* l'imperatore.

sirena del mare     /     non mi affogare.

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mmmmmmmmhello if u guys are still active & wanna rp w my squalo still please like this post

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mmmmmmmmhello if u guys are still active & wanna rp w my squalo still please like this post

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GODBIDDEN :     HYAKUYA,  MIKAELA .

                    ❛   TEACH  ME …  what  you  just  did  with  your  sword  .  i  need  to  become  stronger .   ❜      ( @sfidar /  s.c. ) 

                             ❛   ... ‘teach you’?  heh --  save your breath,  kid.  i don’t have the time to play teacher with you,  and i sure as hell don’t have the patience,  either.     ❜   

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idk how to explain how i’ve been feeling except to say that i want to write but ... i ... get on this blog and i can’t seem to / i lose inspo really quickly and then kind of just end up staring at all my drafts?? and i’m not quite sure how i’m going to go ahead and fix that but i do know that i love squalo and i don’t quite want to abandon him just yet but at the same time like ... i can’t bring myself to write here anymore eufdsighglh so if any of you guys have any good tips and / or tricks that can help me out i’d really appreciate it ; v ; 

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anyway like this for a shark in ur inbox bc i’m doin shenanigans tonight and replies tomorrow oxox

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take a second to vote & help a girl out ty ty 

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The reason to live.

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AEVYTERNAL :     EBONY .

    Steps  slow  to  a  halt  at  the  voice  [  one  she  recognizes  ],  a  reserved  sigh  filtering  past  her  lips  as  hands  delicately  fold  together  before  her   &   she  turns.    ❝  Is  a  woman  not  allowed  to  walk  home  after  a  long  night  of  drinking ?  ❞        She  could  surely  use  another  by  now  not  that  the  alcohol  could  actually  AFFECT  HER.  Colourless  gaze  meets  his  calmly,  soft  smile  on  her  lips  in  response  to  his  WARPED  OWN  [  albeit  hers  is  not  quite  as  WARM  as  it  could  be  at  times  ].        ❝  But  now  why  are  you  out  of  bed   &   so  far  from  home ?  Surely  you  could  not  have  missed  me  that  much  so  as  to  go  as  far  to  seek  me  out.  ❞

                              ❛   heh --  you’d sure as hell wish i was out here,  wandering around this shithole for you,  huh!?   ❜      another round of biting snickers,  largely at the expense of the woman he now found in his company.  fortunately,  she knew him too well to find herself suddenly crestfallen in the face of his mannerisms,  his brusque way of speaking,  the way his laughter sounded derisive by default.  they both know each other too well to go gun-shy.  his arms cross over his chest as he looks her over,  one slender brow arched in alleged curiosity.         ❛   why else would i be wandering around this fucking dump!?  you might’ve been out slacking tonight,  but i was looking for someone.     ❜     and not,  his tone implies,  to greet them warmly after a prolonged separation.

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RUINCAST :     LIBRA .

❝ … i don’t know if this is too forward to ask or not, but, um… ❞ previous confidence had dwindled. libra was still unable to make proper eye contact, however, his tone was getting better. stronger. ❝ you say you ‘don’t care’. what, then, pushes you to fight here?❞ / @sfidar

                               ❛   --  you’ve asked me that same goddamn question five-hundred times,  now.  why the hell’s it matter so much to you?    ❜      not that it’s grating on his nerves,  per se,  though the repetition,  no matter how spaced-apart,  does irk him some.  rather,  he responds this way because he knows his answer will be less than satisfactory;  of the sort that his holy company would likely prefer not to hear.  he’s insistent,  though.  and squalo grows tired of dodging the question,  truth be told.  so he responds honestly,  eyes narrowed,  gaze directed elsewhere:      ❛   ... take the fight away from the killer,  and he’s got jack shit.  i’ve pushed this far because it’s all i know.  ‘that good enough for you,  priest?    ❜

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consider this an itty-bitty one-liner / mini starter call if you want me to hit you up with some sharky goodness xox.

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LAEVITICUS :          LINK,  HOWARD .

❝ squalo, please —— you’re unnerving everyone around you. ❞ he sighs. the last bit of patience hanging on a single thread.  ❝ put your weapon away. ❞  / @sfidar

                               ❛   how the fuck’s that my problem!?   if they didn’t want a fight,  they shouldn’t have started shit!    ❜      in other words,  he’s absolutely no intention of putting his weapon away,  and if that’s the result link desires,  he’ll have to take matters into his own hands.

