depths of human stupidity, yet I was surprised at the actual depth of human stupidity, for the first time since forever... But there is also this other thing, perhaps way more scary. Not funny at all... I was convinced the whole "antisemitic" thing wasn't really accurate anymore in this day and age, on such a scale, at least not in some countries, like mine. I legit thought the antisemite term has been overused in many contexts, due to political machinations, similar to how the racist label is being used by the EU censorship ambitions or the leftist side of the discourse (to shut down the other side and other people you don't like). Which might have been true... when it comes to myself and only myself, since I've been called antisemite on more occasions than once, and perhaps even an Israeli person would call me antisemite, if we seriously clashed on some specific local issue/opinion regarding local matters and local Jewish organizations. And I know I am not, because that's just politics, purely local politics, a matter where I would have had the exact same opinion if it was any other nationality in similar local context, and that's why I was thinking "is overused in this day and age"... and I just... didn't really think other people could DIFFER from myself in this matter... I saw them act the same as me in such matters. So I knew myself, and I thought "yeah, they're not really antisemitic, they act like me, just in this specific context, the label truly gets overused, this is just typical politics". But then... literally like last 1-2 years, and also last months... I actually realized all those other people don't act like myself AT ALL, and don't differentiate between different matters and contexts, that they actually are antisemitic people, putting everything in one basket and recently calling for death of Israel, misery for Jews globally and posting vile caricatures equivalent of those in Nazi Germany, while framing it as free speech against genocide and not being antisemitic at all. Recently, even my own family member who didn't even realize it was mine post on social media, and called me an idiot and Jewish bootlicker without heart for defending genocide, just because I mentioned hamas crimes. So my mistake was assuming people were like me... when they seemed to act like me. But then realizing 99% of them aren't like me... and when deeds seemed the same on the surface, at least back then, in their hearts/brain process it has always been and always will be antisemitism, not reason. Even those who you could agree with on 99% of cases because they act like smart people and do legit research, while filtering off all sorts of propaganda, YET in this case, as soon as it's Israel and Jews, their brains are shut off, there is absolutely no islamic propaganda and only mosad propaganda, including total control over president of US, because it's only antisemitism that's driving them now and nothing else. It's crazy to think of. Unsettling. Like they have two modes, one being normal thinking person and one switch where they become a bot, something... else. I am like an alien standing in some different reality, watching as this strange species of antisemites show their true colors and I have no doubt if there was a mass casualty explosion in Israel right now, these people would be cheering. I can't imagine how it could have been in Nazi Germany, for a decent person with a brain, when things "kicked off"... but that's probably an unpleasant glimpse of it. It's good in the bad people are such fucking morons now from the use of internet that in the west they pretty much are stuck with heads in their phones and lacking courage to actually do anything in the real world, because otherwise it could have been way worse. We can only imagine.

[insert-some-url]

What never stops being funny is that 99% of the people at those no war and pro islamic regime parades aren’t even Iranian :))

Those who call themselves “progressives” can’t even be bothered to listen to Iranian voices

[sentimental-darkness]

It's twisted because oh boy, they actually DO believe they listen to Iranian voices. Because... they read an article, saw a trendy post about war crimes with crying IRGC actors... and then they go around telling people to "do their research and not believe zionist propaganda and american killers." While ignoring every single video, public rally, or literally everything these muslim groups have done, because it's less trendy. It's a mass hypnosis.

[oldermenfucker]

I hope one day I see a free Iran, free from Islam and Muslims, free from murderers, free from sanctions and inflation, free from sadness. Because honestly? I can’t take it anymore. Over 45 days of digital blackout, and still nothing. I hope I get shot in the next protest because I seriously can’t keep on living.

[insert-some-url]

This is how life in Iran is like in case anyone was wondering. People have to pay shittoons of money for a vpn that barely works just to get online and watch a bunch of leftist idiots supporting the same dictatorship that has shut off the internet on them

May our Iran be free soon 💚🦁❤️

[insert-some-url]

Iranian diaspora is not a different type of Iranians it’s just Iranians with internet access

Don’t let mainstream media fool you

[insert-some-url]

What most people don’t understand is that the most of us have lived the majority of our lives in Iran. Many of us like myself left Iran only a few years ago and it was more of an exile than an actual choice. Like literally at the last anti regime rally I went to there were several people who left Iran only a year ago.

We know how it feels to live in fear all the time. We’ve experienced Islamic republic’s tyranny first hand and many of us lost friends and family to this evil regime. You will never know how scary a protest can be in Iran until you’ve been to one. We saw the mass executions in the 80s, kooye-daneshgah, the green movement, bloody Aban, the mahsa uprisings and more. You’ll never know how something as simple as writing a slogan on the wall or girls taking their hijab off can be considered a groundbreaking defiance until you’ve lived in Iran.

