Svetka

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[angelslant]

hey guys just wanted to let you know that um [screams so loud it shatters every window in this room]

[stupidrehab]

that’s just my nightstand knife don’t worry

[toothsheeran]

[sergievskaya]

it's not okay that it's happening it's okay that the reason is complicated

You’d say that.

[sergievskaya]

that's okay it can be multiple things

Is it?

[sergievskaya]

does it feel compulsive like you Have to do it or something bad might happen. or do you literally not feel in total control of your body when it happens. or it's just a habit you've grown used to

I don’t know. Some of all of these.

[sergievskaya]

hmm. how so

It’s impossible to describe.

[sergievskaya]

what don't i understand

I sometimes feel like I can’t control myself.

[sergievskaya]

☹️

You don’t understand.

[sergievskaya]

does that actually help

Nothing helps.

[sergievskaya]

what does she do

Talks to me. Hides things. Et cetera.

[sergievskaya]

does she try to help at all?

Of course she does…

[sergievskaya]

and it worries her

Yes.

[sergievskaya]

does she notice?

Of course.

[sergievskaya]

i know :(

I can’t, though. Flo…

[sergievskaya]

trying is good

It feels impossible.

[sergievskaya]

how is that going

I’m trying.