Inner Beast

Your local gangsta skinny bitch. Trying to make "art" and making edits (movies and games, mostly horror !) NO REPOST WITHOUT PERMISSION ♥ Deviantart : https://www.deviantart.com/cecilmateus ♥ ♥ Twitter : https://twitter.com/Shameless_Beast ♥ Requests & Commissions open

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RP art & Dumb "love triangle" dynamic I love with two rivals loving the same person and the person being like totally ignorant and oblivious about it. (For the context, it's a 2012 picture before Damon and Chloe started dating and before Frank dated Rachel)

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Cruel Memories (last part/ending)

Some gifts illustrating scenes I had to finish for a very long time (like 10 years yeah... still cleaning out the drafts). Each drawing will also be posted separately. This is the part 5 and last part of the said series.

For some context below the cut :

Soooo... concerning the story : where Xehanort is in possession of Terra's body still marked by his affection for Riku and with malicious intent at the beginning, abducts Riku for his plans. But he ends up raising Riku as his own child and develops a strong bond with the child, acting truly as his father.

After some years, he is separated from Riku because of the failure of one of his experiences, which dooms him and provokes the loss of his heart with him being engulfed by his own darkness. Both him, as he finally totally succumbs to the darkness, and Riku lose the memories of their happy years together.

Years later, Xemnas meets with Riku and they both start to relive some memories. Confused by the antic affection, that was purely paternal, of Xehanort and Terra, Xemnas develops tender feelings of an other nature for Riku, without being aware of the purely paternal relationship between him and his « past selves ». The feeling is absolutely not mutual and Xemnas is very conflicted because of the influences of Xehanort and Terra, who remain like some non-physical "counterparts", alter ego.

Also yes, the words Riku says to an old Xehanort slowly dying are the exact same words Terra used to say to reassure him at the beginning.

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Dear Memories part.04

Some gifts illustrating scenes I had to finish for a very long time (like 10 years yeah... still cleaning out the drafts). Each drawing will also be posted separately. This is the part 4 of the said series.

For some context below the cut :

Soooo... concerning the story : where Xehanort is in possession of Terra's body still marked by his affection for Riku and with malicious intent at the beginning, abducts Riku for his plans. But he ends up raising Riku as his own child and develops a strong bond with the child, acting truly as his father.

After some years, he is separated from Riku because of the failure of one of his experiences, which dooms him and provokes the loss of his heart with him being engulfed by his own darkness. Both him, as he finally totally succumbs to the darkness, and Riku lose the memories of their happy years together.

Years later, Xemnas meets with Riku and they both start to relive some memories. Confused by the antic affection, that was purely paternal, of Xehanort and Terra, Xemnas develops tender feelings of an other nature for Riku, without being aware of the purely paternal relationship between him and his « past selves ». The feeling is absolutely not mutual and Xemnas is very conflicted because of the influences of Xehanort and Terra, who remain like some non-physical "counterparts", alter ego.

Also yes, the words Riku says to an old Xehanort slowly dying are the exact same words Terra used to say to reassure him at the beginning.

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Dear Memories part.03

Some gifts illustrating scenes I had to finish for a very long time (like 10 years yeah... still cleaning out the drafts). Each drawing will also be posted separately. This is the part 3 of the said series.

For some context below the cut :

Soooo... concerning the story : where Xehanort is in possession of Terra's body still marked by his affection for Riku and with malicious intent at the beginning, abducts Riku for his plans. But he ends up raising Riku as his own child and develops a strong bond with the child, acting truly as his father.

After some years, he is separated from Riku because of the failure of one of his experiences, which dooms him and provokes the loss of his heart with him being engulfed by his own darkness. Both him, as he finally totally succumbs to the darkness, and Riku lose the memories of their happy years together.

Years later, Xemnas meets with Riku and they both start to relive some memories. Confused by the antic affection, that was purely paternal, of Xehanort and Terra, Xemnas develops tender feelings of an other nature for Riku, without being aware of the purely paternal relationship between him and his « past selves ». The feeling is absolutely not mutual and Xemnas is very conflicted because of the influences of Xehanort and Terra, who remain like some non-physical "counterparts", alter ego.

Also yes, the words Riku says to an old Xehanort slowly dying are the exact same words Terra used to say to reassure him at the beginning.

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Dear Memories part.02

Some gifts illustrating scenes I had to finish for a very long time (like 10 years yeah... still cleaning out the drafts). Each drawing will also be posted separately. This is the part 2 of the said series.

For some context below the cut :

Soooo... concerning the story : where Xehanort is in possession of Terra's body still marked by his affection for Riku and with malicious intent at the beginning, abducts Riku for his plans. But he ends up raising Riku as his own child and develops a strong bond with the child, acting truly as his father.

