Yes
You asked me if I wanted to be the woman of your life... That’s a big question for me and you caught me out of guard. My heart said ‘yes’ right away, jumping in happiness. My mind was thinking on all those times I thought it was forever and turned out to be just for a short time. On all those times I was left heartbroken. And during that slip of time I was hesitating, you were waiting for my answer. An answer that didn’t came.
Later I told you that in that moment my answer was a big yes. I want that more than anything in the world! But then I also told you that things and persons tend to change, and I don’t want to give you garantees about our future.
I don’t like to make promises that I can’t keep.
And most of all, I said to you that I was so affraid of losing you.
You loved me, and still love, enough to accept my words. To accept to wait until the right moment to ask me that again. To understand that my heart had been broken, that I’m broken and need your love to fix me.
But I know that deep in your heart that moment of hesitation will always haunt us forever.
And one of the things I regret most is not have said yes.
