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Jumin x Mc with C&R going Bankrupt

Ouhhhh, this one was an exciting request, I hope you like it just as much as I do! Have fun reading and tell me your opinion!

You groaned as you opened your eyes, meeting the sunny weather. Your hand slowly tapped Jumin’s half of the bed, realizing that once again his part was empty and cold, making you withdraw your hand. Loudly sighing, you tried to get up slowly on your own. Lately, everything was hard on the both of you. Jumin wasn’t often at home, even though you needed him the most, but not just you, his pregnant wife but also C&R. The company was facing a difficult time. After your marriage you started to work in the company too as Jumin saw how competent you were. You supported Jaehee with her work and advised Jumin in a few decisions. However, the company didn’t have the best image thanks to the Chairman who was often involved in scandals, making a lot of partners change.

,,It’s logical. Imagine Seven is a good person, knows how to handle his business and can handle every single security based error. He is the best in that department.’’ ,,Thanks Mc-’’ ,,Shut up, she is explaining, I bet this is something she learned overseas,’’ Zen tried to make the red haired man shut up as you guys had a RFA meeting. However, you somehow ended up talking about the company. ,,But Seven is known for his tasteless prank. He doesn’t even seem like someone who knows what security means,’’ you told Jumin, hurting Seven’s feelings. ,,What does this have to do with Seven? He isn’t even a partner of C&R,’’ Yoosung asked as he took his chicken in his hands to take a bite. ,,Right. Seven isn’t, but we are. Our image is crumbling because of Chairman Han. Of course I love him as a father-in-law, but his scandals are destroying the company’s reputation. No one would care if he wouldn’t always date big famous girls. This of course doesn’t have anything to do with the know-how of the company, but other people are scared that if they work with us, their company will be in a bad light too and so they won't work with us at all. Even worse, imagine someone would buy our goods and one day we go bankrupt. They would have a big problem too. It can happen to anyone, but for us it’s a bigger possibility as we have this image problem,’’

Back then you didn’t know how right you were. Ever since you got pregnant, Jumin made it possible that you could stay at home and rest as you had a rather complicated health situation. Since then he barely talked about C&R, but instead about your daily life. ,,Jumin..?’’ you called, seeing the white cat licking her paw as you slowly walked through the living room. You shrugged with your shoulders. Apparently you were alone.

,,But Daddy always makes sure to leave a note, right?’’ you asked your baby and of course you didn’t get an answer, but just a light kick. You decided to just do what you always did and made yourself some breakfast and turned on the radio to get ready, but suddenly you let go of the plate as you heard shocking news.

,,The supposed heir of the company C&R, son of Chairman Han, Jumin Han stated today that his company was bankrupt. This was sudden news for everyone in South Korea and world wide. How could such a big company have so many-’’ it didn’t take you long until you turned off the radio and instead called Jumin, who of course didn’t take the call. Instead you entered the chatroom, seeing that luckily Jaehee was online.

,,Jaehee!’’ your fingers quickly typed on the display. You were shivering, scared, but not because of your existence. You weren’t scared at all, but you were more worried for Jumin. You knew how much he loved the company, how much it meant to him, and now… ,,Mc… I’m sorry we didn’t tell you anything but…’’ she sent the message without adding anything. ,,Jaehee, how is Jumin?’’ you asked her and suddenly you felt a sharp pain in your heart. Before she could answer anything, you informed her that you would come right away. And usually Jaehee would try to hold you back, however, this time your friend and co-worker as well as your husband’s assistant, agreed and thanked you. The situation was worse than you thought.

Driver Kim picked you up and helped you in as he also made sure that you could enter the company without the paparazzi seeing you. ,,Mc… how?’’ Jumin mumbled as Jaehee let you in. He was just resting his head on his hands on the desk in front of him. He looked pale and… devastated. ,,Why didn’t you tell me anything?’’ you asked him, approaching him as you stroked his face. His cheeks were wet. Had he been crying? ,,You… you’re stressed enough…’’ he whimpered. You could feel his hands shiver as you took him into your embrace. ,,Jumin, I am your wife… let me worry for you at least…’’ you sobbed and as you began to cry, Jumin too let go of his pain.

,,It’s gone… just like you said… no one wanted to work with us anymore, people demanded more and more money… And I was… scared,’’ he mumbled. ,,What do you mean…?’’ you asked him. You were sure that Jumin did have enough money to save C&R if you guys really were bankrupt. How could he- ,,You didn’t invest into the company anymore?’’ you asked him, whispering, scared someone could hear you. Jumin looked at you, nodding. ,,I… I am… I feel so bad but… you’re pregnant… we’ll become parents soon. If I would have saved the company, all my money would have been gone and, how can this help me if my father already destroyed the company? This is a hopeless case… I just had to give it up…’’ he sobbed and you knew that Jumin made a decision based on you and your child, not his own family or something he owned.

