Jess

She/Her 24 scorned tumblr veteran that has returned for the hockey yaoi

[ohlittlefox]

is someone chasing you?

[batterycows]

Next time Ilya makes a threesome joke Shane should just go ‘ok sure’ and watch as Ilya backpedals and spirals into a state of panic

[shutupjess69]

Sometimes I'll listen to a song and be struck with a Vision

[trashcanniballecter]

Shane is like if a particularly neurotic cat made a wish to be a real boy and Ilya is what would happen if a Siberian Husky learned how to play hockey and have depression

[shutupjess69]

"oh yuna is autistic thats where shane gets it from" EHH ❌WRONG❌ yuna and david are BOTH autistic and have no idea, thus raising Shane, autism's final boss

[shutupjess69]

A second hollanov edit has hit my tumblr

I fear the hyperfixation has dug its claws in

[shutupjess69]

Hi chat i made my first hollanov edit 🩵🩵

[shutupjess69]

I feel like Ilya listens to bbno$

[ahexagon]

you're surprised the two guys that miscommunicated their way into a 7 year situationship continue to miscommunicate after they get together? huh. it's almost like...they have patterns of behaviour that don't change unless they actively try to change them. isn't that crazy

[shutupjess69]

Okay i havent been on Tumblr in a fat minute but i have some Opinions on The Long Game by Rachel Reid

So i just read the book at the beginning of the month, and i really liked it. I liked the focus on Ilya's perspective, and I liked that despite the miscommunication and the travel, it stays clear that neither shane nor ilya are the problem in the relationship fully.

I know a lot of people get really stuck on the way shane is written in this book. Shane often times comes off as very selfish in this book, but i dont dislike that about him. It is very clear to me that in the parts of shane's pov that we do see, he doesn't realize that what he's been doing has been hurting Ilya.

As a highly masking autistic person myself, I find shane to be very relatable. Shane is trying to do what he believe's is best for the both of them, even though what he is doing is not helping Ilya. Normally, that wouldn't be an issue, and they could talk it out. But unfortunately, Ilya's own communication style clashes with shane's and thus we get the main problems in the long game. Shane cannot tell that Ilya isn't doing well, and Ilya thinks shane is being selfish and controlling. The only reason the book seems to be on ilya's side is because it's mostly Ilya's pov

Anyway idk if this made sense im just tired of people slandering the way shane was written in TLG personally

[kymsys]

"in another life" 💫✨

(ugh i feel so fucking smart about those tattoo designs, im so proud ive tried to build in so many lil referencesss)

lab accidents DO happen 🌚. vik being this edgy but nerdy scientist inviting jayce (engineering major?) to his lab AND THEN-

skittles ACTUALLY wrote this..i cant! pls GO READ 👇

lab accidents happen.

[shutupjess69]

So i made something awful

[ember-mage-of-light]

Nahida: I can't compare to a "real" archon.

also Nahida: *is the only archon we've met who was able to keep their friend alive*

[kazumie]

tighnari on plant patrol ♡

[daddy-chiluc]

It’s canon that Childe crushes on anyone who can effectively kick his ass.

[gutzygh0ul]

sorry but ill never see childe as anything BUT a disaster gay. to me, this man is so not straight. he kisses any man who can effectively beat his ass. he is so attracted to guys who give him a good fight. pretty men are his one weakness. he sees a man he finds pretty and he WILL pester them to no end bc he has an immediate crush.

disaster gay tartaglia is so true.

[pwurrz]

gross sobbing

even louder sobbing