hawks apologist

you wouldn't hit a silly little gal on her birthday, would you?

[shgdbhx]

she/her + mid 20s + i block strangers

disordered disabled dissociative + dont call me bro

[girlfleeshouse]

Agonies.

[shgdbhx]

i went and laid down in the dark for a while and my migraine improved but as soon as i came out of my dark room i got worI see my mistake. nvm

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

happy disability pride month to mean cripples, nasty addicts, people with down syndrome who arent nice and talk constant shit, wheelchair users that WILL run you over, autists that dont care and arent about to pretend to, people who lie to their psychiatrists, people that sit on the floor in public places with no benches, amputees that lie profusely about "what happened", ; to the "noncompliant", the "drug seeking", the "mean", the "difficult" and the "undeserving", and so on and so forth, i love us all and we deserve the world actually mwah mwah

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

to people that hide contraband in their assistive devices. to people that do party tricks they arent supposed to and people who will spit on you if you ask them to do party tricks. to people that weaponise the infantalisation of disabled people for their own purposes (theft et. al.). to the people who "misuse" their medication and people who dont take it at all. to my mother, who takes out her hearing aids when she doesnt want to hear shit anymore but will still pretend to be listening so you dont catch on. to people who sleep all the time and to people with "abnormal" circadian rhythms who are unwilling to alter their sleep/wake cycle to best appeal to societal (and moral) expectations. to people that complain loudly about inaccessibility and refuse to try and "make it work". to people that charge money for invasive questions and people that pretend not to understand the question at all.

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

this post is about how disabled people that do drugs and are bitchy are awesome and speaking as a mean cripple myself theres actually no need to bring the right to autonomy for abled people into it

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

like fucking obviously all people including abled people have a right to autonomy. why are we bringing this up now tho..............can we centre disabled people for like five fucking minute omg

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

happy disability pride month to mean cripples, nasty addicts, people with down syndrome who arent nice and talk constant shit, wheelchair users that WILL run you over, autists that dont care and arent about to pretend to, people who lie to their psychiatrists, people that sit on the floor in public places with no benches, amputees that lie profusely about "what happened", ; to the "noncompliant", the "drug seeking", the "mean", the "difficult" and the "undeserving", and so on and so forth, i love us all and we deserve the world actually mwah mwah

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

to people that hide contraband in their assistive devices. to people that do party tricks they arent supposed to and people who will spit on you if you ask them to do party tricks. to people that weaponise the infantalisation of disabled people for their own purposes (theft et. al.). to the people who "misuse" their medication and people who dont take it at all. to my mother, who takes out her hearing aids when she doesnt want to hear shit anymore but will still pretend to be listening so you dont catch on. to people who sleep all the time and to people with "abnormal" circadian rhythms who are unwilling to alter their sleep/wake cycle to best appeal to societal (and moral) expectations. to people that complain loudly about inaccessibility and refuse to try and "make it work". to people that charge money for invasive questions and people that pretend not to understand the question at all.

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

this post is about how disabled people that do drugs and are bitchy are awesome and speaking as a mean cripple myself theres actually no need to bring the right to autonomy for abled people into it

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

like fucking obviously all people including abled people have a right to autonomy. why are we bringing this up now tho..............can we centre disabled people for like five fucking minute omg

[bisexual-engineer-girl]

"visual learner" this "auditory learner" that well I'm an oral learner. put it in my mouth

[sarcastic-clapping]

sometimes normal killing yourself music isn’t enough and you need to bust out the big guns

[shgdbhx]

birds i know: psittacines. corvids. hummingbirds. shrikes. the humble cassowary

[shgdbhx]

i like it when a bird is smart and i like it when a bird is violent

[shgdbhx]

when a bird causes problems on purpose i am clapping and cheering

[shgdbhx]

i like it when a bird is smart and i like it when a bird is violent

[shgdbhx]

frequently i am thinking about phoenixes going "i love a red and yellow phoenix and i love a large phoenix but there should be depictions of phoenixes that are ash grey and small" a shrike. i am thinking of a loggerhead shrike. because i know three birds and im making it everyone elses problem

[shgdbhx]

i forgot about hummingbirds. i know four birds and im making it everyone elses problem

[shgdbhx]

i am doing birds correctly actually. everyone should have a favorite psittacine a favorite passerine and a favorite flightless bird

[shgdbhx]

frequently i am thinking about phoenixes going "i love a red and yellow phoenix and i love a large phoenix but there should be depictions of phoenixes that are ash grey and small" a shrike. i am thinking of a loggerhead shrike. because i know three birds and im making it everyone elses problem

[shgdbhx]

do you ever think about them

[razzmothazz]

still caring about internet friends you lost touch with years ago is so embarrassing. yeah i had a deam we met up irl recently. the last time we spoke was maybe 7-8 years ago. i still wear the laces we randomly decided was a sign of our friendship. i dont know what any of your socials are or if youre even active on any. sometimes i see someones art resemble yours and i wonder for hours. do you still go by that name you chose? whenever i see it i wonder if its you. we couldve passed each other in this vastness a thousand times and not have a clue.

[razzmothazz]

we were lonely kids having fun together. do you remember?

[fuckass-bird-blog]

[shgdbhx]

the fun thing about when the volume on my feelings gets turned way down is that my already low self preservation instincts also get turned way down and when i start thinking things like "what if i ate a bunch of candy im allergic to and then went on a walk during this extreme heat advisory" its taking a lot of effort on my part to remember why i shouldnt do that and also care. that i shouldnt do that