Chaerin

"From womb to tomb our lives are not our own." Seo Chaerin 23 Student/Receptionist at August Tattoo and Piercing Studio She/Her

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soccer || chaerin&shin

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“Ah but green tea is really good, specially if it’s made by you, so maybe after we play and after you pay for drinks, we can change to herbs and make sure to detox our bodies from all the alcohol you’ll buy” He told her with a chuckle, reminding her that this bet would be her loss. “I know right, I should change my profession and become a soccer coach, you know, then become famous and be hired to train some fancy team in Europe. You’d miss me, of course, but I would fly you there and introduce you to Messi” He joked, a plan that was definitely not in his mind. Being a firefighter was his life and he wouldn’t change it for anything in the entire world.

“Maybe I have. I don’t know, I mean, my life is not changing, is it?” His life was still the same, he just was acting weird around Mirae but that didn’t mean anything, did it? “Ah, she’s not a one night stand” She was much more than that, their past had a weight on his heart that no one had ever came close to, so maybe she would be the one that… Shin shook his head, wanting to get rid of those thoughts. “I’m not made for a girlfriend. You know a fire will kill me eventually and then what? Why would I make someone go through all of that?” He asked her, shaking his head. “No, no, I think it will be good for you to kick and try to score, you know, so you practice your control over the ball, or maybe we could just do some passes, try practice that first” He offered. “What about you? Is there any boyfriend around? Anyone I need to scare? Kick? Punch? Make his body disappear?”

“Of course, I make the best green tea,” she said, although really, it wasn’t that hard to make. Anyone could do it but if Shin was going to compliment her on it, then she would definitely take it and praise herself too. She deserved to do that for herself. At the mention of her buy drinks, all she could do was scoff. That much seemed obvious already. “No need to rub it in oppa,” she grumbled, kicking the ball lightly from side to side in front of her. “What will you do if I end up winning, huh? If you keep talking like that karma might decide they want to teach you a lesson and let me win,” she said, but the threat was an empty one and she knew luck wouldn’t be on her side. “Aigoo, of course I’d miss you. You should just hire me as a personal assistant and I’ll follow you around. I can make a webtoon based on you and your travels.”

Chaerin shrugged. “I don’t know, that’s a question only you can answer,” she said. “But the reality is that everyone changes, even if we don’t see it, right? So maybe your life did change, you just...haven’t realized it yet.” Chaerin looked at him as she spoke, as though the changes that had taken place were written all over him but of course, she wasn’t even sure what would have been going on in his life. “She isn’t? Then...isn’t that a good thing? Isn’t that something to follow up on?” she asked. A part of her was curious as to who it was, but she figured if he wanted to tell her, he would have already. “If you think that way then of course not but like I said before, things change, people too so who knows? Maybe you’ll be boyfriend material if that’s what you want,” she shrugged. At his suggestion, she paused for a moment before nodding. Practicing would probably be better if she had any hopes of beating Shin, let alone score against him. “Okay, lets do that then,” she agreed. 

“A boyfriend? No, no, no. No boyfriend. Not now, not ever,” she said, perhaps getting a little defensive about it. “...But...but I did like someone...I mean, I do but...I confessed and they didn’t feel the same way so...there’s that,” she shrugged, but in all honesty, that was the least of her worries and problems given Cheonsa was back now too. “But it is what it is. I’m over it, I just need the time to heal me now so no need for you to waste your efforts and get your hands dirty.”

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blackfish || chaerin&yujeong

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“I’m sorry but you can’t.”

Yes, Yujeong did not mind having Chaerin around. In fact, Yujeong actually liked Chaerin’s company and while the girl had broken a part of her wall, there was still a long way for Chaerin. Which meant that Yujeong would never let her take Ocean. Perhaps for a few days if Yujeong had to be somewhere she could not take her dog with.

“You’ll be the first person I’ll go to if I need someone to babysit him but Ocean is my baby,” Yujeong smiled, scratching the dog’s butt more. As if he understood, Ocean lifted his head and looked at Yujeong. “But King Sei, on the other hand, you can take him whenever you want.”

