under construction

it's probably gonna stay that way

[shuuru]

About me

hi, i'm Yul, she/her, 30+ yr, maybe asexual, native Spanish speaker. I consider this blog to be 18+ even when there's no explicit content so be aware of that. I sometimes write but I don't have much published, I mostly like to scream to the void.

I multiship because I'm not here for love, I'm here to suffer. My main KH ships are vanven, soriku, sovani, xehaqus and soroku. But I don't mind other pairings and I'm willing to hear HC's all the time!

I love Kingdom Hearts with a passion and I can talk about it for hours, messages and asks are a-ok.

This is my first time properly using Tumblr so I don't know what I'm doing, it's been fun figuring it out, thou.

I organized some of my posts here because I figured I'm going to make a lot more of them and I don't want to lose them.

Published fics

Gen | Vanitas & various characters - To Forge a Blade Gen | Sora & Vanitas - Healing Gen with a side of shipping | Vanitas /& Ventus - Phantom Touch

Kingdom Hearts Book Reports.

On Vanitas and Xehanort's relationship

On Ventus and Missing Ache

Vanitas' new power-up

WIP posts

"but you'll never be human"

the horror of replica bodies

'ventus'

A Battle

A Battle pt.2

3 a.m thoughts

the embarrasment that is vanitas

vanroku should throw hands

we should ban time travel fr

x2.0 dmg multiplier

give maleficent custody of vanitas

vanitas questions

you truly are a marvel

roxas & his doomed fashion

magia by kalafina is my vv song

Tadaima/Okaeri

The Descent into Madness

The Road to Yozora - Day 1

Vanitas defeated - Day 2

Dark Riku defeated - Day 14

i kinda gave up, sorry

[siggimagenta]

Some aqua doodles to test out new brushes ✌️

[artclari]

Sovani ❤️🖤

[boymounter]

'old friend' is about the homosexualest thing you can call somebody. you might as well be fingering them

[yoroshiu]

Which Kingdom Hearts character makes you want to bite a chair?

(I was gonna make a poll out of it but there's way too many of them to account for and I'm hoping to see a variety of answers! And explanations would be fun too, how ever long or short, I want to see people ramble about the Character they're putting in the microwave currently)

[shuuru]

I feel like if I don't think of Vanitas Kingdomhearts at least once every hour, I might explode.

I've always been fascinated by his body language direction (which makes sense, since he's a faceless character, so his voice and body are doing all of the comunication.) His face reveal is still an amazing scene "It's the protagonist, but an Evil Version™." Simple, yet effective.

I don't even know why? The guy has less than thirty minutes of screentime between the three games he appeared. It's probably the novel (it's definitely the novel.)

Giving him such well crafted inner monologue, a whole sympathetic backstory and then not portraying it even once in the game until the very last second (reaching for the X-Blade at the end of Ven's route.)

I already talked extensively about Vanitas and Xehanort's relationship and dynamic. The zero formal language when Vanitas talks to him. The chummy way they behave in the novel. Vanitas' first words to Xehanort being "Yes, Master." Like, he was already born knowing the type of dynamic they had. They're Master and Servant, as I personally see it.

I am an avid advocate of Vanitas' domestication rather than redemption, but I am not opposed to it. I want him to be a little shit, he's more fun that way. Go king, say all the cryptic bullshit you want.

While I am willing to accept his recent identity as one of the 13, I won't lie when I say I am afraid of how it will be handled. Eventually, I feel like I will come to accept it, but I will purposely ignore canon if it turns out he's not part of Ventus. That is the line for me.

Regarding the way I love to put him in the microwave, I love giving him a bad time. Has he suffered enough? No, he can suffer more. Just like Sora smiles to hide his pain, Vanitas laughs to accept his. His suffering comes from his own stubbornness and I love to explore that in my writing. When Ventus and Sora offered him help on the KBG and he say "lmao, no. darkness" and died, I was convinced he wants it his way or no way at all. He will save himself.

What a guy.

[amyhayanora]

Nightmare

[glubshit]

I am

A SURGEON

[shuuru]

Rereading my favorite chapter and kicking my feet.

[tappret43]

c’mon man, his mom’s standing right there

[shuuru]

/gritting my teeth. I love it when a grief stricken character gets to have a deal with the devil and they ask for their loved one back and they monkey paw themselves into a loved one with no memories. Congratulations, dumbass, you killed the version of them that you loved.

[shuuru]

Where were you when Kingdom Hearts: Missing Link was shot 13 times?

[masteraqua]

happy 1 year anniversary of missing link is fucking dead 💐

note from one year ago: i'm compiling this post on the evening of May 14, 2025 to document the heartbreak and the insanity that has visited upon us today following the abrupt cancellation of KHML. we loved, we lost...and we got a lot of memes about balconies.

i'm scheduling this to post on May 14, 2026, and i'm really hoping that by then, circumstances will be better and we'll have something happy to look forward to as a fandom. in the meantime, the kind words and the wonderful art you all share will get us through it.

no matter what happens, never forget that there's always a light in the darkness ✨

[shuuru]

WIP GAME

RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous, and tag as many people as you have WIPs. People send an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and you post a snippet or tell them something about it.

All the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous, and tag as many people as you have WIPs. People send an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and you post a snippet or tell them something about it.

Oubliette ch4

Oubliette ch5

The Riku chapter

tfab chapter 4

The Naminé chapter

The Terra chapter

Documento sin titulo

The Aqua chapter

3

Documento sin titulo (2)

[lockandkeyblade]

WIP GAME

RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous, and tag as many people as you have WIPs. People send an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and you post a snippet or tell them something about it.

All the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous, and tag as many people as you have WIPs. People send an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and you post a snippet or tell them something about it.

mommy issues (dd)

Look to Windward

seven minutes

I, me, mine

Falling For You 

LLM9

BPP2 - The One I'm Waiting For

tMaO2

FoA1

FRoGFC2

also a big bang thing I'm working on but I can't tell y'all about that

[rararibbon]

can’t believe that roxas is still viewed as the ultimate emo edge-lord of the series, when xion is RIGHT THERE!

only one of them would tell you to “kiss lady death for them because they couldn’t make it” right before they kill you and it’s not roxas!

[rararibbon]

here a neat visual guide i forgot i made for this post

[roadtriiip]

*throws my repliku interpretation into the ocean* for the fish......

[lockandkeyblade]

I wish every kh4 conspirist a very happy being correct on the whole “the loading font Tokyo Game Show used in their teaser yesterday is from KH”.

Not because I personally need any news but because if the way people pick up that we’re getting news is because of a font and they’re actually right on that it’ll be funny as hell.

[lockandkeyblade]

I love @shuuru because she’s like “god I wish that were true” and then says “anyway it’s a stock image”, slaps down this, and disappears into the ether