evil fizz

18+ only, fizzyfate's sideblog for more extreme and gross stuff. read pinned BYF please! reblogs are fine, i'll disable them if i don't want them on a specific post. REQUESTS MORE THAN OKAY <3

[shatteringdoll]

-> MORE INFO

hi i'm fizzy of @fizzyfate and this is my blog for more extreme dark fiction such as;

adult/child, grooming, rape/noncon, stalking, extreme obsession, gore/guro, incest, nonromantic dad/son

you can also expect a lot of dacryphilia [crying fetish], emetophilia [vomit fetish], sadism/masochism, medical horror, and general till fetishization. as well as that, more graphic depictions of self harm, suicide, death, abuse, homophobia, substance abuse, ect.

a lot of my works are intended to be both erotic and horror.

since darkfic is the entire point of this blog, i don't really tag it. if untagged darkfic bothers you, just don't follow me please.

the things i discuss on this blog are fictional only. i do not promote nor advocate for abuse, pedophilia, or incest in real life. use your brain, please.

i also sometimes post wips here as well as general art that's more blatantly suggestive. it's a coin toss on whether it goes onto main or not.

i highly encourage asking me questions about my aus i LOVE yapping about them !! please talk with me about fucked up stuff !! fanart/fics of my aus are 100% okay just please tag me because i wanna see it and reblog it !!

all my aus are ivti unless specified otherwise

-> MY AUS !!

risky reminiscence

au tag, roleplay with atrophydevotion

content warnings; underage [adult/teen], everything else rockschool entails

summary; around a decade ago, Unsha and Urak were on good terms. This led to Ivan babysitting a toddler Till, growing feelings for him that he'd never feel again. When the relationship between their families becomes strained as Urak lost money, Ivan doesn't see Till again... Until Till shows up at one of his concerts with no memory of who Ivan was and stars of admiration in his eyes.

lobotillmy

au tag, intro post

content warnings; medical horror, noncon

summary; canon-adjacent AU where alien stage is not a death game but a regular singing competition for human pets. this does not change urak's abuse. after till loses in the final round urak decides to "reward" him by keeping him alive yet punish him for his behaviour via functionally lobotomizing him and having his vocal cords medically altered. the next time ivan and till crossed paths, seeing till in this state broke ivan. he devised to kill urak and run away with till. successful, this au largely follows the care ivan provides for till. functionally, it serves as a doll!till au to play around with.

pitless

au tag, relationship set up

content warnings; sexual abuse+exploitation, noncon, stalking/obsession, whatever else may come with a celebrity darkfic au

summary; "modern" earth au. no specific time period but aims to capture the energy of 2000s-2010s emo and pop culture. till is a famous model, primarily known for his work in alternative magazines. urak is his controlling manager. ivan is his obsessive fan, and his pathetic excuse of freedom from the spotlight. [HEAVY WIP!]

degrees of sanity

au tag, shared with hallucivantill

content warnings; noncon, dubcon, forced prostitution, dad/son, mobtill, abuse, underage [teen/teen+adult/teen], drugging, bullying, everything you'd expect from a DoL inspired au.

summary; heavily based on degrees of lewdity. till has to pay urak rent- it sucked to loose so much of his paycheque, but he could balance school and his part time job fine enough. then the price went up, and up, and till's job alone couldn't cover it anymore... shortened to 'DoS'.

survival instinct

au tag, living situation [ivtiiv]

content warnings; underage [teen/teen+adult/teen], dubcon, noncon, past dad/son

summary; after a zombie virus broke out at a pace no one could react to, ivan and till stick together as a pair in a safe zone.

manageridol

fic collection, shared with atrophydevotion [ivtiiv]

content warnings; adult/minor, dubcon

summary; retired actor till now works as a manager, preferring the still busy but out of the spotlight paperwork. he ends up handling child idol, ivan, who quickly develops an obsessive crush on him. till cares for him too deeply to risk passing him off to another manager, scared they'd take advantage of him. it all makes for an awful combo for a forward boy going through a horny teenhood.

technically a placeholder name that we still haven't changed

-> OTHER IMPORTANT TAGS

#gift art - things made for my aus by other people. includes drawings, fics, anything <3 i will obsess over it all forever

#other people's aus - darkfic aus made by my mutuals and friends !!

#emotill - general emo till tag since he's a variation i particularly like drawing in various awful scenarios without full aus behind them

[shatteringdoll]

updated the discord server post link it should work now, if not DM me on discord or send an ask

[shatteringdoll]

updated the discord server post link it should work now, if not DM me on discord or send an ask

[sodomite-son]

a son is kinda like a wife who isn't allowed to leave

[shatteringdoll]

hii the server's not totally done yet but

Check out the dead till do eat community on Discord – hang out with 6 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

[twinktorturer]

ughhhhh computerrrrrrrr i need to see that fictional guy fuckedddddd . hole absolutely destroyed. whimpering crying wailing legs shaking . dubconsensually preferably

[shatteringdoll]

i need to start writing dos...

[shatteringdoll]

remembered to update my pinned to add risky reminiscence in oops

[shatteringdoll]

uwaahh

1 hr 7 min....

