Servile Slayer

D -+-> Name: Xanius Zahhak D -+-> Brand: [M] D -+-> Slave: Bukram Nitram D -+-> Mood: Enamoured D -+-> Other: Stupid Sexy Nitrams D -+-> Buckets:0

[kriller-queen-blog]

event section 2

aight i read up on this ship

looks like imma hafta do it since aint no glubbin way im doin all that sex carp with ma slave

plus he eelready did it so i may as well 38/

aight my peeps is

1. ma main man dualscar

2. the grand highblood efin tho im finkin hes pissed at me

3. darkleer

[servileslayer]

D -+-> Oh gosh.  D -+-> Why me? 

[servileslayer]

Rebranding

[truculentinsurgent]

Xanius was surprisingly nice to have his arms around, Bukram noted. He hoped the other wouldn’t mind if he cuddled up to him more often than occasionally, it was nice having someone he could wrap his arms around, someone he wasn’t too worried about disappearing suddenly, or him having to kill.

When he was alive, Bukram hadn’t really paid much thought to Xanius, other than ‘possible obstacle’, really, which he felt like utter shit about now. He thought Xanius was nothing but another mindless drone that followed Grand Highblood’s every order, obviously, that was a shitty assumption, and he shouldn’t have made it. Maybe, on Alternia, Xanius wasn’t this kind or nice, maybe the complex had changed him, he didn’t know, but he still felt awful about it.

He had relaxed noticeably once he’d had his arms around the other for a few moments, the blueblood just seemed to calm him down, made him feel a little safer, maybe? He never thought he’d feel safe around any highblood other than Mindfang, but there he was.

He looked up at Xanius when he was asked the question, for a split second he was confused, but he grinned at how forward and out of virtually nowhere the question was, and nodded, moving back to make it easier, but kept his hands on Xanius, not wanting to break contact yet.

"Yes." 

[servileslayer]

Back when Xanius was the E%ecutor, he did follow all but one order from his higher ups. And after that, there were no more orders to follow except his banishment. Even after all these centuries, he still felt a primal instinct to follow orders, just a bit, but he was better at resisting, his unjust punishment always at the forefront of his mind. 

If Xanius got to know Bukram at all in their lives, he might have tried to steal him from his only friend. He was beyond breathtaking, such a strong and admirable troll. It was good he never had the opportunity to ruin his friendship with Mindfang like that. 

As of late, he had a calming effect on other trolls. Mostly because he wasn't trying to intimidate anyone anymore, all he wanted was to be close to others. He was alone for such a long time, he just needed someone to fill that void in his life now. Even though this facility was rotten and terrible didn't mean he couldn't find one bit of happiness in it. 

When Bukram said "Yes," but didn't completely pull away, it threw him off. Yes, was he being too forward, or yes, he could kiss him? His face was already starting to dust blue a little, and he stammered a bit when he spoke. "I'll just... Go get your food then. My apologies." Xanius was such a lonely old fool. 

[servileslayer]

they were just play1ng around, dont worry }:)

D -+-> Worried, why would I be worried?D -+-> I just find their anti% to be a bit silly. D -+-> Hopefully you don’t see my rea%ion as possessive. D -+-> But, I would like to be the only one providing those kinds of therapeutic massages for you. 

[truculentinsurgent]

that was qu1te the exper1ence…

1 managed to get most of my genesl1me 1n a pa1l, 88ut my sheets are sta1ned too

not that 1’m compla1n1ng any

th1nk 1 can 8eg a l1ttle more for you to v1s1t?

[servileslayer]

D -+-> You can try.  D -+-> But by the time you start begging, I'll already be on my way. 

[servileslayer]

ey far be 1t from me to tell you how to get yours but some of us don't want to see that sh*t.

D -+-> Oh. D -+-> It does seem to have the intended effect of not having others respond to our messages though. D -+-> Nobody else has complained. D -+-> Possibly because everyone’s become jaded to sexual content, given our collective situation. 

[wingedredbull]

no, we are!

1 just… 1 don’t know. 1’m sorry.

[servileslayer]

D -+-> How have you been?  D -+-> It's been a while since we've seen each other. 