,,Jumin…’’ you began, ,,you did well… you decided something so difficult on your own. You… you decided to take a hard path instead of the short cut and I am so proud… and you know what? We can just take it and go… let's make this baby grow up in a different environment. I know that you have what it takes to have your own company. We can do it better with the two of you,’’ you whispered and suddenly you had the feeling that Jumin seemed… happier. ,,You… do you mean it?’’ he asked you.

It was hard. Chairman Han was… furious. Jumin stood strongly in front of you as his father threw every possible bad word at him. But when he began to badmouth you and the baby you were carrying… Jumin saw red. ,,Father! I forbid you from badmouthing my wife and accusing her of cheating or manipulating me! You should look at yourself! This company ended this way because you were unable to keep it alive. If someone is at fault… that person is you, Chairman Han! I resign! I will open my own company! Ask your other children to clean your mess!’’ he hissed and took your hand. The sight of you tearing up was breaking his heart, but he knew, as soon as he took you out of there, the both of you would finally begin to live your own life…

,,Mr Han…’’ Jaehee began as you rested on the couch, your legs on the table in front of you as you observed Jumin packing his stuff. You wanted to help him, but he didn’t let you. Regardless, you were too tired either way. ,,You are a really… bad boss,’’ she said, making him look up. ,,And I know that you only took me as assistant because I didn’t seem attractive enough for Chairman Han to… well, we both know why you chose me, because-’’ ,,You are a hardworking woman because I can trust you and your knowledge and because you were the only one who needed what I needed at some point. But I can understand if you want to go. I will make sure to pay you with my own money and also pay your overtime hours and -’’ ,,But I will go with you and help you because if I leave my work to my friend, Mc...she will leave you for sure,’’ Jaehee joked, making you laugh.

Jumin smiled. ,,I will make sure that you won’t regret choosing me as your boss once again,’’ he nodded. ,,Well, I already regret it so… I want 30% more than here. I want 35 hours a week with 35 days off in the year and I want to have money for every hour I work overtime and I beg you, never ever leave your cat with me again,’’ Jaehee said, making Jumin look… rather surprised. ,,Guess Jaehee grew over the years with you. Give her what she demands, Jumin!’’ you laughed and observed how she packed her stuff. Jumin and Jaehee worked on a new concept, talked to banks, made layouts, and searched for new people. Yoosung was one of them, as well as Seven, who was in charge of IT.

,,The website looks like shit, Seven,’’ you moaned as you told him what to change. ,,I never knew that people who work in marketing and social media design are like this…’’ he mumbled and tried to change what you demanded from him. ,,Customer Relation Management, Yoosung, you have to make sure that you know what it is!’’ you tried to explain while he massaged your shoulders. ,,Mc, you are such a strict teacher,’’ he sobbed as you explained what he needed to know step for step. Jumin looked around himself. This was going to be his new company with the people he loved around him. ,,Of course this will be a good start, I’m the face of the company,’’ Zen mumbled as he went through the pictures Jihuyn took for the ad.

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27.08.2021// 22:59 MEST

juminsmysticmc

Hmmm I would love to see RFA + minor reactions to MC sleep walking 😂 also how they can handle her night terror! Thank you!

RFA + Minor Trio with a sleepwalking Mc

Hey! So when I was little, apparently my cousins were sleepwalking a lot so yeah, just wanted to share this cause I didn’t know what to say. Hope you like this Headcanon.

Jumin

The bed made a cracking noise as your bare feet touched the cold floor, making sounds as you slowly walked towards the door, opening it and walking straight to the living room.

Jumin, who woke up from the noise, slowly climbed out of bed just to follow you and check on you, his sleepwalking wife.

Ever since he knew about this detail, he made sure that you guys had a whole floor in his penthouse just with sleeping rooms. No other possible harmful things were around so that it was impossible for you to accidentally hurt yourself while sleepwalking.

Once again, you tried to open the locked door, knocking a few times before you sighed and turned around, tiptoeing back to your bedroom and falling right back asleep.

Jumin smiled as he observed you and also laid back, ready to catch up on his sleep...

Zen

The first time was the scariest as he heard something coming from the kitchen.

Your boyfriend didn’t lose any time approaching you, just to see you washing nothing below the flowing water.

,,Mc? Princess?“ he called you, rubbing his eyes as he observed you.

,,Are you ignoring me because I came first?“ he joked, still getting a silent treatment.

When he suddenly tried to approach you, he just saw how you began to cut nothing with a real knife, making him panic as you seemed to not react to anything.

,,What the hell are you doing, Mc?!’’ he whined, trying to grab you when he suddenly realized that you once mentioned that you would walk in your sleep once in a while.

Totally sleepy, Zen stayed next to you, observing you until you finished and walked back to bed.

,,Mc, we need to lock the kitchen at night,’’ he sighed when you woke up in the morning, noticing his dark circles.

,,I was scared for my life actually,’’ he whined and hugged you.

Yoosung

By now he was totally used to it and he knew that days when you were stressed, would be a chaotic night once again.

Yawning, Yoosung turned to the other side as he heard you stepping out and walking into the bathroom, washing your hands.

