˚ ˚⋆。 call me risa . reality shifting , manifesting blog ! (mainly shifting tho) minor , she/her
˚ ˚⋆。 realities: genshin impact , honkai star rail , my hero academia ,
love and deepspace , manhwa(s) , my own realities (created myself) , waiting rooms , + many more !
˚ ˚⋆。 DNI: basic dni criteria , anti shifter , hater in general .
this post is a refined repost. this post contains mature content and some themes that can be distressing (classic yandere themes, kidnapping, violence...). do not interact with this post if you are sensitive to such topics and if you don't desire a relationship like that. this post is written from (you) x yandere s/o perspective, but that can be changed/modified depending on shifter's choices. all the ideas here are completely optional, take and leave whatever you want!
♡ for safety: you are immune to being forced into situations you don't desire. you are immune to being injured, attacked, tortured etc. by your yandere. you are immune to having your loved ones injured, attacked or tortured by your yandere. you are immune to traumatic events/developing trauma. you are immune to experiencing unwanted things. despite the level of thrill, you & your loved ones are completely safe.
♡ your lover is deeply, obsessively and intensely in love with you; their desire of having you, loving you and (their desire of) being loved by you is an undeniable and unerasable part of their being and personality. they have eyes for you only, and they just can't have feelings for anyone else.
♡ your lover believes that they can't breathe or live without you; you are like a life support to them.
♡ your lover will stop at nothing to be with you. nothing can stop them from pursuing you. they don't care about anything but you and your attention/love. they will do anything for you.
♡ while your lover can be sweet, caring, gentle, kind, thoughtful, considerate and loving with you, they are completely unforgiving, merciless, cruel and violent towards people who threaten you and your relationship with them.
♡ your lover has your desired states/personas: deredere (this is the default state of a yandere where they are all cute and lovey-dovey. in this state they appear and behave no different than a normal deredere-type person. this is the state they normally appear in when they're with their love interest), yandere (this is the second state of a yandere person where they act all "cute and lovey-dovey" in a sickly manner. their face appears both "lovestruck" (deredere) and "sickly" (yanderu). this is the state they normally appear in when admiring their love interest) yanderu (this is the third state of a yandere where they only act sickly. there is no deredere left visible on their face and they are just sick. this is the state they normally appear in when getting possessive or jealous) and yangire (this is the state of a yandere where they absolutely lose it, acting both "yanderu" and "buchigire" (furiously angry). it can be considered a sub-type of the "yanderu" state where instead of just acting off the sickness they are furiously angry and acting off pure rage. instead of having an obsession towards their love interest, they have an obsession with trying to... harm the person who angered them or interfered with their relationship).
♡ your lover is extremely protective and obsessive over you; they care about your safety and well-being more than anything else in their own way. they always want to "protect" you from situations and people that can be threatening according to them.
♡ your lover is jealous over and possessive of you. they can't stand seeing you with someone else of the gender you are attracted to. they will do anything to separate them from you, and they will behave in your desired way towards them (threatening, manipulative, sweet on outside but planning... things on inside).
♡ your lover enjoys physical contact with you (if desired!). they love touching you, hugging you, holding your hand, being close to you, even breaking into your house to caress your hair/face.
♡ your lover stalks you everywhere; they want to watch your every move and step. they install cameras in your house (hide cameras in your objects etc.), find and stalk your social media accounts, follow you outside...
♡ your lover takes (secret) pictures of you; when you are outside with others, when you are home, when you are out for a walk, when you are sleeping... they have a collection of your pictures, and they treasure them like diamonds.
♡ your lover leaves out things/gifts for you... letters, stickers, post-it notes, things you personally love (for example, if you like dolls, they leave you dolls. bonus points if you haven't told about it to anyone else), "belongings" of their "rivals", food they made for you, your pictures etc... it can be everywhere; in your room, house, desk, locker, workplace...
♡ your lover plans (and acts on) kidnapping you (to your desired place(s)). they have everything prepared, and they will make sure that everything goes according to the plan!
♡ your lover loves taking away/stealing your personal objects... they also have a collection of your belongings, including even the smallest things like a bottle of coke you drank or a piece of gum you chewed.
♡ your lover knows how to manipulate, blackmail and threaten unwanted people around you. they can be very dangerous around people they don't like. they are extremely skilled in combat, hiding, stalking, mind-controlling & fighting.
♡ your lover can take revenge on your behalf, free you from toxic/negative places and people and destroy everything that disturbs you.
♡ your lover knows how to make you happy, they just know you more than you think! they know what kind of food you like, what kind of places you enjoy the most, your hobbies, your interests... they might even use that knowledge to make you love them more.
♡ your lover is clingy; they keep texting you, sending you messages, always checking up on you.
♡ your lover can get away with anything they do, if desired.