[shatteringdoll]

timelapse wip of a till idk

gave up on finishing this rn i don't wanna think about what colour to make his SHOES....... but working on an out of uniform hs till design for a rp castor n i started that we're Really Normal And Not Insane About <- all lies

[hallucivantill]

like 3 minute doodle because I thought of this and sprung up from my bed to draw it

[shatteringdoll]

i need to do more niche fetish art put reqs in the inbox for me to #practice 🤲

[hallucivantill]

devilangeltiiv AU prolog

TWs for the AU: Rape, non-con bondage, kidnapping, memory loss

TWs for this post: Stalker-like behaviour

This is written in 3rd person but it's all Till's thoughts

As soon as people die, they are sorted into their roles. By the time Till joins the afterlife, Ivan has already been an angel for about 10 years. In the afterlife, Till remembers the events of Alien Stage while Ivan does not. Till has to gain Ivan's forgiveness so that he can also become an angel and forget their life. He assumes this will be easy. The hard part is finding him, he thinks. Ivan loves me. He died for me.

Finding Ivan doesn't take too long. He's wandering the human world trying to help people find love with gentle nudges. Till first approaches him by helping him by goading the second half of the pair he's trying to help together. It's almost like parents doing a playdate.

Ivan likes him upon first meeting. He's sweet, kind, a lot kinder than Till has ever seen him and yet somehow just as kind as he remembers him. This really is the Ivan that sacrificed his own life for Till. Selfless, quiet, a little cheeky but harmless. He's an angel, and Till already knows that he's a fool for not having noticed it when they were alive.

Till tries not to let Ivan know that he knows Ivan better than Ivan knows himself. After all, the angel has been himself for only a decade, while Till has known him for sixteen years. Till has watched him almost every day of his life, seen everything that shaped him, and shaped him himself most of all.

Till likes this Ivan, he realises. Yet to be tainted by love, Ivan is... calm. He isn't obsession hiding under a layer of human skin, he is a human clad in angel wings. He loves this Ivan.

"... Sometimes I get a foreboding feeling around you," Ivan admits one day with a soft chuckle. "I keep expecting you to disappear when I turn my back, or suddenly decide you don't like talking to me anymore. I keep getting shocked when I turn back and you're still there."

That's when Till understands his purpose. He is to show Ivan that that doubt he has is nothing but paranoia. He is to make the angel feel loved. That's what forgiveness must mean.

[hallucivantill]

I doubt Ill ever write this as a fic so

Some key notes for Ivan's characterisation as an angel

Since he doesn't remember his life, he is unburdened by trauma

He knows he isn't human, and therefore doesn't feel as intense shame over not fitting in as a human and not understanding humans. He finds them interesting

He *is* slightly embarrassed over his lack of understanding of himself and his emotions though

Till allows his affection freely, so he gives it freely. He's very clingy

He doesn't talk a lot about himself, but not out of dishonestly. He just doesn't have a lot to say. When he does figure out how to word his feelings, he's pretty honest with Till. Till always rewards honesty with affection

He would be horrified to learn that Till knows him better than he lets on, because while he knows that he doesn't need to feel ashamed of not being human-like, he doesn't know how to describe himself either, and fails to categorise himself as better or worse than humans in that regard. Inside his own head, he views himself as superior, but the idea of someone being allowed to peer in there and form their own opinion on him is still scary

Lowkey thinking of making him eerily sing to comfort himself sometimes

Kind of a guilty masochist. His arousal is dimmed by being an angel, which means pain helps amplify it, but he doesn't want anyone to see him in that state so he would never actually consent to it

Some Till notes

The "gaining Ivan's forgiveness" thing is entirely self imposed. It comes from his regrets from when he was alive

He prefers to watch Ivan while Ivan isn't aware, because he feels guilty for having never gotten to know Ivan outside of their friendship. He wants to know what kind of person Ivan is when unaffected by him

Before he kidnapped Ivan, he really liked it when the angel would wrap his wing around him. It made him feel protected.

His physical form is from age 21, at the culmination of his regret, even though he lived to see 30

Ivan's carefree attitude as an angel and how kind he is just confirms all the delusions he had in his mind. If it hadn't been for him, Ivan would have been happy. Ivan was a good person. Ivan was a kind person. During his time alive, while trying to forgive Ivan, Till has overshot that forgiveness and come to the conclusion that Ivan was never needlessly cruel, Till had simply deserved that cruelty out of his ignorance for the boy's affection.

Demon cum...................... gross, painful, black goop

When he first kidnaped Ivan, he was obsessed with pleasing him, so a lot of blowjobs and rimming took place. When Ivan wasn't too receptive to it, he got frustrated. The sexual boundary had already been broken, so he simply kept trying new things until he found what Ivan enjoyed

After kidnapping, Till is very vocal about his romantic attraction towards Ivan. He says it whenever he gets the chance

[hallucivantill]

I'm learning to like angel Ivan

[shatteringdoll]

we're collectively stalking pitless!till with this one fellas

[r-e-i-stuff]

"Photoshoot"✿

some tills based on @shatteringdoll 's pitless au <33

waa pls tap for better quality T_T

[shatteringdoll]

slowly making a DoS playlist but i just keep looping this and going ooggghh post-DoS as hell...