The cat had been watching them the entire time, looking unimpressed as always. Yujeong shook her head a little before smiling, looking back to Chaerin.

“It’s up if you want to read it,” she nodded. “It’s about adopting pets. Generally, whenever I write about animals, negative comments are nearly zero so you don’t have to fight anyone. But you definitely have to read it because our dear Ocean here was featured in it,” she smiled. “That’s very wise of you,” Yujeong nodded, letting out a sigh. She was not entirely sure if she would prefer going back to her school days because that meant that she was back in the Nam family’s grip. “I envy you sometimes.”

Chaerin pouted at Yujeong’s words but truth be told, she knew that Yujeong wouldn’t give up her precious dog. He was absolutely loveable and in her eyes, she could only see herself getting the dog if something unfortunate happened to Yujeong and she would never dare wish that for her friend. 

“Alright, deal. I’ll be the best dog sitter ever,” she said with a firm nod, but in truth, she had never actually taken care of a dog before, but surely it wasn’t that difficult, was it? She had a cat that she took care of after all, and although cats didn’t require as much attention, surely they couldn’t be that different. Chaerin’s gaze fell on the cat who was watching them from his side of the couch.

“Careful Yujeong-ah, I might actually take King Sei from you. He can keep Luna company and they’ll become best friends,” she grinned, imagining her cat trying to adjust to another feline in their house. Luna was very passive but always wanted attention and tended to be playful. She never failed to put a smile on Chaerin’s face. “That’s true, people do love animals and if Ocean is featured in it, then you know I’ll definitely be reading it,” she nodded, scratching Ocean as she spoke. “Hm? Why?”

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for someone who’d only seen sailor moon growing up as a child, it was mighty brave for haesoo to be traversing the world of manga by exposing herself to the depths of the manga shop without any regard for the usefulness of a guide, despite how incompetent she was when dealing with the subject. seeing millions upon millions of such books, and having no idea where to start was overwhelming, in the least. she’d only resorted to staring wide-eyed and agape at colourful posters plastered on walls. 

while it didn’t have substance, it was a start. haesoo manages to collect herself after a minute (or two) of gawking, and begins to journey through what really made her come here: to become a grade-a weeaboo. to tell the truth, that was only an extreme way of describe her sudden interest in manga and anime. but boy, was she starting to feel like one. 

haesoo backpedalled, then set her sights to ducking in the far right aisle, where she almost comes face to face with a female who also happened to be browsing around. the kindergarten teacher gaps, then laughing in an attempt to cover her embarrassment. ‘so sorry!’ she says, bowing apologetically. ‘it’s my first time here. i’m a little… excited.’ 

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When Chaerin was young, she found comfort in mangas and animes. She didn’t have friends and she didn’t like to go outside to play in parks because the other kids would always pick on her and she instead found solace in her own home. It was something that she never grew out of too, apparently, although she wasn’t as avid a reader or someone who watched a lot as she used to be, but her choice of career leaned more towards that side of things. 

There were times when Chaerin would go to the bookstore and head straight for the manga section, and this was one of those times. She liked to take pride in the fact that she had read a lot of them, but given the circumstances that the scene took place to get there, it was sad, really. 

Chaerin turned towards the next aisle and was surprised to come face to face with another girl. “Ah...it’s fine,” she said with a small smile. “I didn’t see you either, so we’re both at fault,” she said. “Oh, really?” at this, Chaerin’s interest peaked a little. “What brought you to come to this section today? Maybe I can help you find something?”

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soccer || chaerin&shin

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“The best source of knowledge is your own experience” He told her with a smile but he nodded, decided to teach her a few tips “You don’t kick the ball with the tip of your foot. You will lose control and will not be able to give it proper direction. You kick it with the inside part of your foot, that way it will be much more controlled” He had played all of his teen years and even now he made sure to have time for playing as well. Soccer made him happy, reminded him of the time where he thought he would conquer the world playing with the ball.

