make yourself smile

Sometimes the world chooses to engulf you whole and drown you in emotion. |Independent RP | Depressed!Dean|

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

scarrd-wings replied // “As we're speaking honestly, my friend, I would rather be put through your honest misery than catch the blade of your anger when you lash out with it in lieu of sharing the burden,” Castiel answered, shaking his head. Dean shook his head in return, drawing his fingers into white-knuckled fists, as he listened to the reply. “This apparent 'lash out' would never happen.” He felt himself struggle, groping for words, as if the right ones had suddenly disappeared. “I wouldn't...”

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

Oh, 75 followers! Thanks!

[taeskai]

Graphics inspired by urls ♔ ninetypercentgrace part: I (II)

[literiley-blog]

Post one of the 7 sins in my ask box for:

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

Lust:  Something that I find attractive. Pride: Something that I like about myself. Sloth: Something that I dislike about myself. Envy: Something I wish I was better at. Gluttony: One of my favorite foods. Wrath: Something that gets me angry. Greed: Something I can’t get enough of.

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

....I posted those privately, didn't I?

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

"Oh, Dean. Did you ever think that we would bear it willingly? And gratefully?"

“I wouldn't put my worst enemy through the backlash of this all.” Dean felt his teeth clench uncomfortably tight as his statement came to an end, almost as if his words were fighting to be released from his heart and lifted from his broken soul.

[personal-blog-of-john-watso-blog]

Your muse walks in on mine laying in bed shirtless and has bruises, open wounds and gashes all over them and hasn't been heard from all day. How does yours react?

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

Well, actually, more like the opposite of divine. Or maybe just a slush of divine and dead. Or maybe utterly dead. Or maybe drooling in the depths of fine feeling. Or maybe… It wouldn’t take a rocket scientist to tell that Dean Winchester was long past...

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

Dean's fingers twitched as he hesitantly released the neck of the bottle. He turned his head, gaze lazily trailing over to the woman beside him. The hunter pursed his lips, leaning back to sit up straight. A slouching position isn't too optimal, after all. “Excuse me?” Came a muffled reply.

[rpaskboxmemes-deactivated202004]

Send Me A Word And My Muse Will Say The First Sentence That Comes To Mind!

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

((…because Tumblr has ask-eating issues…))

“Because there are consequences, effects of depression, on not only the one who struggles with the sadness, but for the those who have paths that so intertwine with the one who bares the curse; trust me, I am sure of it. It hurts everyone, not just me, it somehow destroys what little I have left. It lessens value and changes views. It causes hate and disturbance. I do not want to draw anyone into my pain. Even if that means shutting down and shutting it; I will turn away to save others.”

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

||I’m going to post the answer to that one anyway, though…

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

||Did Tumblr seriously eat those two asks? i'm going to murder..

[eightysixt-deactivated20130819]

Anonymously tell me what you think of me. Don't sugarcoat it. I am just genuinely intrigued.

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

do you ever just wanna send someone you rped with a long time ago an ask like: yo yo yo youre perfect we should do the rp thing again but then, its all like: they probs hate me lets not okay

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

                                              A tortured mind

                                                A sharp blade

                           A b a d combination

                                 in the d a r k

[agingerinthesun-deactivated2014]

For the next five questions my Muse can not tell a lie.

[shattereddestinyandemptybottles]

Abuse this.

[rpmememaker]

Do you have any critiques or things you like about how I play my character?

If so tell me now! I’m always looking to improve my muse and my writing. Any feedback is great feedback!