you ruined it like you ruin everything

just thought i'd add that i've reported everyone in this thread including myself  | Mx. De'ath, SHSL Pet Sim Gamer | Account Active

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obligatory endgame post

basically, hi, im cryin (and realizing i only saved three icons of emil crying)

i wanna start this off saying that i’m so grateful that i got accepted to ll2. this is only my second game on tumblr and it means so much to me that both have been such good experiences. i know it doesn’t seem like it since i wasn’t very active and don’t really talk a lot....and i happened to play asshole mcnihilist who doesn’t believe in friendship, but i really did have a good time. everyone’s been extremely kind and i can’t even begin to say how many times this game (and the people in it) have made me laugh. i’ve been super stressed these past few months so it’s nice to have something like this to come back to.

(I UH HOPE IT’S OBVIOUS THAT MY PERSONALITY IS NOTHING LIKE EMIL’S IM NOT MEAN I PROMISE....i’m a lot more used to playing nice characters and it probably shows)

yes, i’ll admit i wasn’t as active as i would’ve liked due to an unfortunate combination of a busy schedule, overall bad mental state, and just generally being afraid of talking to people lol. the last part is something i really need to work on for any future games. surprise, you need to talk to people to be able to rp!

onto my thoughts about emil....

Hoooooo boy.

i guess first i should start off by saying even if i had been more active it’s unlikely that emil would’ve made any friends? they’re fundamentally Not a good person and due to their general outlook they just simply don’t understand how to form meaningful interpersonal relationships? emil is very much a cynic and a nihilist; they have an extremely dark view of the world and other people. realistically speaking, emil would not have been able to change the way they view things, but i do think i should have aimed to have emil make an effort to try to get closer to people/learn how to make friends like a normal person but y’know, nya. there’s a reason why emil is the “sour” of sweet(fucko)sour and this is it. i didn’t write emil as well as i would have liked (i’m a little upset i never got to write a truly angry emil) and they ended up being a static character instead of a dynamic one like i hoped, but i’m the one who put myself in this situation, so i can’t really say much? tfw it’s ya own damn fault but hey what can you do when the game is already over

this all being said, i’d love to talk post-endgame and au stuff, so hmu over skype or twitter if you’re ever interested in that exclusive emil akagi content o/

and finally, a big thank you to cyn and dwyer for making all of this possible! this game was a pleasure to be part of and i hope i’ll get the chance to be in a game with all of you again!! thank you for making my character a meme by giving them the edgiest, most memetic name. i embrace de’ath. that will never stop being funny.

extra note: I’ve mentioned this before, but i entered this game crying (after i finished laughing at emil’s color) bc i thought colleen was cute and i left the game the same way. she’s so fuckign cute you guys i miss her so much. as soon as the marry your favorite character website comes back im marrying her immediately. im gay and i love colleen.

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☆ good fucking luck

“Um...I was very obviously using you. To be honest, I don’t understand why you agreed to help me kill Yui. I read your board out loud for everyone in the first trial, but that was after I pretty much bullied you and stole a pair of your goggles. Are you some kind of masochist or martyr or something? You even tried to help me get away with it when you could’ve thrown me under the bus? Do you think we’re friends or something? Sorry if I misled you, but I don’t intend to be anything more than your ally, if even that. Surely you understand that I would’ve stabbed you in the back later if I had gotten away, right...?”

“I really don’t get it.”

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☆ team mom's here

“We were in the same subunit,so I guess we were technically allies? We didn’t particularly talk much.”

“I didn’t mean to scare you with my little comment before my execution, but I honestly thought Mustard was gonna get murdered right after that, so I thought I should warn you that you were going to be all alone. Obviously, that didn’t happen. Still, it sure sucks for you that you got stuck with two filthy murderers as your teammates.”

“Maybe I should’ve asked you to be my accomplice, as well, so you wouldn’t be left out?”

“I’m kidding, of course. It’s better that you were uninvolved with either of our crimes. You befriended the mastermind; I don’t think you need anything else weighing down your conscience. You seem to be a legitimately a good person, if not a little too emotional.”

“I don’t know if we could’ve been friends, but I could’ve been a better teammate. It’s not your fault that I don’t want to be here and don’t want to put in any effort!”

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shslwof replied to your post:☆

yes u can

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“…………………..”

“Ah ha ha ha……”

“Um…I really didn’t have anything against you. I didn’t kill you because I hated you or anything. That’s not to say I like you; I don’t. What I’m saying is…I didn’t kill you because I dislike you. I wanted to put myself in a position of power so that I would only need to get away with one more murder if I felt like I couldn’t handle being trapped here any more. You were my victim by chance, really. It doesn’t really mean much, since I got caught anyway.”

“It’s too late for apologies and both of us ended up coming back to life, so in the end, nothing got accomplished except for us both having horrible memories of dying. The joke’s on me for thinking I could win.”

“I won’t lie; if this situation repeated, I’d probably do the same thing. Outside of this situation, though? I’ll leave you alone. You have every right to hate or fear me, but I won’t try to kill you again.”

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“I’d say something about you calling me out for murder, but I was the one who let you perform the checks, so I guess it’s kind of my fault for letting you see my bathroom and my hands.”

“You have a pretty overbearing personality, you know that? I don’t get why you were so friendly…But you were actually fairly helpful at ascertaining the culprits during the trials, so I have to give you that.”

