On The Road, For Real This Time pt. 1
Being on the Chaser was exhilarating.
The environment rushed past him as he made his way out of the tundra and into the rest of Siberia, the solar core beneath him humming with energy. The winds felt alive, and they even tasted nice.
Alexis forced him to take mandatory breaks every 16 hours or so to rest and let the Chaser recharge, so Over took the time to get used to the feeling of snow and permafrost beneath him.
Mountains, rivers, forests of pine trees. The weather became warmer as they went further south, rising from the -15° Celsius average to around -6°. Slowly, more variety started to appear in his surroundings.
It was strange how different everything was from the lab. Strange, but… nice.
The nice feelings didn’t last very long, though.
{Over, pull over for a second,} Alexis said on day 8, when they were about to temporarily cross the border from Russia to what was once a part of China. The former city of Dalnegorsk wasn’t much farther at this point, which was where the beginning of the Highway was.
Over obligingly came to a halt. “Is something wrong?”
{There will be. Do a radiation scan.}
Knowing that the world had undergone a nuclear apocalypse was one thing.
Having his radiation sensors shriek at him to skirt around large swathes of the world around him was another.
“Why… why didn’t you tell me earlier?”
From their current location, if Over had kept going forward, his scanners wouldn’t have picked up the irradiated areas until he’d cornered himself into an effective dead end, which would have cost them several days worth of time.
{Because we were, pardon my French, in the ass end of Russia. It wasn’t relevant at the time. That, and you already knew.}
Between the ‘him’ of the past-future and the current him… Over had already known about the nuclear apocalypse happening. He just hadn’t registered anything about it, not even the ‘my creators are dead’ part because there were more important things to worry about and focus on.
Why hadn’t he connected the dots? It wasn’t even a leap in logic, just simple cause and effect–
A hand landed on top of his helmet.
{Because this scale of destruction and harm is beyond logic, and none of it makes any sense. It’s literally too stupid for you to comprehend, so don’t bother! Toss it all out.}
Over rapidly blinked at that non sequitur. His mind was still trying to grasp the fact that he hadn’t processed anything he’d learned in the lab, not really.
“… tonal whiplash, Alexis.”
{You shouldn’t dwell on it. Things happened, and you weren’t even activated back then. It's not possible to go back to stop it– you've tried before, and never succeeded. The only thing we can do is look towards the future.}
Alexis's words weren't reassuring. Knowing that 'he' failed to stop this… that it was his fault the world was like this in the first place…
That didn't put him in the greatest of moods, considering what they were trying to do might not even be possible.
He wasn’t even able to remember the specifics… Or even that Robot Master’s name.
{Man, I really dropped the ball on this one, huh? Now you're all gloomy. Look, the Cataclysm was the result of cascading actions from several factors, including several world leaders being complete idiots. You can't change that. You once tried to cause a paradox by timeline-cloning a dozen of yourself to stop the nuclear warheads from ever launching, and that didn't work.}
{Point is– you tried, Over. You did your best. Sometimes, the effort is what matters despite the outcome, and that version of you decided to come back here to change the future in a different way. Like I said, don’t think about it too hard– that wasn’t the ‘current’ you. Got that?}
He was going to have to adjust their route as they went, now that he knew about the heavily irradiated areas…