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Long time no see! Im spread to the four winds these days but if you'd like to learn a bit about the last 10 years in my life, give this a watch
A lateral deer with a bit of a Mercy vibe. This character is a field savior. They’re some of the few rolls Progenitus hires laterals for. They specialize in immediate patch and relief of acute wounds on the field. non-lethal bullet holes, crumbling armor, bad cuts or breaks, things that can be rapidly repaired and doped up to keep someone fighting without requiring them to be hauled off the lines. With a pushframe, the work can be done rapidly and in fine detail, and the lateral can use their natural speed to rush off to the next person that needs it. Saviors add considerable longevity to the front line. This particular character is the bonus miniature for the currently running HSD miniature kickstarter. If you’d like to own one, go lend your support! https://www.kickstarter.com/project…..es-expansion-1 This was drawn by http://nanabriere.tumblr.com/
https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1448273438/hsd-miniatures-expansion-1
Hey folks, our first expansion for the HSD miniature line is funding now! come check it out and see how you can get in on exclusive content and fun new options!
Happy Friday morning y'all
https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1448273438/hsd-miniatures-expansion-1
Hey folks, our first expansion for the HSD miniature line is funding now! come check it out and see how you can get in on exclusive content and fun new options!
https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1448273438/hsd-miniatures-expansion-1
Hey folks, our first expansion for the HSD miniature line is funding now! come check it out and see how you can get in on exclusive content and fun new options!
I have wondered how to structure this post for a couple days now. One of many things to think about, I suppose. two days ago, I received a phone call from my father saying that my brother, known to the tumblrpon fandom as wollap69, has died. He was found in his room, as I understand it, though at present I have very few details. He was suffering from a series of mental illnesses as well as diabetes, which had degenerated to the point of painful neuropathy in his feet. His death appears to have been suicide, by means of eating an exorbitant amount of sugar over the course of an evening without medicating for it. He was 22.
It is difficult to express, or really comprehend, the amount of factors and attempts and failures involved in a situation like this. I’ve had a hard time wrapping my head around it myself. I didn't live with him, and it would be stupid of me to make assumptions about things that should or should not have been done having not been around to witness the details. I don’t know the exact conditions leading to this, nor have i witnessed his day-to-day behavior with any regularity. He didnt contact me, nor does it seem he left any particular warning with anyone. He’s been sick before, and his medical condition was worsening due to an unwillingness to medicate as directed. If I were to hazard a guess, I would guess that this was actually a first suicide attempt, with the intent to fail, so that he could be hospitalized on a more permanent basis, and it just went further than he thought it would. That’s a very wild guess, mostly supported by the apparent lack of final preparation. No notes, no messages, nothing on his social media (that I’m aware of) devices left on, processes left mid-task. He’s still logged in on skype. but again, its a guess. He may just of easily have decided it wasn't worth closing any of it.
I don’t really have a coherent way to assemble my thoughts on this. I have an endless list of questions about the details I’m missing, but they’re not going to amount to anything in the end anyway. I would try to craft a more poetic eulogy, but I’m a loss of what to say. There are no apologies or explanations or justifications sufficient to reconcile something like this. Maybe, in time, when i have a clearer picture of his life, I can revisit this and close his chapter with a little more grace. I hope so. Ultimately, I’m just writing this to inform his fans that he’s not around anymore. Seems like the least I can do.
Folks, the HSD miniatures site is up and running! http://www.imagine3dminiatures.com/en/hc-svnt-dracones
Here you can customize your own anthro hero for use in scifi and urban environments from a large variety of heads, bodies, limbs and accessories, ready for print and delivery as a high detail tabletop ready figure! Hop in and play around, there are hundreds of options and, with your support, more to come!
And the minis are a-flowing! My first order came in today, here it is fresh out of the box with no cleaning, paint or primer http://www.imagine3dminiatures.com/en/hc-svnt-dracones
Folks, the HSD miniatures site is up and running! http://www.imagine3dminiatures.com/en/hc-svnt-dracones
Here you can customize your own anthro hero for use in scifi and urban environments from a large variety of heads, bodies, limbs and accessories, ready for print and delivery as a high detail tabletop ready figure! Hop in and play around, there are hundreds of options and, with your support, more to come!
Where have I been, and what’s taking so long?
Hey folks, I’m making a master post here just to explain why it is that HSD updates have been sparse lately. Aside from being in the midst of several projects (the miniature line is ready, btw. the online store will be opening next week), several months ago we bought a house. A…wreck…of a house. Lets call it a “fixer.” It was a great opportunity to put our own look on things and get into a lower tax base, make our sweat into some money, all that good stuff. but talk about your time sink.
So for several months now, I’ve been clocking full days here, trying to turn this place into something livable, while taking care of my kid in the evenings. It’s made it difficult to put the sort of hours into writing and development that those things really need, so progress on new material has been slow. Sorry, folks, I do need to prioritize the house. It’s hard to make content if I dont have a place to live.