He learned to close and lock all the doors and made sure that nothing dangerous was around you.

But suddenly he heard the hair dryer which made him jump out of the bed.

What if you threw it into the flowing water? He wondered and quickly opened the door.

Indeed he was right. The water was flowing and you were barefoot as you dried your already dry hair.

Yoosung made sure to unplug the device as his heart was racing.

He would love to drag you back to bed, but he tried it once and back then he swore he would never ever try to do it again. It was the worst night in his life which also ended with you staying in the ER for the night.

But luckily, you finished after a few minutes and could happily go back to bed.

Well, Yoosung needed to calm down first.

Jaehee

The reason why you tried your best to not drink any alcohol was that you were scared that you would sleepwalk on Jaehee again and so whenever you congratulated each other, you used hot milk.

,,How was it again? You don’t drink because you are scared to sleepwalk again?’’ Yoosung asked you and you nodded. ,,Yep, sometimes this can be a trigger, well, the last time I drank a bit too much and ended up giving Jaehee a heart attack,’’ you laughed, thinking back.

,,It’s funny now, but back then I really thought I needed to call the police! I only woke up when I heard the door from the shop getting opened and when I didn’t feel her in the bed I decided to check.

Of course my heart sank when I saw all the doors wide open and Mc nowhere to see!’’ Jaehee told them the story.

,,She actually called me to track Mc down. Luckily, I could check all the CCTV’s!’’ Seven laughed, chewing his cake.

,,Well, I don’t remember any of it, but I saw the CCTV,’’ you mumbled.

Ever since then, all the doors stayed closed at night and all you did at night was walk around the bed and go back to sleep again, luckily.

Saeyoung

,,I actually saw that as a child you were in therapy for sleepwalking,’’ Saeyoung said one day, making you look up.

,,It’s not therapy,’’ you corrected him, explaining what was checked when you were a child.

,,Can sleepwalking still happen to you?’’ he asked you, noticing that neither in Rika’s nor in the current apartment, he saw you sleepwalking.

You nodded and told him that you actually closed all the doors every night. ,,Oh! So this was you?’’ he nodded. Well, since he had the best security, he never closed his doors, but now this all made sense.

And indeed, that night, it happened that you sleepwalked again and Saeyoung didn’t think of it as a happy scenario.

,,You actually drank my Dr. Pepper and ate all my chips,’’ he sobbed with red puffy eyes, talking about last night.

,,I was scared of stopping you,’’ he went on, seeing the mess you made.

You pressed your lips together as you confessed that you actually never did this. Seems like we have to lock the food too,’’ you noticed while he threw the empty bags away...

Saeran

The very first time Saeran saw you sleepwalking happened when he was still with you in Mint Eye.

That’s why he stayed behind your doors since the other guards at that time didn’t know what to do with you.

One of the reasons why you guys moved next to a park filled with flowers, was that whenever it happened, you would walk to the nearest place with flowers.

So it was this night, like always, Saeran made sure to somehow lead you to the jacket so that in your sleepy state, you could put it on in order to not freeze and then he followed you outside where you first mumbled a few things and then walked back in.

,,I really can’t believe that you do this with me at least every second month,’’ you mumbled, not remembering anything you did.

Saeran just chuckled as he nodded, but this too was a beautiful memory for him.

Jihyun

The both of you decided to tell Lucy at an early age that her mother, you, was a sleepwalker so that in the night, she wouldn’t get scared since children tended to get scared at night for every movement and noise.

And you guys were actually lucky that she understood it perfectly and never cried at night when she heard something.

Maybe because she felt safe to know that it was you anyway?

Growing a bit older, Lucy also stayed up at night, like Jihyun, to observe you carefully without trying to wake you up.

This actually made her interest grow even more, so much so that one day she confessed that she wanted to study medicine, focusing on the brain and neurology.

,,I feel kind of proud that I inspired her,’’ you joked as you unlocked the door in the early morning.

,,You’re my first patient, mother!’’

Vanderwood

,,Who the heck… didn‘t we lock the door?“ Vanderwood gasped as he saw the kitchen and the living room.

It seemed as if someone broke into your home, making a disaster out of everything you had.

You stood there, shocked as you began to tremble in fear. ,,We were lucky that they didn’t come to our room…!“ you exclaimed.

However, it didn’t stop there.

The chaos returned for the third time when Vanderwood decided to install a camera so that he could see whoever was the cause of this mess.

And the best was, that the camera had a sensor which would wake him up for any movement.

,,Gotcha,’’ he groaned when his phone lit up, trying to wake you up just to tell you that he would catch the person. However, when he didn’t feel you next to him, he tried to fall back to sleep. It would surely have been only you, right?

Suddenly it hit him. What if someone was hurting you?

Jumping out of bed, he ran into the living room just to catch the responsible person - you.

,,So I’ve been sleepwalking again? Woah, sorry!’’ you gasped, helping him clean up.

,,You could have told me,’’ he sighed.

