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could you maybe write something for angel (btvs) if u wanna

Yes!! I have a good idea. Thank you!

If it’s meant to be, it’ll be

Series- Angle or Buffy the vampire slayer

Paring- Female x angel

Summary- Request!! You and Angel are broken up and you’re off to university, but he can’t stand no contact after all.

Warnings- kissing, maybe swearing.

“So- you’re finally moved in” my mum smiled at me, looking round the room. Her arms fell and slapped against her thighs. I jolted. It snapped me back into reality. “Huh?” I replied. Blinking a few times to show her I was confused. She looked across at me sadly, and took a deep breath in. And then walked over to my side.

My head was resting on my knee and I tilted it to look at her. My mother eyebrows were scrunched. “It’s not like you to get like this over a boy?” She raised one, clearly trying to make a statement. “He’s a man” I corrected, shaking my head. “Exactly- and technically he’s a very old man” she whispered to me. Not that anybody was in the room, or could over hear us talking.

I tutted at her rolling my eyes at the card she was trying to play. Her lips had curved into a smile, a small one, but it was still there. “I love him- I can’t stop thinking about- no contact” I whispered bitting my inner cheek. All the memories we’d shared together came rushing through my head once he was brought up, again. My mother looked down and face suddenly became sad. My parents were together however they didn’t have much of a passionate love. Not like Angel and i.

“I’ve never felt anything this intense before- i feel physical pain in my heart when I think about no contact” I stammered, as my eyes began to fill. The more I spoke the more the pools filled with salty water. “You’re going to be alright though Y/n” - “well it doesn’t feel like it” I snapped back at her, and one of the tears finally broke free. Her expression didn’t help how I was already feeling. She was looking at me like I was still sixteen. I’m not anymore, I’m almost twenty.

“You don’t understand- and it’s simply because you don’t have what he and I have, and I know you don’t- because I look at you and dad and I don’t want that for myself either” I told her firmly, staring dead into her eyes. My shoulders swayed a little as I spoke, unconsciously. She pouted and looked to the side. “I understand that” she replied in a small voice. “But at least he’s always stayed by my side- that’s what’s important”. I shied away again. I didn’t have a response.

Angel had left, multiple times. We were very on and off, and we weren’t very consistent at all. And she knew i wouldn’t have a reply. Her arm stretched out and she rubbed my shoulder, but ended up just rocking my limp body. “There will be another boy y/n” she told me. “You’re at university now- I’m going to get out your hair now I’ve moved you all in, you need to get exploring- leave him in your last chapter”.

I thought about that, didn’t she know? Could she not see that all I was thinking of was leaving him behind- and how hard it was. How much I didn’t want to. “No one is him mum” I told her sharply. She had her back to me now as she’d rose from the bed. “No, but there will be another y/n” she repeated with a sigh, before reaching out for her keys on the table.

“Perhaps you should get started sooner than I thought” she smiled weakly turning on heels to look at me again. “Uh- yeah- I was probably gonna meet up with Danielle and Freddie and have a look around the campus” I swallowed, finally standing off the bed myself. "So your idea of a fun uni life is third wheeling your boring friends from collage?".

I snapped my head to look at her. "I am not you, mum", She raised her eyebrow like that's exactly what she wanted to hear. "My uni life is not going to consist of going to the club every night and smoking every day away" I rolled my eyes, remembering all the stories shed told me about her younger years.

"You can't anyway- no one will experience uni like I did" she shook her head but her lips still had a little smile on them. As if I didn't hear all the stories, as if there was some she left out. "But you'll still have a great time, don't waste it- they will be the best and hardest years of your life, you'll see what I mean". There it was again, that knowing smile. The only thing was I didn't know.

"Yeah, sure whatever" I shrugged my shoulders, dismissively. My mother could see the conversation was over. She pressed her lips together looking a little more sad now. Her arms outstretched and she waded her way through the boxes to embrace me in an awkward hug. My arms didn't hug her back. I just blinked at the wall while she stroked my head a little.

"Stay safe baby girl" she whispered in my ear, and then she let go. I looked up at her just as she turned, so I didn't see her face. Just her back a she reached for her keys and handbag. She didn't stop, her feet moved towards the door. "Mum!" I burst out. Tears streaming down my face. She twisted her body to face me and I was already running towards her.

I wrapped my arms around her body and sniffled in her shoulder as I cried. My mother hugged me back tightly, her hand held my head into her shoulder and her other rubbed my back up and down, up and down, repeatedly. "I'm so lost- I'm different without him" I told her softly, still not able to look her in the eye. "He made you different, you had to become different for him" she whispered back to me.

"That's what happens in relationships, especially one as passionate as yours- they move fast", she sounded like she knew everything in the moment. "You'll find yourself at uni y/n, you'll change again, and later on in life you'll change again, its okay to change its natural- you are still you, just ensure you're the best version of yourself you can be, and always will be my baby girl" she told me squeezing me tightly.

I needed a second to process what my mum had just said, but when I did I pulled back gently and wiped my eyes and my cheeks dry. Mum began to help me and then I said "I'm sorry I've been so mean, I feel broken, I don't feel like me". She pressed her lips together again and looked at me with sadness. "You're not broken, but you are hurt, and your wounds need time to heal" her hand dragged down my arm and she took my hand in hers.

"You're going to find yourself again Y/n, with or without him, because you're strong" she clutched my hand tightly, squashing some of my fingers. "Yeah- I am" I nodded subtly, saying it so I'd believe it myself. "Come" I sniffed, wiping my face dry for the last time. "I'll walk you out to the car". She smiled, accepting my proposal, and we headed out of my dorm room.

It wasn't a far walk down the stairs and out of the main doors. We then crossed the campus to the car park. My mum’s white car was parked fairly close to the side, so we could see it as we arrived. “You know you can come home whenever you need right?” My mum’s white car smiled at me, dragging her ringed fingers through some of my hair.

“I’ll be home, I’m not going to just disappear now, you’ll still be seeing me” I warmly smiled back, I could feel myself becoming slightly more excited again about university. About the independency I was going to gain. I really would be a different person again soon. “Good” my mum wrapped her arms around me, squeezing me one last time. “Go and smash it my girl” she whispered before drawing back and looking at me again.

She had this proud look wiped across her face, it was something i didn’t think id see. I did make it to university, but i also messed up a lot on the way. Yet she was still proud of me. My mum kissed my forehead and began getting in the car. I watched her put her seatbelt on and get her music ready. When she looked up at me again, she didn’t smile. Her eyes were wide, as if she’d seen a ghost. Or taken ten lines of MDMA.

I frowned becoming confused but as if by magic, her face changed back like the look had never been there. She waved at me, I waved back, feeling my heart sink a little. She was really going now. My mum reversed out and I stood for another few moments watching her drive off until i couldn’t see the white car anymore. Sighing, I turned around to walk back to my dorm room.

As I did, I almost slammed into a person standing right behind me. I shook my head regaining my balance and looked up at the face getting ready to apologise. “Angel” I gasped throwing my hands over my mouth. “Hi baby” he smiled sadly at me. I blinked a few times taking the gorgeous man in. He was really stood in front of me. That must have been what my mum saw- but she didn’t stop him, she didn’t stop me.

“What are you doing here” I breathed out throwing my arms around the man tightly. He clutched me into his chest. “I made a mistake” he exhaled, stroking my hair. I blinked against his chest trying to take in the words he was saying. “I don’t want you to start this new life without me in it baby- I want to be by your side” he told me whispering into my hair and nuzzling me.

“Angel- you keep leaving- how do I know you mean it this time?” I looked up at him with tears swirling in my eyes. It only took one look at me for his heart to break. “I know- I know baby I’m so sorry” he shook his head and looked to the floor. “This no contact has made me realise I can’t live without you- I want to be with you baby, forever, and you know I really do mean forever” he widened his eyes hinting at his immortality.

His words were overwhelming, tears had already began to spill out over the sides now. “I’m so sorry I hurt you baby, but that’s all over now- I will never leave you again, you’re my girl” he whispered dragging a finger down my cheek. “Do you really mean that baby” I sobbed putting my head back against his chest to hug him again. “I really mean it Y/n, if you’ll have me back I will protect you for the rest of my life, love you with everything I have and kill those who are against you”.

I laughed through all the tears. “There shall be no killing baby” I giggled looking up at him. I felt all the excitement about this new chapter rush through me all at once. I wanted to do this, but I wanted to do it with him. “You were always mine baby, and I was always yours” I told him gently, putting my hands on the back of his neck. I felt his whole body relax after I said those words. “Of course I want you back”.

I’d hardly finished my sentence before angle grabbed me picking me up. I squealed wrapping my legs around his torso with a great big grin across my lips. “I missed you gorgeous” he whispered before leaning in to kiss my lips. I didn’t want it to ever end. He is my person. All it takes is one look at the passion between us and you can see it.

“But if you leave again, you leave for good” I frowned at him when we pulled away. “Now why would I ever leave my wife?” He smirked at me pulling a funny face that made my laugh. “That’s better” I widened my eyes at him so he knew there was seriousness behind it. “Now come on baby, let me show you my dorm” I smiled, kissing his nose softly.

If it’s meant to be, it’ll be. And it is.

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Angel

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Pairing- Rafe Cameron

Series- Outer banks

Warnings- Kissing. Arguing.

Summary- Rafe fucks you off so you leave on the boat. He doesn’t like your attitude and flys his helicopter after you. So you don’t let him land it. Maybe that will teach him a lesson.

Why am I better at writing love stories when I’m heartbroken👀

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“Hey baby, what you doing” Rafe smiled as he walked into the kitchen. “Making us breakfast babe” I called out with my head in the fridge. I closed it now if found the cheese and turned to look at Rafe. He was walking over to me, but stopped when I frowned at him.

“What are you doing?” I blinked putting the cheese on the counter. “Coming to say goodbye before I leave for work?” He raised his eyebrow at me as if I was crazy. And that made my blood boil. “Do not look at me like that Rafe” I folded my arms tightly.

“You promised you weren’t gonna work today”. He chuckled and rolled his shoulders. “You promised you wasn’t going out last night” he replied with a small smile. “What?” My head jerked backwards in disgust. “It wasn’t my idea to go to the club- and I called you to ask if I could go or if you wanted me to come home and you said to go” I snapped back at him.

“Yet you still promised you wasn’t going out before you left” he smiled back. He was being so smug and he knew that was making me more angry. “I haven’t spent time with you since you started this work project two weeks ago- I was really excited about today Rafe, how could you?” I raged, feeling my eyes fill up with tears. Not because I was sad, because I was angry.

“You couldn’t have been that excited to spend time with me, if you were you would have come back home last night” he replied bitterly, pulling his sleeves down and looking around the room. “You were going to be asleep by the time I got back anyway!” I thundered thrusting my arms out to be expressive. “So? You could have just gotten into bed with me”.

“You are unbelievable Rafe Cameron” I shook my head, reached over, and turned the stove off. “Look I’ll only be at work for a few hours this morning I just need to finalise some things and get some paperwork done” he explained, letting a deep sigh out.

“Don’t bother, I don’t want to spend time with you anymore” I slimmed my eyes on him before turning on my heels to use the other door. “Y/N? Don’t walk away from me when we’re talking” he shouted out through the house. But I was too busy unlocking the back door. I closed it leaving Rafe in the house and hoping he wouldn’t hear me leave because I knew he’d follow.

I headed down the path to our boat. It wasn’t until I had started her up that Rafe knew where I was. He came belting out of the back door and down the path, shouting his head off. But I was already sailing off, I turned away to look at the horizon, and left him on the shore. I’d speak to him after I’d had a self care day, if he wasn’t going to spend the day with me I was still going to enjoy it.

And so I sailed the yacht to one of my favourite spots, and left to go and change. My teeth stayed gritted together from the anger coursing through me. I didn’t want to see him and I liked the idea he couldn’t reach me from here. While putting my swimming costume on, a faint humming sound started up. I scrunched my face up pulling the last strap up and tightening it. The sound became louder and louder.

Until I realised what it was.