“I don’t know about “”friends””, but I think you would’ve made a good ally. Too bad our goals totally conflicted! And y’know, I got executed and everything. Death tends to throw a wrench in any plans.”

There’s a noticeable pause.

“…Will you let me play with Mochi sometime? She’s really cute.”

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☆ For Tsutomu, Bitter BlackDe'ath Squad

“You were okay at the start…”

“…and then you kinda accused me of murder. I mean, yeah, I did kill Yui, but I might’ve gotten away if you hadn’t brought me up. Dying hurts, dude!”

“Although I can’t say I wouldn’t have done anything different if I were in your place. Every man for himself and whatnot. Still rude, though.”

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ll2 ends soon

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☆ or SUL

“I never thought I’d both simultaneously fear and want to stab a teddy bear. There sure is a first for everything!”

“If you weren’t, y’know, a symbol of murder, you might’ve been kinda cute. If I didn’t know what you are, I’d totally adopt you in one of my games. It’s too bad you’re actually the Devil incarnate. I’ve played pet sims with demons in them and you’d fit right in. Tell me when you release SULpets and I’ll play it just for you. I’ll make you the strongest pet, give you the best items, and then one day I’ll terminate my account without warning, crushing your hopes and dreams.”

“I’m just a teeeeeeeensy bit angry I got involved in all of this, y’know?”

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☆ lbr why wouldnt thye be bitter at her have u seen her

“You’re even worse than Sakuya in terms of needing to chill. What the actual fuck is your problem? How have you made it this far in life if you’re always ready to punch someone at the drop of a hat? I know I’m not exactly “friendly” or “nice”, but you’re somehow worse than me. You remind me of the kids in elementary and middle school who would try to fight me just because I may or may not have been using them to get what I wanted. Scary stuff.”

“I don’t get how you can afford to be so angry all the time. It’s a waste of energy and kinda pointless, to be honest. It’s a lot easier to be apathetic and it even causes less inconvenience for everyone else.”

“Anyway, I don’t think you’ve done anything but yell at me. Even if you weren’t so…explosive and unpredictable, I don’t think I ever would’ve considered you as an ally. In all reality, if I had tried to escape again, I might’ve tried to murder you. Just a fun lil secret between pals.”

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☆ i always welcome being bitter at sak

“Are you always this annoying?”

“You’re way too perky and hot-blooded for me. Can’t you dial back the energy levels down one, two, ten notches? Better yet, just stop talking for two seconds. It’s hard to think when you’re always shouting and screaming and blubbering and whatever else you do.”

“Are you some kind of energy sapping demon? Just looking at you makes me feel even more exhausted than usual. You put forth more effort in a single second than I want to put forth in my whole life. You’re way too much like my older sister, although I don’t think she’s ever written any fanfiction. Still obnoxious, regardless.”

“……You were a useful ally in that one event, though, so thanks for that. Sorry I had to ruin the fun by murdering our other teammate. Shit happens.”

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i am a filthy LIAR

send me a ☆ and i’ll tell u why emil is bitter at ur character

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squad mom and her murderer kids

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Please check the Terms and Conditions! | Emil | Re: Surprise, I bet you thought you'd seen the last of me | Open

People usually die when they are killed. That much is a given. However, Emil Akagi was very, very displeased to learn that for whatever reason, they had not died when they were killed. They’d woken up in some weird room in a building with the rest of the victims and murderers and now they’d woken up again in a new room, obviously not dead.

Not only did this whole “welcome back to life” deal throw a wrench in every shred of logic, but it also ruined their whole philosophy on life and the afterlife. Unfortunately, most ideologies don’t account for reviving as you were just before you died.

Emil smiled to themself and spoke out to no one in particular.

“Are you…”

<“…kidding me?!?!”>

In their infinite irritation and confusion, Emil switched over to English in the middle of their exclamation.

How the hell were they supposed to avoid taking responsibility for their actions if they kept getting tossed between life and death? They’d joked that they’d see everyone in Hell, but they never expected that Hell would be coming back to this awful Hell Hotel. Dying and seeing the girl they’d so rudely murdered was bad enough, but now they were back with the classmates who voted for their death. Great. Thanks. Being treated as an “awful person” who needs to “put in more effort” and “not do things to make their classmates fear and distrust them” was nothing new, but having to return after murdering someone in cold blood and getting executed for it? That’s a whole new level of “Yikes”! When would they learn that actions have consequences?

Although Emil already died once, the prospect of dying again didn’t appeal to them, especially since there was no guarantee that they wouldn’t either cease to exist for real or they’d revive again and again in an endless cycle of death and revival.

A little voice in the back of Emil’s head told them that this was a chance to retry and start over, to which Emil thought “That’s ridiculous. Shut up.”

“Well, this is…awkward. I didn’t count on coming back here.”

Emil couldn’t help but sigh as they pondered what they’d do with their newfound life. They hadn’t exactly made any friends or left a good impression, so they couldn’t help but feel like their time with the living wasn’t going to last very long. Yes, Emil, believe it or not, being an insufferable asshole doesn’t usually work in your favor. What a concept!

“Maybe someone will just get it over with and punch me.”

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tfw you were going to attempt to escape responsibility for your actions through death but you got revived

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still dead and still an asshole

(but imagine an au where they arent an asshole. amazing)