She Smiles Again

Blonde hair, Blue eyes, Taller than you without heels, Canadian 

[she-smiles-again]

The girl met the boy. But the boy didn't stay

[she-smiles-again]

I'm drowning and you're so busy planning the life you're going to have you don't realize I won't be around anymore to see you get it. You only have now with me my failing body is proof of that. And soon you'll be to busy and I'll just be a memory

[she-smiles-again]

I wish I'd told you that I love you. I wish I could tell you without having to second guess. I wish I was sure. I wish I could say it without wondering if I'd hurt you. I wish I hadn't hurt you. I wish I could trust how I feel. I wish you'd kissed me when you were sober

[hatin]

via weheartit

[she-smiles-again]

I really just want to go to sleep and never wake up again

[she-smiles-again]

It's hard being the person that takes care of everyone else. Because no one ever takes care of you

[she-smiles-again]

I'm just doing this on my own now. I don't even have you to talk to so I guess I should stop bothering everyone

[she-smiles-again]

It's been a year since we last spoke. A year since you disappeared from my life. Sometimes I wonder if you were even real. If you were ever really here. But you were, and then you weren't.

Just as quickly as everything started, it ended in even less.

You were gone and I still don't know why.

[she-smiles-again]

She got the flowers,

I got goodbye

[she-smiles-again]

The space between our conversations just started to get bigger and bigger one day. It's like you didn't even notice how unimportant my presence had become. You didn't see how tightly I was still hanging on. How obvious your indifference was to me. It made me hang on more. It made me hold on more tightly, but it never made you stay

Nothing I could ever do or say would have made you stay

[she-smiles-again]

No matter what I do no one ever stays. I'm never enough

[she-smiles-again]

I loved you so much it was just never enough

[234hr]

anonymously message me (3) things you want to know about me.

[lavenderbones-sophisticatedcats]

Please. I’ll make it interesting. I swear.

[she-smiles-again]

When do I get to stop being the person everyone regrets loving

[she-smiles-again]

If his picture still makes your heart stop and your breath is hard to catch you're not over him

[she-smiles-again]

If by chance your missing me, don't. Don't tell me. Don't show up. Don't try and pull me back in because you know I can't resist you. Every inch of my body is screaming for you to come back and if my chance you realize please don't come back.

[she-smiles-again]

God you sure turned out to be a pathetic coward huh