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okay so like what if comp is happening in slightly more than a month and I haven't started on the aura farming windbreaker I designed at all 💀

#I get insane bursts of motivation that then disappear after a week 💔#on a completely unrelated note just started designing another evening gown that I have nowhere to wear #chat it's actually so annoying how my brain jumps projects #but I always end up coming back to them so it's whatever it #I prommy I'm locked in (not)#ughhh and classes start up soon too 💔

plotting a fuck ass haircut and keeping at minimum 2 ft of hair in the back so I can continue doing my traditional plaits for cultural events bc I like having them long so I can adorn them

#I like the way the braids look with my ribbon dress okay 💔#and I love having long braids #not saying you have to have long braids to be native or anything #it's just a way I like expressing my Chickasaw cultural identity lmao #yeah lowkey gonna do a shullet with rat tails type thing #I need to maximize the queerness okay #low-key need to get a new ribbon dress or make one or smth #hair cut will not be for a couple more months bc I'm hella busy so I still have time to decide 🙏

I'ma do it chat I have decided to stop being a coward and will be delivering a chop to the hair bc it's been a while since I had a fuckass haircut and lowkey highkey high contrast jellyfish haircut speaking to me

#I need to radiate even more weird art queer energy #I will miss the princess hair but like #I just keep telling myself it will grow back #also like I'm still gonna keep a ton of the length for the long bit and the top layer will be like french bob ish so like #maximum funky length difference #also haven't dyed my hair in a while #so uh #probs gonna dye it too lmaooo #trust in my infinite wisdom that this should hopefully slay #unfortch then I'll have to live with being a stereotype of hacker with weird dyed hair #but like #aura maxxing soon to follow methinks #all this will happen late Sept/Oct tho bc I am not trying to do this before competition and figuring out how to style new hair #day in the life of T'ishkila

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The system is glitching out while you’re transmigrating!!

In its haste to put you in a fresh new child body, it has randomly selected two characters to be your biological parents! Regardless of timeline, the system will make sure these two end up together with a nice fresh baby. However, it cannot interfere with how your new parents will treat you or each other. This means one or both of them could kill each other, leave immediately, or be perfect and loving parents.

Spin the wheel twice to determine your parents! If you get a child character (like white lotus Binghe) or two biologically related parents, spin again.

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So, how does your new life go?

I’m the piña colada of mental/physical health and happiness

I’m a pretty normal guy who lives a fulfilled life

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I could be the next misery porn protagonist

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#TIANLANG JUN AND SU XIYAN???#bruh I'm legit just LBH's full ass sibling ain't no way 💀#most self insert y/n aah transmigration moment #chat i'm so cooked

that moment when you're doomscrolling the Skylanders fandom wiki bc you decided to revise the oc you made when you were like 10 and one of the portal masters is genuinely lowkey literally just you copy-pasted 💀

#skylanders #back on my bullshit I fear #ig this is the year of revising past ocs LMAOOO #her name is Peridazzle if anyone's wondering #she's an enchanted dark magic stone that gained sentience and created a body and now is a pop star sooo #diva maxxing it trust #may switch it up to be fashion designer for sillies #we shall see ☝️#but yeah no it was a JUMPSCARE to be like #HOLY SHIT THAT LOOKS LIKE ME HUH??????#on the wiki 💀#feel free to guess which one lmao

not me going on a trip for a private tour of an automobile construction plant with Baja tomorrow (an alum has a job there) knowing full well I'm not going into the automotive industry at all 💅

#hashtag locked in #hashtag side questing it #there's another Baja team nearby to it so we're gonna do a big hangout dealio #it'll be fun #except for the fact that it's in another city and we're doing a day trip so I have to wake up HELLA early #but ☝️#I get to serve cunt in my work clothes and safety gear so yk #fair trade I suppose #engineering moment #baja sae

FINALLY FREE OF THE ANNOYING AUTO INJECTOR AND NOW BACK TO DAILY PILLS

#IM FREEEEEEEEEEEE #genuinely a cause for celebration I fear #the auto injector low-key didn't work and it was painful to administer 💀#daily pills daily pills #I missed my daily pills #I already take so many that it's like not intrusive at all #I'll just add it to the pill container lmaoo #chat genuinely ecstatic #happily crocheting in bed post appt #and I don't have to get another MRI 🙏#still in pain but uh #new meds please lock in

it's bonkers the amount of people who find it crazy that I'm totes chill with being disabled and don't know how to engage with me after the fact 💀

I've had multiple convos that go similar to the following:

person: oh you use a cane? I bet that sucks huh

me: oh not really, I mean a bit but I have different ones to match my fits and for different terrains that I've acquired through the years and so now I'm just chilling

person: oh okay...