I knew that sound. I flung the door of the cabin open and flew up the stairs to the deck. From there, when I squinted, I could see a black helicopter coming towards the boat. The sound was much louder than below deck, I put my hands on my hips slimming my eyes at the machine. I was fuming, Rafe had the audacity to follow me after what he’d done to me?

Just to what? Probably get the last word in.

I looked to the top of the yacht, the sunlight was shining down on the helicopter pad as if it was a sign from above. I smiled to myself and headed for the stairs, slowly. I knew Rafe could see me he was closer now and lower. He would be landing soon. But not if I had anything to say about it. I pulled my sunglasses over my eyes and laid down on the pad, propping myself up on my elbow. I threw my head back feeling the warm sun tanning my body.

Rafe began circling the boat unsure of what to do now that he couldn’t land. I watched him go round three times, and smiled to myself.

“Y/N! Get off the pad right now!” Rafe yelled through the mega phone. But even if I had shouted something back he wouldn’t have heard me. And I wasn’t planning on moving. “Y/N! Move so I can land this thing!” He yelled out more desperate every time but with too much attitude for my liking. I didn’t move anything apart from widening my smile muscles.

I didn’t want to speak to him, he was not going to be ruining my day twice. “Y/N I’m not playing games, get out of the way!” He shouted down at me. I wanted to scream no at him. I wanted him to know he can’t disrespect me and then try and flip the situation on me. “For fuck sake!” He bellowed when he realised I wasn’t going anywhere.

And in one move he steered the helicopter back towards land. I watched him fly off staying where I was as he got smaller and smaller. I wanted to make sure he was going back. But I knew he was. He had too big of an ego to try and trick me and fail.

So I continued my day tanning, making myself some cocktails. Ignoring my phone, and ignoring Rafe. I couldn’t be asked for it. Eventually at about five, when the sun was setting and the breeze was heavy, I had a glass of wine over the side of the boat, wrapped in my gown. Before eventually turning the boat around, and sailing back to the house.

I knew Rafe would be home, waiting for me to come in. I wasn’t sure how mad he was. Or how he was going to react. I walked up to the house looking at my watch, it was just after six now. I pulled my gown tighter and flushed my hair over my shoulders to keep in the heat. As I walked up to the door, Rafe opened it, holding a knitted white blanket.

I stopped on the porch and blinked.

“Come on ‘y/n’” he sighed rolled his eyes and shaking the blanket. I licked my tongue over my lip nervously and walked slowly inside. He opened the blanket and folded it rounded me gently hugging me. When done, he kissed the top of my head gently and then stepped back. He closed the door and turned to look at me, directly in my eyes.

“I’m sorry” he whispered, pouting, looking at the floor. He breathed and lifted his eye sight back up. “I wanted to spend the day with you, I don’t know why I chose to be petty” he admitted looked softly at me. I could tell he was being genuine.

“What?” I squinted my eyes at him. “You’re not mad? I stopped you from landing your helicopter” I put my hand on my hip and shook my head.

“Yeah- that was dangerous and stupid” he told me directly. Taking a step closer to me. “But you were mad and you had a right to be- I hope you had a good day” he whispered walking close enough to take my hand in his.

“I did” I stated bluntly, with a smirk on my face. I pulled him closer so our bodies were touching. “But I wish we could have spent it together” I tilted my head to the side lifting my gaze drop.

“I’ve booked us, an extended weekend trip to Amsterdam, at the Astoria hotel- the one on the river you’ve been wanting to go to, we leave on Friday come back Monday night” he ran his finger down my cheek. I looked back up at him and couldn’t help the smile form across my face.

“We can blaze up baby” he smiled, kissing my hand and grinning at me. “Mmm” I hummed squeezing his hand and moving closer to his face. “I am very excited for this” I licked my lips and smashed my lips against his, holding his face in my hands.

“You and me both” he replied against my lips.

“I love you baby, I’m sorry too” I admitted sadly, running my thumb across is face.

“I love you too gorgeous” he smiled, pecking my lips.

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Can you do a Theo Raeken imagine where Theo and YN were together before he was sent to hell (and she was one of the only things in the world he cared about). And a part of his torture in hell is being forced to watch demons torture and kill YN a million times over in a million different ways. But when Liam brings Theo back, YN is there, and it is a bitter sweet moment for Theo and YN. And Theo struggles to explain what he experienced in hell

Thank you for the request! I haven’t written much for Theo lately!! <33

I’ll come home

𝓟𝓪𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰- 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝓸 𝓻𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓨/𝓝

𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼- 𝓣𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝔀𝓸𝓵𝓯

𝓢𝓾𝓶𝓶𝓪𝓻𝔂- 𝓡𝓮𝓺𝓮𝓼𝓽!

𝓦𝓪𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼- 𝓚𝓲𝓼𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓰.

“You’re back” my eyes opened widely, glistening with my excitement as the man I loved blinked back at me. It worked. Liam had brought him back. “Theo- it’s me” i smiled moving slightly closer, he stared at me in shock before putting an arm out. He wrapped his hand around my face as if he was checking If was human. “Y/n” he whispered putting another hand out holding the other side of my face.

“You’re okay” he gasped out and grabbed me pulling me into an embrace. His head held mine into his chest as if he was protecting me from something. He held me so tightly and I heard him let out a small cry. My eyes watered listening to him and I grasped him tightly back. “I’m okay Theo, you are too” I told him snaking my arms up his neck.

“I- I- I” he stuttered holding my face still, he was grasping me quite tightly but I knew he was in shock. “It’s okay babe- I’m happy to see you too” I nodding knowing what he meant to a degree. I wiped his tears and he pulled me forward to kiss me. It had felt like ages since we had done. It was no different to his behaviour, the his was hard and hungry. Like he thought he’d never get to do it again… I suppose he did think that at one point.

“I missed you so much” I whispered against his lips. “I thought I’d never see you again Y/N- I…” he breathed staring straight into my eyes. “You’re still as gorgeous as the day I saw you” he whispered rubbing his rough thumb across my cheek. I smiled and nuzzled into his hand. “I suppose you won’t want to talk about it?” I questioned raising an eyebrow.

I asked in such a soft voice, he looked at me so sadly. I saw fear flicker in his eyes before answering. “No” he drew backwards and stopped touching me. I blinked unsure about what to do. “Um- well you don’t have to- you don’t have to talk about it now” I held my hand out but he dodged backwards again. I straightened myself, but my heart sank. I put on a brave smile and swallowed the lump in my throat. “Well- everyone’s here to see you… if you feel up to it”.

Theo looked at the door and blinked deciding if he wanted to or not silently in his own head. “Okay” he nodded once and threw his legs over the bed and stood straight up. His face didn’t change once. I rose to join him. “Do you want to hold my hand?” I put it out smiling, Theo once again did the same thing, he blinked and decided it in his head. “Yeah” he took my hand gently and linked our fingers together. We exited our bedroom and came downstairs where the pack was all sat.

Everyone jumped up when they saw him, Liam was first over to Theo patting him on the back. “Theo- Liam was the one who brought you back” I told him batting my eyes at him. Theo grew a smile, “I knew you secretly liked me” he chuckled putting his hand out to shake Liams. “I’m glad you’re back” Liam twinkled shaking his hand back. “What was it like?” Malia raised an eyebrow, she stood in front of him with her arms crossed and eyes looking up.

Theo stopped moving and took in her question. He turned to look at me and I saw the same look from earlier flash across his eyes. “Ineffable” he replied bluntly, and then looked back at her. It wasn’t a pleasant look, it was is if he was staring through her. Malia soon stepped back. Theo greeted everyone else and we all picked up pretty quickly that Theo was not going to talk about his experience in hell. We were up catching up for a few hours, we ordered a take away because we were all starving. Especially Theo.

It was about ten when everyone began to leave, I yawned as I closed the door and pressed my forehead against it. “You tired my love?” Theo called from the sofa. “I bet you’re not- you’ve been sleeping for a while” I joked, he smiled but shook his head. “I am actually worn out” he shrugged his shoulders gently. “Let’s go to bed then babe”, I walked over to him swinging my arms over his broad shoulders. “I’m so glad to have you back” I whispered staring into his hypnotising blue eyes.

“I’m glad to be with you again my love” he told me back, pulling me into his body by my waist. He softly kissed me for a quick second before we headed up to our bed together. We got dressed and slid into bed falling asleep in each others embrace that we’d missed so much. It wasn’t long after that Theo jumped up shouting and throwing his arms about. He accidentally hit me with his elbow as he got up.

I instantly winced in pain seeing the blood drop onto our white sheets. Theo opened his eyes panting, I could see the sweat dripping down his forehead. “Are you okay?” I asked holding my hand under my nose so the blood dripped onto that. He turned around and was horrified with the sight he saw. “Did- I do that?” He stuttered with wide eyes. “It’s fine Theo- can you just grab me a tissue?”. He swallowed nervously and got up from the bed wondering into the bathroom. He took some tissue and told me to tip my head back.

He placed some tissue underneath my nose and wiped the blood off. He then took a closer look at my nose and let out a deep sigh of relief. “It’s not broken” he whispered kissing me on the forehead. Theo then wiped the blood off of the pillow and mattress and then took the covers off. He fetched fresh linen and made the bed once again with clean sheets while I stopped my nose bleed. By the time he was done so was I. I threw the tissues in my bin and climbed back into bed to find Theo stood at the side.

“Let’s go back to sleep Theo- it’s 4am” I put my hand out to him. But he shook his head. “I’m having nightmares about that place” he told me with a steady voice. “I need to go Y/N- we can’t- you can’t be near me right now” he looked up at my face as it fell. "What are you talking about- can we discuss this in the morning?" I wondered raising an eyebrow. But Theo shook his head releasing a deep sigh.

"No- I need to be alone- you aren't safe around me right now" "Theo- talk to me about what happened there- don't just leave" I cried out crawling to the other side of the bed. But Theo stepped back further until his hand was on the door handle. "I can't Y/N" he begged me to stop making this so difficult with his eyes. "Just let me go". And with that the boy tuned on his heels and left the room in a haste. I fell defeated onto the bed, my legs collapsing.

He was gone, and I didn't know if I would ever get him back. It was late, there was nothing I could do now apart from listen to the front door slam and the trudge of his feet outside the front of the house. Tears filled my eyes as I laid my head on the pillow, the lamp was still on but I didn't care. I wanted some sort of comfort.

The next day I went straight over to see my friends, I told them what had happened with Theo. They were all very shocked and could hardly believe that I was telling was the truth. "It just doesn't sound like Theo" Liam shook his head walking over to embrace me. "Im going to talk to him for you" he whispered in my ear, and something fizzed in my heart.

"Thank you" I whispered back with a little smile. "We will get to the bottom of this" Scott nodded from across the room. "I hope so" I blink a tear away but it instead rolls down my cheek. "Baby girl do not cry over men" Malia shook her head striding through everyone to get to me. "He's not just any man Malia he's the love of my life".

“Yeah baby girl, but right now he’s messing you about, so no tears- we don’t even know what’s going on” she warned, looking me dead in the eyes as if she was gonna slap the tear off my face if she saw one. “He made it pretty clear he didn’t want to be with me” I sniffed standing up straighter now, fixing my posture. “No Malia is right- we don’t know what’s going on in his head” Scott spoke.

The room fell quiet and eyes landed on him. When he spoke we listened, we focused, and usually we agreed. “That’s not how it feels” I told him blinking away the blurry gaze across my eyes. “I think it’s best if I go home- I want to- I just want to sleep” I sighed putting my hand on my forehead. “No no- you’re just avoiding the pain- what happens when you wake up you feel even worse” Malia tutted shaking her head at me.

“You need to stay and hang out with us” she ordered pointing her short, chewed nail at the floor. I swallowed unsure of what to say, i didn’t want to stay, but she was right- even though i didn’t want to admit it. “I suppose” I mumbled scratching the back of my head. “Well- you must be pretty hungry let’s go grab lunch first” Lacey smiled putting her hand out to me now. She looked at Malia and then back at me with comfort in her eyes.

