Thoughts | Sentiments | Adventures

19 | Educator | Friend | Daughter | Vocalist | Writer | Single 

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“Gusto ko, ikaw ang pinakamaligaya sa lahat. Kahit hindi naging tayo.”

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Ang sakit mo sa hart, Jollibee. Pakyu ka po

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Takte lang talaga Jollibee. Bida ang SAYA talaga. Tangna

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Kung nag aantay ka ng Sign para mag let go at bumitaw, Yes ito na ang tamang panahon. Ito na yung sign. Teh! Di mo maiisip bumitaw kung masaya ka pa sa nangyayari okay? Di ka panget. Di ka kaiwan iwan, gago lang talaga sya.

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Thoughts...

Mind: Kailangan may boyfriend na ako.

(Isip ng kung anu-anong scenario kapag may boyfriend)

“AFTER 15 minutes”

Mind: ‘Wag nalang’ ‘Nakaka-stress’ ‘Di pa ako ready’ 

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I’m On Fire by Bruce Springsteen

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Greeting...

Me: Happy Birthday! God bless.

Ex: Thank you love :)

Me: FUCK YOU!

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Okey lang yung pagalitan ka kasi umandar ang katamaran mo sa kusina pero masakit pag napagalitan ka kahit na nag-effort ka na sa pagluto.

Babalik na lang ako sa pagiging tamad. Haha!

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For you...

I really value friendship. Because of that, I really don’t know why you said those. Why you felt those. Did I do something wrong? Or everything I do for you was already wrong? Do I really need to please you? And make it up to you?

Shame on me? No way! I won’t and I will never. Just because we hit that ego of yours we’ll have to pay the price? Shit. You’re just good about bragging about yourself and your achievements. By the way, what’s great about yourself? Nothing. I even accepted you for who you are despite of your attitude because I know you can show your good side. But you’ve gone too far. You prove them right and I’m wrong. You know what? Hitting below the belt of someone is really a habit of yours. 

Another thing is that, you’re immature. You’re an irrational one. You’re inconsiderate. You’re an attention-seeker. You’re a FUCKED UP!

“You DON’T know what I feel.” Fuck that phrase. So what are we here? Were aliens that we don’t understand what you -a human feel? We all feel pressures in life for your information. You’re not the only one. You’re not the only one who have problems, frustrations and troubles. Shit. 

I feel bad for you. Sad to say, you won because I’m affected. I feel bad for our happy memories together. Maybe I’ll just keep it. I wish you’re happy. 

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Oh yeah! Feeling mo kase, ikaw na ang magaling! Kaloka ka!

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Earlier at Shebrews Cafe...

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Tama na yung halos isang taong kabaliwan sayo. Bye na. Wala nang spark.

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Frustrations

Ang daming traydor sa mundo. Di ko alam kung kanino dapat magtiwala. Ang daming mandaraya. Ang daming hadlang sa gusto mo. 

Nakakabwisit. Nakakapeste. Nakakaputa. 

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May mga tao talaga na dadating sa buhay mo para pakiligin ka lang.

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... And YEAH! I REALLY THIS FOOD!

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What a view...

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“Love just comes so natural. It just comes automatic.”

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Ang malas ko, ikaw natipuhan ko...

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Boredom Attacks...

I really do random things when I’m bored. I really don’t know what to do. Whenever I’m bored, it seems that this is so not me. I never did those things when I’m in my normal state. Haha.