,,I didn’t remember…’’

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30.06.2021// 21:34 MEST

juminsmysticmc

I really love your head cannons and it so cutie! I hope you have a great recovery and rest! I wanted to ask a request of MC have no feeling of pain and how the everyone in RFA reaction to her being not feeling that pain at all (Congenital insensitivity) like intense burn or broken bone heck being cut give her no reaction.

RFA with a Mc who can't feel pain ( Congenital insensitivity ) - Trigger warnings

Mention of pain, not being able to feel pain, death -> happy end and none dies

Hey! So, here you are! Please, if everything is described wrong tell me nicely, my sources was only Wikipedia! Since this is only a FanFiction this may be different from the reality (and exaggerated) due to my restricted knowledge in this short time.

Now, please enjoy!

Ps.: I know that you were waiting for this and thank you so much for your support! Please enjoy and feel free to tell me your opinion! Please make sure to drink enough water in this crazy heat!

Jumin

The CEO in line thought he needed an ambulance himself when he received a call, saying that you got hurt badly.

Jumin Han couldn’t stop biting his lips the whole ride.

He could just feel better as soon as he saw your smiling face.

Your body was bandaged, making his heart ache in pain.

With trembling hands, he approached you and took your hand, kissing you lightly on your palm, a single tear landing on your pale skin.

,,I’m so sorry that I left you alone when this happened. I don’t want you to be in pain and I wish I could take it from you…’’ he mumbled and looked up.

You were still smiling, making Jumin think that you were a strong person, but at that time he didn’t know how wrong he was.

,,I just don’t feel pain. It’s called Congenital insensitivity and it’s actually serious. I never know if I’m injured or not, but for times like this it’s good, kind of,’’ you laughed.

Jumin stayed in a trance as he observed you. ,,How can this be kind of good…? Mc, if something is still wrong and no one notices, you could -’’ Jumin gasped. He didn’t want to end the thought.

Instead, he jumped up and went out.

Not even a few minutes later, three men in white followed him and began to check on you, making sure to control everything.

You rolled your eyes and sighed as you saw a frightened Jumin and for once, you decided to bear with it since you knew that Jumin also had a hard time at the very moment…

,,From now on, I want you to check on her every hour and after she is allowed to go home, I want you to come to the penthouse every evening. I will make sure to pay you enough money so that my wife stays healthy,’’ he groaned and sat on the chair opposite your bed.

Zen

One of his fears came true when one day, Zen saw a lot of people running towards one point.

He was currently on the stage practicing when he noticed that you went to the same place the crowd was a few minutes ago to check something.

Without waiting, Zen jumped from the stage and approached the people.

His heart stopped and his blood stopped flowing when his eyes caught yours, laying on the floor.

,,Mc?!’’ he asked you, kneeling next to you and rubbing your back.

Your leg was twisted oddly and he knew just from the look, despite him not being a doctor, that it was broken.

,,It’s okay, you’ll be fine, I know it hurts but-’’

,,No, I don’t feel any pain,’’ you answered, as if everything was totally fine.

The white haired man looked at you as if someone talked to him in a completely different language, but before he could say anything, someone shouted that they caught the person who was responsible. It was a young sasaeng who got jealous of your relationship.

Of course, you were transported to the hospital right away and Zen made sure to never leave your side.

His head was filled with worry. The reason why was because he actually forgot that you said earlier that you didn’t feel pain.

However, when the doctor told him that this could be very dangerous for you, he remembered.

,,Since she can’t feel pain, we won’t know if there's anything else wrong… it’s a difficult situation for us so we would like to keep her longer here to run some tests just in case something is wrong,’’ the doctor explained.

,,Do you hate me now?“ you asked Zen later on when he joined you.

,,Mh? Oh no no no! I could never, Mc, I was just so worried and besides… I thought of… what if you will one day bear our children? They probably won’t feel any pain and heal at lightning speed… I just imagined how it would be to live in such a household,“ he laughed, and without noticing he made a proposal, which was even better than asking you to marry him….

Yoosung

It took quite a while for him to notice that you didn’t feel any pain.

You came home daily with some injuries like little cuts, but never said anything about it or only noticed when he told you.

One day he observed you while you cleaned your hands with some disinfectant and asked you if your cuts didn’t actually burn.

You looked at him and looked at your hands again. ,,Burn? So this is supposed to ,,burn’’?’’ you asked him and smirked. ,,Well, I actually can’t feel any pain. That’s why I never notice my injuries,’’ you told him.

For a short moment, Yoosung had the feeling that he misunderstood.

But after a while, he noticed what you described and it made so much sense.

Your husband decided to search it up and actually understood most details of the disease since he had the basics.

,,It’s pretty serious. Of course, I never thought of it,’’ he told you and looked at you, more serious this time.

,,I mean, I wouldn’t drink tea if it’s hot because I would burn myself, but you won’t know that you burned yourself until someone tells you. If no one tells you that you just burned your tongue, you will burn your whole throat… it’s actually pretty serious,’’ he nodded.