“Well, statistically speaking most of them say yes” He clarified with a chuckle. He was known for sleeping around, for having one night stands. “But I’m calming down now, you know? I won’t start a relationship any time soon, at least I think so, but maybe things won’t be as crazy as they have always been” And of course, Mirae’s face came to his mind in that moment. Whatever was happening between them he had no idea, but he was willing to give it a try. “But I’m supposed to try to steal it though. Do you want me to just stand at the goal and let you practice your aim for a little while?”

“Well then...I must really lack knowledge because I don’t know anything...except for stuff about green tea. I don’t think I’ll ever forget everything my grandparents taught me when I lived with them,” she chuckled. Chaerin listened intently at Shin’s lesson. When she put her thought and effort into it, Chaerin really was a good learner and this was one of those situations when she really did want to try and do her best, especially if Shin was willing to show her a few things. “Okay, got it. See, I always used the tip before, not even in school were we told to use the inside part of our foot. Aigoo, the things they teach in schools these days...”

“Most, but not all,” she reiterated, a grin on her face.  “Ah, are you? Have you had enough of the fast life?” she asked, and although the words would have suggested otherwise, she was genuinely curious about Shin’s decision. Chaerin had never been in a relationship herself, but that didn’t mean she hadn’t ever actually slept with someone. “Not any time soon? But...you’re open to that then? Huh. Well, whoever you end up with, she better be nice to you...probably not a good idea to go back to one of the one night stands though,” she suggested, but it wasn’t like she was an expert to know for sure. “Aigoo, fine, fine, come and steal it then. Don’t worry, I’ll practice kicking on my own some other time when I can practice kicking properly.”

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mishaps || chaerin&wonchul

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Chaerin was buzzing around like a busy bee, cursing mentally at herself for procrastinating certain jobs and tasks and leaving them until the last minute. She looked like a mad woman, walking quickly before breaking out into a run before walking quickly again. Luckily all her years of living in a farm made her cardio handle the situation well and it provided a little bit of a workout that she had been lacking in for the last little while. 

She had managed to finish most of her tasks and had just left the bank where she finished paying for the rest of her bills and stretched her limbs, pleased that she had finished everything quickly and done it right and made a note to never, ever, let herself procrastinate so much again. Laziness led to sloppiness and if she let herself go so easily, she knew very well she’d let go of what she ate too and stop exercising altogether and that was not a part of herself she wanted to risk revisiting again.

You did a lot today Chaerin-ah, she complimented herself. Lets go get a coffee and then go home.

She nodded at herself as this thought and her mind was focused on the cup of coffee now, thinking about the energy it’d give her and thought about going to the gym afterwards for her much delayed workout that she had to make up time on. 

Chaerin knew there was a coffee shop nearby and as she turned the next corner, she failed to see the presence on the other side until it was too late and she had bumped into him, surprised and stumbling back before falling on her butt. 

She looked up at the person that she had bumped into, ready to apologize and hoping that it wasn’t the demon that haunted her dreams and was glad to see the familiar face. “Sorry Wonchul-ah...I really didn’t see you there,” she said, getting up and brushing herself off. “But you know, you should really watch where I’m going,” she said in a serious tone, but she was kidding of course. It was nice to talk to someone like this and know that they wouldn’t be upset by her words. “What are you doing here?”

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jjxjin:

tea. ah, yes. the blissful aroma of a boiling hot cup of tea. and he had no favourites, all tea had a special place in his heart, except ginger tea. ginger tea would always act as a constant reminder to him of the days when he was sick, sick to the point where he found speaking alone was a task deemed too difficult even for the guy that risked life and limb to win a few grand a night. it was ridiculous. and coffee was never something he enjoyed drinking, it bought upon a weird taste to his tongue, an unpleasant desire that blossomed into trends and the wanting to bloom into something greater. it was strange, really, how oddly he thought of coffee. he felt as if all the pretentious pricks in the world preferred coffee over the delicacies of tea. or maybe he just thought of himself as a regal prince who lived off of tea, and british accents. and he internally shrugs off the ridiculous idea.

her voice causes him to stop scrolling on his phone, his thumb frozen in mid air and he stood there to savour the lovely voice of the other. the voice that she use to use with him, the very gentle voice that didn’t suggest any sort of harm on his end, the voice that told him he had done nothing wrong. but up until now, that voice was but a momentary chirp. and he sighs, not wanting to say anything else. 

he stood here in front of her because he wanted her to somewhat sympathise with how he felt. being in the presence of another person yet, receiving nothing but the glooming existence they gave off. and to be quite honest, he had only thought of that reasoning now. if you were to truly ask him of why, he would be lying to say he knew. he stood there because that was something he would do. it was a jin thing. without looking back at her, a small smile perking onto his corners.

