𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐑.

ever heard of the 𝚂𝙴𝚇𝚄𝙰𝙻 𝚁𝙴𝚅𝙾𝙻𝚄𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽? 𝐒𝐄𝐗 𝘞𝘖𝘕!

[sexwon]

independent & mutuals only 𝐗𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐋𝐘𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐎𝐍 from 𝘼𝙃𝙎: 1984. xavier is HEADCANON DRIVEN & CANON DIVERGENT at times. this blog is extremely 𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈-𝐑𝐘𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐏𝐇𝐘. this blog is for audiences 21+. please keep in mind that the subject matter around xavier can be very triggering, so mind the trigger warnings & curate your dash accordingly. this is a sideblog to CORISTORIES. written by CORI ( she / they, 30s, pst ). light plotting is required.

𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘 𝐈𝐍: wanting to be someone, denying your true self, fear of being alone, fear of being unloved, chasing stardom, having your dreams destroyed, dying young & forgotten, living fast, burning bright, hiding dark secrets, swallowing your shame, more soon.   

CARRD x INTEREST TRACKER x PINTEREST x HEADCANONS x MEMES x DNI 𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐒: @calisources ( coloring psd ) x @anahilation ( pinned temp ) 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: @cmpsrvior ( exclusive ) x @80skilled

[kylos]

CODY FERN American Horror Story: 1984 | 9.01

[daenerya]

We’re just not in the mood for a bullshit ghost story.

[kylos]

American Horror Story: 1984 | 9x05

[sexwon]

@80skilled asked: maybe we should go someplace fun.

the actor casually throws himself onto his couch with a slight grunt before sighing in contentment as his body sank into it. it wasn't the most luxurious couch by any means, but it was certainly better than the one that he'd had in his hovel in new york city before his addiction had gotten so bad and he'd been tossed out onto the streets. it was a good start and would definitely be one of the first things, right after his bed, that he'd replace once he made it on his first tv show or maybe his first big movie. he's reaching for the joint that he'd left in the glass ashtray on the coffee table when the dark haired man's next statement caught his attention, causing xavier to grin. 

"yeah? where are you thinking? mexico? the bahamas? pull an elvis and go to hawaii like in the old movies?" he laughs as he strikes up his joint, inhaling deeply and slowly exhaling as he offers the joint to travis. in his mind, nothing hit better post slimmercise class than a hot shower and a premium joint. he'd already had his hot shower, now he was in his apartment with his joint.

he points to some papers that he'd tossed onto the counter on his way in. "on the way into class earlier, i overheard a lady talking about how some camp was reopening and they were in need of counselors. responsible adults to watch the kiddos and help them swim and do arts and crafts and whatever hell else you do in summer camp. could be pretty fun, considering that we can't even afford a road trip to san francisco, let alone somewhere more exotic like mexico or hawaii. we can even get some of the others from class to join us. could help pay for snacks and gas on the way there."

[sexwon]

@hisartistsmuse asked: you deserve a whole lot better, you know.

he hears the words, but his first instinct is to disbelieve them. he lets out a scoffing sound as he shakes his head, jaw tightening as he presses more into the sun warmed wood of the tree that he'd already been sitting against. he feels vulnerable and exposed, causing him to squirm slightly beneath the older man's gaze. he wishes he had something strong to make this conversation far easier to deal with, but he knew it would be useless even if he did have it. booze, drugs, none of that worked anymore when you were as dead as they were. probably another aspect of the hell that they were forever stuck in.

"bullshit," he finally says. "i should have never left that fuckin' hick town in alabama. hell, i should have never kissed the principal's son. everything that's happened since then was because of that." he's unable to meet sam's gaze now, staring off into the trees beyond the man as he draws his knees into his chest. "ma and pa were right about the evils of the world gettin' me. everything that's happened to me was my fault." he doesn't care that the old accent that he's worked so hard at getting rid of slipped through.

he feels colder than the usual ghost way. a kind of cold that went further, down into his very core, and he was unable to stop shaking. he rests his forehead against his knees, eyes closing as he tries to will the intrusive voices of his family out of his mind. "blake should have just left me to die in that park." he grumbles.