After some years, he is separated from Riku because of the failure of one of his experiences, which dooms him and provokes the loss of his heart with him being engulfed by his own darkness. Both him, as he finally totally succumbs to the darkness, and Riku lose the memories of their happy years together.

Years later, Xemnas meets with Riku and they both start to relive some memories. Confused by the antic affection, that was purely paternal, of Xehanort and Terra, Xemnas develops tender feelings of an other nature for Riku, without being aware of the purely paternal relationship between him and his « past selves ». The feeling is absolutely not mutual and Xemnas is very conflicted because of the influences of Xehanort and Terra, who remain like some non-physical "counterparts", alter ego.

Also yes, the words Riku says to an old Xehanort slowly dying are the exact same words Terra used to say to reassure him at the beginning.

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Dear Memories part.01

Some gifts illustrating scenes I had to finish for a very long time (like 10 years yeah... still cleaning out the drafts). Each drawing will also be posted separately. This is the part 1 of the said series.

For some context below the cut :

Soooo... concerning the story : where Xehanort is in possession of Terra's body still marked by his affection for Riku and with malicious intent at the beginning, abducts Riku for his plans. But he ends up raising Riku as his own child and develops a strong bond with the child, acting truly as his father.

After some years, he is separated from Riku because of the failure of one of his experiences, which dooms him and provokes the loss of his heart with him being engulfed by his own darkness. Both him, as he finally totally succumbs to the darkness, and Riku lose the memories of their happy years together.

Years later, Xemnas meets with Riku and they both start to relive some memories. Confused by the antic affection, that was purely paternal, of Xehanort and Terra, Xemnas develops tender feelings of an other nature for Riku, without being aware of the purely paternal relationship between him and his « past selves ». The feeling is absolutely not mutual and Xemnas is very conflicted because of the influences of Xehanort and Terra, who remain like some non-physical "counterparts", alter ego.

Also yes, the words Riku says to an old Xehanort slowly dying are the exact same words Terra used to say to reassure him at the beginning.

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Gifts Kingdom Hearts fic

Some gifts illustrating scenes I had to finish for a very long time (like 10 years yeah... still cleaning out the drafts). Drawings will be posted separately too for better view.

For some context : Soooo... concerning the story : where Xehanort is in possession of Terra's body still marked by his affection for Riku and with malicious intent at the beginning, abducts Riku for his plans. But he ends up raising Riku as his own child and develops a strong bond with the child, acting truly as his father.

After some years, he is separated from Riku because of the failure of one of his experiences, which dooms him and provokes the loss of his heart with him being engulfed by his own darkness. Both him, as he finally totally succumbs to the darkness, and Riku lose the memories of their happy years together.

Years later, Xemnas meets with Riku and they both start to relive some memories. Confused by the antic affection, that was purely paternal, of Xehanort and Terra, Xemnas develops tender feelings of an other nature for Riku, without being aware of the purely paternal relationship between him and his « past selves ». The feeling is absolutely not mutual and Xemnas is very conflicted because of the influences of Xehanort and Terra, who remain like some non-physical "counterparts", alter ego.

Also yes, the words Riku says to an old Xehanort slowly dying are the exact same words Terra used to say to reassure him at the beginning.

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I enjoy your content, but you should know your last 2 posts have been too pixelated to read, even when going to full view and zooming way in. I think the images are getting compressed. You may want to split them up.

Hi !

First of all, thank you for your kind words and also thank you for informing me. I tried splitting the files indeed. They have been edited. Hopefully, it will fix the issues.

Here and Here

Thank you again and have a nice day !

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Gift I had to finish for a loong time...

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5th Division Mayhem Last part

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5th Division Mayhem Part 2

Inspired by a Mr V funny video

Part 1 here : https://shamelessinnerbeast.tumblr.com/post/795406428366045184/5th-division-mayhem

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My two forever OTPs in Bleach IchiRuki / Ichigo x Rukia AiRen / Aizen x Renji SONG : Lady Gaga, Bruno Mars - Die With A Smile Ruth B. - Dandelions

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Old training I had to finish

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(full view required ) Another very long panel but not funny at all this time

gift and training I had to finish for a long time

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Very long post - full view required

Bleach crack interview / training drawing inspired by a funny video from Mr V

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5th Division Mayhem

So I saw McWalter.

And also..

"Bébouuuuuuu !!!" (in french in the text, it's some equivalent of "baby" but in a comical non necessarily connoted way)

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AiRen Hair Compilation 2

Doodles following the first part