Dreams are either premonitions of the future or the playful thoughts inside our mind when we sleep.
And I am still wondering what meaning these dreams wanted to tell every single dreamer out there.
I don’t know how to start this dream of mine after a few chores I did last night.
me playing FFTactics: War of the Lions
watched a few episodes of Pretty Little Liars
ate a bunch of breakfast at midnight
cried for remembering my deceased father while listening to Jessica Sanchez’s rendition of Dance With My Father.
It was a four part story of a dream.
A sleepover with Kristoffer Martin, some friends and people I barely know.
It took me a few minutes to regain all the fragments of the shattered memories of this dream. So let’s do this.
Chapter 1: A sleepover with Kristoffer Martin, some friends and people I barely know.
As far as I remember, this event occurred to me the first. It’s all dark then in a blink of an eye I was walking with this some guy I barely knew and we enter this some kind of appartel and there is this one guy standing beside on the kitchen sink, watching TV. Little did I know, the guys was, is the handsome Kristoffer Martin and I don’t know why in so many teen actor I have a crush on with, he was the chosen love interest of the story.
Upon entering the door I think I sat at then end right side of the couch while he greeted me some kind of a welcoming and he sat at the other end and we started taking conversations. Knowing about each other and then… snap* like what the dreams are. It changed phase and skipped a few lines. Out of a sudden, there are lots of unfamiliar faces around us and what shocked into wilderness was the moment Lay and Leigh entered the premises and says Hi to me and I introduce Kristoffer to them. Even my uncle from my father side was in it and that includes a few of my high school friends. All girls. I don’t have any idea what the meaning them showing in my dream last night. They say those people you saw in your dream are missing you or thinking of you. And it came to the sleepover and was a very great time to be remembered bc I am sharing bed with Kristoffer Martin. I think i did ask him if it was Ok for him to share bed with me and he said it’s ok bc we’re friends and maybe that was one of the coolest thing I ever heard even it happened inside a dream. He’s shirtless actually.
Then the next event made my back shivered and gave me such creeps.
I woke up and it was dark but I can still manage to see images of the room but a bit of blurry. I even saw Kristoffer sleeping like a rock. And out of nowhere my feet take me to the bathroom while I was holding the PSP and came out of it, seeing a few people who are awake and they were like mumbling about something and they were looking at my back but I was out of my mind and I cant even stand turn my back and see what they’re mumbling about.
and that’s where it cuts..
Ok.. Do I still need to continue thisss? bc i am starting to have goosebumps now whenever this second dream strikes me in the ass but I already started so here it is.
Chapter 2: The Unexpected Visitor
Caution. I don’t know how to describe this but it scares all the heavens out of me. And bc I still have some left I used it against this spell. The caster is what matters to me. Who might be this man or i don’t even know who was the person in some kind of an old attire like I used to read on one of Jose Rizal’s book. I cant remember if this person was wearing a barong or a katipunero attire.
First, it was all dark like what dreams supposed to be then I heard a wail of a crying baby out somewhere and I heard this cling of lighter at the other room of the house. I can barely saw a person but I can see fire floating and my eyes got drowsy and I don’t want to close so I fought my eyes not to be shut and all i can see was a blurry image. I saw the place changed phase into a darker one and then my eyes shut. As I open them again, there was light facing me, placed on my feet. I am collecting myself and look at the area where the light was coming and I saw some strange being passed by it and yea, that being was wearing the old attire i was talking about. And then snaps. I fell asleep again.
Almost there. This next chapter was about me and four girls which are blank and my idea was they are the girls of Pretty Little Liars. It was kinda short so here it is…
Chapter 3: Lie is an open door
I chose this title bc the door literally opened in front me and knocked me like I drank an awakening potion. And why is there Lie in it… bc I lied that i went to church that night. I was being unholy. But still they didn’t let anything happen to me. Speaking of they it is HIM and my father.
All I saw this time was the open front door of the house bc I could see lights streaming, coming in, touching the tiles whenever the lightning slices the dark skies. Yea there’s an issue at the weather. And there are voices telling me to close bc someone might enter and I have no idea who it was. As I look back, I saw blank images of four girls standing and I have this thought that they’re might be the girls from the series Pretty Little Liars. I still watching it tho. Season Two marathon.
As I move my bare feet at the door it began to boom thunder and as the thunder roars the inside of the house the slam of the door moved along it and cut. I woke up.
I can’t talk about this last chapter…
Chapter 4: Almost Touched.
After the events of the third chapter. Here comes the finale. It may not be fatal but it feels like I am almost there. Or maybe I still don’t trust my instincts. Thanks to strong memories and faith. My mistake was i didn’t even think of God that very second of waking up but instead I scan my mind, looking for the events where Lay and Leigh entered the appartel on Chapter One.
I was successful, today but I am scared of what might happen next.
Eyes are shut. Door opens. Sound of footsteps coming and stopped, at the back of my mind making me feel like… wake up fag ass! someones wants you. don’t let them take you. and snaps.
I woke up numb, almost powerless, drained of what happen and a few minutes after, my phone rang. It was Mom. I answered and started telling her what happen. bblah-blah-bblah everywhere. And my brother, the eldest, woke up find me peeing at the bathroom and I told him what happen. letting me sleep inside the room and slept at 3:30 am.
I must say it was really a hell of a dream and I don’t wanna be on that kind of adventure again. And I think it was a lesson. And a reminder that I am losing my faith and that something is overpowering me and my dreams. I won’t let them. He won’t let them. I believe.
GOD is good all the time.