You began to bite on your lip, making Yoosung look up from the noise you were making. ,,Stop it, Mc. What if you bite yourself too strongly?’’ he begged you and took your hand, his leg shaking.

,,You will shake off your luck,’’ you exclaimed, trying to make him feel a bit better as you laid your hand on his leg.

,,I want to check you every evening for injuries and I want you to visit a doctor every week. Can you do this for me?’’ he asked you, almost begging.

And of course you couldn’t say no as you saw his worried eyes.

Jaehee

,,Oh my god, Mc!’’ Jaehee hissed as she saw that your hand was resting on the hot stove.

You turned around and looked at your girlfriend who quickly approached you.

Taking your hand off the stove, you saw that your hand was totally red and burned, something you didn’t notice just a few seconds ago.

Immediately, the brown haired woman let cold water flow over your hand, her hand trembling as she supported you.

,,Stay here and cool it, okay? I have some cream. We will put it on and then I will call a taxi so that we can go to the hospital… Does it hurt a lot?’’ she asked you and quickly went to the bathroom before she got to hear your response.

As soon as she came back, she took your hand again and put some cold cream on the injury, making a grimace as if she was the one who got hurt.

,,Woah, you don’t even withdraw your hand or flinch. Are you okay?’’ she asked you, now worried for real.

Your following words shocked your girlfriend, not because of the fact that you didn’t feel any pain, but because she never knew and didn’t even notice.

For a short moment she forgot that you were seriously injured, but as soon as she realized, she tried to hurry up even more.

She knew that the burn could go to the third row of skin and this was the last thing she wanted.

As she waited for you in the waiting room, she made sure to read a bit more about the so-called Congenital insensitivity, something that didn’t make you feel any pain.

She made sure to read about every single source and as she waited for you, she learned a lot of things.

,,I’m ready, Jaehee,’’ you smiled and approached her.

,,Mc, from now on we need to stay cautious,’’ Jaehee said at first and hugged you.

,,I can’t lose you too….’’

Saeyoung

The first thing he read about you when he had to check on you, were the hospital documents.

Ever since you were little, you were often brought to the ER. He supposed that you were just a sick or pretty clumsy child, but when he read that you actually couldn’t feel pain, fear grew from the inside.

The fear that Unknown could hurt you was one of the reasons he decided to go to Rika’s apartment and even though he didn’t want to be so arrogant, he couldn’t change the fact that he wasn’t very nice, regretting everything he did afterwards.

But the fear of everything that would happen in the future and about you getting seriously injured, made him so nervous that being mean to you was the only solution for him at the time.

But of course everything changed after the both of you went to Mint Eye…

,,Mc, let me do it,’’ he whined when he saw that you wanted to pick up broken glass.

Everyone who knew him would say that this was a totally different person. In the past, Saeyoung would have been the person who would have played some strange prank on you, but no one guessed that with his family he was sensitive.

,,You know, I am not dying,’’ you said, but no chance. Saeyoung didn’t want you to get hurt and to make sure that you stayed well, he made sure to check your whole body every night, not leaving out any part of your body...

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20.06.2021// 22.43 MEST

juminsmysticmc

OK IM NOW CUTIEGAMER SJSMSNF so u can be free to play like i was, i still dont have money so im a LIGHT spender but you can totally go without wasting money, i5s just easier if u do i guess?

anyways its a open world type of game so you can explore and all that, we just got to update 1.6 and it updates every 6 weeks (i think?) currently we have two areas on the open world map, so two different nations (u learn about it in the game sksjd) and hopefully the next one will be released in the next update

but right now we're having an event that grants us a new limited area thats gonna disappear afterwards but yeah

theres a whole bunch of stuff to explain ill say more in the next wait up

Ok Hello I am sorry it took me a life time to respond ( busy life, school, came home and studied, fell asleep with my head on the bed and my body on the floor, lol so sleepy, and then I kept studying! ) Okay okay, so the game is pretty new/ actual? Earlier on my tumblr I even saw a one shot about this fandom so I guess, you guys are still alive? LOL

shiromew

Lol yea plus we are getting a ✨whole new world ✨ soon idk when but the E3 just told us about the future updates lol

emil

hello tumblr i had a dream about a cat that everyone loved named Soupy so i wanted to draw her for you

thefingerfuckingfemalefury

Reblog if you love Soupy lets make a dream come true <3

juminsmysticmc

Debuting with you - Zen x Mc

This is based on the last request I got, the one where Mc is a Kidol, I just had to write a One Shot for Zenny! I hope you enjoy! Please tell me!

RFA with a Mc who is a Kidol

,,Was that really the hacker and not a Sasaeng?’’ you whimpered when the both of you finally arrived at his home. The scent of Zen’s place hit you as soon as you entered his apartment, making you feel safe.

