I've felt like this ever since I successfully shifted, but to be honest, I feel very alone in this way of thinking. I haven't seen anyone talk or share this same mindset I have; But I want to open up about it, despite knowing the possibility that Iโm going to get heavily judged exists.
I am currently shifting to 4 different realities (including this one), In which only one of them I am married and have what everyone here would call a โS/Oโ.
I have seen a lot of shifters talking about how they have a different person in every reality they shift to, and some say they script that itโs their same soul in different bodies, and I want to say first-Iโm not judging (this is not a post about judgment, this is a post about my feelings in my journey in different realities as a soul). I think itโs amazing! shifting is about existing and experiencing whatever your beautiful soul craves for and your highest excitement in each world.
Iโve met many men in many realities, Iโve met many handsome, amazing, and sweet souled men with good hearts in every single one just as I have also met many with rotten souls and evil desires of selfishness.
But with my experience...
Ever since I shifted for the first time and met my husband, I cannot actually see myself being with anyone else, to the point where I have accepted that in my other realities where he is not there, Iโm completely fine by staying alone and celibate for the rest of these lives.
I donโt want the "his soul in a different body" either, I want him, I want his eyes, in want his hair, his heart, his soul, his essence, his stupid jokes he makes when he knows Iโm in a sad mood, how he holds me like Iโm made of porcelain.
Every single reality I go to, JJK, MHA, Lookism, Ect... when I want to get in a romantic relationship, the only think I can think about is
I donโt want other men I find attractive with his soul; I want him, I canโt imagine myself with anyone else.
He has healed such a deep and wounded part of my existence, he has his fingers wrapped in every crack of my brain with his essence, he is the only person in all the multiverses, galaxies and planets that I know I can trust blindly.
I genuinely donโt want anyone else but him, and Iโm not saying it in a sense that I think Iโm cheating on him if I date in other realities
I just genuinely DONT want to. My soul only wants to stay connected with his, I donโt want to explore, I donโt want to crush on more people, I donโt want to experience more.
There's no one else I want, no one else I actually desire to experience.
And to be honest I felt like if I ever tried to date someone else in another reality, I would just leave them and go back to him. No one could every fulfill in such a wholesome and beautiful way like he does. I will always go back to him, because he is the only man who will own my heart, soul and body forever.
And I also don't think its fair to the other person.
(I was listening to "Tu perfume" by Karol G, and i think that's exactly how i would feel, also what finally made me open up about this)
I do feel very alone in this way of thinking in the shifting community, but I needed to let it off my chest in this reality.
I might delete this later
Anyways, happy shifting sweethearts.
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