I remember the first time I heard this song. I’ve always been a huge fan of Florence Welch’s lyrics and music; every single song filling me to the brim with passion.
It was a couple weeks before I moved to California; I was lying in my ex boyfriend’s bed watching youtube videos with him when I saw it, “Florence and the Machine - What kind of man.” Elated, i clicked on it, since I had no idea her new single came out. I listened intently as if I was going to be quizzed on the lyrics afterward. I could feel her exact emotions, the love, the hate, the anger, the PASSION. I could feel exactly how I know she felt writing about this fucking man. Why? because he was right next to me.
Little did I know, my ex was quite the asshole.
Honestly, even after he lied to me about a girl he was fooling around with, and broke the news to me on my birthday, I still for some reason thought he was a genuine human being. I would justify his actions in my head, countering his flaws with mine.
Imagine someone stringing you along for a fucking year, and finally after you post a bunch of screen shots of his texts to you to the girl he was being intimate with, does he finally, FINALLY, after you fucking have to ask and beg, does he say he is no longer in love with you.
I don’t believe there is anything more cruel than giving people false hope. You can’t use the word “maybe” when you’re talking about a fucking relationship. You can’t say, “well i don’t know what the future holds” and let someone hold out for you. You can’t send pictures of your half naked body, along with some skanky question like, “do you miss our sex?” and “i want to tear your ass up” and “i missed texting you today” while he is out of town with ANOTHER GIRL. You don’t talk about how you still have keepsakes, and talk about going to concerts together when you fly home for a visit. You don’t do that to a person you know is in love with you, especially when you’re already seeing someone else.
Only when i took the first screen shot of his snap chat conversation did he realize he got caught. Trying to play dumb, “why did you screen shot that? “
Idiot, you knew why. So i can send it to the poor bitch you claim to love.
i wish you a happy future. thanks for showing me what i don’t deserve.
one day when my keyboard isn’t fucked up, i’m going to re-type this, and it will be a lot more detailed because FUCK THAT GUY.
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