You actually hated your own heart for racing like that, since after all, you just met him for the second time in your life. At least, you thought that he was never present at any KBS Festival or any program you have been to as a world wide known KPop idol. ,,No, this was the hacker for sure. Besides, my fans still don’t know you so why should they attack you?’’ he asked you. Out of the blue, you actually told him the truth. ,,Why your fans? I mean my sasaeng fans’’ you told him, using your fingers for the word ,,fans’’ since these people weren’t really nice to you in the past. ,,Oh,’’ you gasped, after you realized that you actually never told him about your real identity.

Actually, you decided to hide it from everyone since Seven apparently didn’t tell anyone who you really were. You also didn’t want Zen to feel weird due to the hardship he was going through at the time. ,,AH!’’ he gasped when he heard your words, stepping back and looking at you from your head to your toes, up and down. ,,You!’’ he said again. Now his hand was over his mouth. He couldn’t believe that you were actually standing in his living room. ,,Yep, it’s me!’’ you smiled and decided to take off your shoes, knowing that you surprised Zen. You actually feared that he would think differently of you, although this wasn’t the case. He was happy someone like him, even though you were a pro in his eyes. ,,You recently came back from your world tour with your members, right?’’ he asked you, totally interested. You nodded. ,,It was amazing! Especially because in Europe they did completely different stuff and they were so much louder! Korean fans tend to stay calm, but the others! They yell and scream for you and it’s so refreshing. It’s hard to interact with them, but it also feels so good!’’ you laughed. ,,Sorry, I shouldn’t say this,’’ you mumbled, apologetically. But Zen quickly calmed you down. ,,It’s okay! I like being prepared because one day, after I finally debut, I will meet my fans too! I will finally be on Netflix and I will be able to sign their shirts too…’’ he smiled, looking totally in love with his dream. You placed your hand on his shoulder and nodded ,,For sure you will, Zen,’’ you smiled.

,,Actually, what are you trying to reach? I have to be honest, I didn’t quite understand,’’ you confessed. ,,Everything! I want to be an actor and act with Lee MinHo, or-’’ ,,Oh, but Lee MinHo is a really serious actor!’’ you laughed and smiled apologetic. ,,I acted in a minor role a long time ago, in my pre-debut in his drama Boys Over Flowers,’’ you told him and made him smile. ,,Maybe you can tell him about me,’’ Zen joked and you nodded. Almost immediately, you took a selfie with him and before he could even stop you, you already sent it to Lee MinHo, sending a voice message directly afterwards.

,,Oppa! Hello! How are you? Actually, I am sitting next to a good friend of mine. I would like you to meet him. When do you have time? I still owe you a coffee!’’ you said and closed your phone, to Zen’s surprise. The both of you talked the whole night. You told him about your agency and the more you told him about how well you were treated there, the more he wanted to come to your agency. ,,I mean, why not? I can ask my manager what he can do,’’ you smiled and were already about to take out your phone when Zen, this time, made it in time to stop you. ,,I have a contract with my agency. I can’t leave so easily,’’ Zen said.

You got up.

,,There’s always a solution. Besides, what are they currently doing to help you with Echo Girl? Nothing. The RFA, especially Jumin, is working for you. You deserve something better, Hyun. My agency can give you better marketing and can help you do whatever you want.

Do you want to sing and have an album? Approved! Do you want to take part in a musical? Approved! Do you want to act in a movie? Hell, approved! You could act tomorrow with Lee MinHo if you would like!’’ you told him. ,,It’s not that easy, Mc,’’ he mumbled and got up to go to the fridge where his hand automatically took out a can of beer. ,,Drinking won’t help you get famous, you know,’’ you hissed, being a bit mean. Zen looked over to you, but decided not to respond to your comment. ,,I appreciate your help, really, but…’’ You stopped him and instead went to his room, simply stepping in, leaving him behind.

Zen sighed and instead opened his phone. In the chatroom, he was asked if he wasn’t nervous over the fact you were in his room. He denied everything, but so much was going through his head at that moment. Did he put away everything? Did he already open the window? What were you doing in there? Just when you opened the door again, Zen left the chatroom and smiled at you. ,,Sorry if I was being mean to you, but I-’’ ,,Sorry, my manager and the CEO of my agency will come in… twenty minutes. Can we buy some soju and snacks? I will tidy up and - take your contract. My manager will check it for you, I will make you leave your agency. I know, I seem like a toxic little girl who is being annoying at the moment but Zen, I have seen way too many agencies like yours. They are just using you. I will make you achieve your dream, I swear,’’ You didn’t lie. That evening, the CEO of Sublime Artist Agency came to meet him.

She was so nice and actually knew all his roles. ,,I’m sorry if she somehow offended you,’’ your manager said and bowed to Zen, bowing your head too. ,,I will make sure to teach her better, YAH! You are the face of the group, not a princess!’’ your manager nagged at you, making Zen feel… happy. This was already feeling like a loving family. The four of you talked about a lot about what Zen expected, what he wanted to do, and what the agency could give him. ,,Yes, going now would be against the contract, but I think we can make this work. I see a lot of potential into you,’’ your manger nodded and smiled to you. ,,You did good work for once, Miss Princess!’’ your manager teased you. After the whole mess with Echo Girl was cleaned up and the RFA Party was held with grand success, Zen didn’t hear anything from you for almost a week, despite him being at your agency a few more times. ,,She is preparing hard for her comeback,’’ your manager smiled. You actually were working harder than ever, now that he joined too. Two years later, Zen was finally free from his agency and could finally do things he always wanted to do.