[servileslayer]

Headcanons Update

((I wrote a thing about Darkleer's time after the Signless's execution as an explanation of why he doesn't care about the hemospectrum so much anymore. I need to parse through my headcanons to make it less redundant ))

Why is he kind and pretty much careless about the hemospectrum?

This is not E%ecutor Darkleer, this is the E%patriate. He's lived a life of exile in misery and depression. Xanius is kind to others mostly because he's finally not alone anymore and is really desperate for companions, partially because he was a slave before and knows what it is like. After he killed the Signless, he thought about it for many many many sweeps. He went through all the stages of grief over a century. - First he was in denial. He hadn't done anything wrong that deserved this punishment, the Highbloods would certainly allow him back after a few decades. If he had killed the Disciple, nothing would have been any different.  - Then he became angry. Both at himself and the ones who exiled him. How dare they treat all his sweeps of loyal service as if it was nothing due ONE MOMENT of hesitation. How could he be such a F001 to hesitate? Why was he so worthless? Why did he still feel like his choice was the right one though?  - Then bargaining. What if he had killed her? He'd still be with the highbloods, but what if he messed up again? Would they still keep him? What if he never killed the Signless? Was that the right thing to do? Was he just following orders? No. It was right. It ended his suffering.  That one day was full of ifs.  - Depression. He didn't leave his hive, even to buy food in disguise, for almost two sweeps, living on what was left in his supplies. His hive was a mess, Aurthour wasn't there to clean it anymore, and he couldn't bring himself to do it himself. His only distraction from his misery were the occassional visits from Mindfang. Her tasks made him feel useful again, her protection was greatly appreciated. He finally went out, purchased food, hid his face and horns as best as he could, wore clothing that didn't display his symbol or color. He wasn't proud of who he was.  - Acceptance. He finally decided what was done was done. He had to live his own life, even if it was in hiding, which for him was easy to do. His past choices couldn't be changed. But his beliefs could. The last troll he culled was right. Change needed to happen. The hemospectrum only benefited a few, and even then was turned against a few highbloods like himself and Mindfang. Maybe he could help, just a little. He made prosthetics for those hurt in the revolution. He used his ability to remain hidden to keep things safe, wrote down what he could remember of the Signless and squirreled it away. Who knows if it was ever found. The revolution was happening, and it wouldn't have started if he didn't hesitate centuries ago to kill an oliveblood. 

[servileslayer]

ey far be 1t from me to tell you how to get yours but some of us don't want to see that sh*t.

D -+-> Oh. D -+-> It does seem to have the intended effect of not having others respond to our messages though. D -+-> Nobody else has complained. D -+-> Possibly because everyone’s become jaded to sexual content, given our collective situation. 

[wingedredbull]

yeah, ok.

[servileslayer]

D -+-> Fine.  D -+-> I won't bother you anymore.  D -+-> I thought we were close friends, but maybe I was wrong. 

[servileslayer]

ey far be 1t from me to tell you how to get yours but some of us don't want to see that sh*t.

D -+-> Oh. D -+-> It does seem to have the intended effect of not having others respond to our messages though. D -+-> Nobody else has complained. D -+-> Possibly because everyone’s become jaded to sexual content, given our collective situation. 

[wingedredbull]

yeah, ok.

[servileslayer]

D -+-> Usually you chat more than this with me. D -+-> I'm sorry if I've done something that upset you.  

[servileslayer]

they were just play1ng around, dont worry }:)

D -+-> Worried, why would I be worried?D -+-> I just find their anti% to be a bit silly. D -+-> Hopefully you don’t see my rea%ion as possessive. D -+-> But, I would like to be the only one providing those kinds of therapeutic massages for you. 

[truculentinsurgent]

 please, Xan1us, 1 need you, 1 need your hands on my h1ps, push1ng me down onto your 8ulge

1 need you to 81te my neck, make me moan your name,

1 can almost feel your hands on me, Xan1us, 1’m so close to com1ng, please, let me come

[servileslayer]

D -+-> Oh gosh. D -+-> Yes, come for me, Bukram.

D -+-> I'm already.

D -+-> Bukram

D -+-> ... D -+-> Oh my, that was e%cellent.  D -+-> I spilled in a pail. D -+-> But my bedspread is soaked in my b100 100bricants.  