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR THINGS FRIENDS SAY TO EACH OTHER *  assorted dialogue for a multitude of friendly and platonic conversations and situations ranging from soft to dramatic, adjust as necessary

of course i love you. you're my best friend.

i really couldn't do this without you.

did you just call me your best friend?

that's what friends are for.

if you know me so well, what's my favorite color?

remember when they mistook us for siblings?

you're the only person i've ever trusted.

i know i can count on you for anything.

do you approve of them?

there's nothing i wouldn't do for you.

if something was wrong, i would tell you.

i can tell when you're lying.

okay, now tell me the truth this time.

i'm not leaving you behind.

i don't know what i'd do if i lost you.

let's not fight like that again.

i always knew you would accomplish amazing things.

that wasn't fair of me to say to you.

i'm sorry i upset you.

i know everything about you.

maybe we should go someplace fun.

will you be in my wedding?

we've been friends for years. you think i didn't know?

i figured you'd tell me when you were ready.

you called me your best friend.

if it matters that much to you, we'll do it.

i just want you to be happy above all else.

you deserve a whole lot better, you know.

i wish you could see yourself the way i see you.

you've always been there for me, no matter what.

i'd risk my life to save you.

we need a girls trip.

i know you better than you know yourself.

you don't think i can tell when you're lying?

you can't get anything past me.

as your best friend, i have to step in.

that's wrong, and you know it.

i love you, but not in that way.

we need to get out of here. just us.

you mean the world to me.

you deserve better than the way they treat you.

i think i have a right to express my honest opinion when it comes to my best friend.

the only way we survive this is if we work together.

you trust me, don't you?

we could sit for hours in silence, and i'd still love the time we spent together because it was with you.

i can tell you anything, and you won't judge me.

maybe we should take a trip together, just us.

i'm so happy for you and the life you've created.

you know me so well.

one day we'll end up in rocking chairs on a porch together, complaining about everything.

you're like a sister to me.

you're like a brother to me.

you're practically family at this point.

if you asked me to help you hide a body, i would.

no one messes with my best friend.

excuse me, but i'm your best friend. i think i have a right to know.

i've known you all my life.

i hate it when we fight.

[sexwon]

@hisartistsmuse asked: ❝ here, let me hold you. i’ll protect you. ❞

his body tenses automatically at the invitation and his first instinct is to try and push the older man away. his jaw tightens, but then he takes a deep breath and lets it out very, very slowly and he forces himself to relax. sam was different than blake and a lot of the other men in blake's inner circle. he respects boundaries, he listens, he doesn't push. xavier knows that sam has a reputation, but it was nowhere near blake's level of infamous. he can feel himself slowly softening as his guard begins to lower and he nods, swallowing his initial objections. "y-yeah. that...that would be nice, actually." xavier hates admitting how touch starved he is. he'd do anything for anyone if they touched him the right way and he hated that about himself.

[sexwon]

@80skilled asked: ❝ you look dreadful. ❞

he's unable to stop shaking, he's in intense physical pain, and his hands are soaked in blood that isn't his. his mind feels fractured and he's unable to form a fully coherent thought. travis's words cause his wild gaze to focus on the other man, blue eyes focusing on the brunet. "no shit, sherlock," xavier snaps. his breathing is uneven and he knows that he's on the verge of a breakdown, but he's unable to stop it. he just wanted to get away from the city for a while, get away from blake. but all he did was stumble into a seemingly inescapable hell and drag his friends into it with him and now his career was beyond ruined on top of all of it. "we gotta get out of here. i can't...i can't die here. i can't!"

[kylos]

Cody Fern as Xavier Plympton in episode 2 of American Horror Story: 1984

[michaellangdons]

Bye, bitch. 

