fake happy

nicky/dead/very queer tall as a gengar.

[bpd-trichster]

just remembered that tomorrow is another day I have to wake up and do things

[jtcatsby]

[lightningstrikes-art]

[m7angela]

fighting artblock with some shiros

[seto]

I can't read more on mobile but I'm trying to keep better track of my emotions for my therapist because I'm going biweekly so I will dump this until I can get a real journal

What pisses me off about a lot of people I knew in my past is they tout their trauma and ptsd around as an excuse for their past behaviors and behaviors now and say that they finally understand themselves on so many aspects of how they are and it's like I never got an apology for 90% of those people leaving me in the dust.

Because they couldn't understand my trauma

But maybe there's something about me I don't understand yet and that, is why I'm ultimately in therapy. I go back and look at every horrible event in my life time and I say that maybe in some way this was my fault. I don't want to believe these people left me or it was just ultimately better for me to abandon ship before I got even more hurt again.

I just don't want to end up completely alone, eventually.

[bottomdiluc]

[cherryandsisters-deactivated202]

how to calm down a sleep deprived keith: guide by hunk 

[teluduck]

Get some rest

[saecham-deactivated20181010]

[jinzilla]

Meet me halfway 🖤❤️ ( ig / twitter )

[v-0-3-deactivated20181223]

[perplexistan]

[ithinkimightveinhaledyou]

Okay, let's look at the facts, shall we? The whole fake relationship was his idea, you came up with a no-kissing rule, you're trying to break up with him, and you're carb-loading with a gay man while he's probably waiting in the hot tub. So I'd say if anyone stupidly fell for someone who doesn't like them back, it's not you. It's Kavinsky.

[macperalta]

brooklyn 99 hiatus creations → week five: Captain Holt

Captain Raymond Holt, the father of the 99

[pleoli]

my boys have been servin some looks lately  ♥

pleoli on ig/twitter

[webbywill]

my last 2 brain cells deciding what my style is today

[zosephinedraws]

I wasn’t going to upload this until it was all rendered but…screw it I’m celebrating