Thanks to you, he became famous. Your fans began to support him too and one of his dreams came true. ,,I’m so happy that you’re the second lead,’’ you gasped when you looked through the documents of the upcoming drama he would begin to shoot in a few days. ,,Is that why Lee MinHo acts in that Movie too?’’ Zen asked you. ,,I mean, I don’t want the female lead to kiss you!’’ you whined and looked up to him, your head resting on his lap. Zen began to chuckle, but was grateful to you, knowing that without you this wouldn’t have even been possible. ,,Let’s go and make the best OST!’’ you said as you suddenly jumped up cheerfully. ,,Let’s make you a Star!’’

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juminsmysticmc

SEND ZEN SOME LOVE PEOPLE!! What’s wrong? You didn’t like this fic…? 🥺

danihasagun

PLEASE WATCH THIS CLIP I SAVED FROM THE RE8 CAST REUNION THAT HAPPENED EARLIER TODAY BECAUSE THE DIMITRESCU FAMILY WHOLEHEARTEDLY POSSESSED THE VAs IN FRONT OF OUR VERY EYES.

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(Maggie Robertson as Lady Dimitrescu, Bekka Prewitt as Bela Dimitrescu, Nicole Tompkins as Daniela Dimitrescu, Katie O’Hagan as Mia Winters, Jeff Schine as Chris Redfield, and Neil Newbon as Karl Heisenberg.) ((editing and compiling done by me))

FINALLY!!! AHHHHHHH

quacktales

vaporwavevocap

Good post.

blind3dbylight

Donald Duck finally gets some goddamn recognition around here.

tracer-isms

reblog if you love and respect Donald Duck in your house

eliyora

Much pure

momo-de-avis

what the fuck is this monstrosity

sermna

There's a mama cat living in my garage named Felicia. When she first showed up she was almost completely feral. She knew humans dispensed food, and that was about as far as her trust and interest extended for many months.

But y'all, she fucked up. She had kittens in my garage last May. She was at my mercy.

I fed her meat and water while she recovered and nursed. I gently held her babies. She didn't like it, but as I said, she fucked up, because she was too weak from the birth to protest. The weeks passed. Her kittens were fully socialized and grew to be healthy and fluffy little things. Felicia was now comfortable with my presence, probably because I had not yet eaten her babies or anything like that, but touches were a big NO! That was okay by me though. I figured I would just have her spayed and we could remain civil neighbors.

But then she let me pet her.

A few weeks later she started purring and demanding rubs.

And today she let me hold her.

Felicia fucked up. Felicia is a house cat now

sermna

Felicia (bottom right) and her babies (that I have not eaten)

sermna

for everyone asking about the babies I DID eat: there is in fact a fourth kitten named Pancake that I had to take in before he even opened his eyes because Felicia abandoned him for some reason (it’s because he’s a tiny asshole lmao). I keep telling him I’m going to roast him for dinner because he’s such a shit head but it doesn’t seem to bother him. Here's some baby pics:

pencildragons

fAtHeR,,,,, reLEAse Me,,,,,,,,, i aM tHe terRiBle NigHT,,,,,,,i Am ThE thINg thAt proWLs iN tHe dArkNeSs,,,,,, mY mOThEr WAs fRoM ThE wILd AnD sO Am I,,,,,,,

brightlotusmoon

FIERCE VOID NAME OF PANCAKE

afloweroutofstone

Shout out to Disney for cooperating with state agencies involved in ethnic cleansing in order to make more live-action remakes no one wanted

scoutsmoocrew

fluffysheeps

It’s reptile hours

mysharona1987

la-laborista-republiko

Straight women should unionize

witchaj

What the actual FUCK

thebestpersonherelovesbucky

This right here is a HUGE red fucking flag. If you’re in a relationship with someone who wants complete control over finances, especially to the point where you don’t even have access to money, this is an attempt to control and isolate. They will use ALL sorts of excuses. “I’m better with money” “You spend too much” “You’re too impulsive” etc. It has nothing to do with looking out for you or money. It’s straight up abuse and will likely lead to worse.

whereintheworldiskamalakhan

Also, women need to be independent in every way they can. And they also need to know what’s going on with their finances, even if their husband makes all the decisions or whatever bs goes on. Because (true story), one day that husband could die and you’ll find out that you’re in a crazy amount of debt that you never knew about because he didn’t tell you shit and that gets to be a lovely surprise after the funeral.

dancinbutterfly

Women should ABSOLUTELY be independent and you should ABSOLUTELY keep your banking separate.

HOWEVER!

If you are in that circumstance?