But! Things ARE moving along, and the house is nearly finished. Two big new HSD titles are both in progress and moving along (slowly, but steadily, and that pace will increase when the house is finished) and the miniatures line is, as mentioned, launching imminently. Bear with me, this is just one of those things that has to get done before other things can be focused on.
Where have I been, and what’s taking so long?
Hey folks, I’m making a master post here just to explain why it is that HSD updates have been sparse lately. Aside from being in the midst of several projects (the miniature line is ready, btw. the online store will be opening next week), several months ago we bought a house. A…wreck…of a house. Lets call it a “fixer.” It was a great opportunity to put our own look on things and get into a lower tax base, make our sweat into some money, all that good stuff. but talk about your time sink.
So for several months now, I’ve been clocking full days here, trying to turn this place into something livable, while taking care of my kid in the evenings. It’s made it difficult to put the sort of hours into writing and development that those things really need, so progress on new material has been slow. Sorry, folks, I do need to prioritize the house. It’s hard to make content if I dont have a place to live.
But! Things ARE moving along, and the house is nearly finished. Two big new HSD titles are both in progress and moving along (slowly, but steadily, and that pace will increase when the house is finished) and the miniatures line is, as mentioned, launching imminently. Bear with me, this is just one of those things that has to get done before other things can be focused on.
Today is Cora’s second birthday (well, in 30 minutes or so, i just happen to be awake at the moment). Everyone say happy birthday!
Today is a very special day. Not just because shes turning two (though that’s pretty important. It only happens once, you know) but because it marks the day she is considered by medical standards to have caught up to the development level of non premature children. At two years old, they take her off the adjusted growth curves and she’s considered for all intents and purposes to be “over the hump. Which is an amazing thing, from where I’m sitting.
Most parents (to the best of my knowledge) remember the birth of their children as a joyous, if nerve-wracking, event. I’m afraid my experiance was rather dramatically different, and I’ve expounded on that once or twice since then, so I’ll spare you the details now. Horrifying, I suppose, as only a 1.6 pound child removed 3 months early from a dying mother can be. She had over 30 life threatening birth complications, and for months on end, her fate was very uncertain. As time has gone on and shes slowly caught up, those have dropped away, bit by bit. They’re still not all gone, actually, but now, at 2 years old, she’s as strong and healthy as we can hope for. There are still worries, and she’s still at risk of things that may as yet develop, but right now, at least, she has flourished beautifully. It’s the sort of luck that’s difficult to qualify with words.
I don’t think I’ve posted these before, so I’ll warn you ahead of time, they can be a little shocking.
The zoom on the shot makes scale difficult to discern, but that white band you see in the second image was less than two inches wide, and the wires are slim enough to be dental floss.
These pictures were taken a week or two after birth, if I recall rightly. less than a foot long (they do have to stretch them out to take that measurement, and its a painful thing to watch) . They give you landmarks to shoot for and things to do to try and help, and emphasize the parental importance to the whole process so you dont feel like such useless trash in light of the enormity of what you’re facing. you scheduled cluster care and make special sterile appointments to hold her against your chest for a while, so she can hear the heartbeat she’s supposed to be hearing for another 3 months, and it helps, it does, it’s all very important, but in the end you just feel so useless.
The technology is the unsung hero, here. That would be a dead child, were it not for modern medicine. Love does not cure lungs that are too small to absorb air, or clear the bubbles threatening to collapse them, or feed her when she cant swallow. You want it to, you really do. You want to think you can help her, because that’s what you’re supposed to DO, as a parent. Help. But it takes doctors and nurses and round-the-clock care and incubation capsules and respirators and all you can provide is a carefully measured hug for an hour or two every day, or putting your hands on top of her to let her feel skin (but not for too long, because the incubator does a better job of keeping her warm). Miserable. just a miserable time.
mercifully, she did improve.
She had a hospital transfer once she was big enough, which really helped us be able to get to her more often (it was an hour both ways before) and that went a long way toward making us feel like we were contributing in some meaningful fashion toward making her healthier. Which is just about all you have to hang on to, at that point.
This picture wasn’t long before she was released, actually. They let them go home as soon as they reach a requisite body mass and hit a few specific landmarks (eat without a tube, no breathing issues for 24 hours, a few others). It’s a very sudden thing. you have months of waiting and wondering and watching the charts, and then, as soon as that little number ticks over, boom. you get maybe a day or two head’s up. We were elated to get her out of there, but it’s still a very nerve wracking situation. they dont come out of the NICU looking like a normal baby. She was four pounds, I think, and had only been off of the tube for a couple days. The wait feels like forever, and then when the time comes, it feels rushed. But, at last, you actually CAN help now. in fact, you’ll be helping an awful lot, because, as I mentioned, she’s not exactly up to “normal baby” caliber at this stage.
still pretty damn cute, though.