“but i’m not standing around…” “i’m  standing here.”

a hand lifting off from his phone and a finger extends to swirl around the place he stood in.

“and here is comfortable.” “thank you for your concern.”

Chaerin could only scoff at his response. Of course, it was just like him to say something like that. “Aren’t you clever...” she mumbled, a hint of a smile on her face and suddenly, she felt like she had gone back to the time before she confessed to him, where everything was still normal and she didn’t feel embarrassed and awkward to be around him.

When he spoke again, she couldn’t help but wonder if she was sensing a bit of sarcasm at his tone. If that was the case, was he angry with her now? He had no reason to be in her eyes. After all, she wasn’t the one that had rejected him but she kept her mouth shut. She was working and didn’t want to risk the semblance of peace and them getting along to be ruined. 

No one needed to know what was going on between them. 

It was better for her that way.

“Whatever works for you then,” she mumbled, turning her attention back to the computer screen, deciding to play Solitaire as she was waiting for her shift to come to an end. 

“Ah, his client is done now,” she said, seeing the man who had gone in before Jin’s arrival leaving the small room. She felt a little relieved at this but there was a part of her that just wanted to sit there and admire his face, but she knew that would do no good for her heart. “You can go in and see the artist now.”

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soccer || chaerin&shin

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“Alright, alright, alright. Sounds unfairly fair, so no hands, look” He told her as he put his hands behind his back, making sure to keep them there as they played. It was interesting to play like this and he would like any challenge on his way, so he was more than happy to try this new method. It had been a long time since he last played with someone just for fun, and without a team, so he was actually quiet excited about it. “You’ll get better, I will teach you the tricks” He assured her with a cheeky grin on his face. 

“It’s fine, I’m used to defensive women, they are often rejecting my advances so this is different. Good different” He clarified with a chuckle. “Alright, you get to start, now move fast before I steal the ball from you” He warned her as he started moving, heading in her direction, hands still behind his back.

Chaerin couldn’t help but stick her tongue out at him in response. It was such a childish reaction but she didn’t think much of it, and she was sure that neither would Shin. “Yah, are you actually going to teach me? Or is it teaching me but you’re actually showing me how to lose so you can win?” she said, knowing that there were some people who would do just that and even though it wasn’t a real win, they would take it as such. Chaerin was only kidding of course when she said this, because she knew Shin always tried his hardest and he wouldn’t cheat the way Chaerin so easily would.

“Are they? Their loss then, don’t worry about it,” she shrugged. In a lot of cases, Chaerin could understand women becoming defensive at a man’s advance, because they tended to be creepy and rude and it was not charming at all, but she knew Shin and he had never made a move on her, but she knew that he wasn’t that type of guy. “Yah, yah, yah! Don’t come so quickly, I’m not ready yet,” she whined and went to kick the ball, sending it off in a diagonal direction instead of straight and running after it.

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blackfish || chaerin&yujeong

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jjxyujeong:

With the wine breathing, Yujeong went back into the kitchen to get the popcorn from the microwave. Once she was back, she popped the DVD into the machine and turned the TV on, letting it load. King Sei had once again returned to his previous position on the couch so Yujeong had to shove him into the corner again, finally sitting on the couch and poured the wine out for both her and Chaerin. Yujeong smiled a little at Chaerin’s teasing, even letting out a soft chuckle. The dog seemed to have understood Chaerin as he barked at her before licking her hand affectionately, curling comfortably on her lap.

