Shandy Mine

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Alam kong madali akong palitan

Wag mo na lang sana sadyaing ipangalandakan sa lugar na makikita ko. Please lang. Hindi biro ang "true love" na naramdaman ko sayo kaya sana konting konsiderasyon naman. Di naman ako selfish eh i wish you all the Happiness nga.

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I just hope you never liked me at all ever, in that way i wont feel this kind of shit every single day after you left

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I know you did love me before but right in the middle you realize im not the package you want to take with you forever

so you drop and throw me away just like that.

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until now.

until now i cant find the answers to my questions, i still cant figure out the reasons why it has to end suddenly? Was it you or was it really me? I dont know and i guess i dont even wanna know why someone i love just dropped me like a hot potato. There's so many things running in my mind, so many things i think had caused this bitter ending.

until now im still trying to convince myself that it will all be okay. that i will be okay. that i can still survive the pain everyday. that i can still smile even it's really hurting me inside.

until now im telling myself not to cry too much. not to think so much. but every song, every place, every movie, every food, everything....reminds me of you. it was torturing me like i will just feel so empty all over again.

until now i still dont understand why the hell you need to like me before and you even did all your best to make me fall in love with you when in the end you cant do all that you can or just anything to keep me yours..until the end.

until now theres this pain i keep so deep where no one else can see, even you. :(

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Hindi kita pinilit gustuhin at mahalin ako NOON. Kaya ba NGAYON wala rin ako magagawa para ipagpilitan na wag mo akong ayawan at bitawan?

 :((

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“You mean I could have lost everything I ever cared about? Bad news, that’s already happened. Or do you mean worse like I could have died? Because that would actually have been better. I should have died. I wish I had died.”

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ikaw na talaga

yung walang PANININDIGAN!

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Getting hurt in this world is inevitable, but we do get to choose who we allow to hurt us.

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Its really hard not talking to the person you used to talk everyday...

I need you

[zodiacmind]

Fun facts about your sign here

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SANA

[ghoulishoccultist]

The worst crying is when your lying in bed, with your hand over your mouth so you don’t make noise. The tears are running onto your pillow and your hearts breaking and your thinking of everything that made you cry, and your other hand is on your heart or stomach because they both hurt.

(via smilekaayyri)

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It feels like you don't even miss me at all :(

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I still believe someday You'll find yourself inlove again...with Me.

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Kwarto

Panigurado naglinis kna yun tipong tinago, kinahon ang hindi na dapat pang makita dahil mukhang yung ako, yung tayo ay isa na lang ALAALA para sayo...

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Ang love parang text, it needs space

Sana lang after every space, comma lang at hindi maging period.

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Yung dati ako lang yun gusto mo laging makausap

Ngayon, ako na yun ayaw mo makausap :(

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sadder than i thought

i slept around late tiring myself for a few days now..in that way, there would be no room to think and feel emotional. But no matter how i try to keep myself busy, diverted my mind, it's still you that i can always remember. The saddest part would be waking up in the morning and trying to survive the day all over again. Yeah my body can be used to it, but my heart and mind, no matter how i control them, its still YOU they ever wanted to be with..sooner or later..maybe.

I proven to my self that i am so sure enough. I wish someday, there could still be us.

 :( missin you so much