She could tell Malia was being too full on as well- it wasn’t just me. Liam texted Theo and Scott did too, but there was no reply by the time we’d gotten to the restaurant. Or by the time our food had come. Or by the time we left.

I spent two long weeks on my own in our house. Cooking for one, sleeping in a cold bed, coming home to no happy face. My heart was breaking. The no contact was harder, maybe if I knew what he needed I could help- if i couldn’t help him then maybe even myself. I felt so deflated, so hopeless. I stayed in bed most of my free time, yet the house was still a mess. I don’t even know how It happens sometimes.

I cried myself to sleep most nights as my heart throbbed against my chest longing for its other half. Heartbreak really is the worst pain.

2:34 am

Ringggg Ringggg-

I blinked open my eyes into the murky darkness of what had become my pit. My eyes felt heavy and bruised from the crying earlier. I rolled over and pulled my phone from its plug, Liams name shone brightly in the pitch black room. I squinted at the phone to answer and then put it to my ear as quick as possible, it was too bright to look at.

“Liam?” I hissed sleepily.

Instantly I could hear wind thrashing past the phone speaker. He was outside.

“Y/n- I found him” Liam told me over the phone. The room began to spin and my heart beat faster as faster.

“Theo?” I whispered his name to confirm, even though I knew who he was talking about.

“Yes- I saw him- he looks rough Y/n, we need to help him” Liam told me sadly, I heard his voice dip and how much he cares about his friend was obvious to see. “It has to be you”.

“Me? He doesn’t want to see me- he won’t talk to me” I shook my head against my soft pillow.

“You have to change his mind- I’ll text you over the pin for the car park” Liam protested against my claim. I sighed rubbing my eyes with my hands.

“Fine- what’s the worst that can happen? He can’t leave me twice” I tutted sitting up in the bead now. I heard Liam laugh over the phone.

“That’s the spirit”

“Thanks for everything Liam” I replied with a smile he couldn’t see.

“You don’t need to thank me, I want to see you both happy together and I’ll do whatever it takes”.

And with that he hung up, i couldn’t get another word in. I didn’t get to tell him how grateful i was he called me straight away, no matter the time. Or that he convinced me to get up, get ready and jump in my car as quickly as i could.

While driving to the car park I realised that Theo had been staying in a really rough part of town. I worried for his safety, he wasn’t in the proper mindset to defend himself. I pulled into the car park and saw Theo’s car instantly on the other side. It was standstill. Lights were off, and it looked like from the dust it hasn’t been moved since it got there.

I took a deep breath staring from a distance. I didn’t know what I was going to say, even if I planned something I knew I’d forget it in the moment. Without even thinking about it my legs began carrying me towards his car. I soon peered through the dark, blacked out windows of his car. Theo was sound asleep on the back seats. What was left of my heart broke out of sadness for him. I hated to see him like this. He didn’t deserve this.

I softly tapped on the window and theo woke with a jolt and shot up. His eyes looked dazed and his fists clenched as if he was ready to fight. Was that PTSD?

“Y/n?” He blinked in shock seeing my face against the window. “Theo” I blinked back looking at him with sadness. “Y/n what are you doing here?” He pulled his blanket further up his body as if he was hiding from me. “Please Theo- I need to talk to you open the door” I begged him, I rested my hand against the window, my eyes were wide and full of tears. He could see how desperate I was.

“You need to leave- I can’t see you right now” he shook his head and slammed his eyes shut so that he couldn’t see me. “Theo! I’m still here” I banged my hand on the glass and his eyes opened. “Pleas let me in, please confide in me” I whimpered outside the window. I could see his mind changing in his face, his brain was weighing out the odds.

And then just like that, as if god was truly listening. Rain began spitting down from the sky. I looked up at the rumbling cloud and folded my arms. “Y/n go home you’ll get sick” he told me, I knew he cared deep down and I just had to play on them fears. I looked him dead in the eyes and didn’t move a muscle. The rain began to get heavier and heavier. Until I saw Theo burst forward and unlock the door.

I grabbed the door handle making it open wider and thrust myself in the back of the car with him, slamming the door shut. “Awful weather” I tutted wiping at my wet cheeks. “You’re so stubborn” he replied back shaking his head. “Am I? More than you?” I turned to look at him squinting my eyes small. “You’ve really hurt me Theo- is this where you’ve been all this time?” I looked around at how messy the car was.

Theo was silent. He didn’t look at me his cheeks burnt red with embarrassment. “Why Theo? Why’d you leave me?” “I don’t want to talk about it Y/n- you need to leave me be” he told me shaking his head, his hands fumbled with the corner of the blanket nervously. “I’m not leaving until you tell me why you broke up with me- I deserve that!” I told him, my voice raised slightly at the end and it kind of shocked us both.

Theo blinked the awkwardness away and sighed. “I didn’t want to break up- I wanted a break- to head my head straight- so you can be safe” he mumbled, talking about feeling has always been difficult for Theo, he liked to pretend he didn’t have any. “Safe? Theo I’m safer with you” “no you’re not I hurt you- I hit you” he shook his head, while his body tensed. Theo’s veins popped out his neck and arms.

“By accident” I reminded him with my eyebrow up. “I did more than that” he looked down at the floor now, the furthest point away from me. “What- do you mean?” I questioned feeling my stomach turn at the mystery he was giving me a smell of. Theo rolled his eyes and clenched his teeth together “when I was in hell… they used you to torture me” he stated. Finally, he was opening up. But when I realised what he said mg body filled with horror. “So I hurt you? In hell?” I asked assuming the demon had morphed into a replica of me.

Theo shook his head. “No my love not like that at all” he shook his head. “The demons used to kill you in front of me” he whispered, the hairs in my arms and neck stood straight. That must have been horrible, i out myself in his shoes- watching him die all those times. “Sometimes- they would do it- in hundreds of different ways- or sometimes they would make me do it- it was me who hurt you” he told me, his voice sounding shaky.

Theo’s face was lit a tiny bit by the grand moon, I watched a tear slide down his face as he remembered back to what happened. “You didn’t hurt me” “i know y/n but when I look at you I remember all the horrible things I was forced to do to you- and I hurt you again the night came home I- I can’t hurt you” he stuttered shaking his head vigorously. “I need to stay away from you”. “No- Theo” I grabbed hold of his hand. “I don’t want you to ever stay away again- there’s been quite enough of that” I told him gently.

“I understand that you’re going through a lot, but I’ll buy you as many therapists as you need, I’ll were bandages to sleep next to you whatever you need- just please don’t leave me”. Theo hung his head and took a deep breath in. “It’s not that simple” “it is” I replied almost instantly. “I will help you get through this- but you can’t live like this Theo- and I can’t live without you” I told him feeling a tear of my own roll down my cheek now.

He bit his lip mesmerised by it rolly polly down. “What if I’m beyond help now- the nightmares haven’t stopped” “and they might not- but then you can wake up next to me, realise it was all a dream and roll over to cuddle me back to sleep” I told him, proving I had an answer for everything. Theo looked around the car and then at me one more time before breathing in deeply once again.

“Okay baby, I’ll come home” he nodded.

And that was all I needed to hear. I jumped forward wrapping my arms around his neck. I felt his body vibrate under me as he laughed gently In my ear. He melted into the hug and sighed putting his chin on my shoulder. “I could stay like this forever” he whispered, his breath made my hairs on the back of my neck stand up. “Me too” I looked up at him moving just slightly.

Theo leant down to kiss me, it was almost as if he didn’t need to think about it. As if nothing had happened at all. “Then let’s” he smiled pulling away only an inch, he brushed my hair behind my ear. “I don’t want to let you go either”.

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Hey would you possibly be able to do me a request where the reader is struggling with her transition to a vampire but calls Elijah to help her knowing that they both clearly had feelings for each other

Thank you so much for this request, I love writing for Elijah he’s so underrated!!

You need me? I’m coming.

Pairing: Elijah Mikaelson x Y/n

Series: The vampire diaries

Summary: Request! You are struggling with your transition. Theres only one person you want to comfort you. One person you want to be more than friends with.

Warnings: Kissing, mentions of starving.

Ring

Ri-

"What a pleasant surprise getting a call off of you- its been almost a month"

"Lijah?"

"Y/N? Are you okay?"

"I need you"

"... Im coming".

He ended the phone and I dropped it onto my pillow where I was laying. Though it was getting a little uncomfortable considering it was soaking wet from all my crying. I couldn't see the wet patches because of how dark id made my room. I hoped I could wrap myself up in a big blanket of darkness and never leave again.

But it was becoming too much, Id shut all my friends out I didn't want to see anybody. That's what I thought- but Elijah was different- I needed him, he was the only one who could help me. I fought it for so long, my finger lingered over the call button multiple times for the last month.

Today, I gave in. If anyone could help me get back to normal it was him. Only him.

Not long later a knock came at my door, I rolled over onto my back and took a deep sigh in, preparing myself to get up and open the door. In a matter of seconds the door to my apartment flew off the hinges and smashed onto the floor.

"Y/N?" Elijah called out and he swiftly entered the flat. I blinked up at him still in shock he'd broken my door. "Y/N" he whispered when he saw me, the man rushed over to my bed and put my face in his hands. "What happened" he asked me softly, I could tell he was confused but his worry over took any other emotion.

I tried to swallow, my mouth was so dry. "I'm transitioning lijha" I admitted, which was enough to make his face change. "Y- you're a vampire? What the hell have I missed over this last month?". I tried swallowing again throwing my head forward to help myself out. "When was the last time you fed y/n?" he whispered, wiping the hair out of my face.

"Um" I replied trying to think of when I had. But I just shook my head. "Come here" he sighed, the man pulled the covers off me and lifted me gently by the waist and held me in his arms. He bit into his wrist and moved it closer to my face. "No" I shook my head, turning my face into his chest. "Stop being stubborn" he told me straight.

"I won't stop- Elijah I c-can't control me...self" I replied in a raspy voice. "I don't care, id give the last drop of my blood for you in a heartbeat, but it won't be needed today, just drink Y/N I will help you" he ordered, bitting into his wrist again and holding it above my head. I watched as the blood trickled down his wrist and my eyes morphed, showing him what id become.

My hands flew up and attached themselves to his wrist pulling it towards my face. And I drank. A feeling id never experienced washed over me, id never felt so good in my life. Drinking blood hadn't ever felt like this before. I looked up at Elijah and he looked like he was enjoying it just as much as I was. We made eye contact in the next moment.

That was enough for me to be able to pull away. My stomach fluttered, the way he looked at me had always made me nervous. "See- you can do it" he whispered to me. His eyes flicked down to my bloody lips for a split second. "I- um- didn't think I could" I blinked, moving off his lap.

Elijah smiled at me before standing up, he walked over to the light switch and turned it on before moving onto the door. I giggle when he picked it up and placed it back where it was like nothing had happened. "I will have that replaced for you" he told me, fixing his suit and making it straight.

"You got impatient huh, I was just about to get up" I chuckled throwing my feet off the bed and sitting on the side. "I didn't know what had happened- if someone was here- if you were hurt, waiting wasn't an option" he explained coming back over to the bed now.

"Do you feel better?" "Strength wise- I do yes" I nodded once as he perched on the right side of me. "So... do you want to tell me what happened?" he wondered, giving me a little smile. "I was in a bad car crash" I told him clasping my fingers together. "How did vampire blood get in your system?".

"Damon and Stefan have always told us to- as a precaution" I explained playing with my fingers. "I just never thought id actually turn". Elijah took one of my hands into his to stop me feeling so anxious talking about it. "Is this not what you wanted?", I took a second to think about his question and then faced him.

He starred deep into my eyes, and did back. He was never afraid to make eye contact with me, it was always something I found attractive. "I hadn't ever really thought about it- I suppose I didn't really want to die so young, but I didn't expect the transition to be this bad either".

"Ive been around a long time Y/N and i've not seen anyone transition so badly they've starved themselves". I shrugged my shoulders not knowing why I was struggling so much either. "But then again- I've been around a long time and never met anyone like you" he told me rubbing a thumb across my hand.