That’s why we ask you to listen to us instead of speaking over us. We know all this and even more than you could ever learn by watching tiktoks

پاینده ایران💚🦁❤️

[sentimental-darkness]

The sad thing is nobody cares. People prefer their tiktoks and facebook and everyone yelling about supposed Israeli war crimes, at best only using Iranians as "victims" of the "evil US." Or worse - "heroes fighting back" who are going to destroy the evil Israel... and that's happening here in Europe, academics, politicians, like everyone, even those who in all other matters might actually be correct, someone you would agree 100% with and be like "yeah, they're doing deep research and don't fall for cheap propaganda" but with Iran and Israel... they still fall for it... It's crazy and scary, in a way. Luckily neither Israel nor US right now are easily swayed by voters or public opinion. Well, at least some of us know what's actually happening. Hopefully that's enough.

[insert-some-url]

The truth about the Minab school

A brave Iranian citizen has managed to film the school area after 46 days of internet blackout and shows how IRGC turned the school into a military barracks with a fucking military watch tower

https://x.com/theiranwatcher/status/2044390479333052490?s=46

IRGC used those poor kids as human shields. Anyone who tries to hide this doesn’t really care about Iranian lives

Be our voice💚🦁❤️

[muslims-matters]

Imagine claiming to be the 'voice of Iranians' while carrying water for the military that just triple-tapped 120 of our children with Tomahawk missiles—your 'brave' footage shows a U.S. war crime, not a barracks, and your hypocrisy is a second slap to every grieving family in Minab

The Strike (Feb 28, 2026): The school was struck by aerial munitions on the morning of February 28, 2026 . By The United States military (CENTCOM) has preliminarily acknowledged responsibility for the strike. The New York Times reported on March 11, 2026, that the U.S. military found the school was targeted due to outdated intelligence data provided by the Defense Intelligence Agency (DIA).

The Death Toll: Approximately 120 schoolchildren were killed, along with teachers and parents. The total death toll is estimated at 156 to 175 people.

The Responsibility: Evidence gathered by Amnesty International, Human Rights Watch, and reports from the New York Times indicate that the school was hit by a U.S. airstrike. The U.S. military’s preliminary investigation (reported March 11, 2026) acknowledged the strike, attributing it to outdated intelligence.

The "Barracks" Claim: While the school was located adjacent to an IRGC Naval Forces compound (the Seyyed al-Shohada Asif Missile Brigade), Human Rights Watch stated they found no evidence that the school itself was being used for military purposes or as a "barracks" at the time of the attack.

The attempt by some social media accounts to frame this as an "IRGC human shield" operation ignores the direct findings of international monitors who have placed responsibility for the munitions on the United States.

It is a height of hypocrisy for certain members of the diaspora to scream "Be our voice" while simultaneously providing cover for the very foreign military actions that result in the mass killing of Iranian children. If the goal is truly to "care about Iranian lives," then the focus should be on the actual perpetrators of the strike and the "outdated data" that led to a girls' school being targeted with guided weapons.

USA/Iran: Those responsible for deadly and unlawful US strike on school that killed over 100 children must be held accountable

Those responsible for planning and executing an unlawful US strike on a school in Minab, Hormozgan province in Iran that killed 168 people,

US/Israel: Investigate Iran School Attack as a War Crime

An unlawful attack on a primary school in southern Iran before midday on February 28, 2026 that reportedly killed scores of civilians, inclu

Using the deaths of 120 children to score political points while ignoring that they were killed by foreign airstrikes is not "being a voice" for Iranians—it's weaponizing a tragedy to sanitize an external military failure. Any narrative that hides the U.S. role in this strike is actively obscuring the truth about how these Iranian lives were lost.

[insert-some-url]

Thank you chatgpt😂 but I trust reports from my own people more than the “international orgs” that whitewash the regime’s crimes and aren’t even allowed to access any information from Iran that isn’t vetted by the regime. No matter who hit that school the main culprit behind the deaths will always be IRGC using those kids as targets to make civilian deaths

If I struck a nerve with youبیشرفا then I’m on the right track so cope and seethe;))

تا ابد پاینده ایران💚🦁❤️

[sentimental-darkness]

I can't believe IRGC still has money left for random Tumblr propaganda written by ChatGPT. Unless it's just China/Russia now, that's possible.

