your local pale sad boy.

- writing is therapy. - trigger warning: I sometimes write about depression, self harm, and death. - you can follow my main blog here.

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i hate the things you made me see

now i cry myself to sleep

mirror, mirror

why can’t you lie to me?

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

words by @shxnewrites

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you’re so beautiful and I think to myself that maybe if you loved me I could learn to love myself.

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your knife.

you took your knife and dug it through my life. you tore me apart and broke my heart. now I’m trying to put the pieces back, I’m trying to be alright, but every time I think of you you come back with your knife.

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sunlight.

you’re a ray of sunlight shining in my eyes. but you became too bright and now I’m going blind.

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the flame.

flicker of the flame dance around my room onto my skin oh how you burn onto the floor my room you’ll destroy burn away everything I won’t be annoyed. because in this room there’s nothing I need as long as I have the flame I’d gladly burn and bleed.

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you & i.

the moon shines bright on you and I and for a moment I don’t want to die. up on the roof drinking red wine I could stay here forever just you and I. you and I. you and I. just you and I why’d you let us die?

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cigarette.

our love is like a cigarette soon it will burn out. someday it will kill us but it tastes so good right now. I’ll breathe it in try to make it last but our love is like a cigarette and it will burn out fast.

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gone.

you’re gone I wish you weren’t. so if you ever see this please come back to earth. I can feel your soul but I can’t see you. show me where you are please give me a clue. and if I ever got the chance to have a single wish I wouldn’t ask for anything except to be with you.

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welcome !

thanks for coming. I’ve been working on my poetry for awhile now and I’m excited to share it with you. enjoy. (-;