I blushed under his stare- Elijah was never short of compliments when it came to me. But id never been great at receiving them, I just giggled and went red. "You're cute" he told me, his smile grew wider. "What is the problem then- why are you locked up in here?". "I can't control myself Elijah- and I don't want to lose who I am".

"Why haven't your friends helped you" he raised an eyebrow at me. “I cut them off- all of them” “why?” “I wasn’t sure I wanted this”. Elijah softly inhaled and breathed out, a worried look shimmered past his eyes as he waited for me to speak again. “You’re the only one that can help me lijah” I swallowed.

“You want it? This life- immortal life?” He questioned, his tone was steady but I could see his eyes were desperate for an answer. “Yes, I want to live”. The man deflated his chest and cracked a smile at me. “That’s what I wanted to hear” he nodded smally. “We will get through this y/n- because you don’t need anyone else, I won’t let you lose yourself, I’ll show you how to master this life” he smirked leaning in.

Elijah and me and made it very obvious there were feelings either side. But nothing had ever materialised, we didn’t ever dare make a move. I didn’t feel like that right now, the way the man came to me as soon as I called, I could count on him. The way the man knocked my door to the ground in order to find out if I was safe, he was protective of me. The way he comforted me, I could tell him anything. And the way he healed me, the moment we shared, I needed him.

I slowly lifted my hand to his cheek and raised my head slightly. Elijah moved his face slowly towards mine as if we were both asking for permission, we met in the middle. He made my world stop as our pace quickened and I felt his tongue down my throat. He reached for my face to hold me closer, fingering through my hair to hold the back of my head.

We had both wanted to do this so many times, but we couldn’t bring ourselves to possibly ruin the friendship. But I didn’t want friendship anymore. He pulled away slightly and whispered “I’m not losing you now gorgeous”. A small laugh tumbled out my mouth and my cheeks grew warm. “I trust you lijah- I know you can help me” “before anything or anyone” he nodded vigorously, sliding his thumb across my cheek.

“Thank you” I whispered as I began to move closer to his lips again. “You need me? I’m coming” he told me sternly, and met my lips once again.

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would you be willing to write a spike x reader fic where he has a crush on one of buffy’s friends? buffy has been noticing the way spike watches her, and how he tries to get closer to her, or makes terrible attempts at flirting. buffy is concerned because she doesn’t want her friend to get hurt. this is entirely self indulgent but could the reader be somewhat of a ‘weird girl’ a lover of horror movies, oddity’s, shy… (very lisa swallows coded)

Thank you for this request, I want to be writing more content for Spike so I really enjoyed this. Sorry it took so long to post! <3

Maybe he’s worth the risk

Pairing: Spike x character

Series: Buffy the vampire slayer

Summary: Request!

Warnings: Vampires kidnapping girls, tying them up. Kissing. Maybe swearing.

"So- we're just going to the graveyard to look for this vampire..." I asked as me and buffy walked ahead of the group. Willow, Giles, Xander and Spike were trailing behind us. "Mmh" she hummed looking directly ahead of us, her eyes were scanning for any sort od danger. "And then what?" I raised an eyebrow at her. "We kill him" she answered, her response was short but that's all I needed to hear.

"Why are we going looking for this vampire though?" I wondered, the graveyard was in sight now. It wouldn't be long now, just at the end of this road. "Because he's evil" two hards came from behind me and began tickling me. I tried to hold in my squeal but I couldn't. "Shush!" Buffy hissed widening her eyes.

The culprit slinked next to me smirking, liking the fact he was told off. I shook my head smiling to myself. "Why is he evil?" I asked Spike, presuming he would be more talkative than Buffy at the moment. "He's killed eleven girls since arriving in town- I knew him back in the day, never really got on though" he explained to me. I looked across to Buffy to get her opinion. But she was just staring daggers at Spike.

"What's his name?", Spike laughed to himself making me turn back to him. "Why are you so curious?" "You will never understand how interesting your world is to a human" I told him, my eyes told him that I meant very word of that sentence.

"Only you y/n- would be fascinated by a world of danger and death" Buffy replied, she stopped walking and stared straight as the entrance sign. Her hand entered her jacket and she pulled out a wooden stake. "That's one of the things that makes you so you" Spike added in, he didn't stop walking, he had too big of an ego for that, he was too confident for that. I liked that.

I followed him in and Buffy came when she was ready, the other three had caught up with us now. "Are we splitting up?" Willow whispered looking to buffy for an answer. Her eyes flicked to me and then to Spike. "Yeah- Spike, you're with me" she neutrally ordered, but he didn't move. "You don't need me slayer- I'll go with y/n" His arm wrapped round my waist and he gently led me deeper into the graveyard without anyone saying anything else.

"So- are you saying I need your help?" I raised my eyebrows at him, we were close, he still had a hand on my back. "No- I just didn't wanna go with blondie- shed just lecture me about something the whole time" he rolled his eyes, his and Buffys relationship had always been odd. Spike was only here because he knew where to find this vampire.

"But- also you are human, and I would hate if anything happened to you because id let you go with another human". I believed what he was saying as me and Spike had a different type of relationship to him and Buffy. We actually liked each other, we were actually friends. We joked a lot and I flirted with him a lot too I was good at flirting, I always had been, I knew how to play it off well.

"Thank you- for looking out for me" I beamed up at him "If i'm around y/n you will always be safe- I would rather let the world burn than see you hurt". My heart pounded against my chest and as usual, I found myself picturing me and Spike together, as a couple. I knew it wasn't realistic, he'd never shown any sort of romantic interest in me, he'd always just been really friendly.

I opened my mouth to speak but Spike covered my mouth and pulled me into his body. He placed me against a tree and held me tight against him. His finger on his right hand was on his mouth telling me to be quiet. I looked at him with dread, what was coming. Behind the tree I saw a group of maybe ten vampires walking towards a crypt, some were carrying dead bodies, some were carrying live bodies. I watched in horror knowing that if we didn't stop them, those girls would all be dead very soon.

I felt anger bubbling up inside of me and I tried to pull away from Spike to end this myself. But he was a lot stronger than me. His other hand came to my waist and he shook his head. "Theres too many" He whispered, "we need to find the others". I gritted my teeth as the last three walked into the crypt and closed the door behind them. I didn't rush off now, Spike was right, we couldn't fight all of them. I can't be rash in these situations.

"How can they just torcher girls down there" I asked him as my eyes filled up with tears from anger. "They're vampires Y/N... I-" "Don't- You're nothing like them" I shook my head and pushed off of the tree walking in the opposite direction. "Y/N- we will get them okay- we will save all the girls and kill Henreak and his men okay" "I know we will" I nodded playing round with the stake in my hand.

"Then why are you so worked up?" "because we still have to actually do it Spike" I told him, bitting my lip. "Why are you so fascinated by the supernatural?" he asked trading behind me as I looked for Buffy. "I dunno- I guess I always have been, I don't get scared of things I get intrigued- or in this case angry". Spike didn't say anything back for a moment and I didn't like it. "Why?".

"I want an insight on why you're so unique" he replied, my heart fluttered in my chest. But before I could say anything back to him I heard grunting a few rows down. "That's Buffy" I gasped running towards the sounds. "Y/N" Spike called after me in a worried tone. When I found her and Giles, I realised that she wasn't fighting a vampire from the crypt, for a woman slammed Buffy into a headstone.

Her stake flew out of her hand as she fell to the ground. Giles ran to the vampire with a stake but she picked him up by the neck. In the next second the stake from my hand was ripped out and Spike rushed past me, his long black coat flowing behind him. He grabbed the vampire by the neck as she held Giles in the air. He gurgled as she cut off his breathing. Spike used the stake he'd snatched and dove in straight into her heart before she could even realise we had arrived.

He did that so I didn't have to. She screamed as her body decayed and turned to dust, Giles fell straight to the count and grunted. "Thanks" he looked up at Spike, the blonde vampire put his hand out and pulled Giles up. Buffy joined them too. I still stood a little away, until Spike turned to look at me. Buffy followed his eye line and noticed me standing there. "Y/n? what's wrong?" She called out making her way towards me.

"We need to find the others" I answered, looking around for them in the dark. "We found Henreak- him and his friends have captured some girls they've taken them into the crypt" Spike explained, giving everyone a little more context about what we had been through. "We need to save them- now- which crypt was it?" Buffy burst out with wide eyes, she became fidgety.

"No we need to find the others- there's like ten one them, id rather a six to ten odd than a four to ten" Spike shrugged his shoulders, but his tone was very playful. and Buffy didn't like that. "Do you really think I care about what you like Spike?" she jerked her head backwards. "If id been with you I would have opened the door for you and let you fight ten on one, but its not about you- hell its not even about me".

Spikes eyes wondered over to me, and Buffy followed them. "Are you joking me!" she shouted taking a step back from the vampire. "W-what?" I stuttered looking at them very confused. "Can we talk about this later" Spike hissed walking towards Buffy. "Oh we will- I'll kill them myself" Buffy told him before snatching my stake off of Spike. She stormed past us all walking off speedily into the dark. "Buffy wait!" I called out running after her. "Y/N!" Spike yelled.

"Stay with Giles y/n" she told me not turning around. "I'll show you where it is Buffy- come on" I told her speed walking past her. "Y/n- you might get hurt- I mean..." "Buffy- let's save those girls" I replied shaking my head. "Okay" she nodded with a flicker of a smile. And with that we raced towards to the Crypt, I knew Spike and Giles wouldn't be far behind us.

"That one..." I pointed, Buffy looked straight at it. She kicked the door off its hinges, it flew down the steps. The vampires all looked up, me and Buffy stood fearlessly. "They aren't killing them" she whispered to me as we stared down into the crypt. "They're turning them" I swallowed, feeling a drop of sweat roll down my forehead. All the girls were tied up, some of them had vampire faces on them.

Everyone was in very little clothing. My blood boiled and I took the first step down. The vampires all ran towards me and Buffy, before I knew it I had been thrown to the ground. I push up off the floor as quickly as I could hitting a vampire with my fist on the way up. One came at me from the front, I swung my leg up kicking him hard in the chest. He fell backwards leaving his chest open, and I shook a wooden stake down from my sleeve and plunged it into his heart.

"Y/n! that's Henreak" Buffy called out, I spun round seeing one of the vampires trying to leave the crypt. As he got to the top I saw spikes body appear in the door frame. My heart fluttered knowing he was finally here. Spike kicked his leg up, knocking Henreak back down to the floor. "You were just going to run? Again? While your people fought and die to save your life- people you have forced here?" Spike yelled, his face scrunched up with so much emotion. This wasn't just someone he knew, this was someone he knew.

"You always find someway to bring it back up" the man rolled his eyes as he stood back up. Everyone had stopped fighting now, everyone watched as the two men stood face to face, staring. "And you always find more dumbasses to do it for you" Spike looked around the room, his eyes lingered on me for a second longer than everyone else. "Why don't you guys show him who the real dumbasses are" Henreak turned around to his vampire friends.

They came from behind me and Buffy and grabbed both of our arms, pulling them into their bodies. "Never turn your back in a fight- it's 101" Henreak sarcastically boasted, giving us fake looked of empathy. He was rotten. And so I decided I was getting out, and he was dying. "Not so confident now are you Spikey" he chuckled turning back round. It was true, I saw the look of sheer terror in his eyes as he looked straight at me.

"You won't hurt her- you know I'll kill you" "Her?" Henreak raised an eyebrow "Ah- there's a special one, which one is it Spikey?" the man giggled enjoying this situation way too much. "Its her isn't it" he pointed at me but didn't look. I watched as he nodded his almost bald head. "Ive seen the way you look at her" Henreak put his hands together and smiled. "See I know because if I do this-" his left hand went out and the vampires holding Buffy began coming towards her neck with their fangs. Spikes eyes flicked up to check on Buffy.

But the hand went down, they stopped. "But if I do this" his right hand flew out and they did the same to me. Spikes whole body jolted froward when he saw that happen to me. His eyes filled with anger he jumped down the stairs trying to reach Henreak and threw a punch. I reached my hand just high enough to reach my necklace. I snapped it off and cut the vampires wrist with the knife side.

