17 y/o girl @shadowyblackx - Tumblr Blog

„And one thing that I love and hate the most is people always change, but the memories don‘t. And lately I can‘t even eat. Lately I‘ve been feeling ill. When you cannot sleep at night, that‘s when you know shit is real. You don’t even need a gun, you don’t even need a pill. If you ever wanna die, fall in love and you‘ll get killed.

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I‘m not suicidal, I don‘t wanna fucking die. Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright. But every day I feel like dying.

I'm dead inside.

What are your best talents?

Pretend to be happy

Pretend to be okay

Pretend to be strong

Pretend like I can do it

Pretend like I'm not in pain

Pretend like it's not a big deal

Shy people notice everything but they don't get noticed.

Stop trying to make everyone happy, you're not tequila.

I wonder how many times we forgive someone just because we don't want to lose them even if they don't deserve our forgiveness.

"I use humour to cover up the fact that I want to jump off a bridge."

- being suicidal

I don't want to think anymore.

I hate becoming replaced. It hurts so much and it doesn't matter how often it happens you never get used to it because it's so fucking painful.

The truth doesn't give a fuck what your opinion is.

You're going to have to save yourself.

I guess I was nothing to you.

Someone: What does it feels like?

Me: Like drowning. But not like real drowning in water or similar. It's more like drowning in your own mind, in your own thoughts and your self-destructive addicts.

It's sad to think that the majority of my teenage years were spent trying to survive rather than actually living.

Dear diary, when life is shit, turn to music.

There's nothing worse than realizing how little you mean to those who mean most to you.

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