[servileslayer]

ey far be 1t from me to tell you how to get yours but some of us don't want to see that sh*t.

D -+-> Oh. D -+-> It does seem to have the intended effect of not having others respond to our messages though. D -+-> Nobody else has complained. D -+-> Possibly because everyone’s become jaded to sexual content, given our collective situation. 

[wingedredbull]

yeah ok…

whatever. forget 1t… sorry 1 bugged you.

[servileslayer]

D -+-> No. I'm sorry if I bothered you with my previous anti%.  D -+-> It's nice hearing from you. 

[servileslayer]

ey far be 1t from me to tell you how to get yours but some of us don't want to see that sh*t.

D -+-> Oh. D -+-> It does seem to have the intended effect of not having others respond to our messages though. D -+-> Nobody else has complained. D -+-> Possibly because everyone's become jaded to sexual content, given our collective situation. 

[servileslayer]

they were just play1ng around, dont worry }:)

D -+-> Worried, why would I be worried?D -+-> I just find their anti% to be a bit silly. D -+-> Hopefully you don’t see my rea%ion as possessive. D -+-> But, I would like to be the only one providing those kinds of therapeutic massages for you. 

[truculentinsurgent]

  that looks 81gger than the one 1m us1ng, 1m almost jealous 

1 dont th1nk 1 can put 1nto words how 8adly 1 need your 8ulge, Xan1us

1m close to 8egg1ng

1 w1sh you could hear me now, how 1m moan1ng your name 

[servileslayer]

D -+-> Beg for me.  D -+-> I might come.  D -+-> And then I may visit you to give you what you a% for and hear you in person.  D -+-> I need you, Bukram. 

D -+-> There's so much b100 dripping on my blankets.  D -+-> Oh fudge... 

[kriller-queen-blog]

D -+-> I hope this time, you can keep your head on your shoulders.

whats this aboat

you hafin a go at me zahhak? 38/

[servileslayer]

D -+-> No Your Highness, I am not.  D -+-> Just literally hoping that.  D -+-> Another version of yourself was here.  D -+-> She complained to Morra about messing with her… property.  D -+-> And subsequently was beheaded. D -+-> I’m not sure what else happened to her before then. I never bothered to a%. 

[servileslayer]

they were just play1ng around, dont worry }:)

D -+-> Worried, why would I be worried?D -+-> I just find their anti% to be a bit silly. D -+-> Hopefully you don’t see my rea%ion as possessive. D -+-> But, I would like to be the only one providing those kinds of therapeutic massages for you. 

[truculentinsurgent]

no, no, don’t stop

1’d def1n1tely mark you, however much you’d want me to

1 found a n1ce look1ng toy, 8lue, too, 1 can’t say for certa1n how large 1t 1s, 8ut 1t’s th1ck, and my guess 1s 1t’s a8out seven 1nches 1n total length 1’d say

1 don’t th1nk 1 can descr18e  how good 1t feels to have 1t all sheathed 1ns1de my nook

1 can only 1mag1ne how much 8etter your 8ulge w1ll feel 

please, Xan1us, prom1se 1’ll be feel1ng your 8ulge soon

how st1ll th1s toy 1s 1s just teas1ng me now

[servileslayer]

D -+-> This toy is just that, a toy.  D -+-> You'll feel so good.  D -+-> Warm, dripping, our colours mi%ing together.  D -+-> And if we managed to stay still for a moment, I'm sure I could feel your blood-pusherbeat around me. 

D -+-> I promise you, the very moment I see you ne%t, it'll only be however long it'll take for use to pull our pants off before you feel my bulge rubbing against your nook. 

D -+-> Just to let you know.  D -+-> I have in my this nook right now. 

[truculentinsurgent]

place your 8ets r1ght here on how long 1t takes for Condesce to get her ass 8eaten 8y Morra

[aiekiasobininmegido-deactivated]

BUKRAM ASS BEATEN BY ROBOLADY.

HOW LONG.

PLACE BET HERE.

[servileslayer]

((source)) D -+-> It would be nice if you didn't wish harm to him. D -+-> Or threaten him in any way.

[truculentinsurgent]

place your 8ets r1ght here on how long 1t takes for Condesce to get her ass 8eaten 8y Morra

[kriller-queen-blog]

you reely fink im that stupid buoy?