Once my arm was free I turned around and slammed the pointy other side made of wood into the heart of the second vampire. I then blocked a punch from the one bleeding and pushed his arm up, leaving enough room for me to stab his heart. Buffy had flipped over the shoulders of the vampires, as they turned she double staked them. Giles, Willow and Xander all suddenly appear from the dark outside and the teens race down the stairs to join the fight. Giles used his steak gun to eliminate them from at the top.

They were soon all dead, and spike had Henreak pinned against the floor, a steak to his chest. But he hadn't killed him yet. "Ironically- you should be the one who kills me" Henreak distracted, Spike sat over his torso. He frowned at the man "I told you I would if you hurt her" he whispered back before plunging the stake into the mans heart. He turned to dust and spike dropped to the floor.

Buffy began untying the girls, even the ones that had turned. She warned them all that if they did any evil she would be after them too. Spike stood up and I walked over to him, "Are you okay?" I asked him standing very close to his body and looking up at him. "Yeah- im glad he's finally wiped off this planet" he whispered reaching out to rub my arm. "Are you hurt?" "No" I shook my head folding into his body for a hug. "I was worried, but I should have know you can handle yourself" He chuckled hugging me tightly back.

"Spike- outside now" Buffy ordered walking past us and up the stairs. He rolled his eyes and eventually a few seconds later he pulled away and went to find Buffy. "You need to leave her alone" Buffy stated before he even reached her, the girls back was turned but she knew he was there. "W-what?" he slimmed his eyes waiting for her to turn around. She did. "I said you need to leave her alone, Y/N is not going to be corrupted by you" Buffy stated pointing at the vampire.

"I mean what can you really offer her Spike- you'll just hurt her- you know im right". Spikes heart cracked in his chest as he listened to Buffy's insults. "You can't fight with us anymore either- your feelings have compromised our plan, you can't fight with someone you're in love with it jeopardises things" She explained to him folding her arms tightly across her chest. "This isn't for you to decide" Spike snapped at her.

"Spike- i'm not going to let you hurt my friend" She told him shuffling to the other foot now. "I- wouldn't hurt her" "You would- just by being with her, there's targets on her because of you- you're dangerous" She hissed at him shaking her head. Spikes eyes fell to the floor. "Go" She told him stepping to the side. "I don't want to see you anywhere near her again- or I will kill you Spike". He inhaled a deep breath before nodding his head.

"I can't just stop Buffy- i'm in love with her" he told her with a flicker of eye contact, before he began to walk off in the opposite direction. A few moments later I left the crypt, seeing Buffy over near the tree me and Spike were behind. "Buffy? where's Spike?" I questioned walking slowly towards her while looking around for him. "I sent him home- he won't be around much anymore" she told me with a smile.

"What?" I raised my eyebrow shaking my head a few times. "Y/n- everyone says it- the way Spike looks at you, flirts with you- I won't watch you get hurt by him" "Buffy" I gasped frowning. "That is not for you to decide!" I desperately burst out. "If- Spike likes me back then I need to talk to him...". "I don't think that's a good idea Y/n- im concerned hell hurt you he is dangerous" Buffy warned me, her eyes wide with fear dancing in her pupils.

"Buffy- i'm always safe with Spike, he would lay down his life to ensure I was safe you know that" I put my face into my hands, really trying to contain my stress for the situation. "He's dangerous though- it's too risky" "Well maybe he's worth the risk to me Buffy, you can't just decide for me that not how love works". Buffy sighed crossing her arms loosely at her chest. "Fine- he went that way, if you really think you want him and trust him- then go find him, he'll be more than happy to hear what you have to say".

My eyes followed where Buffy was pointing. I didn't move for a second, but after thinking it through I ran straight past Buffy, after Spike. Because he was worth the risk to me. It took me about ten minutes to catch up with him. I saw his blonde hair in the distance, he was sat on a grave swinging his legs. "Spike" I called out, he looked up at me but it was a sad look now.

"You should go back to your friends y/n" he told me, I rolled my eyes and began running towards him. I didn't stop when I reached him, I grabbed his face and pulled it towards mine in motion of a kiss. Spike was shocked at the beginning but he sank into it. He pulled me closer into his body and held me by the face. Id never had a kiss like it. When we pulled away he stroke my hair down with his hand. "Tell me- what you said to Buffy" I desperately blinked putting my hands on his neck.

"I told her I was in love with you... I wasn't lying" he breathed out, my heart skipped a beat. "I love you too Spike- I want you, Buffy can't decide that for me- she can't decide for us" I desperately told him, my eyes filled with tears. "She's looking out for you y/n- she's sorta right... I am dangerous" "Not to me- I only feel a sense of safety when i'm around you" "but.." "Spike stop- ignore Buffy's words- that's not what I believe- this isn't about her".

He thought about it for a while, before nodding and smiling at me. "Okay" he whispered stroking my long hair again. "You're right, this is about us- who cares what Buffy thinks" he agreed with me, laying a kiss on my forehead. "You're worth the risk to anyway Spike" I whispered putting my forehead against his.

"I love you y/n" he whispered with a smile, "I love you Spike" I cried back, feeling a tear finally break free. I had exactly what I wanted now. Just Spike.

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second chances was so good!! will there be a part 2? x

Yess, I have posted number two! Enjoy 🩷

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Hi. Can you do a part 2 of when the reader ran away while being pregnant with Damon's baby please.

Im sorry it’s taken me so long to write this, im at the end of my uni year and im swamped with work!! I hope you enjoy <333

Second chances- The second

Second chances- ONE (you don’t have to read number one first but it will help your understanding)

Paring- Damon Salvatore X Female reader

Series- vampire diaries

Summary- Damon wonders if his fiancé will ever come back, and worries about the safety of his own child in the hands of a human.

Warnings- Fighting, death, mentions of blood.

“What do I do?” Damon asked looking up at this brother. Stefan was taken back for a moment. He stood in front of the man who had never asked him for help before, analysing his face. Trying to read some sort of emotion. “Damon I- I don’t know” he answered, ashamed that the one time his brother needed him he couldn’t help him.

Damon didn’t appear to be showing any emotion. He put the letter down on the table and then wondered over to the bourbon on the side. He poured himself a drink and downed it in the same hand motion before pouring himself another one. “Damon I think you need to go after her” Stefan said making his way over to his brother.

“Me too” he replied nodding his head. “But I don’t know how to find her- I don’t know where she’d go in a world like this”. Stefan hummed in agreement and thought to himself for a moment. “We should ask Bonnie to do a locator spell” he replied. “Mmh” Damon sipped his drink looking out the window. “You don’t sound very confident”.

Damon shrugged his shoulders “I think she’s too smart for that brother” "Too smart? what does she know of this world Damon- of our world". He thought for a second glazing over the drink in his hand. "Let's just call Bonnie" he nodded his head trying to see a glimmer of hope.

"On it" Stefan replied leaving the conversation to go and find his phone. It didn't take long until Bonnie was stood on their doorstep and the brothers welcomed her in. "I'm so sorry Damon- I don't even have the words" she breathed placing her bag on their sofa. "Maybe I deserve it, you don't know what I was like back then Bon Bon" he gave her a weak smile.

"I assume i'm glad I didn't- but no one deserves to have no contact with their child- especially considering you didn't think you'd ever have one" she reached out and stroked his arm in comfort. "Let's find them for you", Damon took a deep breath in. He wanted to believe it was possible, but he had a gut feeling the spell wasn't going to work.

Damon passed Bonnie some old clothes that belonged to the mother of his child and she used them in the spell. Her eyes closed and hands ascended while she muttered the words of the spell. But as Damon expected nothing happen, Bonnie tied again and again to get the blood to move but received nothing but disappointment. Stefan looked to Damon in shock of his correct instinct.

"Her father has suspicions of Katherine- of the rest of them, I believe he put something in place to hide her from us" Damon muttered to them and the let out a deep sigh. "I see" Stefan swallowed not knowing what to do now. "Ive never seen anything like this" Bonnie slumped taking a step back from the failed spell. "She is no ordinary woman, I always recognised that".

"Well what do we do now?" she looked up to her friend sympathetically. "I might take a drive around, see if she's gone back to the crypt or her old house in mystic falls" "is it still there?" Bonnie frowned at the disbelief. "It is, but is now a museum" he bit his lip knowing how upset his fiancé would be to see that.

"I'll come with you brother" Stefan offered but Damon shook his head. "I need to be alone, I need to do this on my own- I hope you understand" he told them both before bowing his head and leaving them both standing beside the table. He headed for his car to begin his journey. But was not successful by any means.

Ten months later:

Stefan and Damon sat on their sofas surrounded by their friends, Bonnie, Elena, Caroline, Jeramy and Alaric sat with them laughing and making chitter chatter. "Damon- why are you so glum today" Elena called out across the sofas. He left his daydream retiring to reality and looked at her straight for a moment. "Somewhere out there I have a one month old son or daughter that I can't find and will probably never meet".

"Well when you put it like that" Jeramy raised an eyebrow and looked to the floor. "We will find them Damon" Stefan encouraged with a smile but his older brother didn't feel the same way. "And I would have missed everything" he told them all, with that he stood up. "I'm going to lie down for a bit" he presented, braking all his friends hearts as they count do anything to help him.

In that moment a desperate pound on the door filled the house. Damon 's eyebrows raised and he looked to Stefan to see his reaction. "Hold that thought brother" he stated joining Damon stood up. They both headed towards the door to find out who the sister knocker was.

"Damon" I cried seeing the door finally open, id been here 30seconds but it felt like I was knocking for eternity. "Y/N" he blinked in complete surprise. He analysed me, noticing my red raw eyes and wet face, my muddy and ripped dress, my shoes covered in grass and leaves with big gaping holes. "Are you okay" he questioned taking a step outside.

Everything he'd done to me in that moment was forgotten. I didn't care about none of it. Right now the comfort of his arms around my body was exactly what I needed. "No" I answered breaking down in his neck, shaking my head. "No i'm not okay- I need you Damon" I sobbed grabbing on him tightly.

"Y/N- what's happened tell us" Stefan begged, both of their minds had gone to the worst seems I was no longer pregnant and my little baby was not in my arms. "I was ambushed- I was visiting a friend- a witch- and when I entered her house she was dead on the floor- then they all came out" I exclaimed pulling away from Damons neck but not out of his grasp.

"There was so many of them- they came from thin air- they took her Damon please, please help me get her back" I hysterically begged while my eyes leaked more tears. "Her?" he asked taking a second to swallow the new information. "She's gorgeous Damon- she looks just like us, she has my hair, she has your eyes- I was so glad to see she had your eyes" I told him feeling his grip on me tighten and his eyes light up.

"I ran so far- so fast through the woods with her so close to my chest, but the vampires were faster than my mundane legs" I told him trying to gain my normal breathing. "We will get her back Y/N- I promise, we will go back to the site it happened, will you led the way". I nodded my head a multitude of times. "Of course".

"We're coming" Bonnie appeared with the rest of the group behind her. "We won't fail". "Thank you- thank you all of you" I muttered holding onto Damons wrist for stability and comfort. "Let's go" he wrapped an arm around my waist. "Stefan- go with rick" Damon nodded widening his eyes as if talking in some code, which he was. Stefan nodded obeying his older brother and Damon took me and him over to his car.

He strapped me in as I wiped my face and then vamp ran to the other side and we were soon on the move with the other two cars following closely behind. I laid my head against the window and Damon put a hand on my leg rubbing his thumb across it sweetly. "We will find her" "I know..." I replied in a low tone "That's why I came to you". He squeezed my leg and then carried on rubbing his thumb against it.

"I was coming back to you you know" I told him with no eye contact. "I was going to say goodbye to my friend and come back to you". Damon didn't say anything but I did see a smile cross his lips. "I realised that I hurt you Damon, and I also realised that I owe you a second chance and that it would be unfair to keep you away from your child" I told him.