I always felt like the adventure sort of “started” here, as opposed to when she was born. there was no “adventure” there, that was just three months of gut wrenching hell. But when we got her home, we could actually start feeling “parental.” there were still plenty of things to have to juggle in order to keep her safe (among the various technological implements she owes her life to: video monitors and suction bulbs. She had extremely small nasal passages and a habit of vomiting silently and not being able to clear it. Im glad we’ve moved beyond that, it was pretty scary) but at least now we could take care of her. and so we have!
bit by bit
(there were a few other steps between there and here)
sufficed to say, today is a pretty wonderful day. For while the twos are a tough time for any kid (and, oh man, i can see ‘em coming) it is boggling to see how far shes come from her very uncertain beginnings. It’s wonderful to just have her be “small” instead of “in danger.” It’s a beautiful thing, to not have to worry about her making it to the point where we only have the standard array of things to worry about XD.
SO here’s to a happy birthday. I shall post pictures of the cupcake. If she eats it. She may not, she once turned down cake for a tomato.
go figure.
Happy bday to me
“I’m betting most of my streamers have traveled through Spyglass towns before. Probably don’t even notice half the time. There’s a few spots in Landria that Spy owns, they’re not much different than the rest of it: loud, blocky, perpetually trying to sell you something (you’ve all heard me rant about Mars’ “pride and joy” before, I’ll spare you a repeat) sufficed to say, the little splats don’t often live up to the rather foreboding reputation a lot of native MC civs tend to grow up hearing about. The stories of lawless, dangerous streets and rampant theft and corruption, and people who’ll just as soon steal your bone marrow as buy you a drink. Places the IRPF calls “Dark towns,” which is just about as stilted a description of anywhere I’ve ever heard and should probably be laughed at and ignored on principle. None the less, it paints a grim picture, and many people are downright frightened to travel into deep solo-Spyglass corptowns. Ignorance will do that. So take a walk with me and I’ll clear the air a little on what actually goes on in a Spyglass town, and hopefully, when you get up the gumption to visit, you’ll have a better understanding of just what to expect.
About 10 years ago, I moved to the Mars-based Spyglass town of Senisen as a way to force myself to deliver streams more objectively. Getting around in different corps helps you see things from new angles, and I had this (admittedly childish) idea that if I trotted around the solar system for a while and slept in everyone’s camp, I’d come out of it with a unique and varied insight. I think in the end it mostly just made me broke and bitter, but that creditless vitriol helped fuel my current style anyway, so hey, in the end, time well spent. Senisen was my first stint in a fully Spyglass corptown, and of the places I’ve rested my head, it’s one of the few I still think of as “home.” Took about a year to get to that point, though. Spyglass living is an acquired taste. You either get used to it and see the value, or you pretty much run away screaming. I spent about 6 years there before wanderlust and curiosity sent me on to the next location, but I seat myself firmly in the former of the two categories. And in case you’re wondering, publishing that openly just upped my potential threat index on the IRPF charts by several points.
By far the most common question I get from worried travelers hinges around the Spyglass justice system and what sort of legal protections they can expect from a society that doesn’t employ the IRPF to handle its law. Which is always worth a giggle, since I do have Spyglass streamers, and they send me worried letters about what they can expect when traveling through a town where the actions of the civilian populous are arbitrarily judged by a bloated mercenary corporation with no accountability beyond its contract with whatever megacorp owns the place and hired them specifically so they could hold up their hands and say “not our problem, talk to the IRPF” whenever someone gets shot. Frankly, both questions are valid ones, but since we’re looking from the outside in, I’ll address the Spyglass side. Disputes in a Spyglass town are settled largely by community merit, which seems a rather sloppy way of doing things (and indeed it can be) but is remarkably effective at promoting cooperation. They actually have a social currency, called Sing, that serves to rate and monitor personal social debts, loyalty, favors, things of that nature. Sounds a little maddening from the outside, but we do much the same thing thing credit contracts, they just let us de-personalize the situation a bit. Spyglass towns don’t de-personalize anything. Friends are made quickly and easily and hinge on working together to preserve what has been established by to community as “the good life.” That definition can change from community to community, but less than you might think. Businesses communicate all over the worlds, and all throughout the town, and over time many of big behaviors have homogenized in their overall public response, allowing people to pretty accurately police themselves within their own communities. Violations are dealt with between the offending parties, usually with guidance by locals and witnesses.
