I don’t know what to do :’(
I don’t know what to do
I’m having a break down. The lawyer sent me the costs of the case: she said she would make them go away if city council wouln’t pay it for me. She said she had to aply for me. That was the last thing I heard from her. Now a year later I get this.. I told her what she told me and she said I misunderstoond: that I told her I would apply and that she never heard anything from me. I would never misunderstand or forget something so serious. She says I should aply now and if I get refused she will look at it.
Now I have to aply: which means I have to let all the mail for my family (same last name) to my friends house: costs 25 euros first week. They say I will get mail from the refusal or acception within a week. And I need to go to her house every other day then.. I can’t let them sent mail to my home adress. My parents will find out. This is that mail-home adress bullshit all over again. City council won’t let me change my mail adress. But if they accept I still have to pay 100 euros or so.
Shall I go through 2 weeks of all this stress just to have a chance of not paying anything or should I just pay it? It’s 143 euros. I already paid 450 euros of fines and I had to pay 1000 euros for hospital visit on top of that. Money… It always gives me such anxiety. I CAN pay it though: but I can’t take it. I do have a couple of hundred euros. I cant take it: Ive wasted so much money.
just pay or procceed with all the stress for the next 2 weeks?

