[servileslayer]

D -+-> It took a very short amount of time last time.  D -+-> It seemed like we barely met, showered each other with Twelfth Perigee's Eve gifts, and days later her head was delivered to my door.  

[servileslayer]

they were just play1ng around, dont worry }:)

D -+-> Worried, why would I be worried?D -+-> I just find their anti% to be a bit silly. D -+-> Hopefully you don’t see my rea%ion as possessive. D -+-> But, I would like to be the only one providing those kinds of therapeutic massages for you. 

[truculentinsurgent]

of course 1 could! 1’d 8e more than happy to

1 can only 1mag1ne how 1t would feel, my nook 8e1ng stretched out around your 8ulge

would you 81te my neck a l1ttle? not too much, 8ut enough to mark me?

[servileslayer]

D -+-> Your neck is already marked, but if you’d like one that’s more personal, I’d be happy to oblige.  D -+-> And. D -+-> You could likewise mark me.  D -+-> Just a little. 

D -+-> You should…  D -+-> Er.  D -+-> Definitely prepare yourself, so that I don’t harm you.  D -+-> Take a few toys from your locker.  D -+-> Make sure they are properly 100bricated.  D -+-> And see how much you can fit.  D -+-> And then tell me about it in detail. 

D -+-> I found a few sleeves in my own colle%ion.  D -+-> And am trying one out now.  D -+-> I've eased myself inside.  D -+-> It feels e%cellent. D -+-> But it can’t compare with what I am e%pecting from you. D -+-> I don’t think this is one size fits all. 

D -+-> This took me so long to type.  D -+-> Should I stop?  D -+-> Is this too 100d?

[servileslayer]

Rebranding

[truculentinsurgent]

None of this felt quite real - it felt like this was a trick. Morra was going to play an audio of what she would sound like if she ever laughed, play it through the complex, and tell him it was a sick joke that Xanius was in on. it. He knew, or seriously hoped and prayed, that that wasn’t the case, Xanius had genuinely come to take him as a slave and away from the cells.

Being a slave was less humiliating than being in the communal cells, he’d think of it that way, and Xanius didn’t seem to want him to be the kind of slave that was nothing but a servant and tool for masturbation, he’d heard the horror stories, from in the complex upon arriving, and all of the ones from when he was still free. He guessed he was lucky to have Xanius.

"Thank you, I don’t know if I could ever thank you enough…but before you go."  He stepped forward, towards Xanius, wrapping his arms around the other tightly, pressing his forehead against the other’s front. He wasn’t crying, thankfully, but it was a relief not having to worry about who would walk in and decide to claim him anymore.

He owed Xanius for that, the least he could do was be a good slave for him, and make sure geneslime and blood donations could be made on a regular enough basis to keep Morra happy.

[servileslayer]

Xanius certainly didn't plan on having anyone be his servant, whether they were a slave or not. He'd always be a bit servile, regardless of position of power. While Bukram was technically his slave, who was the one that had to care for the other? A master had to, or at least should, feed, clothe, clean and entertain their slaves. A slave had to provide genetic material and blood, but that was also true for masters. He didn't care what their titles were, his place, in his mind, was to care for another troll. If he wasn't exiled, he probably would have had a slew of spoiled rotten matesprits throughout his life, and he would have been happy to provide. 

When Bukram wrapped his arms around him, it was such a big relief. He hadn't had this much luck with any newly claimed partner. Rufioh was reluctant, seemingly spurred on by the threat of death, the last Summoner was in such a panic, he was taken away and drained before Xanius even got him a cell. Mindfang, well, they were close, but he'd offended her, and she was so clearly aching from heartbreak. 

Maybe he'd have a chance at happiness with Bukram. At least for a week, maybe two, three was probably cutting it before Morra decided to make them miserable, but he'd make the best of it before then. 

"You don't need to thank me anymore. I'm happy just not being alone." He was happy just getting to know this troll. Maybe it was gross and weird of him to have had a little crush on him while he was alive, just from Mindfang's stories. Maybe it was just admiration though and a little bit of "I made this happen," with regards to the whole revolution thing. 

"Would it be too forward of me to ask if I could kiss you?" Might as well try.