Dare to l*ve

tia • grief and abandonment blog

[shegotawayididnot]

I want to haunt you—not out of anger,

but because your silence

turned me feral.

A ghost at your doorstep

felt closer

than the living thing

you abandoned.

[shegotawayididnot]

Fin

[perfeqt]

“The way they leave tells you everything.”

— Rupi Kaur

[shegotawayididnot]

One day,

I didn’t think of you.

It startled me.

Not because the love was gone,

but because the pain

finally loosened its grip.

[shegotawayididnot]

In the hush between breaths, I heard my own voice say,

“I miss her” — and it was the truest thing in the room.

[seaphine]

I wasn’t meant to date around I was meant to pour my entire soul into one person for a lifetime.

[inkcobwebs]

𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑, 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚗. 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎. 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚗-𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗.

˚. ✦.˳·˖✶ ⋆.✧˚

[quotefeeling]

“If you knew how hard it was, and how long it took, to rebuild my little universe of peace and happiness then you would understand why I’m so picky about who I allow in my life.”

— Weird People

[perfeqt]

“I’ll never be able to look at your face without loving you.”

— Rachel Wolchin

[shegotawayididnot]

For one sweet moment

you fit perfectly in my hands.

Beautiful.

Already leaving.

I only felt the thorns

as you slipped from my grasp.

Not enough to stop you.

Enough to feel.

You left without damage; I didn’t.

I stood there bleeding,

learning what it costs

to admire something

that doesn't want to be held.

[shegotawayididnot]

You stayed beautiful.

I stayed.

That’s all.

[shegotawayididnot]

You left with certainty.

I stayed with questions.

And the worst part

is not that you’re gone -

it’s that I still love you

inside a story

I was written out of.

[kameneva]

love, buried three times

@kameneva

[shegotawayididnot]

[resqectable]

“It is easy to love people in memory; the hard thing is to love them when they are there in front of you.”

— Unknown

[ruhaniya]

I hope some part of you feels the way I reach for you in the dark

[romessence]

whenever i miss you, i have to remind myself that you had a choice and you didn't choose me.