"I appreciate that Y/N, I will be the best father I can possibly be- and if you allow me to be, the best partner you could possibly have" He told me looking across at me. "You still want me? Even though I left?" I blinked taken back in surprise. "I did a lot worse babe- and here you are", he gave me a sympathetic smile. I placed my hand onto of his and gently squeezed it.

"Left here" I pointed keeping him in the loop directions wise. "When it happened all I could think about is how you never would have let this happen- how she's safer with you and how I am too" "Protection is most important to me, I will always ensure your safety and our daughters" he reassured me keeping his eyes n he road now. "W-whats her name?".

I let out a small giggle to myself, "I haven't named her Damon- ive just been calling her mini me, as soon as I gave birth I realised I wish you had been holding my hand, I wish id seen your face when you saw her for the first time and- most of all I wish you were there to help me name her" I told him truthfully, feeling my eyes get teary.

"I'm glad" he answered, getting teary himself. "Another left" I told him quietly. There was a few moments of silence before Damon said "I'm so sorry Y/n- seeing how strong you are- the woman you've become in this world, I hate what I did to you- how I put you down, hurt you". "When you get our daughter back- everything is forgiven- it'll be behind is forever I won't mention it for the rest of our lives- my life" I blinked taking in the realisation that he was going to live a lot longer than I was.

"Well- it looks like we're almost there" he stated turning down a long road. past a gate that stood wide open. We were now surrounded by forest, secluded. "This scene- its from a horror tape Damon" I warned him as the car came to a stop. "I can assure you y/n- i've properly created worse single handily" he lifted an eyebrow. But him saying that didn't scare me anymore- it kinda just made him more attractive. It made me feel more safe, knowing he could protect me.

Everyone stepped out of the cars and huddled round, staring down the house. "Y/N says its bad in there, just ignore the mess and look for any clues, we know they're vampires- we just need to know who" Damon told them, I saw them all nod their heads. Most of us went inside the house, but I noticed Elena and Jeramy began looking outside.

I hitched my breath seeing my dead friend sprawled across the floor, covered in ruby red blood. Damons arm snaked round my waist and I huddled up to him. "I'm sorry about your friend Y/N" he whispered kissing me on the head. "Me too- it cannot be nice to see" Stefan came in front of me blocking the view of her. "Do you want to run us through what happened?" Alaric asked me gently.

"Well the taxi dropped me off in front of the house, the gate was already swinging open in the wind, as well as the front door- I held my baby close to my chest and opened the door with my shoulder" I explained looking to the door. "I saw Annette on the floor first of all in my first step- I wanted to help her but I knew I needed to get the baby away from this crime".

"So you left?" Damon questioned rubbing my arm up and down. "I tried to, a man vamped past me and then I heard the door slam shut- then they started peeling in front of me out of their hiding places- I began to run that way as Annette has a back door" I pointed towards it and Bonnie headed that way without hesitation. "And you made it out" Stefan nodded along with my story. "Barely" I breathed thinking back to it.

"I slammed he door closed and ran as fast as I could east, I knew that Annette had traps around her garden for exactly this- I hoped they would trigger one but they caught up with me pretty fast- snatched her from my arms and beat me into the ground".

"I don't know why they didn't kill me" I blinked into thin air. "We will find out everything you want to know Y/N" Stefan nodded seriously, and then walked away from us to take a look at Annette. Damon let go of me to go and do his own searching, my skin crawled with the blood all around.

"Damon" Stan called out dangerously. He turned and walked over at his brother's hand request. "What?" I asked as I saw Damons face tense up as he saw the symbol they'd left on the witches back. "It's vampires alright- that I have a long history with" "How long?" I blinked crossing my arms around my waist. "They were a little group Katherine ran with- they must have recognised you and planned an ambush".

There was loud foot steps running across the decking, I turned around frozen in fear that they were back. Damon vamp ran in front of me in an instant and my heart relaxed a little knowing he was here. The door swing open wide and Jeramy and Elena stood in front of us panting. "We don't know who they are- but we found them" he breathed holding his hands on his knees.

"Here? in this forest?" I asked blinking my eyes trying to take in how many times id been here unknowingly. "Yes there's a log cabin a while that way- jer followed the trail they left- we could hear a baby crying coming from inside" Elena told them. The two brothers looked at each other. "Stefan, Bonnie and rick you guys come with me, jeramy you'll show us the way, Elena- get in the car with Y/N and lock the doors- get in the back so you can't bee seen- this won't take long".

My heart skipped a beat- I was worried for Damon- I was worried for my little girl, I wanted to go but I knew I wasn't going to be of much help. "Okay" I nodded, submerging all my feelings. Elena smiled at me putting her hand out. I turned to Damon kissing him on the cheek "Bring her home Damon" I whispered in his ear before turning away, he grabbed my hand spinning me back and pulled me in for a kiss.

I could tell in the way that he kissed me that things were different between us, he kissed me differently this time. I never thought things would be like this between us. I kissed him back, hard, there was so much emotion behind it. "I'll bring her back to you babe, and we will finally be a family" he whispered kissing my forehead and then swiftly leaving the house. Elena outstretched her hand to me again.

I took it giving her a weak smile and like Damon ordered we went to the car. "Im glad you came back- seeing Damon so glum ate away at me" she whispered softly to me. "I know I made the right decision coming back" I older lowly, looking out the windows from our hiding positions as best I could. "You did- he has changed and he does want a life with you and your daughter" she told me gently.

"It's- nice to hear" I smiled back at her, feeling my eyes tear up. "Honestly- we will all be here to help you, you'll be part of a bigger family too, you and your baby". "Thank you- for being so welcoming- and understand" I whispered to her, feeling warm inside. It wasn't much longer until I heard Damon calling out my name, and Stefan doing the same for Elena.

I rose up in the car and saw a sight I will never forget. Damons hands, covered in blood, his mouth dripping too. But oh- his top had been ripped down the front and it hung loosely exposing his torso. Close to his chest he held our tiny daughter in his blood soaked hands. I watched him walk in slow motion towards the car looking down at her little eyes. She knew that was her daddy.

He looked up again and his face dropped noticing I hadn't answered him yet. "Y/N" he shouted desperately, looking at all the three cars. I pushed the door open and we locked eyes. his body became loose, his face became soft. "Damon" I cried out running towards him, he opened his other arm and embraced me tightly. "Thank god you're okay" he breathed into my ear.

"Me? thank god you're okay- and you brought her back" I winced looking down at her in his arm. She was okay, I brushed my hand ver her soft head and Damon kissed my head and wrapped an arm around my waist. "Here, you must have missed her" he offered her t me but I shook my head. "No you keep her- I think this is my new favourite sight" I laughed blinking through my tears. Tears of happiness.

"What's the verdict? what does she look like?" I asked him gently. Damon smiled at me and looked back down at our daughter. "So I was thinking- about us, and how we have had a new beginning, a second chance" he began, staring back at the little girl gazing over him. "And latin for New is.." " ...Nova" I fished off for him, he turned his attention to me.

"I love it" I nodded feeling a tear roll sown my eyes. "To new beginnings" he whispered kissing me softly on my lips. "Let's get her home" I told him, holding onto his bicep. "I think im going to like hearing you say that" Damon hummed making me chuckle.

I knew I made the right decision.

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Pairing: Rafe Cameron x female reader

Series: The outer banks

Summary: You and Rafe are just keeping your relationship casual, however you both know you want more. But Rafe jeopardises the future of anything more...

Warnings: Kissing, Bullying, sexual references

Rafe stretched his arms out pulling me back into the bed. “Rafe” I squealed laughing, he didn’t let go of me though. He hugged me tightly. “I don’t want you to go” he whispered into my hair. “What why?” I pulled a face of confusion and turned around in between his arms. “Because I want you to stay, let’s watch a movie? You don’t need to rush off, plus I haven’t seen you in a few days”. Fear crept over me, casual sex was one thing but all the other things he listed- that was a sign.

“Rafe- that’s what people in relationships do” I warned him with my eyebrows raised. “I don’t want a relationship”. Lie. I wanted Rafe to be my boyfriend, mine and only mine. But relationships were scary, they made me vulnerable and weak and those are things i couldn’t be. So i couldn’t have Rafe as my boyfriend. I could only have him for casual sex. Even though we didn’t speak about it me and Rafe stopped talking to other people, we only had sex with each other. So in a way, he was only mine. Just not officially.

“If you wanna go I’m not gonna stop you” he sighed opening his arms for me to leave. I could tell he didn’t really want me to leave, and believe me I didn’t want to either. But I had to. I couldn’t have rafe thinking I wanted anything more, or everything could go to shit. I began putting my clothes back on while Rafe rolled over to watch me. “Why don’t you want a relationship with me? I like you, I know you like me” he asked with a raspy voice.

“Because Rafe, with relationships comes trust, loyalty, commitment, communication, responsibility, compromise- vulnerability” I said turning round to look at him. “And I can’t do them right now- I’m not ready”. Rafe looked at me sadly and exhaled deeply. “But we’re basically in a relationship now we already do a lot of those things and- we meet up, get food, go on drives, go to the beach, but yet you won’t stay after sex?” He pulled a face of confusion. I stood up to pull my jeans up and didn’t answer until it buttoned them.

“I dunno what to tell you Rafe- you knew going into this I didn’t want a relationship” “but you didn’t deny the fact you like me” he sat up now so that our hight was a little more similar, Rafe had a grin on his face as my cheeked heated up red. “Of course I do- what’s not to like- but I can’t give you all of those things, and you deserve all of those things” I told him sitting on the edge of the bed to hold eye contact with him. His eyes still looked a bit sad, he clearly didn’t know what to say. “I’m not ready Rafe” I explained further, mainly to fill the silence. “Alright” he nodded his head once.

I’d clearly hurt him but he tried to hide it best he could. But I knew the boy. “You not gonna give me a kiss before I leave?” I wondered with a little smile on my face. Rafe blinked before leaning closer, he tucked my hair behind my ear and pulled me closer behind my head. It was a slow kiss but our pace mached instantly. “When will I see you again?” He whispered close to my face. “I dunno I’ll text you, probably a few days because I’m really busy for the next three”. Rafe nodded his head and pulled away from me. He grabbed his remote and faced the Tv, as if I wasn’t even there anymore.

So I just collected my stuff and headed for the door. Usually he walked me downstairs to say goodbye properly, but I could tell that wasn’t going to happen this time. My eyes welled up as I left his house and got into my car. I don’t even know why I was crying, it was my fault.

The next day passed, me and Rafe were still texting but his replies were a little slower and a little blunter. He didn’t want to have a joke with me, it felt so weird. But I didn’t know what to do. As I was heading to my car from the shop, I noticed some of the girls from my school staring and giggling at me. I didn’t really get on with many of my fellow Kooks, they were too bitchy for my liking. I kept myself to myself most of the time, my circle was very small. And that’s how I liked it. Unfortunately that made me a target for their bitchyness.

“I swear I never see you walking around with actual friends- or people” Gemma laughed walking towards me and blocking me from my car. “Leave me alone Gemma” I rolled my eyes and folded my arms. “Let me guess- you don’t need friends because you have imaginary ones” she clapped hysterically laughing as if she was the funniest person in the world. I hated confrontation and these girls knew it. “Why do you guys feel the need to pick on people when they cause you no harm? Is everything okay at home?” I bravely asked.

My heart was pounding against my chest, I hated them. Gemma’s face dropped at my comment, suggesting i may have triggered a nerve. With one swift move she took the lid off her milkshake and threw it all over me. I stood back gobsmacked at what she’d done, flicking it off my hands. The girls were rolling with laughter and one of them was even getting her phone out and recording. “Maybe in your next life you won’t be such a loser” she told me with a smug look across her face. She dropped her cup at my feet and the girls walked off.

My eye filled with tears from the anger and the fact i couldn’t do anything. I had to just let her get away with it. I jumped into my car very quickly and raced home so I could get this stuff off me. It was late now, almost eleven. So i decided to give Rafe a call after I got out the shower to see what he was up to. But he didn’t answer the face time. I checked if he was active on snap but he hadn’t been for two hours. I sat on the end of my bed staring at my screen wondering what he was up to. But I didn’t know, so I just went to bed instead.