“Yah!” Yujeong frowned. “How many times have I told you that you’re too big to be curling up to people like that?” But Ocean did not budge and Yujeong did not shoo him off the couch. Ever since he was a puppy, Ocean had be curling up to her like he was to Chaerin right now. That was just his way of showing that he loved them. “I’ve just finished an article,” Yujeong said. “No thanks to this massive fluff here,” Yujeong smiled, scratching Ocean’s butt. “How is your studying going? Is university kicking your ass like it did mine?”

“Aigoo, I don’t think anyone loves me as much as Ocean does. Can I just take him home with me and keep him? I’ll take good care of him, I promise,” she teased, although if Yujeong actually said yes, Chaerin knew that she would take the dog home without a second thought about it, but she knew that she wouldn ever do that.

“Don’t worry, he’s keeping me nice and warm. I approve of dog cuddles,” Chaerin smiled, scratching Ocean behind the ears. “Oh yeah? An article on what?” she asked, looking up at her friend. “Did you post it already? I should give it a read if you did. Leave some comments on it and fight anyone who says anything bad,” she said. The internet was full of cruel people who were mean because they thought the internet would protect their identities which for the most case, was true, but Chaerin would fight with them if they tried to upset Yujeong.

“Mm, yeah, pretty much. But I like what I do so I don’t mind. I know once I’m out there in the real world I’ll long for the days I was in school so I’m going to cherish these moments now.”

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soccer || chaerin&shin

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shinxjj:

“Would you really want to play with an obvious advantage and then forever question if you deserved to win or not?” He asked her with a chuckle, thinking that maybe he should give in just a little. After all, they were playing for fun and not for a big prize and drinking together would be already a good reward. “Alright, alright, no hands for me?” It was not a huge advantage since he played with his feet, but if she wanted for it to be more fair then he would try. Maybe they should choose a different sport, but Shin was too active and he loved challenges so he was sure he would try to beat her in whatever she chose.

“Hey, I was just checking how you were, you know, I like my girl to smile” He told her with a chuckle. He thought of her as the sister he never had, and of course he would gladly spend his time talking to her but they were here to play soccer and that’s what they would do. “Come on, whoever scores five first wins, how’s that?” He asked her setting the rules of the game.

“When it comes to you oppa, I definitely wouldn’t question it. I’d consider it fair and square,” she grinned. Although Chaerin was an only child, she had always thought of Shin like an older brother to her. “Yeah, no hands, even if you’re trying to block the ball from the goal. You can use your head and chest and stuff but no hands,” she said. “You’re good with all of those anyways. I just got my two feet and even then, they aren’t that great.” She was glad that Shin never seemed to mind playing games with her, even though she wasn’t the best at it.

At his simple comment, she couldn’t help but smile. “Sorry, I got defensive, didn’t I? I’m fine I guess, don’t worry,” she said, hoping that she didn’t concern him too much. “First to five sounds good to me, lets do it,” she nodded. Although she was set up to lose, she’d be happy even if she managed to get one goal in. 

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blackfish || chaerin&yujeong

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jjxyujeong:

While both Chaerin and Ocean were giving each other love, Yujeong took the documentary from Chaerin and looked it over. “I haven’t seen this but I’ve heard of it. It’s supposed to be really good,” Yujeong said. If there was someone whom Yujeong could say knew her the best, it would be Chaerin. There were things that Yujeong kept from the girl still but things that were related to her personality, like the fact that she loved animals and would only watch documentaries, Chaerin knew everything.

“Come on in,” Yujeong said, heading back into the living room and called for Ocean to follow her. “Do you want popcorn?” she asked. “I have a bottle of wine somewhere too, we could have that while watching.” As she was heading to the kitchen, Yujeong noticed that King Sei was sitting on the couch, staring at Chaerin who was coming in with Ocean. She opened the bottle of wine and put a bag of popcorn into the microwave before coming out, pushing King Sei into the corner of the couch, knowing fully well that she could not get him to leave unless he wanted to. “Ocean really missed you. You should come more often.”

Chaerin was glad that Yujeong hadn’t seen the documentary yet, that meant she hadn’t wasted both of their times and her efforts to bring it to her to enjoy. “Then we should watch it!” she said, knowing she was basically repeating herself at this point, but a part of her knew she was supposed to return the documentary to it’s rightful owner the next time she saw him, and that could either be in two weeks or the next day, so it was better to be prepared either way.

