You're important to me. I think if there's anything that will last forever, it's that. Whether we separate, stay in touch or rarely speak again, you will always be that little someone I really do care for, that I would sacrifice everything for to protect and keep safe.
Today I noticed leaves surfing the wind across my window, like school of fish migrating from one garden to another. I wonder how many migrations take place right outside my window in hours of my slumber. And hours awake spent staring at an artificial light-up version of reality. But, ah, self pity is not today’s goal of journalling. I keep thinking about how gracious God is. How much He’s allowed for us, if only we follow the rulings. This is going to sound very weird, and it is, but feelings of sexual pleasure seem to be a taste of heaven. And He allowed us that here! In the correct context ofcourse. And it’ll be so much better if we wait for the right context… so yes, I’ll wait. We’ll wait.
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Liver abscesses -Causes: Echinococcus Amebic infection -Usually present in immigrants from endemic regions -Pyogenic (secondary bacterial infection) Pathogenesis: 1. via the portal vein 2. arterial supply 3. ascending infection in the biliary tract (ascending cholangitis) 4. direct invasion of the liver from a nearby source 5. penetrating injury
UGHHHHHHH just finished watching this movie, and I’m so heartbroken.
It’s so sad that this is the universal truth for girls across so many cultures, but especially for Pakistani girls. And I can totally relate to a new level. I feel like I’ve only just begun to understand and experience sexuality as a personal thing now, whereas I was quite sheltered to it all for 23 years lol. So this movie’s just hitting me differently.
For so long, it’s just been an out-right NO. It’s all shunned and bad, and don’t even think about it. Don’t watch it, don’t engage in it, not even in thoughts. And so it never really bothered me, never hit me as a personal issue, to be honest, if i watched this movie a couple of months ago, I would have blamed Nisha more for her decisions. I guess I still do, her actions were a sin so only in the mindset of wanting to be righteous and please God, it would be wrong. But pleasing society??? Just no, who cares about those people.
But I can totally see both sides of the issue, and it makes me want to dissocciate from the culture completely. Every action has a consequence, but that consequence should be rational and neutralizing. Not so harsh and dehumanizing. She was only 16, she did some foolish things, looking to be understood. And for parents to just completely turn on her and become her worst enemies. It’s all about the culture.
When I have my own kids, I’m going to raise them to be aware of Islam way more than culture. I feel i was raised in the same way too, wanting to please God and not people. It’s the only way you can stay true to your soul and not poison it.
It’s so easy to fall into sin, a sin that feels natural and an act of love. Especially when it starts from an emotional connection. But realistically, it’s the girl in our societies who will suffer worse than death for being caught having natural feelings and desires. Yes, it’s natural, but pursue it in the right way, or else it’ll end up hurting you.
Ah, old friend. Here you are again. So nice of you to visit every once in a while. You’ve always been here for me. You arrive before I can invite you. You settle in before I even know you’ve arrived. And you stay. God—I know you like to stay. Make yourself at home.
The way you surprisingly show up some days has me believing you never actually leave. It’s almost like you’re hiding in the shadows, right here, ready to jump if you see me fall. Ready to catch me, keep a hold of me, keep me balanced.
Some nights, I fall asleep almost afraid that you’ll leave by the morning. Waking up with you still right by my side is reassuring—when the world leaves, I know you’d stay. With just a light grasp on my back, to let me know you’ll be there for me. We don’t even have to talk; we can work comfortably in silence. With just a few whispers throughout the day to remind me you’re right here. I know you feel lonely sometimes. I’m sorry for ignoring you in school; those people wouldn’t understand our friendship. You know I’ll pay attention to you once I’m home and alone. You know I will.
So I guess this is how it’s always going to be. Me and you, you and me—intertwined. We’ve grown used to each other; grown with each other, grown around each other. You finish my thoughts before I’ve even processed them. You plan out my day before I’ve even looked at the calendar. I’ve grown dependent on you- attached.
i wanna talk about the fact that jenna marbles says she never used to scream laugh before she met her man julien. that is the single most romantic thing i’ve ever heard of oh my god? imagine living your life for a good two and a half decades and every time something funny happened you laughed like you always had and then one day you meet this person you like and they make you have this one laugh where you scream from happiness. imagine that kind of life you get to have with your person where they unlocked an entire new level of laughing for you. that’s what real hashtag goals are.
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