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                                sticks his leg out real fucking far while xanxus is passing so the asshole trips right over it and falls flat on his face          /  @wrathscarred​ .

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DESTRUCTIVOUR :     JAEGERJAQUEZ,  GRIMMJOW .

compliance to the demands of others is CLEARLY NOT IN HIS NATURE;  especially from someone HE FELT is below him. to prove his standing on the matter ,  grimmjow’s legs STRETCH FURTHER OUT ALONG THE EXPANSE OF THE ELONGATED COUCH.  his arms also placed at deliberate and awkward angles  , as if to take up even more space than physically possible. 

despite the tone, his features remain impassive.   ❛     I WAS HERE FIRST ,  find your own damn spot   …    n`less you wanna` sit on my lap instead.    ❜  

                                ❛   sit in your lap!?  you stupid fuck --    ‘you really think i’d agree to a bullshit idea like that!?    ❜      he’d have been a fool to expect complete and utter compliance;  after all,  it seemed as though the only thing grimmjow was capable of was being infuriatingly spiteful.  especially so,  when it came to squalo.  arms crossed taut over his chest,  and his eyes narrowed in vengeful concentration,  the mafioso begins to circle the couch,  eyes trained on the other all the while.  not unlike a shark in the water.      ❛   i’m not gonna ask you again,  asshole!  move.  or i’ll make you.    ❜

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What are some songs you associate with our favorite Shark?

BOY I LOVE STUFF LIKE THIS WHERE DO I START!!!!!!   here’s some songs plus lil snippets of lyrics that give me the squalo vibe:

kill of the night     /     gin wigmore

the street’s a liar  /  i’m gonna lure you into the dark  /  my cold desire,  to hear the boom, boom, boom of your heart  /  the danger is i’m dangerous  /  and i might just tear you apart

blood in the cut     /     k. flay

guess i’m contagious,  it’d be safest if you ran  /  fuck,  that’s what they all just end up doing in the end  /  take my car and paint it black  /  take my arm,  break it in half  /  say something,  do it soon  /  it’s too quiet in this room

eyes on fire     /     blue foundation

i won’t soothe your pain  /  i won’t ease your strain  /  you’ll be waiting in vain  / i’ve got nothing for you to gain

stay frosty royal milk tea     /    fall out boy

the only thing that’s ever stopping me is me,  hey  /  the only thing that’s ever stopping me is me,  hey  /  i’ll testify if i die in my sleep  /  and i’ll know that my life was just a killer dream, yeah  ( bonus:  are you smelling that shit?? eau de résistance  )

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bold what your muse experiences italicize what they sometimes experience, or only in certain verses then tag your mutuals to do the same!

tagged by  :  @dogsdeath  aka the love of my life , tagging  : @lechors  ,  @fiamist  ,  @burdencrowned  ,  @frostwoven  ,  @destructivour  ,  @ruincast  ,  and you!

alcoholism. amnesia ( repressed memories ). anxiety. appetite loss. binge eating. co-dependence. cynicism. defensiveness. denial. depersonalization. depression. derealization. devaluation. displacement. dissociation. drug abuse. dysphoria. emotional detachment. flashbacks. flat affect. guilt. hallucinations. hypersomnia. hypervigilance. hypochondria. idealization. insomnia. intellectualization. introjection. isolation. low self esteem. narcissism. night terrors. obsessive compulsion. overeating. panic attacks. passive aggression. paranoia. phobias. projection. psychosis. rationalization. regression. repression. restrictive eating. risky sex. self-harm. somatization. splitting. sublimation. suicidal ideation. sleepwalking. suppression. thousand yard stare. triggers. trust issues. violence. whiplash temper.

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                      ❛   don’t act stupid;  you know damn well i’m talking about the kid.  what the fuck do you see in him?   ❜      a question he’s verbalized time and time again,  though less so in more recent times --  and when spoken,  in far more vulgar times.  perhaps he’s not driven by sheer rage this time around.  perhaps it’s partial curiosity.  sawada tsunayoshi.  he’d held not a sliver of a candle to his own boss,  and yet --.           /  @dogsdeath​ .

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                       ❛   -- heh.  ‘that supposed to intimidate me?   ❜      if that was the intention,  it certainly hasn’t had the desired effect;  not as he’s standing there,  smirking something smug.           /  @frostwoven .