Dark Dream Hope

[seragus23]

An unwanted debris in the corner of the galaxy

You turned me into a shining star

Now I shine brighter than any constellations combined

_sera_

[seragus23]

09:00 pm

Too early to get drunk in my thoughts

Too scared to look for the demons

Age 23, feeling too small in this universe

Darkness, too early for you to consume me

Dreams, never took the chance to hold you tight.

_sera_

[seragus23]

[seragus23]

How we wish for freedom

Stuck in a realm where dark meets the light

Losing a part of us behind

Waiting for a love that will not come

_sera_

[seragus23]

When we first met under the moonlight

Thousands of stars aligned in the night sky

What did we loose

When our eyes met what did you let go

_sera_

[seragus23]

My wounds are open, deep and bleeding

Are you looking at me right now

At my lowest, in my vulnerability

Do you still see me shinning

Mourn for me as my eyes remain dry

Mourn for me

Until the day my heart is crumbled and I lay dead

Mourn, until there's nothing left

_Sera_

[seragus23]

Two souls drifting apart brought together underneath the sakura

-sera

[seragus23]

Wishes at 11:11

Promises whispered to the Stars

Moon amused by my childish act

As the wind blows and the petals carry on their journey

I lay myself down

Once again lost in the beauty of the darkness

_sera_

[seragus23]

Your trembling hands, your grieving eyes

Holding on to the traumas of your past.

With quivering heart, you continue your days with heavy sighs

You continue on your journey to search for a place to mend.

To heal your wounds

if I can be that person who can heal your scars

I'll warm your cold heart.

Don't falter anymore, I'll protect you.

-sera

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[seragus23]

My mind screams the words I want to say, but my mouth is shut.

My body shivers from the lonely cold night I spend, but my mouth is shut.

My legs fall numb with walking and catching up, But my mouth is still shut.

I try to vent my anger, I try to vent my pain.

But I am my own companion, so who am I talking to.

Through all of this, I whisper a single sentence,

"Let me just give up."

Every day has just become a repetition of yesterday.

You don't know what its like.

So let me just fall.

-sera_agus-

[seragus23]

[seragus23]

Just to survive in this world, we fake opulence each day.

We live as our fake self.

As time passes by we do not know who we are anymore.

Everything is gone, our old selves are gone.

Finding it, searching it, we try so hard to be ourselves.

At the end of the day, was it all worth it?

-sera_agus-

[seragus23]

Your trembling hands, your grieving eyes You hold on to the traumas of your past. With quivering heart, you continue your days with heavy sighs You continue on your journey to search for a place to mend. To heal your wounds if I can be that person who can heal your scars I'll warm your cold heart. Don't falter anymore, I'll protect you.

-sera_agus-