Yesterday, upon the stair, @separationofpowers - Tumblr Blog

This is a system blog. A blog regarding being a system. Thus far, there's six of us.

Rey (host) - they/it/any

Clem - he/him

Melon - she/they

Party - they/them

Theo - he/him

Tiger - any

rey reentering headspace after party and clem handled the first therapy session like alright what's all this then

#king #im like chilling normally then i get slammed by a wave of such a strong feeling that #i feel like im gonna start crying. and then i like bend over cry two measley tears and it's over like. Alright #and then that happens three more times #guys we can cry alright it's ok #but nope nothing #and I don't have access to that anyways

cat sitting in a sun spot moment.

#tiger #we're on a walk again but with sun this time and we found a bench to lay on and we're just Getting Some Sun now #everyone chill the fuck out. do Not go psychotic.#<- had a HINT of the psychotic paranoia of nobody being there

party i love you but you need to lock in. I don't care how much you wanna have fun and not think about stuff you don't want to think about we gotta do the regulation stuff and then get on with obligations. Doing That will make you feel less stressed.

#tiger

uninstalled simplyplural because we've not been keeping up with it and we give it no use. it was useful in the beginning, it no longer serves us. goodbye.

#tiger

it's real tiger hours.

#tiger

i wanna stay in bed forever but king's informing me that we can't do that. kill yourself.

#melon #king

went on a walk and now we're normal!! happy to report :p

#party #it sounds like everyone was having a bad time! not anymore :ppp had some beautiful caffeine and we're doing wayyy better LOL

separationofpowers

people keep fucking Texting Me out of the blue because they Love Me but every text gives me ANXIETY and i wanna SELF ISOLATE but clem KEEPS ANSWERING THE TEXTS so that IT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE WE'RE SELF ISOLATING because THAT WOULD BE A BAD SIGN IF WE WERE BUT ANSWERING MEANS PEOPLE GET AN ANSWER AND TEXT AGAIN. MOTHERFUCKER I HATE YOU LEAVE ME ALONE

separationofpowers

fuck You fuck you fuck you fuck you

separationofpowers

SOME OTHER NEW PERSON JUST TEXTED ME IM GONNA END IT ALL

#melon #king telling me not to joke about that well king 👑 kill yourself

why am i so goddamn hungry. fuck you guys

#king #melon #melon i think it might be you . sorry #or theo. idk

separationofpowers

people keep fucking Texting Me out of the blue because they Love Me but every text gives me ANXIETY and i wanna SELF ISOLATE but clem KEEPS ANSWERING THE TEXTS so that IT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE WE'RE SELF ISOLATING because THAT WOULD BE A BAD SIGN IF WE WERE BUT ANSWERING MEANS PEOPLE GET AN ANSWER AND TEXT AGAIN. MOTHERFUCKER I HATE YOU LEAVE ME ALONE

separationofpowers

fuck You fuck you fuck you fuck you

#melon #he just sent a longer text to our friend who prompted the post and said #oh im low energy rn etc etc and explaining that i probably won't want to hang for a little but #promising to appear tmrw for the Planned hang etc so they don't feel like we don't care abt them #thank you ig i hate that you put us in this situation props for solving it kinda. fuck you

people keep fucking Texting Me out of the blue because they Love Me but every text gives me ANXIETY and i wanna SELF ISOLATE but clem KEEPS ANSWERING THE TEXTS so that IT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE WE'RE SELF ISOLATING because THAT WOULD BE A BAD SIGN IF WE WERE BUT ANSWERING MEANS PEOPLE GET AN ANSWER AND TEXT AGAIN. MOTHERFUCKER I HATE YOU LEAVE ME ALONE

#melon #LEAVE ME ALONE #like it's fine if we're already talking but I DON'T WANT TO START NEW CONVERSATIONS RN #YOU'RE NOT THE LIKE 3 PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS ARE WELCOME TO TEXT ME #PARTICULARLY BC W THEM IK IT'S OK IF THEY DON'T GET A RESPONSE #I DON'T WANT TO WATCH ANYTHING TONIGHT HONESTLY. I WANT YOU TO NEVER THINK OF ME AGAIN

voidxcouncil

I think I like drawing yhe council members because they feel more Tangible. Like people I can actually talk to, instead of just dissociated parts that fire different neurons off in my brain. They feel more real