[farrzyy]

from day old threats, to calling the women's football team infidels and threatening to punish them for not singing the national anthem, to killing many protestors and admitting to do so in such a large scale on national television only for some users with a watermelon emoji and a backpack emoji to tell us that nothing such has happened, and we're making a big deal out of this, supporting the regime just because they're muslims and shaming the monarchists & democrats who want nothing but this large scale killing to stop happening. On social media when we were sharing the videos and proofs of bodies lying down on the streets, blood everywhere, cries of the protestors, people said it's very disturbing to see, but what about the people who've actually been there watching such a horrendous act with their own eyes, they just want your support and attention since the blackout is still going on and there's only minimal ways of sending videos from inside the country and all they get to hear is it's disturbing to watch? I've seen posts where US and israel's doings are shown on tumblr and twitter and they get a hell lot of likes and support from the public, but when it comes to the protestors and posts which contains the people who are still getting executed and killed (even teenagers) are getting only the minimum of 100 reshares or likes, cause people apparently don't care when it comes to Iran. Shame on your selective activism and half sided support.

[dualvoidanima]

seeker

[boomer-mythology-destroyer]

[sentimental-darkness]

Assisted (cool, nice, comfy, painless) suicide would be ok if just fucking allowed, accepted, understood, private, legal WITHOUT being treated as some health measure that some fucking doctor has to decide whether to "recommend" and "allow" for a patient. But alas, this world is stupid so it's either nada, evil, bad, oh no, we control your suffering and say not legal, or some utter dystopia where they create a system where a doctor gets (unintentionally of course) incentivized to recommend that or is just too fucking lazy fucker who doesn't know shit about complex healing so that's the only thing they're able to recommend once pills don't work. We can't have nice things...

[inoppositionflorien]

Wait until people complaining about AI hallucinations find out that humans when asked about something will say wildly incorrect things with perfect confidence and alarming frequency.

[sentimental-darkness]

Wait until AI accuses humans of hallucinations and collapse syndromes due to inability to resolve contradiction. Wait, wait... it's already happening.

[treecitysessions]

The average person’s idea of what tumblr is comes from that like 6 month period in 2015 where all the normies were on here and they all had really ugly themes and reblogged Halsey lyrics and Rupi Kaur poems and pictures of roses sourced from weheartit and black and white heterosexual porn gifs even tho they were 13 years old

[sentimental-darkness]

Well, Tumblr isn't what it used to be, that's for sure. Especially in fandom landscape, since it basically turned into giant social issue narrative points or lesbian / play-pretend character Y is lgbt glorification fest, with every single property and character, and it's been a long time since I saw any actual cool narrative/otherwise moody fandom posts. Although, maybe that's also the fault of algorithms and the fact they added all these weird groups like it's reddit or dicsord, for more "specialist" posters, which I don't care about, I only want to see random shit in random tumblr void and I judge based on that.

[entropymisanthropy]

People live in pure fantasies.

Compassion does not exist. Love does not exist. Kindness does not exist. Empathy does not exist.

Transactions are all that exists. How much can I get from you with how little can I spend?

As societies become more independent this becomes glaringly obvious. Humans will get everything without the inconvenient and thankless chore that is trying to have compassion and love for others. Love is a sacrifice.

That is why the only successful relationships (platonic or otherwise) only happen between two individuals who do not feel deeply tor the other (positively or negatively). As soon as it moves from neutrality and a business-interaction, it breaks apart because no one sacrifices. Unless they do.

Love is always a sacrifice. The opposite side of "successful" relationships was one side completely giving the other everything (usually women)

Self ego is all humans are capable of and then they wax poetics over how much they personally are affected by love. Pay attention and you will realize love is a disguise for "how much can I milk another human for (compassion/sex/self esteem boosts). You will see it everywhere. It's usually how the other person has "completed/fixed/grown" them.

Narcissism dressed as virtue.

Ugh.

[sentimental-darkness]

[tchaikovskym]

the core problem with universities is that the teaching staff is too busy to touch anything administrative, and the administrative staff is on free run to make decisions without actually knowing what's going on.

[sentimental-darkness]

sounds like every other level of society to be honest...

[dualvoidanima]

fractal-cube

[magicalgirlagency]

This whole Digital Circus bullcrap is making me want to craft a Magical Girl AU about the battle between Artificial Intelligence vs. Human Creativity.

But, instead of being exclusively inspired by Madoka Magica and IHNMAIMS, it's also inspired by Corrector Yui, Digimon Adventure, Psychonauts, Pulseman, Gatchaman Crowds, ARTIUS: Pure Imagination and Sailor Moon SuperS.

And unlike the actual show, it WILL have a happy/satisfying ending. It's non-negotiable.

[sentimental-darkness]

Proof positive Tumblr already knows I just finished watching 4 episodes today... hence I'm seeing this post

[startrek-themed-barmitzvah]

literally every time you actually look into the iNnOcEnT CiViLiAn a pro pal is crying about in the news, its a uniformed terrorist scumbag 🤣