At about 1am my phone was vibrating so much on my bed that it woke me up. I sat up blinking into the darkness. I didn’t have a lot of people that would be messaging me, especially not at this time. I grabbed at my phone and scrolled through all the notifications. Clicking on one of them it took me to an instagram story. Gemma had posted the video of me for everyone to see and people started reposting it, laughing about it. My tears were visible in the video and so were my red cheeks.

Lots of kooks had sent through horrible messages to me. My eyes welled up again as I scrolled through them, and soon the salty tears were rolling down my face. There was only one person I wanted right now. I swiped onto snapchat and wiped the tears off my face with my arm. Rafe still hadn’t messaged me back. He never went to bed early, and it was a Sunday night so I knew he wasn’t at a party. He was at home, I knew he was. So I got myself up and dressed, keys in hand I left my house and got into my car. Driving straight to Rafes house.

I parked on the road instead of his drive as I didn’t want to wake his parents up. And instead of using his front door I resulted to what I used when me and Rafe were sneaking around behind his parents backs. I climbed up the side of the house and onto the ledge leading to Rafes window. I knew he was in there because his lamp was on. I knocked on the window, getting déjà vu from a few months ago. I way Rafes room was positioned meant i couldn’t see him because he was probably in his bed.

A few seconds later Rafe walked over to the window with a confused face. His hair was messy and he was only in his boxers. When he saw it was me his eyes went wide and he turned to look at his bed for a split second. Rafe hesitated before walking to the window and opening it, but not all the way. “What are you doing here?” He whispered softly, his hand came out and he held my chin gently. “Have you been crying?”. “Can we talk? I really need you right now” i answered, a little taken back that he hadn’t opened the window fully.

“Rafe? Who is it?” I heard a familiar voice, it was a female voice. Footsteps headed my way and I saw Gemma standing there with her long brown hair covering the fact she was just wearing her bra and a pair of shorts. Rafes shorts. He exhaled looking down with guilt. “What the hell are you doing here” Gemma laughed frowning and jerking her head backwards. I looked at Rafe in horror. “How could you” I choked out pulling away from the window. I didn’t even have any tears left at this point. I was just so disappointed.

“Y/n- don’t go, can we talk?” He sighed putting his hand out. But I just shook my head and scoffed making my way back to the ladder away from the window and him. The last thing I heard was Gemma laughing “why would you want to talk to that freak anyway”.

Rafes-

“She isn’t a freak, don’t talk about her like that” Rafe thundered, his eyebrows slammed down as he looked at the other girl in disgust. “Come on- are you serious? Y/n Y/L/N?” She laughed folding her arms. Rafe stood up from the window and grabbed his joggers from the floor. “You wouldn’t understand” he told her putting them back on and then looking for his top. “I didn’t even know you two knew each other” she said, feeling herself get smaller.

“Well we do” Rafe muttered throwing his top over his head. “Get dressed” he ordered turning towards Gemma now. “What? Why? Where are we going” she asked, jerking her head back once again. “I’m taking you back to your house” Rafe answered bluntly picking up his phone and logging onto it. He saw the missed face time and his heart dropped. “What the hell? Because she showed up?” “Because we never should have happened in the first place!” He raised his voice because of the stress.

“We’re perfect for each other Rafe” she told him walking towards him putting her arms over his shoulders. “No we’re not” he told her looking the girl dead in the eyes. Gemma tutted and a small smile formed on her face. “Give me one good reason” she laughed fluffing out her long hair. “Because you aren’t the girl I love” Rafe put bluntly. Gemma’s face dropped when she realised what he meant. “You’re in love with that loser? Are you serious? You’re Rafe Cameron you should be with someone like me” she took a step back looking at him as if he was a lunatic.

“What dont you understand Gemma? I don’t want you” he stated shrugging his shoulders coldly. Her cheeks burnt red from the embarrassment. “I want Y/N”. “You’re crazy” she laughed at him shaking her head like she was his mother telling him off. “Get dressed, unless you wanna walk?” He lifted his eyebrow up at the girl who sarcastically laughed and walked round to the other side to get her clothes. "What is everyone gonna think" she asked him putting her head through the hole of her top.

"Do you really think I care Gemma?" he asked crossing his muscular arms across his chest. "No one likes her- she won't fit into your world like I could" she told him now reaching down for her trousers. "Well then I will fit into her world" he answered not even needing to think about his answer. "God you're hot but that brain of yours..." she raised her eyebrows. It was very obvious she was trying to get to Rafe but he didn't care. He just rolled his eyes and began to leave his room. They got back into the car and Rafe drove her home constantly thinking about how he could resolve this situation.

He pulled up at the beginning of her drive way, not to the front door and then waited for her to get out the car. "We're still going to be friends right" she questioned leaning forward towards Roe so that he could see her in his eye line. But that just pissed him off more, he just wanted to get out of there. "Yeah sure" he shrugged not thinking into the question at all, his mind was in other places. Gemma sighed and sat backwards, still not getting out. "Go home Gemma" he told her rolling his eyes, annoyed.

"Thanks for being a gentleman Rafe, call me when that loser fucks up" she told him with a chirpy voice. Gemma then got out the car and closed her door. as soon as her hand was off the handle he was gone. he drove across town to my house but he soon noticed my car wasn't on the drive. his mind raced with all the places I would be until one stood out against all the others. The place me and Rafe met. I used to go there all the time to the playground taken by nature. The swings and climbing frame were wrapped in vines and other plants, using it to reach the sun.

The round about and seesaw were covered in mould, which made homes for many bugs. Shrubs and weeds were growing in-between the pavement slabs. Anyone else would walk right past it.But not me, I used to play here as a kids and when I grew up I used to come here to read books or write poetry while listing to music. It was always so quite here, it was well away from where any one could find you. Apart from Rafe, he used to come here all the time when he wanted to smoke a joint on his own. He didn't see me in the corner of the park and I didn't hear him. and we both jumped out of our skins when we noticed.

We both laughed and then apologised and we realised we knew each other from school. And I realised I was talking to The Rafe Cameron. But he was different round me, he asked if he could smoke and I agreed. We sat talking for hours and then Rafe walked me back to my house. After that me and Rafe began inviting each other to the park, he'd always bring a joint or two and would always offer me some. We grew closer very quickly and he eventually convinced me to try some. Id always bring my book and he'd ask me to read it to him. Rafe would stare up at the sky while being high just listening to me read.

I taught him how to write poetry and create stories, we drew together, played smoking games. And eventually we kissed, which moved us on from the park. We went and got food together, went to each others houses. And almost forgot about the park. Almost. I sat in the dark with my headphones on looking up at the sky wishing things between me and Rafe could be different. When all of a sudden I seen a figure in the shadows in front of me. I let out a noise and Rafe did too, but when I realised who it was I didn't laugh this time. I sighed.

"I thought id find you here" He told me with a little smile now, his face was lit up by the stars in the sky. I removed my headphones and put them on my shoulders, I lifted my head to look at him but said nothing. "It's been a while huh?" he looked around walking closer to me. He was obviously taller than me but because I was sat on the floor even more so. My heart beat rapidly and nerves spread through my body. He was stood in joggers and a black hoodie and his hair was covered with a black beanie. "Come on y/n, you wouldn't be here if you didn't want to talk" he sighed nudging me with his leg, flirting.

"Theres nothing to say Rafe- stop waisting your time and go back to Gemma" I sighed feeling my heart drop again. Rafe sat down next to me against the fence. "Look I don't want Gemma- I don't know why I even did it y/n I think I was just hurt, you know its you that I like" he told me rolling his head to face me. "You know- if it had been someone else I wouldn't be hurt so much Rafe" I shook my head and raised my legs and locked my arms round them. "W-what do you mean? I didn't know you even knew Gemma?" he raised his eyebrow.

"Have you not been on any social media today?" I rolled my eyes suppressing the embarrassment. Rafe pulled a face of confusion and then got out his phone. He went onto instagram and I waited for a moment, I saw the video reflect in his eyes, heard the cackles of those girls go right through me. Again. "Oh- y/n i'm so sorry, I had no idea that had happened" " no of course not- because you were balls deep inside of her" I threw him a side eye. Rafe put his phone down back into his pocket.

"I think it's time we put an end to this Rafe" I told him staring upwards at the stars. "Me and you need to stop seeing each other". Rafe didn't move, he didn't even say anything for a while. It wasn't awkward silence it was just sad, my eyes filled up and the moon began multiplying. "Y/n can you please look at me" Rafe whispered outstretching his arm to hold my chin. He gently turned my face towards him, I saw his eyes finally and they looked the same as mine.

"Is that what you want?" he questioned leaning in closer. "its what needs to happen" I told him as one of my tears finally escaped and rolled down my face. "But I don't want anyone else" he told me "you've said you're not ready- so i'll wait until you are, i'll prove myself to you y/n I’m sorry for what I did". Rafe Cameron- in front of me telling me he didn't want us to end? I never thought id see the day. I never thought id want him as much as I did today.

"I dunno Rafe- I can't just make you wait until I'm ready its not right" "you aren't making me do anything y/n- you're the one I want- Id wait until i'm dead for you" he told me rubbing a thumb across my cheek. "You really are going to wait for me- as in talk to no other girls, have sex with no other girls? Until i'm ready to be your girlfriend?" I asked him not believing it for a second. It was too good to be true surely. "You're mine and i'm yours- we just don't need a label on it until you're ready" he told me bringing his head closer.

I lifted mine up to give him a small kiss. "Thank you for being patient- and not giving up on me" I whispered holding eye contact now. "Anything for you y/n... I have a joint in the car- shall I go and get it?". I hummed making a quick decision in my head, "yeah okay- I'll have a drag", I watched him smile to himself. "Okay baby" Rafe kissed the top of my head and stood up to go and get it. I watched him walk off into the dark smiling to myself.

This was all I could have ever asked for.

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You don’t understand how much I love you

Paring- Elijah Mikealson X Female character

Series: The vampire diaries/ The originals

Summary: You’ve recently moved to university and you and Elijah are doing long distance. When one day he turns up at your door to break up with you. Can you get him back?

Warnings: Relationship ending, Swearing, Kissing.

Knock knock

I turned my head to look at my uni door after hearing the rapping. My nose scrunched thinking about who it could be, so i jumped out of bed to solve the mystery. I swung my door open, expecting to see one of the usuals at my door. “Elijah?” My eyes widened with excitement, a smile curled across my face as I threw my arms around his neck.

He slowly hugged me back, with little effort. My heart skipped a beat as I wasn’t sure what was wrong. “What are you doing here on a Tuesday?” I asked letting my excitement evaporate and worry take its place. He looked a little colder than usual, his eyes didn’t have that sparkle like they normally did. He clearly wasn’t excited to see me even though he’d driven three hours to visit me at uni.

“Can I come in? I must talk to you” he finally spoke. But it didn’t install any further validation in me. “Yeah… of course” I nodded pushing the door open wider and standing back. He walked into my room, he had no luggage in his hands so I realised that he wasn’t here to stay. So why was he here? My mind ticked away and registered I was unconsciously watching him and was still stood with the door open. I pulled myself together and closed the door, trying to hide my confusion.

Once I’d turned around I noticed Elijah was sitting on my bed looking straight at me. He nodded to a space next to him and timidly I walked over, making myself comfortable. “Is everyone from home okay?” I questioned blinking, worried he was going to tell me that someone was hurt. Or dead. “Everyone’s fine- not that you would know because you don’t talk to us much anymore” he replied not giving me any eye contact.

And then it sank in. The realisation hit me. He wasn’t here about anyone else, he was here about us. “W-what do you mean I spoke to you all day?” “You texted me- some of the day- but you weren’t really present, exactly like yesterday and the day before huh?”. My boyfriend looked up at me expecting me to agree with what he was saying. But I didn’t know what to say. “Elijah I- don’t understand- why are you here?” I asked him again getting a little more defensive now.