[awkward silence ensues]

and it's like chat god forbid a person who has been using a cane since the middle of high school is *checks notes* used to using a cane????? like are we fr fr 💀

#it's not just the cane obvi but that's the number one thing generally mentioned since it's the most visible #like that is generally the thing people see as the sign of “disability” in me even tho I got a bunch of stuff going on #also the people not understanding I've accepted the fact that I'm just gonna live the rest of my life like this #girlypop I can't just turn off the disabilities with some hack?#and my doctors don't even know what's causing any of the multiple conditions 💀???#small disability rant lmao #I just think it's crazy like #no really I got used to the life that I live everyday???#TO CLARIFY: THIS IS NOT ME SAYING ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET BETTER AND IM WALLOWING IN PAIN #this is me saying “yeah i can't really do much about it but I'm still gonna mitigate the pain when i can”#hashtag self improvement is good but I cant just will away debilitating body pain through wishful thinking 💀

it's so gojover chat 💔 I rediscovered my love of crochet so it's back to the crocheting native fish mines I go 💔

#crocheted all my friends pocket fish for them to enjoy with big round button eyes #those were a hit #also crocheted some chuchus for my fellow loz enjoyers #also crocheted a ton of opabinia regalis bc they're so silly #crochet moment

You'd think having a cold office would feel great in the hot summer but damn why is my office actually freezing 💔 like can we turn down the AC just a wittle bit bc I'm having to wear a medium thick jacket usually reserved for 50 degree weather inside 💀

#average office moment #I will say the cold does keep me awake in the very least #I get whiplash bc inside it's so chilly and then I step outside and boom inferno #I just want medium temperature room 💔#this isn't like a fr fr complaint but it is a bit annoying lmao

guys I love love love my pellet smoker holy shit I love smoking meats and cheeses and mushrooms 🙏

#pellet smoker #guys it's so nice #just wrapped 2 pork shoulders and put them back on the smoker 🙏#they smell so good 🙏#I love barbecuing it up #I like cooking in all its forms tbh #but anything that involves outside + fire is just so fun

doing cost report and I'm gonna have to have serious talks with the people who came before me on this team and with whoever runs the Baja SAE website and their guide materials

#like sae your website has changed since 2023 and your screenshots do not help very much #and to the people before me who wrote negative useful info on these spreadsheets...#know i'm building a time machine to go back in time and give you a powerpoint presentation on how to fill this sheet out #like guys can we all lock in #is it partially my bad for starting on this last week and it's due tomorrow #yes #but also #WHO THE HELL KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES A TUBE WAS CUT AND WELDED ON #BC THEY REQUIRE THAT INFO???#lowkey highkey some info better than 0 info so I've just accepted I'll be taking an L on some of this #rant moment #guys this is so annoying to go through #and no one on this team knows how to type anything out omfggggggg #can NOT be that hard to write down stuff in your journals or accurate info in the spreadsheets #baja sae

it's bonkers being part of an engineering organization and reading through past emails and having to hear about how they had to always put a man's/"masculine-sounding" name in the email signature because whenever they had someone with a feminine name email, 90% of the time the email got completely ignored

#actually bonkers #like ain't no way #like don't get me wrong it's lowkey happened to me too #but like it's also still bonkers cray cray to witness in the wild #what are we doing #like we just want CV axles why does it matter if the name is fem leaning #also like what even determines that let's be so fr fr #whatevssssss #misogyny one hell of a drug huh #baja sae 💔

I'm not religious BUT I was offered a Chocktaw New Testament wrapped in textured black leather with small gold lettering and bright red page edges and oh em gee mad fucking aura I NEEDED IT STAT