Grocery shopping and gas stations and big box stores are your BEST friend. I know we’re in a pandemic but put on an N-95 and go. Use your debit card every time and take out 20-40 dollars each time you shop for these sorts of things because that doesn’t read as a withdrawal. It counts as part of the shopping. Women have been doing this for GENERATIONS now. My mother did it when my father was financially abusing her and she taught me and now? I pas this on to you.

Take your 20-40 dollars a trip and put the cash somewhere he won’t look.

Where won’t he look? With a friend who he doesn’t want to know. In the yard he expects you to care for. In the laundry he won’t do. In the kids room where he doesn’t go because that is your job. In the dog food he expects you to refill.

Or.

In you can take that money and put it a fucking bank he doesn’t use. Under your name and your name ONLY. Because when you leave him - which on average will take 7 attempts because thats how many times it takes to leave an abuser - you will need all the money you can squirrel away. Depending on how often a woman runs absolutely necessary errands and how much money a family makes, she can squirrel away 1K+ in a year this way which may not seem like much but it’s enough for a softer landing than ZERO especially if she’s not working.

Take care of yourself ladies.

deadlynyghtshayde

My dad had a monster of a coworker when he was a broker. This man was an abusive prick all the time, to anyone. Nonetheless his wife.

She didn’t have any access to money at all, only the allowance he gave her to go get food on the day she was going shopping. And even then it was extremely tight.

Fast forward to one day, she’s calling the office in hysterics, she even called my mom at home because the asshole and my dad used to carpool to work, one of his control tactics. My dad hated his guys.

She’d had to take their child to the doctor, he was sick. He needed medicine that she couldn’t get because she couldn’t pay for it because she had no access to any money and it wasn’t a food shopping day. My mom goes to meet her at the pharmacy and pays for the medication.

When my dad confronts the guy he says “well, your wife was able to help so there was no problem.” And it was clear he didn’t think much of it.

This piece of shit had already been commenting to my dad that he has my mom on a loose tether, “you let her have her own cards and cheque book?!”

The thing is, my parents told me and my brother about this from a young age. Let us know so we could be aware. “Never ever let anyone else control your finances.”

Fast forward to me working at a clothing store, a big chain that’s been improving their business from the ground up. And they explain to us that their fabrics are sourced from female-owned farms from an area where abuse victims in the country escape to. That they have someone in the factories ensuring that the conditions there are good, but through that they found out that when the women got paid:

1. The factory manager would skim from the top. They fired them.

2. Their husbands would wait outside and take the money from them. That they wouldn’t be able to afford food medicine and clothing because the men would either keep a hold of it or gamble it away.

So they set up an internal bank system in the towns. The women’s wages would be put into an account that the stores would be able to access. There was no direct cash passing hands most of the time, so the women could afford clothes, food and medicine for their families without the money being taken from them. They could save what they didn’t spend, it wasn’t a use it or lose it system. It was just a town bank kind of thing.

The thing is, I was in the intro with a few other people and they were all shocked. They’d never heard of financial abuse, and didn’t know it was possible. It was an eye-opener for them, and for me to see that others weren’t aware of this.

lavaditto

Rest In Power, King.

“Bury me in the ocean, with my ancestors that jumped from the ships, because they knew death was better than bondage.”

Chadwick Boseman, 43, best known for his role as King T’Challa, aka, Black Panther, passed due to colon cancer.

He was diagnosed in 2016 with stage III cancer and in four years it progressed to stage IV. In this four years he went through several surgeries and chemotherapy during and between the filming of Gods of Egypt, Captain America: Civil War, Message From The King, Marshall, Black Panther, Avengers: Infinity War, 21 Bridges, Avengers: Endgame and Da 5 Bloods.

He filmed TEN movies. He never stopped creating art. He played many iconic roles.

Whether you like it or not, the Black Panther movie was symbolic. The main casta was black, the director was black and Boseman in the leading role was everything we could ask for in a black film. Chadwick played a man who came into his own as a King, having supportive and present father yet imperfect with a very strong family structure. We saw a reflection of who black people are and not what they have been made to be for decades in films.

He inspired so many young black lives and helped them believe that they could be anything they wanted, even a superhero. While he was fighting Killmonger in Black Panther and Thanos in Avengers, he was also fighting Stage 4 Colon Cancer underground. He never looked like he was sick, his valor and boldness were incredibly amazing.

He was the face of so many powerful, impactful, and inspiring characters, but his own character as a human being, as a husband, as a role model, as a genius artist of his time and craft is the one that should be remembered and celebrated most of all.

“In times of crisis, the wise build bridges while the foolish build barriers."

If there’s something that he has taught us is that we never use our situation as an excuse to fail in life.

This is not a time to make jokes. If you think it’s appropriate to flash your "dark humour” now of all times, block me.

I´ve been a whole mess since I woke up this morning, I just can´t stop the saddness.

Note: In the pictures above he was visiting kids with cancer while he himself was dealing with it.

casliyn

For those of you who feel guilty or even silly about grieving a public figure, here’s five reason why that’s completely ok.

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