“Because y/n” he answered straight away as if he couldn’t wait to get it off his chest. “I can’t do this any more- the waiting to talk, the hoping for change, the fear of what’s going on here- the overwhelming, crushing feeling that I’m going to lose you- the overthinking is killing me, and I can’t do it anymore” he unleashed all in one go, quicker than I’ve ever heard him speak. And quicker than I could take it in. “It’s not fair on me” he whispered finally looking me in the eyes.

“I didn’t- realise it was this bad- I thought we were a lot more solid than- this” I stuttered still trying to understand all the things he felt. But it was difficult for me to switch places with him when I hadn’t experienced it from his side. “We were- but you neglected our relationship and it started to rust a long time ago… it’s just- not working anymore” he responded, I finally could focus on his eyes now he was looking at me and I did see emotion.

Not a sparkle, but a sadness I hadn’t seen before. A hurt that I wasn’t going to be able to fix in this moment. I’m sure if he looked into my eyes he’d see a similar hurt. A similar sadness. And a fear of what I was going to do without him. “Uni- it’s changed you, and I’m happy for you- that you’re enjoying this new life you have gained and that you deserve- but unfortunately I can no longer be a part of it” Elijah told me, he told me in a way that finalised his decision.

There was so much I wanted to say, I couldn’t bare for him to leave. I wanted to save us, I wanted to make it all better, go back in time to when we were solid. But time machines didn’t exist. And I was too hurt to say anything apart from “but you don’t understand how much I love you” I whispered as my eyes began to flood with tears. I didn’t want to cry, I wasn’t really a crier. Only when it came to him. But I hated crying in front of him because he never knew what to do, and I never wanted him to feel like I was guilt tripping him.

That’s just the emotion I felt. And therefore those floods of tears, soon, were running down my face. “Y/n I love you too, you know that, but you hurt- and I don’t have it in me to continue any longer” Elijah admitted, he stared at me while I cried. I know he probably wanted to hug me- or give me a reason to stop but he didn’t have that in him. He couldn’t do it. And I couldn’t stop. “So- we’re done as in like- I won’t- see you or like text you anymore- we won’t do thing together?” I asked through the tears. It just all seemed so weird to me.

The thought of him not being there anymore, of him being absent from my life. It’s something I never thought about because I never thought it would happen. It’s something i couldn’t comprehend because he’d always, for as long as I could remember, been in my life. We’d only been dating for about two years but he’d been in my life for a lot longer. “No Y/n, we will be removed from each others lives- we will move on, get into other relationships- live the rest of our lives always remembering what we shared and never forgetting the love we had for each other”.

But that just made me cry ten times harder. I noticed a small, subtle tear slowly roll down Elijah’s cheek. He did love me too. And that was the hard part- two people that love each other should be together. But I was starting to realise that life didn’t always work out like that. “I need to go- I have a long drive back- give me one last hug pet” he smiled at me weakly. I realised that was the last time I’d hear that nickname. I slowly pushed myself up and wrapped my arms tightly around his neck. Sobbing into the crease. He squeezed me sighing into my ear.

We stayed like this for a good sixty seconds before Elijah pulled back. I’d stopped my tears a little because of the comfort but I still probably looked a mess. Not that my appearance mattered to me in this moment. Elijah leant in and softly kissed my salty, wet lips. For the last time. “Good luck with everything Y/N” he whispered with half a smile. His eyes full of tears I know he wouldn’t release. “You too” I muttered watching him stand up. I turned up head away as he walked to exit. I didn’t want to watch him walk out on me. I heard the door close shortly and my heart tugged.

I waited about three seconds before jumping up to head after him. But when my hand closed on the door handle I stopped. I couldn’t open the door. I would just ruin things. He wanted to leave, and I loved him so I let him- because his happiness meant more to me than my own. And I was more scared of hurting him than him leaving me. I didn’t care about me, it was him. Even though it appears I did hurt him unconsciously. So I took my hand off the door handle. And slid my back down it continuing to cry, but not like I’ve ever cried before.

They say in traditional literature that women are hysterical. I never believed them until I cried like this. Hysterical was probably an understatement. And I’m glad he left before it started. I’d never felt pain like this before. My heart actually physically hurt, like someone had stabbed a knife through it and was slowly twisting it round. Nothing in that moment could have gotten me to stand up, that floor was where I stayed for hours staring into space once I’d finished crying. My head pounded from it all, yet I didn’t care.

I completely lost track of how long I’d been there for, light began creeping through my blind before I decided to get up. Numb. All the emotion had been cried out. I felt nothing. And so I climbed into bed and closed my eyes, falling asleep to the depressing, silence of my room. That Wednesday I didn’t have any lectures and therefore when I eventually woke in the afternoon I didn’t move. I was in and out of sleep the whole day. I didn’t want to go on my phone because Elijah would be there.

I needed to remove him- from my pinned list. Change his name on my contacts, delete the emojis I associate with him. And I needed to answer my friends who’d messaged me about doing things that day. I didn’t want to move let alone go into town, or go to a club. Or get up to the usual uni antics. And so later on that night I did what I had to do. I bluntly replied to all my friends and removed Elijah. Seeing that he’d opened my last message hours ago and hadn’t responded cracked my already shattered heart.

The Thursday I sacked off my lectures. I didn’t have it in me to get up and attend. I didn’t really have it in me to reply to my friends but it had been two days. And some people were starting to pick up on why they hadn’t seen me. Uni was social, I was hardly ever in my room before. People were always seeing me. So that all of a sudden stopping was pretty easy for people to notice. Yet I didn’t tell anyone what had happened until the Friday which I also sacked off. I only had one lecture and i didn’t feel up to attending.

I thought I’d maybe try and go back to it after the weekend. After all my degree was important to me. My closest friends were the only people I told but I knew the news would spread across campus pretty quickly. People knew how besotted I was with my boyfriend, everyone knew about him. I don’t think he ever realised how much I spoke about him to others. Maybe I should have spoken to him… rather than my friends about him. Then maybe i wouldn’t be in this predicament.

I didn’t shower until the Saturday but I still didn’t leave my room. I wasn’t really eating much, just some of the snacks I kept in my room. I also kept a pack of water In my room. I was lucky enough to have an ensuite so I didn’t need to leave my room for that. And so my bed welcomed me back for the rest of the weekend. Monday rolled around and as much as I didn’t want to I had to start thinking about attending my lessons. Plus Monday was a good place to start, I enjoyed my lectures Monday.

When I entered the room I didn’t sit with my friends. Not because I didn’t love them to bits, just because i couldn’t put on a fake smile. The situation hurt too much. And I didn’t want to ruin their moods. They tried to speak across to me but I answered bluntly. I had no energy to be creative with my responses. I was there to listen to the teacher and then go back to my bed. A lot of my friends tried to get me to go out to the club that night. They said it would be good for me to get out and have some fun with my friends.

A lot of people came to my door to give me a hug and show me their sympathy. They were my friends after all. But nothing they could do would convince me to go to the club and nothing they did made me feel any better. So I returned to my bed. And this repeated every day for the week. I was heartbroken, and it was going to shape me as a person. It was going to take a long while to get over. I wasn’t sure if I even could.

“Well if you don’t think you can- then why not try to get him back? You already are at rock bottom it can’t get any worse” Evan shrugged his shoulders, giving dumb male advice. But after thinking about it- actually, it wasn’t that dumb. “That’s- I mean I could try” I blinked thinking about how I could do it. “You could try” he egged me on raising his eyebrow at me. “I could” I repeated, as my mind created a pros and cons list. I couldn’t really think of any cons. Not many. Not close to the amount of pros.

“How?” I asked him looking up and feeling a flicker of excitement for the first time in two weeks. “Well- it’s Sunday you could drive home and see him” he offered up with a shrug of his shoulders. “I could drive home and see him” I nodded, quite liking the delusional plan we were creating. “Then just go see him and tell him how you feel”, I clicked my tongue on the roof of my mouth thinking about the consequences. “Fuck it- I’m going to go see him, if he can show up here unannounced then I can too”.

“Plus if it doesn’t work- I can go see my family, I really want a hug from my mum” I smiled feeling a little better. The best I’d felt in a while. “Sound” Evan clapped his hands together. I picked up my car keys not worrying about bringing anything other than my hand bag- that he braught. I wasn’t sure how long I’d be home for anyway, packing was pointless I could be back my tomorrow morning. “I’ll wave you off” he told me with a big smile. “Thank you- for your help” I said giving him a hug. He gently squeezed me laughing.

“You don’t have to thank me, stop wasting time you have a man to get back” he ordered rushing me out of the accommodation. “Okay okay okay- I’ll see you- when I get back” I told him as I unlocked my car which was sitting outside. “Good luck” he waved while I climbed into my seat. I waved back at him and then began the descent down the country to home. And realistically home wasn’t the place I was driving to. Home was him. I thought about what I was going to say to him the whole journey but nothing really sounded good enough.

It was just gonna have to come from the heart, I’d know what to say when I saw him. Hopefully. The roads were quite quiet so I got home pretty quickly. I parked on the road outside his house and sat there staring for a few moments building up the courage to possibly be harshly let down. But I still got out the car. I still walked up to his house. I still pressed the doorbell. Rebekah, his sister, came to the door. “What are you doing here?” She demanded, her face sour and her lips in a pout.

“Is he home?” “He’s in his room- we have barely seen him” she answered, letting down her wall a little. “We don’t even really know what happened”. “Me either” i responded with a sigh, looking at my hands and twiddling my fingers. Rebekah didn’t say anything, she just moved to the side and looked down. The door was open wide for me to use and I jumped at the chance before she started questioning me anymore. I climbed the stairs I always used to climb. I turned through the halls I always used to walk. Until getting to his door…

I took a deep breath before knocking.

Knock knock

It took a second but Elijah eventually called effortlessly for the person to come in. I slowly opened the door, trying to locate where he was with my eyes first. “Y/n?” His voice croaked from the bed. He switched his phone off and dropped it on the bed. “I’m sorry to show up unannounced” I muttered walking into his room and closing the door. “Can we talk?” I quizzed standing in front of him awkwardly. “I suppose” he nodded, patting the bed for me to sit down.

I didn’t say anything until I was face to face with him. “I’m sorry” I began. “But I can’t live with out you Elijah, I need you In my life you are my spark, my happiness, you make me me- you are truly my other half” I rambled trying to get him to understand what he meant to me. “Yeah- it’s been a difficult two weeks” he nodded slowly looking back down. “But nothing has changed” “I have” I burst out desperately. “I’ve changed I promise- you haven’t seen it yet but I have, you’ll see it- If you give me a second chance”.

Elijah looked weary, unsure of what to say. “We can talk again- before you make your decision- try things out and if you feel like we’re getting better like we’re back on track then- maybe we could try it again?” I cried out, grabbing his hand and holding it between my two smaller hands. “Just give me once more chance to prove how much you mean to me- that’s all I ask- and I know I have no right to even ask because I fucked up but- I have to ask- I have to try- you are worth me trying, you are worth me showing up here possibly to be embarrassed by you turning me away”.

Elijah scratched his head staying silent for the time being. He was probably just thinking. “Come on lij- you’re the love of my life we have to try” I squeezed his hand gently and I felt him hold mine back. “Okay” he finally answered, my heart rose from the depths of my chest. “We can try again- there’s no harm in trying if it means I get you back” he admitted nodding at me. A sigh of relief left my lips and I shuffled closer to him so I could get my arms round his neck. “God I missed you so fucking much” I told him with no shame.

“Yeah I know pet- it was mutual” he told me pulling all my hair over my shoulder to one side. “I’m going to show you lij, that I love you and that I want you- because breaking up is too hurtful- losing you isn’t an option, you’re what I want” I told him feeling my eyes well up again. I pulled away from his neck to face him. “I know it hurts trust me- but I didn’t have a choice- it shouldn’t have taken breaking up for you to realise Y/n” he told me sadly, clearly disappointed in me. “I know my love” I answered taking full blame.

“But I understand now, and I’ll prove it to you”.

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