Spyglass towns have trials, but they’re smaller affairs and usually hinge around the judgments of prominent and respected members of the community more than the arbitration of an IRPF judge who may not even be from the same planet as you. It breeds favoritism, certainly, but the people who find themselves in these positions of respect got there because they acted in fairness and the community recognized it. It’s not something you can buy your way into (well, it IS, but you buy it with sing, that social currency I mentioned earlier. It basically shows that you have quantifiably assisted the people you’re representing). I knew about six in Senisen. Four I liked, two I could’ve done without. I understood all of them, though. I could see how they had achieved their status. That in itself was rather refreshing; I can’t say the same of the IRPF Justice Arbiters in our fair city. Which I will likely catch hell for when this stream goes live, but hey. I’m not paid to be nice. The famous duels-to-the-death over petty crimes are a real thing, but they’re a lot less common than your local vids might make them out to be. The major ‘rule’ in a Spyglass town regarding punishment is that the nature of the punishment is an agreed upon value between all parties affected by the crime, and that said weight is supported by the community. The stakes of a trial are determined before the trial begins, which goes a long way toward keeping rather obscene punishments from popping up repeatedly. Rarely will two people agree that the loser of an argument over theft or personal violation should be outright killed before the tribunal is satisfied on who is guilty or not. Most often, an actual duel will only take place if a community agrees on a guilty party and said party refuses to accept punishment, acts in a way that endangers a larger group, or otherwise chooses to pursue an argument outside the established social justice contract. Duels will generally only involve two people and usually have various stipulations attached about the protection of ones family against future violence from the winner (which the public becomes rather violently incensed about should they be violated). It’s a frightening thing to watch, but it’s remarkably effective within its setting. I’ve seen two, and in both situations there was a notable, almost unreal shift in emotions when one side fell. Forgiveness is exchanged evenly, memories are shared, and while hard feelings must surely exist, there is a sense that this conflict has been seen through to its conclusion, and should be left alone.
No one is untouchable in a Spyglass town, and they like it that way. It keeps people honest and doesn’t sugar-coat the nastier parts of business. Bounty hunters and assassins here will work extremely cheap if their mark is someone who has violated the local social code in some way, often seeing it as a community duty or charity they can provide to promote better behavior. Likewise, they will refuse petty hits they feel undermine a positive influence. It makes people think very hard before reaching for the higher rungs of wealth and power, as they know Spyglass itself will expose their secrets, and if their benefits don’t outweigh their detriments, it may cost them their fortunes, or their lives. I personally loved spending evenings over drinks with some of the local Spyglass strongarms. They’re a far cry from the muscle you usually expect from a mercenary corp sitting near an IRPF posting board looking for work. These operators are idealists and scholars and social activists with a stronger moral compass than my own. They value the jobs they take as social units more than just things to exchange for credits. It makes them more inherently respectful of life, and less quick to threaten or cajole over silly insults.
I typically like to let travelers know what sort of personal protection they should be packing when they visit foreign corptowns. It varies pretty dramatically (there are parts of Ganymede where it’s considered suspicious to NOT be armed), but in most Spyglass towns, if you’re not a local, leave your gun at home. Seriously. Don’t even give yourself the opportunity to draw it. Your visitor status grants you a degree of protection among Spyglass citizens; they recognize that you’re not necessarily part of the system and they gain clout among their peers for helping to keep you out of trouble. All that goes away if you start trying to throw weight around where you have none. It’s no coincidence that most of the reported visitor casualties from so-called “dark-towns” are hyped up as “killings of able-bodied, trained combatants” or other such media nonsense. The translation is “they packed heat and threatened someone with it, and the community considered them more trouble than they were worth.” The will of the citizenry is not a fickle beast; it’s actually quite simple to follow and work with. But it is, nonetheless, beastly. In short, the surest way to avoid legal woes in a Spyglass town is to try and be a friendly, helpful, and otherwise decent individual who sticks to their word and respects the word of others. Shocking, I know. As tourists, you’re given a fair bit of leeway, so don’t fret the small stuff. That doesn’t equate to a free pass, though. Spyglass towns have the highest civilian deathtoll directly attributed to other civilian action of any corptown. The IRPF likes to toss that statistic around a lot, you’ve probably seen it before. Consider, however, that these deaths are almost entirely due to their communal policing system, and should probably be compared to IRPF kills in the line of civil defense in equivalent populations rather than “crime,” like they usually are. Stack them up sometime, it’s rather eye opening.”
-Story excerpts from the upcoming full disclosure book, which will contain in-character stories and out-of-character breakdowns of many megacorp situations, so you can see how public opinion, propaganda, and advertising, differ from the reality of how the corptowns work.
Hey Sev, I know it has been a long time since you wrote it, but would you be willing to record the song of the kelpies, or at least something basic to set the cadence? It always sent shivers down my spine reading it, and I would love to know how it is meant to be heard, and with your permission, I'd like to try setting it to music. All credit to you of course, and only with your permission.
Hey, have at it
Grats on meeting the goal for the minis Sev, I wanna paint some of em owo
Thanks!