just to kick off this post, ive stopped being active on social media, on twitter, discord and tumblr, mostly due to irl shit and i just can't and won't keep up w it. it's been messing w my health and being offline has helped me prioritize what i need to in my day to day, that being myself, my partner and my family. there has just been a lot happening irl that i need to keep my focus on outside of my screen.
and before i move on, i am deeply sorry to anyone who has tried to talk to me or contact me through this period. i really thought i would be able to have my focus on both irl talk and chats, but i can't. it takes too much mental energy that i just don't have to even be able to handle a conversation through text anymore, and im sorry if you've tried to reach out with no word. i don't mean to ghost, but it is what i have been doing and im truly sorry. you are not bothersome or annoying or troubling for me, i just can't keep up mentally anymore, and it has never been anything personal. if you've taken it that way, i completely understand why, and i understand and apologize if anyone has been hurt by this. im not looking for any kind of forgiveness or sympathy, i understand its frustrating being on the receiving end of someone just not responding and its okay to be frustrated or upset with me because of it. im just trying to explain the cause of my absence.
this is probably the last thing i'll be posting to this account, if you want to unfollow or block, please do. this is your go-ahead to unfriend/follow me and any affiliated socials i have that you know me on. i don't know when or if i will return to this blog, it's going to stay up and im not going to delete it because i have a lot of things here i don't want to lose, the same goes for my twitter.
whether or not i come back to discord is in the air for me right now, right now im mostly talking to irls and hopefully i can come back to it when im capable to in the future. again, though, i don't know when that is and if you feel like it's the right move for you to unfriend me on there, please do it.
i hope you all stay safe and are able to rest some through the shit that's been going on, i don't want anything but the best for you guys. i hope your own journeys are easy, and that no harm comes your guys way through it.
