this used to be primarily a sh/ED to recovery blog. im doing my best but im not perfect and may still post triggering content from time to time (ill try to remember to tag it).
now im both happier and sadder than ive ever been. im focused on trying to complete my education, find a stable job and cultivate my hobbies interests and friendships. i would love to bloom as a person but most days im ok just making it through the day, one day at a time.
ive met and spoken with many people throughout the years (this isnโt my first tumblr blog, Iโve been here since 2014) but i usually never keep in touch as i find it hard to really connect online. however, everyone ive been in contact with, even if briefly, i deeply appreciate.
iโve always seen tumblr as a space where i could freely share my feelings. i felt understood and validated in ED/BPD/AuADHD/etc. communities, and learned a lot about myself and my behaviours, even though to this day ive never received a real medical diagnosis (i tried therapy once but felt quite defeated by the experience). it makes me feel like a poser, a little bit, but i still regularly interact with these spaces because it helps me deal with my feelings. it feels like weโre all learning to get better together and i like that.