♡ you are always the top priority for your lover. they have a strong desire to help you, whether you need it or not. they want to know everything about you, they want to be the closest person to you. they are aggressive towards people who threaten that bond.
i cracked the code. oh my god. i’m literally typing this at like 1am pls!!
i can’t even count how many times i’ve given in to the small moments of comfort from this reality, making me procrastinate shifting. not by choice, but subconsciously. because whether it’s something that is going to happen in the next few days, weeks, or even months (!!) i always find myself prioritizing those over shifting to my new reality. even if they’re the smallest things ever.
such as watching this new animated stranger things show next week. because somehow, my ego wants me to stay for another week to watch that. no bitch! that shit is happening in my new reality as well. and i’m not lying when i say that the idea of solving my sudoku almost sounded more appealing than being in my new reality… get out…….
my point is. whenever i prioritize these small moments, it’s only because my ego wants me to stay in the comfort of this reality. not because my life is cupcakes and rainbows, but because it’s familiar. it’s like my ego whispers “don’t you want to experience this.. it sounds pretty nice, right.. you can wait a little bit longer..” even if staying here isn’t something i want.
so that’s exactly what i’m going to remind myself, that this feeling of comfort isn’t coming from me. i simply shouldn’t fall for it, because it’s a trap by my ego. if i keep listening to it, i will honestly be here forever lol, because there will always be moments in my life here that are going to sound appealing, but that doesn’t make my new reality less important. ‹𝟹
i have no idea what "jjk" stands for, but every time i see you guys posting about your "jjk dr" my brain translates it to "jeon jungkook dr” even though i know it doesn’t mean that
when i'm a slop-pilled chopped broken ahh on the 'cr' then i lowkey remember the ethereal natural aura farming lethal face card mogger mastermind protagonist i am in my drs so i transcend my being and become the purest consciousness i've always been.
just a lil preface this is the VERY first time I shifted there, and the second reality I shifted TO.
it was a day like any other...except it wasn't because I literally catapulted my awareness to another reality. I started off with a guided meditation (I can get into this in another post) by alunir. lord bless her soul I could not stand her voice if I tried but ay she still got it!! I first shifted to my waiting room, freaked the hell out, (like the HELLLLLL out...) and once I calmed down & realized 'holy shit im actually alive' I opened a sinkhole...??? I don't know WHY I didn't open up a portal I just thought I'd have my little Alice in wonderland moment and fall in my dr..literally.
basically I don't know why I didn't think it would work but it obviously did, and I kinda fell (??) into my body there, not physically but it was as if my awareness literally crashed into my body. so obviously im still freaking out, but not as much, because I thought that tengen (if u haven't seen jjk, look them up it'll make more sense) would see that somethings off and become the shifting police by kicking me out because I disturb the balance of the universe and idek (something they'd probably do though)
so as I FINALLY get more oriented I pinch myself because I genuinely thought I was hallucinating (as if the sinkhole didn't prove I wasn't) and the first thing I do is check my bathroom. I scripted that I have the cutest bathroom EVERR and since my bathroom in my cr is literally like 7x7 feet in measurements, you can imagine how ecstatic I was. I was literally in GLEE. and then....thump...thump...thump...all of I sudden I hear this agitating noise.
MEGUMI.
apparently my screaming was distracting and whatnot but I didn't even care. I kid you not I looked at him and SCREAMEDDD…and he looked EXACTLY like this photo when i did
(was lmaoing when i saw this episode btw)
so happy i scripted in that people could do chibi faces irl
the rest of the day was a blur tbh. i remember we didn’t do anything that important so i just asked if i could stay in my room because i felt like throwing up and gojo didn’t care. his only request was that if i do, to aim towards shoko.
but yeah!! i have more storytimes (where the day ISNT a blur) soooo just lmk if ur interested!!
when other shifters say the way you're doing things is wrong and they're doing it correctly js bc they've shifted before as if this entire experience isn't personal and subjective????
⋮ ♯ ﹒hanging out with the main trio. me and nobara are actually gonna best friend so hard people are going to hate us ﹒⟢ .ᐟ
⋮ ♯ ﹒ my cursed technique. i don't have lots of cursed energy, instead i kind of transform things into ce (?) so people tend to underestimate me because of my EXTREMELY "small" pool of cursed energy ﹒⟢ .ᐟ
⋮ ♯ ﹒ in one of my jjk drs i'm sukuna's vessel instead of itadori and this is pretty weird but i can't wait to eat sukuna's finger? like how does it even taste and how is itadori casually eating them...?﹒⟢ .ᐟ
⋮ ♯ ﹒fighting curses and curse users. this is probably my main reason for shifting. like in general. i can't wait to fight in cool battles, i'm literally shaking at the thought. imagine how exciting it's going to be LMAO ﹒⟢ .ᐟ
⋮ ♯ ﹒ megumi. . .YES HE IS MY S/0. . . ﹒⟢ .ᐟ
⋮ ♯ ﹒ THE SCHOOL EXCHANGE EVENT!!! i still plan on having hanami crash it but the school is still not canceling the one-on-one battles that were planned for the second day. ﹒⟢ .ᐟ
⋮ ♯ ﹒ aura farming. i'm going to aura farm SO BAD everyone is going to hate me. ﹒⟢ .ᐟ
⋮ ♯ ﹒ not having to study AT ALL. orr i don't think they have usual subjects at jujutsu tech. . . ﹒⟢ .ᐟ
⋮ ♯ ﹒ in my sukuna's vessel reality the thing i'm looking forward to THE MOST is the night i eat his finger. the way i scripted it is so intense. in that version i was also a part of the occult club and was there that night with the other members and i'm quite literally fighting for my life trying to fend off those curses whilst protecting the other two members with ZERO cursed energy at the moment. ﹒⟢ .ᐟ
⋮ ♯ ﹒ going out to eat after missions with the rest of the first years ❤️🩹 ﹒⟢ .ᐟ
⋮ ♯ ﹒ sneaking in AND out of the dorms. (megumi prepare yourself.) ﹒⟢ .ᐟ