[joshhcrtnett]

Cody Fern as Xavier Plympton

AMERICAN HORROR STORY: 1984 (2019)

[stanvogel]

Cody Fern > 06.07.22

[sexwon]

@campsurv1vor asked: ❛   do you think even the worst person can change…? That everybody can be a good person, if they just try? ❜

his brow furrows as he stares at brooke, unsure of how to answer. a part of him wants to get snippy and rude, simply because that's just the way he is. but the longer he stares at her, the more that his intoxicated brain comes to the realization that with her big shiny eyes and her eager and sweet demeanor, she's just a puppy in human form. and xavier is definitely an asshole, but he's not a puppy kicking asshole. that's an entirely different breed of asshole. one that xavier's pretty certain that even he, with his heavily warped morals, wouldn't be caught dead knowingly associating with.

instead, he squints his eyes slightly and points his currently unlit joint in brooke's direction. "with a question like that, are you sure that you haven't been holding out on us and toking behind our backs?" his tone is light, clearly playful. he's certain by this point that little miss all american would never dirty her lungs or nasal passages with the fun little goodies that he and the others had brought along to help pass their time at the camp. not that he was complaining. it just meant more for him. he shakes his head. "god brooke, i don't know. i'm not really the person to be askin' that kinda question to. i'm not exactly the beacon for morality, am i?" he grins at her before tucking his unlit joint behind his ear. "what brought this on, exactly?"

[fadedpagesandworldstages]

╰┈➤ STARTER PROMPTS : Random Dialogue Prompts a set of original, generic, random dialogue starter prompts !

❝ sorry, i didn’t realize you could hear me. ❞ ❝ you need to stop interrupting my monologues. ❞ ❝ i didn’t realize you could hear my inner monologues. ❞ ❝ who invited them ? ❞ ❝ who invited you ? ❞ ❝ well, well, look what the cat dragged in. ❞ ❝ you look dreadful. ❞ ❝ this is probably a terrible idea. ❞ ❝ who came up with this idea ? i have some strong words for them. ❞ ❝ that sounds like a ‘ you ’ problem. ❞ ❝ you’ve got to be joking. ❞ ❝ complaints are to be sent to the complaints department. no, that’s not the trash can, what are you talking about ? ❞ ❝ if you ask me, i’m a very trustworthy person. ❞ ❝ have i ever steered you wrong ? ❞ ❝ what could possibly go wrong ? ❞ ❝ how does getting ice cream sound right now ? ❞ ❝ no, we’re not getting takeout on the way home. ❞ ❝ i don’t know how much ice cream it will take to drown my sorrows, but it will probably be a lot. ❞ ❝ do you hear yourself ? ❞ ❝ do you have any idea what time it is ? ❞ ❝ if i wake up to find that every cabinet and door in the house is open, that probably means it’s haunted, right ? ❞ ❝ i told myself not to spend all my money in one place, yet here i am. ❞ ❝ i saw the plushie and i had to have it, i’m sorry. would you like to give them a hug ? ❞ ❝ if a mysterious voice gave me an ominous warning, i’d probably listen to it. ❞ ❝ if a mysterious voice gave me an ominous warning, i probably wouldn’t listen to it. ❞ ❝ daisy chain making is so much harder than the stories make it seem. ❞ ❝ do you believe in miracles ? ❞ ❝ i’ve been waiting for so long to hear you say that. ❞ ❝ i missed you, you know. ❞ ❝ were you always this ( handsome / beautiful ) ? i think you’ve been holding out on me. ❞ ❝ if you’re always looking for the darkness, you’ll never find the light. ❞ ❝ magic is all around us. it always has been. ❞ ❝ shh. do you hear that ? ❞ ❝ i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to bother you. ❞ ❝ are you busy ? i need to talk to you. ❞ ❝ here, let me hold you. i’ll protect you. ❞ ❝ look, a shooting star ! did you make a wish ? ❞ ❝ i’m here, okay ? i’m here. it’s alright. you’re safe with me. ❞ ❝ i didn’t know that you could sing. ❞

[cowboahs]

quotes that broke me starters

feel free to adjust pronouns / names as needed !

quotes taken from random sources or tiktok. i claim no ownership whatsoever.

