░ Continued from → ﮴ A sapphire glow in earliest bloom. ﮴
Still. Cornelia felt a sliver of pride that he’d feel so agitated on her behalf, and would put Novus back into his boots for her. He knew she didn’t mind him voicing out loud things she thought - she would have done it herself if she could! But the time wasn’t up to bickering. It rarely ever was when Novus got under her skin. But she was more busy watching the ground under the torch’s dying light, making sure she didn’t step in a hole, or break something. A shattered femur wasn’t a good look when they were trying to outrun some unholy abomination.
The expression of terror that he saw glazing over both Momo and Cornelia's faces bothered Novus the most. Already in the motion of shutting the door in a futile attempt to shelter them from the dreadful image, he hurried nevertheless and closed his eyes when it was fully shut, releasing a labored breath as he rested his forehead against the frigid stone. Then he quickly turned around to face them and listened closely to the Boa's words.
Many thoughts went through his head at that moment. The unpredictability of the matter at hand was one of the ideas that came and passed like the timid glow of an ember burning away what remained of its light. Then it was remembrance of why they were here, which had been to rescue survivors and then finally, the thought of responsibility. The last of those thoughts lingered longer than the others, much longer. Until then, the way Cornelia had kicked the stone door and the way Momo berated him over his actions caused a sinking feeling in his stomach, reigniting contemplations of the worst case scenario, in which both of the youths failed to survive. Then mention of heaping responsibilities onto those who did not ask for such absolved him from that monolithic guilt in an instant.
What did Novus know about picking and choosing responsibilities? What did he know about uninhibited youth, protected and nurtured and leading an idyllic existence? Nothing at all. That was why he was so brash with them, because he had assumed the sorts of atrocious responsibilities that seemed to shock Momo so since what should have been his own idyllic youth.
It still was not correct. Finally he fully understood that neither Momo nor Cornelia belonged here and understanding the reasoning behind why he had erred meant much to him. It helped him reconcile the possible path to redemption.
He responded, words clear.
"I vow never to put your friend in such danger ever again. I do not know how I may ever make up for this mistake but I will venture to that end nevertheless."
Aware of the faint light of Cornelia's torch and Momo's nearly paralytic despair, he moved forth, surrounded by a furious stream of scoutflies that lit his path until he reached one of the cannons. With a swift motion, he drew the switch axe from his back and swung it in a crescent once before putting his weight and strength into the next revolution, crashing the heavy axe into the wooden legs that held it upright. The wood splintered and fell, and after placing the switch axe on his back again, he knelt to put together another torch for them.
With forceful strength and a vice like grip, he tore shreds of his cloak away and lined the torch before lighting it with flint, and then handed it to Cornelia. He was turning his head around to eye the barrel of the cannon, possibly useful in the construction of a shaped charge when there was a loud bang that sent vibrations through the cavernous stronghold. With wide eyes, he glanced in the direction from which they'd come and shifted his eyes from left to right, putting together the cadence of his following actions quietly before turning to Cornelia again, flashing a smile.
"The Commission has arrived! Go! Return to our location of entry and meet with them there. Instruct them to shut the door because an explosion that could threaten this whole stronghold is pending. I will meet them on the opposite side of the mountain. There is another exit there. And tell them not to engage velkhana. It serves an important ecological purpose here. That is the final unwanted responsibility I will push upon you, I promise."