Chaerin did as she was told mad followed Yujeong in, pausing here and there to give Ocean some love as he ran around her excitedly. “I’m definitely okay with both,” she nodded. She hadn’t had dinner yet, so she could allow herself to have the popcorn and wine was always a winner in her books. Chaerin took a seat on the couch, chuckling a little as Yujeong shooed King Sei to the corner and scooped up Ocean to sit on her lap. 

“Ah, is that so? The semester’s almost over so I’ll have some free time, so I’ll definitely swing by more...just for Ocean though, since he really missed me,” she was teasing Yujeong of course. “What have you been up to today?”

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salted wounds || chaerin&cheonsa

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“oh?” “what happened to the gutsy chaerin that appeared a moment ago?”

his smirk growing, sniggering for a moment before kicking the cup beside her up against the wall behind her, spilling and sending trickles of milkshake towards those close by. and his head tilts slightly to the side, a brow raising as he waited for his apology which never came. 

“what?” “cat got your tongue?”

an annoyed puff from charred lungs escaped his lips, his phone still dangling by his side his arms are crossed and squats down a second time, this time a finger coming up to tap at her forehead. a gentle smile, followed by a gentler chuckle. and at this, the people around him would have easily mistook him for an insane psychopath, running about the time wrecking havoc into the lives of the unaware. but this was his profession. a job he had grown up to learn how to do well. and although his father never told him explicitly to go out of his way to destroy their lives, cheonsa took the old man’s words by the thread he was given and instead, turned those lives into an amusing game for his own entertainment. he gets up, this time whipping the black jacket off from his shoulders, throwing it at her, making sure her face was covered. his phone sliding back into his pocket and he walks past her, a hand pressing down onto her head.

and although, cheonsa was a demon from hell, the reincarnation of satan in the body of a twenty five year old male, he knew when things needed to be taken down a notch. he had embarrassed her completely, that much he was aware of. very aware of. but the other part of him was so exhilarated by the rekindling emotions of excitement and joyous sentimental memories of when he was here in jeju, attending school like many other kids only to find out that they feared him because of his father’s standing in the business world. 

a scoff leaving him as he past her, and he looks down at her.

“get out here.” “i’m still waiting for that apology.”

Chaerin just wanted this all to end, she just wanted to go home and never leave the comforts of her home ever again, but life went on, didn’t it? She knew that much given that she was here today, much different than the person she had been before, but if that was the case, why was she being subjected to the same punishments of her youth?

But that much had changed too, didn’t it? Except it hadn’t gotten better, it had gotten worse and whereas she could pardon children for not doing anything then, what could she say about the adults who were sitting and standing around now, who were just watching and pitying her? 

The tears continued to fall, Chaerin unmoving and staying where she was, although she knew she should move, do something. A small yelp escaped her lips as Cheonsa’s foot moved towards her, but to kick the cup that he had placed beside her, knocking over the milkshake and the gasps around her revealing to her that he had spilled some on them with that kick.

Good, she thought, they deserve it.

Instantly, that thought made her feel bad, though. Despite them not having done anything, was it really fair to wish such a thing upon them?

She was surprised when everything suddenly went dark, or, well, darker than before and she realized that a jacket was on her. The scent of it only reminded her that it was his, the scent of a monster now on her. What was she supposed to do with the jacket?

A part of her wanted to just throw it away, toss it in a bin but surely he wouldn’t let her do that and that wasn’t the point of the jacket. Was she supposed to hold onto it? A promise that he would see her again as he placed a hand on top of her head and spoke. 

I’m still waiting for that apology.

Yes, surely he meant that he would see her again, try to get an apology out of her and get his jacket back.

There was nothing that she could do now except do as he had told her to do. To just get out of here and deal with all that had happened. She stood up and hoped that her legs wouldn’t fail her now and was pleased when they didn’t, and she stood there, clutching onto his jacket and wiped the tears off her face. 

Yes, now she could leave, now she could finally go home with the Devil’s permission and so, she did just that. Hugging the jacket tightly to herself, she left the restaurant, avoiding eye contact and hoping she would never see him again.