❛   i’m supposed to be the one who protects you from monsters. i’m not supposed to be one.  ❜  

❛   if i could make a deal with god, and i’d get him to swap our places.  ❜  

❛  no one heard our screams for a long time.  ❜  

❛   i know so many last words. but i’ll never know hers.  ❜  

❛   there is a home for every departed thing.  ❜  

❛   it reminded me that i will never truly know you.  ❜  

❛   i also buried a part of myself alongside them.  ❜  

❛   after you died i could no longer hold a funeral. so my life became the funeral.  ❜  

❛   you don’t have to be awake to cry.  ❜  

❛   forgive me, for all the things i did. but mostly the things i didn’t do.  ❜  

❛   the human eye is the loneliest creation of all.  ❜  

❛   fairness is for happy people.  ❜  

❛   the things we lost will always be heavier than the things that stayed.  ❜  

❛   perhaps it is the greater grief, to remain on the earth when another is gone.  ❜  

❛   you stain the pages with yourself.  ❜  

❛   tears will not wash away the sorrow.  ❜  

❛   beautiful things grow a certain height and then they fall and fade off.  ❜  

❛    who in all these centuries has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?  ❜  

❛   i have scars on my hands from touching certain people  ❜  

❛   despite everything, i believe that people are really good at heart.  ❜  

❛   you tried to change, didn’t you?  ❜

❛   you can’t make homes out of people. someone should have taught you that.  ❜  

❛   i hid my deepest feelings so well, i forgot where i placed them.  ❜  

❛   we have no scar to show for happiness. we learn so little from peace.  ❜  

❛   i didn’t leave because i stopped loving you. i left because the longer i stayed, the less i loved myself.  ❜  

❛   at every moment in our life, we have one foot in a fairytale & the other in the abyss.  ❜  

❛   there are too many sad eyes on happy faces.  ❜  

❛   it’s strange, i felt less lonely when i didn’t know you.  ❜  

❛   things change, friends leave. life doesn’t stop for anybody.  ❜  

❛   it takes a lifetime to die, and no time at all.  ❜  

❛   i am deathly afraid of almosts. of coming close to what i want and then falling just a little short.  ❜  

❛   i felt your absence.  ❜  

❛   what do we do now, now that we are happy?  ❜  

❛    you honestly thought anybody would love you? purely and truly love you?  ❜  

❛   don’t stop looking. he deserves to know someone saw his end, that someone noticed him.  ❜  

❛    i can bear my pain so long as it has meaning.  ❜  

❛   i dont have a single friend - not one.  ❜  

❛   i’ve had more than enough pain in my life, what’s a little more going to do?  ❜  

❛    it would have been you if i met you first.  ❜  

❛    i really thought he was going to be my forever.  ❜  

❛    maybe in the next life it would work.  ❜  

❛   in spite of everything, you’re still you.  ❜  

❛   the dead have it easy.  ❜  

❛   there’s an ocean of silence between us, and I’m drowning.    ❜  

❛   there have been countless times in my life when i thought i’d be better off dead.  ❜  

❛   what on earth… have i become?  ❜  

❛   don’t look at me! i don’t … i don’t want you seeing me like this.  ❜  

❛   i wish i could’ve been like you.  ❜  

❛   your fate was sweeping you away, like a flood.  ❜  

❛   the future should know the mistakes we made.  ❜  

❛   of course you have. you feel guilt. you want redemption.  ❜  

❛   i’m here because you can’t accept what you’ve done. it broke you.  ❜  

❛   even now, after all you’ve done, you can still go home.  lucky you . ❜  

❛   you’re all that’s left, and we can’t live this lie forever.  ❜  

❛    prometheus gave us light, and warmth, and eternal damnation.  ❜  

❛   take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act.  ❜  

❛    i know i ruined your life. i suffer for it every day.  ❜  

❛   don’t let yourself get killed for… for pride. i’ve seen it kill too many folk.  ❜  

❛    you and me, we ain’t decent… but those folk… they were.  ❜  

❛   we’re more ghosts than people.  ❜  

❛   despite my best efforts to the contrary… it turns out i’ve won.  ❜  

❛   i gave you all i had … i did.  ❜  

❛   this whole time, I’ve blamed myself for that decision.  ❜  

❛   do you think even the worst person can change…? That everybody can be a good person, if they just try? ❜  

❛   i don’t want to break their hearts all over again. it’s better if they never see me.  ❜  

❛   please leave me alone. i can’t come back. i just … can’t, okay?  ❜  

❛   no matter the struggles or hardships you faced… you strived to do the right thing, you refused to hurt anyone. ❜  

❛    people like you don’t ever want to be happy.  ❜  

❛   i don’t want to let go. i’m not ready to say goodbye yet.  ❜