Ko ｡

And, I know I'll find deep inside me . . .

[servantism]

Use me as you will ! Pull my strings just for a thrill ! And, I know I'll be okay . . .

☆ — Ko / Zen . He / It . AroAceflux & panro + agender . SadoMaso . Minor ^_^ .

Welcome ! This is my blog for insaneposting . Generally a obslove / vent account , but I may interact in jirai spaces as well . Posts are not aimed , you are free to pursue if you so wish but don't expect me to reciprocate easily . Some posts are queued . You can ask for my main blog if we're close . ^^

No DNI , I block very liberally .

BYI ; You don't get a laundry list of what's wrong with me , but do know that I deal with terrible mood swings , low empathy & narcissistic traits . I'm a paranoid person and I don't trust easily . I'm prone to liveblogging my mental breakdowns publicly . As you can probably guess , I'm not the best person there is , so IWC . I don't tend to trigger tag posts seperately , so this is your warning now that this blog will contain mentions of SH / ED , suicidal / homicidal ideation && suibaiting + more .

. . . Though, my skies are turning grey !

[anglaised]

they say going missing and starting over is rlly in right now

[brucespringsteencomments]

[yhancon]

(flirting) are you ever frightened by the enormity of your own desire

[floridak1los0]

[rodrickheffeley]

well im not the moon im not even a star

[gawdland]

what doesnt kill you makes you go out walking on sunny days until you end up on a tree-lined street where you can look up at the gaps of sunlight and realise you miss them more than anything

[stlkkr]

you say i'm important. but important people don't get replaced this easily.

[servantism]

changed my url . nobody panic Ok ?

[lambswinery]

date idea : you reassure me and tell me how much you love me while carving your name into me.

[4everh4vnted]

If you have a crush on me or you like stalking me can you give me a sign ? I just want to know. I just want to know someone cares.

[dispenser-of-provisions]

There's always hope for everyone! Except for me, of course. I'm doomed forever.

[servantism]

[servantism]

gguuhhh . im so exhausted

[devouticide]

i love you. i love you in the way the moon yearns for the sun during eclipses. i love you in the way doves love each other. i love you in a indescribable way,, even synonyms or comparisons can’t help.

[ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3]

idk edtwt kinda makes me sad why are people genuinely fat shaming???

or comparisonspo or whatever and the "fat" one is literally a healthy weight. You aren't better because you are skinny.

cuz they r taking random ppls vids and just being so rude to them and calling them disgusting and stuff like. idk it makes me very sad.. i would never want to be in that position...

i understand and im not trying to shame anyone with an ed, obviously not everyone is doing this but still. having a disorder isn't an excuse for genuinely rude behavior.

[servantism]

part two

Alright .