But life wasn’t that fair, was it?

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salted wounds || chaerin&cheonsa

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a hand immediately, moves up to tap the side of his face, the point of impact at which she had slapped him at. his amused expression morphing into immediate anger, his brows furrowing and his eyes narrowing. his grip on her only tightens enough for her to feel the burning grasp on her skin, enough to hurt her before exerting most of his strength into throwing her aside. his right forearm coming up to wipe at his pained cheek, spitting at the ground, making sure it landed somewhere close enough to her. a scoff leaving him, annoyed. but what he couldn’t dismiss was the fact that adrenaline pumped throughout his entire being, a sensation that his toy has finally come out of her packaging, what a wonderful thing. 

he treads over to the table opposite from the counter, a milkshake readily in his hand, and the male sitting by the table doesn’t even protest as cheonsa reached for his drink. and he turns back at the girl before him, the girl he had thrown amidst his rage. and from that point no words were said, everyone around them kept silent, a few hushes here and there but nothing else dared to peep from their mouths. 

cheonsa squats down beside her, his orbs now dulled, complete with emotionless features, his left hand holding the milkshake, whilst his right stirring the cup with the straw. a smirk slowly growing  on his face again, this time the thoughts of crushing her limb from limb came to his mind, but he wasn’t about to do the degrading dirty work, and he sets the cup down beside her. pushing himself up off the ground. his phone pulled out from within his pocket, his smirk evidently growing wider, and the angel has his camera out and ready to use.

“what right do i have?” “watch your mouth chubs.” “i want you to apologise to me.”

his smirk only growing, his arms are crossed now, his phone dangling under his arm.

Again, Chaerin was surprised at her actions. All she wanted to do was leave, why wouldn’t he just let her go? But she knew the answer to that question even before she asked. He was a cruel person, a monster and he was enjoying this. Of course he wasn’t going to let her go so easily, why would he? She had ended up resorting to violence as a result of all of this and of course he wasn’t going to let her get away with that.

A whimper escaped her lips as his grip on her tightened and she couldn’t help but struggle even more, just wanting to be free from his grasp and suddenly just wanted the comfort of her own bed with a blanket wrapped around her and just wanting to sleep this nightmare away. It hurt, but that was his intention, wasn’t it? He wasn’t playing nice anymore, he meant to hurt her and didn’t even bother trying to hide it, especially when he tossed her aside, causing her to fall to the floor, bumping against one of the chairs and elbows banging on the floor.

Again, Chaerin froze. She had a hard time believing that had actually just happened but the pain she was now feeling in her body was a good reminder that this was real, this was reality and he really had just thrown her away.

To anyone who was watching her right now, it would look like she was cold, shivering all over, her body shaking uncontrollably but no, that wasn’t the case. It was fear, it was embarrassment, it was shame and it was pain and finally, finally, the tears began to fall.

What made it worse was that even now, still, no one was doing anything except simply watching the scene in front of them unfold.

What a cruel world this is, she couldn’t help but think to herself.

Now that she was free from his grip though, a part of her knew she could just get up and make a run for it, escape this Hell on earth and just go home, but her body wasn’t responding to those commands. She bit on her lip, hard, trying not to make it obvious that she was crying now, letting her hair fall like a curtain covering her face from view. 

She jumped a little when something was put next her, a small glance showing her it was a milkshake and for a moment she couldn’t hep but wonder if he was going to dump it on her.

At least if he does, it’ll be over, right?” she thought to herself, trying to look at the sunny side of the situation...or at least, whatever sunny side she could make out of it.

At his request--no, at his command, Chaerin’s whimpers grew a little louder, the tears falling even more now. 

She knew apologizing would make it end faster, it would mean that this would be over but what did she have to apologize for? If he had just let her go in the first place, this wouldn’t have happened at all. This all could have been avoided. Another peek showed her the phone in his hand.

Was he recording this?

Of course, the monster would want to document this moment to look back on, perhaps even humiliate her with later on and Chaerin dropped her head again, her fingers curling slightly as she desperately tried to urge herself to get out of there, fast.

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